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I so messed up 😅 I found sugar free gummy bears 😅 but I neva cheked servin size. Taut it was whole bag 😬. It was a small bag😅 I hope I dont mess myself in de drs office 😅 1 servin =9 bears=20grams sugar alcholol 3servins to 1bag =60grams sugar alcholol Nevermind I'm screwed found the hiest amount I can take before they turn to laxatives 45.5grams. In context I took 14.5 grams over lax effect Too bad I wasn't a girl as it be 114grams if I were😒 Not fair girls have about 1 gram per kg before a lax effect Boys only have about .4grams per kg before a lax effect Gummy bear challenge was rigged man 😂

? https://www.abdldiapers.store/collections/abdl-leggings-sweatpants https://www.etsy.com/shop/ABDLonDemand?ref=shop-header-name&listing_id=1465626832 https://ddlgverse.com/collections/leggings-sweatpants Couldnt find brand pre-k or preschool excpt in actual toddler size. 😔 The only preschool brand in bABy or wittle size was cloth backed diapers😔 Hope this helps you find de pants wit legcuffs 🤔 as there are a few in theese sites 🤓 Includeing rugrats ones in the ddlgverse one😇 Sorry I couldnt help more.

Man phenergan help wit everythin but the diareeah the breastmilk had prebiotics and would help with that 😇 Also the phenergan did a bit more dan make you sleepy it is also a antipsychotic 🤫 Almost same as thorizine diffrence is a needle in the a§ and open portal for infection so they put it up you butt 0 risk for infection dat way😇 Eva just be up late and think chit I got a drs appt in de mornin and mi new doc never seen me in wittle space😅. She gonna be confuzed😂maybe not tho🤔 It way pass bedtime almos midnite here 🤫 Stove broke cookin chickn nuggies😬

I'm tired but managed to get out little little space for a bit. Not quite shure how yet though. 😒 Ugh Not quite I guess just didn't notice the diffrence until I lit a smoke 😒. Dammit it just is 🤔 I don no😒 Watchd space pups last nite though 😊 De loonie tunes were funnie but all aboyt war and bullies quite strange🤔 dey were all old tho. Realy realy old😒 still funnie but dum and no morl exsept to beet the crap out of any1 dat messes wit U 😅. If dar is a war we screwd 😂 Old versis new shows fite vs tawk🤔 Anyways funy how caetoons from dat long ago have porky pig in a girdle? camisole? Cartoons r weird but it basicaly says hide it 🤔 Powitcal ashel to😒 Eben new movi says hide helpin some1 😒 Coffe not doin much 2 wak me up. It not as bad tho. Got 2 go shopin for food l8er tthinkin of picin up craeons and doin some kelorin books 🤔 I gots kelord mechnal pensils but not enuf kelors in em😔

No jok mydocters R as woonie as daffy duc 😂 im gonna start callen em quackers 😂😂😂 Wel at wesemy las 1s wer🤔

Only put de linc up 4 fun dey not work 4 me. Mine don by drs wit wots of medisins an mine become punismnt if ignord. It turnto feelin sik den pane if stil fiten it. Felt lik it waz goen to kil meLas nite😭 I layd down las nite evething wen black wok up hrs la8r 😔

Hear some archiv fils https://archive.org/details/ABDL-Hypnosis/ It hav 410 fils . Jus us meda playr on de pag 😊

I say U got to try to prove U can doit 😊 I got 2 stop tryin get out of wittle space 😅 U get cawt sayin Martha Trucker Hollie Fudge Truckin quackerz ? Den sai in de truck is Martha, I wan fudge made wit Hollie and ritz quackerz dat wook lik trucks😈 Den one becase U defin8le gettin time out😂.

Thumb not work 4me man 😅 Trid once Wittle space suppsto be safe . Not safe when Ubite thum an bleedin everwewere 😬

Well man the answer I can think of is they shouldn't bug you as it is actually a medical need and violates the ADA or Disibility Rights act wherever you are located if they harass you about it. I mean honestly if it were me and they said something I would say "shure let me take off my medical clothing to make you feel more secure and I want you to remember that as you close the place down for cleaning" and turn towards the rest room because honestly kicking you out is discrimination against medical conditions and asking you to remove any medical equipment is against the law. Diapers are classified as medical equipment. So technically they by law are required to enshure you don't remove the medical equipment while you are there or deal with the aftermath. Same as if someone has a insulin pump if somehow it comes off in the pool or water park they are required to call ambulance if the person gets extremely sick. To be frankly honest you could probally just wear the swim diaper as the bathing suit and have them not be able to say anything legally. But I would stick with your first Idea as I think wearing just a swim diaper would be embarassing as hell.

100% it started as me treating bedwetting issues but along the way it got messed up and so much stress that a judge agreed with a emergency psych consultant. Literally a court order for attempted murder of myself. Try taking that one in as I have tried like 1000× and realised how the hell did they manage that one. Not kidding confuseing as all hell. I mean you ever try to play a trial out on that type of shit? Your honor I refuse to press charges against myself 😂 Not kidding the psych consultant couldn't find anything wrong with any reasoning, functioning, mental ability, or emotion. They found the exact opposite as they came to the same solution with none other present so tried to say it was a vacation from my adult problems. Then made it a forced vacation from adulthood period. 1-2 weeks turned into 1-2 weeks to start and sending me home to my parents and haveing it continue almost 6 months. Then another doctor trying to continue it useing a medication that damn near got me killed that got flushed down the toilet. It was going good off the treatment I thought. Until my current case worker decided to get a unfiltered answer and got a respose from a regressed me that made valid threat with a explination of why. I don't like talking to healthcare providers unfiltered but that is what happened. Man I actually feel like really sick to my stomache and it has only been like a few hours of fighting against the regression just to have a adult headspace. I literally can't see straight, have a throbbing headache, feel exremly sick to my stomach and literally feel like crying 😩

It's ok man I just can't handle how stuff is going with me Right now . Man I smoke and it isn't going so well.. It is gagging, dry heaves and headaches right now 😩. The dry heaves are so violent they are causeing accidents. My coffee taste disgusting without ¼ of a bottle of creamer 😔 I am literally haveing my adult side stripped away for not being 100% honest with my mental health caseworker who tossed the straw that broke the camel's back. I have no clue if she did it on purpouse but she got 100% unfiltered answers from me either way. I can forgive it man, sorry for my unfiltered emotions. I would give you the phone number for my mental health caseworker so you could rip her a new one. But honestly I'm just glad she didn't have me babysat by the hospital like my last case worker did.

OK I mite not be on for a bit if my wittle space get much deeper. Relly had a hard time readin a post. It scrambled on me ..makein it not readable .😬 Shete Tammy Trucker and Holly Fudge bars this is 🤔🤔🤔🤔 conflicting 🤔nooe 🤔 sorrie jus forgot what I waz sayin😅

Didnt kno dey made 16mos+ pacificly , the 1s I got a long time ago were 24mos+🤔 Not lik it matherd tho.. scikitrist said it need 2 be bigger 😒 like she sayin I had a big mouth 😂 😂

I'm not haveing the best time with keeping track of which topic I posted on 😅 Spit man it all trucked up 😂 Forget me triggeing little space it been done quite well 😂 I can't trigger out 😂 I had to call my mentalhealth provider to see if she tried to start de regression therapy up again. I still dont know if she did it on purpouse 😅 She said "sometimes it's nice to let go and go back" Not funny, she only asked if I wanted to come back a week early😧 Stuck in little space and my mental health casworker basically saying Go wit de flow 😧 Do not try 2 smoke out of little space when drs are involved 😬 gagged and dry heaved so hard I messed myself😔 But that was afyr tryin not to wet de diaper by peein in the sink just to end up peein all over my pants . Thogh aboit de smoke and almist puked and wet de diaper anyways 😒 My day knot goin ezcactly adulty 😅 Coffee taste like puke 😒 needed to use ¼ bottle creamer to drink it😐. I need to stop lyein down it keeps makein it alot harder. Oly fudge man ever start shakein just pickin up somthin sharp ? Trucking nuts man shaken in fear holding a razor to shave, fine after I starteshaven though.. till I knicked myself and almost puked 😒 Forgot what no adult spaceleft wslike 😒 I got no clu where I put mi butter last nite 😂 I just started ripping the lofe of bred apart lik adinner roll😂

That isn't even funny Just got off the phone with my mental healthcare provider apparently she wasn't trying to trigger the regression therapy however she said "sometimes it's just nice to let go and go back" 🤔 At this point I don't know if I should believe she wasn't trying to restart it or not 😅 I told her about the shit going on the last 3 days and she asked if I wanted to come in a week early and I said.. No I'm good 😅 Forget the triggering of little space man .. I can't can't trigger the HE🏒🏒 out and my mental health care provider is basically saying just go with it 😧. I went to lay down befoee posting it just to see wht da truck would happen if I wasn't tired. I fella asleep and woke up processing a mile a second dude. Decided to have a smoke again and now have a slight heache and itchy eyes 😒. At least I'm not feeling like I am I typed too soon .. right as typeing I started feeling nausious😩.

Nevermind I call it quits on trying to get out of little space 😂. Literally messed my diaper without knowing while typeing. Changed the diaper. Smoked a cig and the smoke after got in my face and was fanning it away. When to start another pot of coffee but messed up the water filter so fixed it .. Somehow had to pee really bad so lowered the diaper to just piss in the sink.. ended up pissing all over my pants in the process . Thought about the smoke and started gagging got the hry heaves and ended up being so bad wet the diaper anyways .. Turned and saw the knife and didn't even dare to pick it up instead lightly touched the handle to rotate the blade towards the wall grabbed a cup of coffee and walked out of the kitchen😅 Nope definantly not out of little space😂 Oh god just had a sip of the coffee 😭 even that is fucking ruined for me 😭😭😭 It taste like someone poured bleach in a cup 😭 But it is only coffee 😭😨 OMG I don't think my creamer is going to last until food shopping day 😅 I had to pour ¼ of the bottle in the coffee just to not feel like pukeing 😅

Well I slept great after I stopped trying to get back up 😅 My dog decided to enshure I didn't get back up 😩. I mean I put her in the bed turned out the light just got my hands under the pillow to go put my head down and my dog ran over to the pillow and layed on it. I must have been really tired and way stuck in little space as I couldn't get my hands out from under the pillow 😅 had a tantrum and don't remember anything before 2AM this morning how I got on my back no clue, why my dog was laying on my arm so I still couldn't get up .. no clue. I actually was able to get out of bed at 3am 😂 Still partly in little space. or maybe fully I don't really know yet 😂 I mean I haven't touched a knife yet so I have no clue😂

I mean to me pre-recorded hypnosis files sound like a disaster either way as there is 0 adaptability in them. Real hypnosis has a adaptability aspect and can be changed and modified real time to adapt to circumstances.

That would have been more humane than what he got. He was deemed unfit to care for himself and mentally unstable and placed in the careof his daughter 3 states away with a understanding if he ever returned to the state his daughter would also be arrested for bringing him back. He died 2 years later is what I was told. So 20minutes or 2 years . Honestly I think his daughter tourchered him to death and the police swept it under the carpet 😐.

How about haveing a mental healthcare provider saying your caseworker will ber right out and have you sit and wait instead of going out for a cig just to fallasleep in the chair have a small spot on your leg look like you almost flooded the chair and your casworker say " you are 1 sleepy boy" then change it really quickly to guy😅. If she was trying to trigger my little space so I would be open and honest with her she got more than she bargained for there was no filter by my adult head space at all. Adult space would have said the urologist is nuts and I have a appointment with another. Little space said the urologist is fucking unquaified and stupid to say a testicle.the size of a orange is healthy. In what damn world is soething not working properly healthy? They better fix the damn thing before it end up cut out and put in a fucking blender and see her say it's healthy after that.. I'm actually supprised she didn't put me on a 72hr hold after that 😬. I'm not in adult head space still 😅 I wonder if she knew she let me leave with the processing ability of a 3½ yo 😅 It's all good though it been climbing back up .. quite slowly though 😅 It's only 8:30 and I'm .. not tired and not sleepy.that is why I'm going to lay the hell down 😂 because Um I don't fucking know 😱.. I would shave but I don't trust myself to hold a razor right now .. I mea I already stabbed my hand twice trying to cut bread 😬 I'm not bleeding and it's time for me to lay down for a hour or 2 or the rest of the night I mean who the hell knows ?

Tell that to the pedofile that sexually assulted me when I was 4 . The twisted fuck had to be escourted to the store by the police while waiting for his trial seeing as ½ the town was out to kill him. He was found mentally incompentent kicked out of the state and died in the care of his daughter . Sorry but just so you know it doesn't matter what a child calls it as they are sent to a psychatrist and medical personel and told to show them where. You think it is tv bullshit jokes but it really isn't. As even if a child knows the correct terms the medical personel always assumes a child is misidentifying something and verifies it anyways.

Spending limit was shot to hell 😅 I put it as $35 because that was what the spread sheet said I had left in my account 😬 $2 over .. Spread sheet says $ -0.14 .. Bank shows $36 -5 service charge so $31 Maybe shopping in little space wasn't such a great idea though .. Coffee creamer , 2 styles of hair elastics, bread,chicken nuggets , dog treats, latex and nitrile gloves. I should have bought pre-sliced bread 😒 already stabbed myself twice trying to cut it 😂 At least I'm not bleeding but still 😒

OK, I'm heading to the store for coffee creamer and a spending limit of $35. I haven't been able to trigger out of little space scence yester days mental health appointment. Only got about 6-7% adult headspace and smokeing a cig isn't triggering adult head space at all 😅 Adult me needs coffee creamer and what happens happens . My adult head space just don't give a shit as long as there is fucking coffee creamer by the end of it 😒. Heading to the store almost entirely in little space but not dressing the part 😉. It might not be a good idea but I just don't care had 2 days of being stuck in mostly little space and trying to trigger out isn't working so I just don't care right about now ..

Warpmymind has some awesome files but some of them are kind of warped 😂 Anyways a few years ago a ABDL Decided to put the files up in a torrent instead of people waiting for the website servers and they included every abdl file on the site and a couple that was not available anywhere anymore because the paywall site had been shut down 😇. Either way some of those files are quite freaky as they used text to speech engines on some. I checked them out years ago but they would have had 0 impact on me either way. (Can't turn a bed wetter into a bed wetter and you can't turn someone with sensory issues that they deal with in childish ways as it works best into a abdl seeing as it is the same damn thing in my opinion😂) I mean honestly my little space is all linked to medical, sensory and prefrence of childlike designs. So 100% me trying to be in a adult head space for most of the time ends with my treatment team forceing me into little space because without it I end up neglecting some of my needs.