The other day i came home and went 'pee in the potty'. I pulled my pull up and pants back up and went to my room. Later on i had an "accident" in my pull up and put a regular diaper on and stayed in my room. I was in bed on my lap top and peed in my diaper a couple time. I told myself when the movie wad over i would go shower and put on a fresh diaper then go to sleep. But i fell asleep before the movie ended. I woke up the next morning in a river. My already soaked diaper got a few more flash floods while i was sleeping and leaked...baddly. my pants were wet down to the knee, my bedpad moved from under me from me tossing and turning so my sheets anc mattres were soaked and some how i managed to role on top of my blanket and that got wet too. Because of all the un contained pee, the roomed smelled so bad of pee that it gave me a throbing headache. I striped out of everything and put a nitegown on, took all the wet stuff to the washer and opened my window with the fan blowing the bad pee smell out. I grabbed a bottle of baby powder and sprinkled nearly the entire contents onto the bed to help dry the mattress faster and to help with the strong pee smell. I took a looong hot shower and threw a robe on and went to the living room. I was upset with myself thinking this diaper fetish has gone way too far. Went to my room (smell was still strong) and got dressed. I put on underpants instead of a pull up and i told myself i will never wear diapers or pull ups EVER AGAIN. i went along with my day running errands, grocery shopping, yada yada yada. When i got home i looked at my pull up and thought "oh what the hell" and put a pull up on.....im a waffle.
Can anyone relate. Does anyone else feel like this fetish has gotten out of hand and say "never again" to diapers, only later to waffle and diaper up.