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Diapers have always been a deep interest of mine since I was a kid, over 20 years ago. There were a few brief periods where I was put back into Pull Ups or had an accident here or there that I actually enjoyed. I have a vivid memory of when I was 6 or 7 years old, as a regularly constipated kid back then, having to poop really bad after leaving a restaurant with my family heading to the car. My Dad noticed I was walking slowly and had to go to the bathroom so he decided to rush me back to the restaurant so I could go. He took my hand and pulled me to go run to the restaurant, but when he did that, I completely lost control and made a huge solid hard poop in my pants. I loved the feeling of it ever since. We got to the restaurant, I waddled into the bathroom and dropped the poop in and flushed and we left. My Dad never noticed I had an accident and nothing was said of it ever since. I then started experimenting with messing accidents by the age of 9 or 10 and was hooked ever since.

Beyond that, I always kept up with the latest DL and ABDL stories from [That site].com. My fixation initially was messing and wearing diapers but then also included wetting diapers and overall babyish things. Despite having a longtime fascination for the lifestyle, I never had the courage to actually try getting some diapers and wearing/using them until within the past 6 months when I decided to open myself up more to the lifestyle. Still, I am limited due to currently living with my folks to save money, but I want to move out in due time.

From a young age, the diaper brand that interested me the most was Pampers. The cute designs, the smell, the babyish feeling, everything. Up to this point, the diapers I've tried have either been baby diapers, Good Nites or a single stint with really mediocre drug store diaper briefs. My goal is to get real ABDL diapers and try them out once I get my own place.

My ABDL journey is only just beginning and I'd love any suggestions or feedback from people to help enhance my journey as much as I can. While it is still extremely discrete, I can still enjoy some parts of the lifestyle behind the sanctity of my closed bedroom door.

If you want to be friends or chat, I'm always open to discuss anything ABDL! Happy diapering, everyone!