diapijay

The last time I had a true accident was about 10years ago. When i was about 32.After seeing some live bands and drinking a bit to mcuh. While I was trying to unlock my front door I ended up peeing my pants. Before that the last messing accident I had was when I was 16 on Thanksgiving and I was alone in my room and had the runs.

I would like to try catheters so help with loss of bladder control eventiontaly. I will probably start with wearing to bed so I can become a bed wetter quicker.

Day 101 I know it's been awhile. I'm still diapered 24/7. I haven't used the potty since the end of last year for anything. It has been really busy working on the rv in pa. I've got most of the insulation redone and other improvements. I will be back to traveling in the beginning of May after my birthday. As for bladder and bowel control they both are still there. My dad had some health issues due to a stafh inffection that developed from phenomena. So that has helped me feel more comfortable being around someone while wearing diapers even though his vision is not good due to a burst retna. I'm still working on wetting while being around other people that I know. Today is the first time I'm staying at someone else's house while diapered. They just went to bed some I'm able to make this post. I did just go and change in their bathroomm about 2hrs ago. Which was the hardest thing I have had to do so far. I'm staying the night so I will have to change again. As for the benifits of diapers living in an rv at my dads there has been no concern of emptying the black tank. Part of him being oblivious to such things. If anyone else were to ask I would have told them I emptied it at the place I am tonight. Which I'm doing. But it has been in a separate tank in the bed of my truck since before my dad had health issues at Thanksgiving. Also since I live in rv and have been reworking it. I have been able to take a shower in his house. So the only time I'm not diaper is walking up the side walk and maybe 15mins after I'm done. As for my main negatives is that I have only wore disposables. So I have had some wet sheets that I have to move to the other side of the bed. Taking cloth into my dad's house doesn't fell right as of now. But once I hit the road in the rv I will be wearing cloth diapers alot. As for diaper brand at the the beging I was using either northshore brands or trest. But after reading @Little Sherri section I switch to incontrol bedry night. I didn't like the velcro tapes so instead I'm using rearz or intcontrol diapers that use tape on plastic fronts. As for the pull ups that I mentioned before. I don't plan on using them for anything. I'm working on getting training pants for the rv parks when I use there showers instead. That way when I get back to the rv I can change into a proper diaper. As for the future. Diapers will be the only way I go potty. I know eventually someone will find out. The day that happens will be embarrassing. Especially my best friend. As his fiancee is really open to things as she works at a nudest resort and worked him into to going there. I could see her asking to change my diaper. Since she has already asked to see my penis before I went there last year on my birthday. And they tried to get me in the hot tub. Which you have to be naked at.

The biggest issue I have with leaks is my onesie slipping into my diaper at the rear. I think this happens as I have no butt. So that's why I'm looking for good plastic pants.

I fully except that leaks will happen. That's why I'm switching to mostly black pants. The only thing that I need to figure out is some different plastic pants. The best fit for me are leakmaster 7mil right now. I thinking of getting some of the Gary actives for over disposables. As for the pride of wearing diapers. I'm proud with my journey to diaper dependency.

Yes I understand stand are not part of my future anymore unless I'm walking from taking a shower back to to my place. I will be in diapers whenever I go anywhere from now on.

I have been helping my dad daily with changing his IV for a blood infection he has. I'm always wearing when I walk into his house to help him. I've been able to get my diaper while talking to him. I have worn diapers almost every where I have been except when I went to my friend's house on Christmas day. I did wear a pull up. When I was about to leave I was standing next to the door and was able My families Christmas was delayed to people being sick. I did go there wearing a diaper. It was a freeing experience to know that I can be padded around group of people I know. I just wasn't able to get my self around them. Today I decided to pee in the potty to reset my time in diapers. This way the first day of the year will be my official diaper anniversary. I now officially don't plan on using the potty for anything except if I need to throw up or to dump poop from my cloth diapers when I wear them. For now I'm going to start full wetting untraining. As for messing I will be more coordinated in when I mess my diapers. I'm going to start listening to hypnosis files while I sleep. Also to start the new year I'm trying to start it with what I want to be my ultimate goal. So I took some castor oil to hopefully wake up in wet and messy diaper.

I work remotely most of the time. But when I go into work. I will go out for lunch and change in a public restoom away from work. What worries me the most is being at a friend's and if I stay overnight right now. In the future when I come back. It will be easier as If I get noticed while changing in their restroom. I can have a back story of having an accident that caused incontinence. 1. I'm pretty good with my fluids. I basically drink 16 cups of water a day minimum. 2. I did wear for 3 months straight earlier this year to make sure this is some thing I would be able to live with. So I think I should be in the right head space to continue this life style. 3. Over the past couple of days I have been around people I know and am seeing how much easier it can be. 4. Thank you I do have a full coverage matress protector under my sheets and have a pad on top. I also have chair and sofa pads. Plus most of the time I wear sometype of plastic pants.

Thank you for sharing this moment. It is very helpful with understanding about being around others and dealing with diapers. It has made my outlook change on wearing around others I know and feeling more comfortable doing it myself.

@Little Sherri after reading your Christmas party mishap. It gave me the courage to wear a diaper when my dad got home from the hospital and a couple of aunts and uncles were there. Wetting was a little difficult. But I think that will be easier with time. I will wear around family now. Since those will be shorter events. Friends will vary depending for now as I'm not quite ready to change in front of them.

Thank you both. I understand in the future I won't be wearing pull ups. Except for the occasional rv park shower walk. I only have a couple of things going on where I will have some beers and am not ready just yet to have to change somewhere my friends and family. That's why I will still use the toilet in these couple of events. I understand once I make the full commitment to un potty training that I will have no choice but to change I those situations. I will be helping my dad when he's out of the hospital next week for about 5 weeks. Since I'm staying in my rv at his property. All I have to do is help with iv a couple times a day. Maybe help with making food some times and some cleaning. I will be diapered and using them for wetting while around him. Since his vision is bad and he's slightly hard of hearing. This will help me fell comfortable around everyone else I know down the road. As for the diapers I do have white, black, blue, and grey with straps. That are less conspicuous.

I've decided to start my 24/7 diapered life. For the next 2 months I will be wearing diapers or pull ups during the day. When in diapers I will use them for wetting. While still keeping control. As for messing I will still be using the toilet most of the time. For sleeping I will be in diapers and actively working to become a bedwetter. I will wear pull ups around friends and family. I will still use the toilet when around them for this time period. This way I will get used to being padded around them. After the 2 month period I'm going to be traveling in my rv again. So once I do I'm going to give up the potty for everything and actively to start training to my diaper dependent life. When I get to a good location where I can be by myself one night. I'm going to start a fire in a pit with all of my boxers. During this time I'm going to change my diet to have a high fiber intake. I hope with this type of diet I can mess shorty after every meal. I'm also going to drink atleast a cup of water every hour to keep myself needing to constantly needing to wet. I will also be looking into some natural diuretics. Like green tea and cranberry juice. I will also be listening to hypnosis files while I sleep to help aid in my journey. If anyone has any suggestions It would be appreciated.

3 months completed. So I really enjoyed my time in diapers. But due to things I have to do this summer I can't go full time just yet. I have to work on my rv's insulation and will be at my dad's while doing it for atleast a month. So disposing of diapers will be kind of difficult. Also I dislike having to shave my diaper area. But i do love not having hair down there until it starts growing back. So in the next week I'm going to start at home laser hair removal on that area. The instructions say to keep treated areas dry for 8 hours. Also will take atleast 3 months. It has been weird since I haven't worn for the past 4 days. I find my self missing the padding. The first day I wanted to just rediaper and continue. But due to above I couldn't. The next time I wear for a really extended period will mostly likely will just continue.

Washer dryer is going good. I run a rinse spin cycle before the heavy duty wash cycle. As for drying still having the diapers get stuck to the sides. So know I'm using the 3 hour dry mode after washing. This way when I get up in the morning if they are stuck I can free them and run another dry cycle. Nothing else gets stuck to the sides so those cycles are much easier just run the normal wash dry mode and they are done.

Week 12 update No potty use this week. No changes in peeing or messing. One week to go of trail run. I cant wait for this weekend. I will be attending my first age players events.

Week 11 update No potty use this week. No changes in peeing or messing. This past Friday was an rv travel day. So I had the opertunite to really practice peeing while driving. Most the time I could only go on smooth roads a hand under my butt.

Week 9-10 update No potty use the past 2 weeks. As for peeing still no change in positions. It does seam that im starting to go more frequently. Messing has increased a little 2or3 times a week i go twice. Also finnaly seam to have softer messes.

Week 8 update No potty use this week. Peeing has remained the same during the day. There were 2 mornings when I wook up that I barley had to pee my diapi. Messing still basically just my morning poop. As for wasing the cloth diapi's. I just can't run them in the combo wash dry mode. Once they finish washing I get them un stuck from the side wall then dry them.

Week 7 update No potty use this week. As for peeing positions I noticed that when standing causes me to have to pee about 50% of the time. Messing has hasnt changed much. As for the washing of cloth diapi. I did run into an issue this week. Twice the diapi's spun so hard they ended up sticking to the sides of the tube amd dryer hard to the sides. I had to dampen them and re-dry.

Yes the w/d is only 110v. I'm only going to wear cloth when at rv park. As for using campground washers there are 2 issues. First is not all have luandry facilities. Second I don't want to use them based on email I got from my current rv park. Just a reminder regarding use of our laundry facility. No clothing soiled in oil products are allowed to be laundered. One dryer is out of order because the clothing had some type of tar or grease.

Week 6 update No potty use this week. As for peeing positions I noticed that when standing causes me to have to pee about 40% of the time. Messing has gotten easier. I push for about 30 seconds then the rest basically slides out with a couple of minor push near the end. As for cleaning of the cloth diapers in the washer/dryer combo. I can wash 5 prefold diapi's and 9 inserts. Which is a full day of cloth only. I wash them will I sleep. As for the vibration when it's on spin mode in the rv is a little ruff. I'm going to need to a better stabilizing system.

Week 5 update No potty uses this week. No major change to peeing positions. Still only messing once per day even with higher fiber intake.

1 month update. So I offially at 1 month of wearing diapers. Still only 1 non diaper use. Except for when I'm in the shower. Wetting has gotten a lot easier. I even have been able to start wetting while walking slowly. My messing has gotten softer with my increased fiber intake. Still only going once a day typically. The new combo washer dryer has done a good job with clean my cloth diapers. Still figuring out the best load size for them.

3 week update. So this past week I had no potty use. Cloth diapers drying n bathroom didn't go that well. I have larger combo washer dryer coming this week. I did my first long drive pulling the travel trailer. It was nice to be able to drink any water I wanted. Also only having to stop every 6 hours for fuel. As for peeing positions driving I don't have to stop anymore. Laying down I can do it almost everytime. This week I'm going to improve my fiber intake so I can mess easier.

Cool. Unfortunately I left az yesterday morning and will be in San Antonio this afternoon.