I really thought that I would never tell another living soul about my fetish because I was embarrassed and ashamed. I thought people would automatically label me a paedophile etc. I met a woman who loves me to death and I love her so much words can't describe. It was eating away at me and one night (after a bottle of wine) I come clean and she was so cool about it I was shocked. We were in bed and I said I like nappies. She said what do you mean? So I said wait a minute I'll show you. Then I went to my stash and got a Tena. She was a bit shocked by the size of them but not in a bad way. She put one on me and it was different from I expected. She wasn't creeped out or thought I was a freak at all. She likes to make me happy and she knows I'm happy being babied and she is really good at it. She is a naturally gentle, caring, maternal woman so it comes natural to her. It is really a weight off my shoulders not hiding it anymore. After 31 years I can wear and talk about it. All my fantasies have become reality and occur on a regular basis. I have a respectable nappy collection in our bedroom and to be honest I am running out of space. I come home one night and she had bought me baby nappies, bottles, bibs, dummies, plastic spoons etc. I couldn't believe it. And the most amazing thing is she enjoys being my mummy. God I am so lucky.