OK, so here it is...
I have been a DL for most of my living life, i am 22 now and first started having a 'crush' on diapers when i was about 6-7. I loved the 'security' i felt when i wore them.
However the availability of diapers in my childhood home did not last long, and i stopped pinching them almost as soon as i started. When i hit puberty i realised diapers played a sexual role in my psyche and one day it clicked that i had a 'diaper fetish'.
So basically i have always thought about diapers, but never done anything about it for a MASSIVE fear of being found out. The effect of getting caught by anyone i know would mentally destroy me. It has always been locked up in my mind, lurking in the background.
Recently i found an article in 'Bizzare Magazine' that enlightened me to the DL online community. I checked it out, and was to be honist massively relieved that there are other people out there who had this trait.
So this is why i am here, rather than just letting this thing i have slosh around in my subconscious, i will explore it and make of it what i will. Idealy i would like to befrend some people here and have more indepth discussions about the whole DL thing, in order to work this whole thing out. In the end it could be a lot of fun, we shall see...
Other than that i am a very happy fellow. I live by a strong code of ethics, am a keen sportsman and enjoy traveling, and try to be an example to the great friends i am so fortunate to have.
Good to meet you all.
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