I’ve had a fascination with diapers ever since I could remember. I spent my late teen years buying pull ups and wearing them when I was home alone. I’ve spent years going through binge and purge cycles with diapers. I was fortune enough to find a partner that not only accepts that I like to wear diapers but LOVES IT. I’ve never been able to wear diapers for longer than a few hours at a time before I get this intense feeling of shame and embarrassment.
My partner wants to spend our upcoming trip together with me diapered the whole time. Thick diapers on the plane, in the car, and at the hotel. Pull ups while out and about. This sounds completely heavenly, having my partner in complete control of changing my diapers and helping me get ready every day. But I just worry about being able to go through with it and work passed the guilt and shame feeling.
does anyone have any advice?