Raebud

I wake up one morning and go up to my window, i open it and smoke a ciggerette careful not to wake you, i close it and make my way to the bathroom where i brush my teeth and go to the kitchen, "im gonna make us breakfast" i think to myself, i grab some potatos and onion, garlic, i start chopping things up and season it, i start frying it and grab a bowl for some scrambling of eggs, once i add some milk to that i season it and set it aside while the potatos cook, i then hear what sounds like the bed frame squeak and some movement from the bedroom, i hurrily stir the potatos and by some miracle theyre done. i add the eggs to the potatos, without my knowledge im doing the potty dance while bouncing around the kitchen cooking, once the eggs have cooked i sprinkle some cheese on top and put a lid on it as soon as i turn around its too late and my bladder gives out a hot wet puddle is at my feet and to my horror youve gotten out of bed and are standing in the doorway blocking my way to the bathroom and just witnessed my accident "tsk tsk tsk" i hear, i drop my horrified gaze and look at my feet unsure of what to do, before i go to look up again theres a towel at my feet and hands on my shoulders "go clean up in the shower baby, ill wait for you" i do as im told and come back in new clothing and notice my mess is cleaned up and there some plates and forks set on the table "i noticed you made breakfast baby girl thank you very much" i blush and nod unsure of whether to awknowledge what just happened or not, it goes undiscussed all through out breakfast. i had drank a decent amount of water after breakfast and the dog is needing to go outside, youre making lunch, i take the dog outside and the cold air hits my skin, the dog takes his sweet time drying to find a spot to pee, by then i have goosebumps and shivering from cold, as soon as i think hes done he starts to poop while my bladder gives out again and im outside wetting myself, steam coming off the wet area of my pants, the dog finishes up and we go inside, im on the verge of tears. You turn around and ask me whats wrong then look down and realise, you sigh and take me into the bathroom and tell me to clean up again but we're going to talk after, i do as im told and come out with new clothes on but still shaking from fear of whats going to come next i sit down with you at the table and start eating my lunch hoping to dodge the conversation
"if you have another accident youre going to wear diapers" i hear you say flatly my fear turns to guilt, shame, and embarassment "please" i try and plead but your hand goes up signaling me not to push further, tears streaming down my face i practically run to the window and smoke a ciggerette unsure how to feel... Dinner goes by with ease but once it was time to get into bed i couldnt, i stood there frozen unable to move and speak, like i had seen a ghost, my brain couldnt forgive my bladder for what it was about to do.. the next thing i know im being ushered into the shower youve bathed me and are drying me off, everything is happening so fast it feels surreal, theres a diaper on the bed and im not even sure where it came from and a bright pink onsie is laying next to it. Whats going on here?! i think to myself, my face must have displayed my thoughts because you responded with "youre my baby, 3 accidents youve proven to me youre too little for big girl panties, now come play down and let daddy put you in your pjs" i know better than to argue and lay down, he secures the tapes around my waist and helps me into the onsie i blush form humiliation and embarassment
"awww baby its alright" i hear as i get a kiss on the forehead and am told 'goodnight'

Im a little little short and stount 
my favorite colow is purple and i like to shout XD