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Wow you're just like me, although I and non of my family are christians. I have come out with it to a few of my close friends but that's about it, strangely enough they still talk to me lol but 1 or 2 have almost stopped talking to me completely. My ex told me it was obvious out of the way I acted, walked and spoke o.0 (I act girly amd have a girly walk) Not to mention my younger sister found my girly clothes one day when raiding my drawers, now she keeps telling me she "knows my secret" which I deny to her >_> But yeah, if I ever see a pretty girl on the street, I would fantasize about trading bodies with her and imagine what clothes would look good on her, I also have a large interest in thongs, I've worn them before but it's just not working with what's down there:( Although I wear pretty much anything else girly when I'm home alone. I also lay in bed at night, wondering if things would of been alot easier if I underwent trans when I first started highschool, since I wouldn't know anyone and would have nothing to lose. And even as much as I'd like to, I'm scared to go trans because there's already 1 kid that lives near me and he gets picked on all the time, people pick on him and talk behind his back, he can't even step out of his house without someone posting it on facebook to get a few likes out of it. I hate the world we live in today:/ It's full of mindless, arrogant and selfish people. And even saying that I keep telling myself I'll go for a sex change when I really feel ready.

Section 8 of article 1 "The Congress shall have Power To lay and collect Taxes, Duties, Imposts and Excises, to pay the Debts and provide for the common Defence and general Welfare of the United States; but all Duties, Imposts and Excises shall be uniform throughout the United States;" from http://www.archives.gov/exhibits/charters/print_friendly.html?page=constitution_transcript_content.html&title=The%20Constitution%20of%20the%20United%20States%3A%20A%20Transcription

Went to my first session with my therapist today... filled out the papers tomorrow i get to go down to the DMV and get a new ID issued listing my gender as F ^.^ EXCITED DOES NOT EVEN BEGIN TO COVER IT!!!!

Interesting. Never thought I had any diaper rituals until this thread was brought up. As embarassing as this sounds, I sometimes scratch my crotch just so I can feel the diaper thickness between my legs. I always do this in contemplation -- equivalent to rubbing one's chin while in deep thought.

Me three!

Me too...

Me too...