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I'm bored, and i really want some crab rangoon pizza.

The other day I did the deed, which has become rare with me. On account of the risk of diaper rash mainly, I looked into substitutes, and found that two ripe bananas, microwaved for 30 seconds, yield a similar feeling, if not pleasure. While the feeling is very similar, the pleasure is less so because pooping in a diaper never really happens. There is a much responded to thread under the SSP heading about how important pooping a diaper is to feeling ‘babyish’, a word used to describe sentimental pleasure more than a physical feeling. So, I must admit, you really can’t poop your diaper without actually doing it, the pleasure being so tied up in the act itself, not the product. I guess this is what I was thinking when I was at the sink washing dishes, diapered and already good and wet. You have to understand something else, too. I make my own diapers, an exact copy of old fashioned Pampers (see pics). It takes a bit of doing, but is well worth the effort. (Again, wearing diapers is all about sentimental pleasure; what feels good are the emotions, not the diaper itself so much.) So I stay dry most of the time, to make a diaper last. Fortunately, I get a lot of satisfaction out of just being diapered. Yes, it’s certainly more satisfying to use them, just as babies do, but I get plenty of (non-sexual) pleasure from just wearing. About once a week though I wet. And, of course, when I wet, the diaper does not need to come off, except if I need to poop. But that’s when I’m really torn. Here I am in a diaper that’s ready to go, already incapable of being worn beyond the present session. Now, if I’m early in the session, having wet just once or twice, I’m likely to do my business on the toilet; if I’ve wet three or four times, I’m inclined to go for it. That’s what happened the other day. I was already soaked, and just loving my diaper because of it. I was sucking my pacifier, too. It was just one of those now or never moments. So I teased myself with some denial which only increased the urge, and my satisfaction, when the moment finally arrived. Temporarily, I was in heaven. I tend to be quite a frugal person, if only in the sense that I like using stuff up. No wasting. That’s really where the trouble started. I wasn’t going to waste (nice, pun) this diaper. Even though I’d already done more in it than I do ordinarily, I saw it as wasteful to tell mommy I needed fresh after some little time, about fifteen minutes. Instead, I wore that dirty diaper for over two hours, and it did feel great, both physically and emotionally. I started out washing dishes, but the best thing about a dirty diaper is the squish, which comes from sitting, of which there was plenty with lots to do on the computer. Eventually, I started feeling something like you do after a long day at the beach. You’re badly sunburned, but the pain hasn’t arrived yet. Well, folks, this was a bad sunburn, really bad. My wife had a look and said it looked like bed sores. Incredibly, and fortunately, it started getting better quickly after two days. But it was quite painful to sit, and physically very draining. Was it worth it? Probably not, but like I said, I knew I was staying out in the sun too long. The sun all by itself is not the problem; it’s how long you spend in it. Now the question for anyone who has bothered reading to here is do you have to guard against diaper rash as a SSP adherent, and if you have ever had diaper rash, do you have any favorite remedies? Thank you.

Oh Noes!!! someone letted out the drama llama

Thank you very much, Miss TDL, for saying how close to the real thing my homemade old fashioned Pampers appear. Since those photos were taken, the diaper has been improved with the addition of a colorful strip at the top in front, the purpose of which is to prevent the plastic from tearing when the tapes are undone. This was a long overdue feature as I mostly keep diapers dry by using the toilet. The strip ads visual appeal as well; clearly I wear baby diapers, not the sad ones on half-out-of-their-minds nursing home patients, or people with handicaps, including incontinence, which is not to say I'm insensitive to those situations. Quite the contrary. I simply make the point that the emotional satisfaction I get from wearing diapers depends heavily on their appearing to be for babies, not adults.

Either that or Mike has developed a serious chocolate addiction.

As TDL said: Some people get rashes really bad, some don't. (Myself for example, have yet to get a rash, even after 12+ hours messy) Experiment with some different creams, that's about all you can do really.

I've worn diapers to bed all my life and feel much more secure and sleep better .

Pampers, I didn't write the law. It is what it is, and I'm giving you the explanations that underscore why the laws are different. Don't shoot the messenger. Instead, call your local congressman, and enjoy being hung up on. Based on how you treated me, I sincerely hope you try. I for one dislike prostitution, but I also don't think it makes a ton of sense to make it illegal. Silencing sites like Craigslist also doesn't help, since it just forces prostitutes to turn to pimps and other things that oppress and control the working prostitutes to begin with. P.S. I would answer your other questions... but do unto others as you wish they do unto you. I wish you'd not reply to me ever again, so I'll return the favor.

And the Lord said "Go Sox."

Hi, Bulky. Part of the results you'll get will depend on the type of pull-up you use, and part will depend on fit, but the fact that you're a girl will help you immensely, since your pee will go straight to the most absorbent part of the garment. But pull-ups really are designed for lighter use. Peeing a little at a time will help prevent leaks, but it's less fun. ;-) If the "bloomers" you plan to wear are waterproof, I say pee to your heart's content and let the plastic pants take care of the rest. -RMS

Hey Mike, Thanks for the $509.27. It was put to good use. The trampoline is awesome. Wish you were here to enjoy it, too.

Every time I try some other "new" diaper I end up back with Secure X-Plus. They fit, are comfy, work and don't have any quality issues. I just ordered a case after once again trying another new diaper, the Providers Choice Active Ultra. Which are nice but they have QC issues and just can't be bothered anymore. I do buy molicare every so often for something different and am still a bit fan of Abena M2 and M3.

Drug abuse of all sorts are more commonly done through legal channels in the US, not through such sites as often actually. However the cost of medications in the US is compounded by the doctor visits to maintain a prescription, which many cannot afford. No matter what you do, you will never stop people from abusing drugs in any way, junkies will always find another source, that is their nature. Living with them as long as I had in the shelters you pick up on this, most got their drugs through prescriptions, legally, and when they lost that they found less legal methods for obtaining them. Steroids are a very common medication, one almost all pharmacies carry, and one that doctors are not as reluctant to prescribe these days considering they are also a medication for many other ailments. All you have to do is just find out the symptoms of an ailment that they can't find well with tests, that's it, and you will get a prescription for them. Arthritis is one of the easiest ones to use to get unneeded steroids, since that's the most common way to help it. I had to stop taking arthritis meds myself because they all contained too high level of steroids and weren't really helping as much as I had hoped. The only real reason the US does this restricting of medications from outside isn't to protect us, the government doesn't really care, it's because they haven't gotten the money from the companies ... call it what you want, bribe or fee, same thing really.

Delivery is for pizza and sometimes chinese food. Let us keep it that way.

Yeah, I have noticed too. The abenas start to fall apart in the front right away after being wet and eventually the padding settles down towards the crotch of the diaper leaving a gap in the padding.

I'm no lawyer, but even I know Prostitution is Illegal in Las Vegas. The closest one is about 60 to 90 miles outside. If it were me I'd go to Colorado and go to Mommy Kat's. Who has a full nursery and is more than knowledgeable on the whole scene. Anybody who lives in this livestyle seems to me to be the one who would give the best experience for your money. Just say'n. I mean even in The legal parts of Nevada, you have to factor in first the plane flight from and to. Then the pricing with the girl you would want, the house unstated minuimum is generally $100, but the normal rate is $350 per half hour. Then if possible even finding out in advance if any of them have ever heard of this thing in the first place so you didn't waste all that money. I googled some of the sites and used the keyword "diaper" and received no hits. To me a pro "mommy" seems the best avenue. Most have sites and real references within our community members. Legal or not, I still feel it's the best bang for the buck. (no pun intended or implied)

Working in medicine in some capacity, I can say that what you relate is RANCID with HIPPA violations. These docs and nurses didn't obey proper protocol and if you have two witnesses, you could have a huge payday on your hands. It's also not the doc's place to question your payment information. Being a public hospital (or if the hospital receives a dime of federal money, which almost all in the US do) he is not allowed to deny you triage treatment for concern of payment... or again, with witnesses you have the potential for a big payday. I'm not a lawyer, but the boys from legal hang this "Sword of Damocles" above our heads all the time. So there's something fishy at this hospital. At best they are running a "sloppy" operation administratively. At worst, they are blatantly breaking the law, in which case it SHOULD (nee must) be reported.

Most doctors are just arrogant pricks ... and many nurses. You have to direct and demanding with them now, because they know they are getting paid and don't really have any reason to treat you well. If your insurance will allow it, shop around. If you have to go to the ER, scout out the best hospital in your area first that your insurance will allow and go there. If any doctor treats you like this, tell them you will sue if they make any mistake no matter how minor, at least it will make them nervous enough to hurry up and treat you as best they possibly can. I did it a few times, it's amazing how well it can work.

You've never made a secret about being a lawyer, Angela, for twenty years. Precisely my point! Do I disagree with your advice about prostitution? Yes, somewhat. A dominatrix is not a prostitute; BDSM is not inherently sexual. But, like I said, you can get all tangled up with the legal system and never have done anything wrong. All it takes is being accused.

They actually cost less than the larger sizes. :3 That being said, I wouldn't mind paying more if it meant having the variety in small. There is also an update to this little Saga, however. Bambino sent me a further E-mail, despite saying that they have no intention of having Teddies or Classicos in small, saying they intend to have OTHER new products in small. While I am not holding my breath (of course, history tends to repeat), I am interested. I still like the company, again, and they still make GREAT products. It just happens that I don't like being ignored. This is correct. The way you go about things is insanely, stupidly, obtusely, rudely, moronically wrong. I will recommence not dignifying your blithering idiocy with a response. Thanks.

Ohh, I see now, obviously the way you go about things is the right way to do it and mine is simply wrong. My asking for something is wrong because of what it is but yours is okay. I see now. Silly, me, my mistake.

should be legal already, even if it don't pass arnold signed a bill where it is only a infraction, like a speeding ticket. so all of you who drink, now its our turn

No it isn't. What about when a stoned pot-head decides to go out for a drive or to use machinery (like maybe mowing his lawn, or using a chainsaw on some trees he wants to get out of his yard)? What if he causes injuries to himself or to others, or causes damage to the property of himself or others? Is it still a "win-win" then? It is a "controlled substance" for a reason: it is dangerous if over-used, just like alcohol (drunk driving kills MANY people each year, mainly innocent bystanders or people in OTHER vehicles). I can understand PRESCRIBED use for alleviation of the pain of terminal illness victims, but I will fight against a "free-for-all" mentality. Which is more important? The money spent on law enforcement, or the money spent to compensate the victims of a stoner's stupidity while high?

hell yes, that's what i'm talking about.

If she is even ok with the idea of you wearing then just start out small little things like wearing under your clothes in a non obvious manner. Don't wear them soo much or so obvious as to be throwing "look at me I am wearing diapers" in her face.

It's none of your damn business really, but if you must know, the reason is because there simply isn't enough money. Between astronomical rent, car payments, car insurance payments, school loan payments, his health insurance, gas, utilities, and groceries, not to mention the money it takes to raise a child, there is nothing left. Nothing left for expensive private insurance that WON'T cover people with pre-existings, nothing left to get my divorce from my previous abusive husband, and nothing left for a ring to put on my finger to make it official. I don't go out to eat, I don't buy fancy clothes, heck I'm doing good to buy generic tampax and pads! Who the hell are you to judge me, sticking your nose in the air like a sanctimonious jerk! I'm making the very best of a crap situation, and I've been able to do more than anyone ever expected. I'm not some lazy welfare mom sucking up government money like a leech, I don't use welfare, or food stamps either. I only use the resources I absolutely need, and as soon as I can do so will leave them for people who still do need them. I suppose you treat people in wheelchairs and mentally retarded people the same way. A disability is a disability, whether you can see it by looking at me or not. You are disrespecting things and people you don't even know about. You don't know me, and I sure as hell have a lot more wrong than a broken finger. Just because I don't tell everyone what all my illnesses are doesn't mean they are not valid. I have genetic mental disorders that make it difficult to do some things that others take for granted as daily basic things. I learn to live around it, and do the best I can. I am always improving, always improvising. That's more than I can say for many people with some of the same disorders.

Isn't it great when people who aren't even paying for their healthcare have the guts to whine and complain about how they feel they were treated and the lack of privacy in an ER room overflowing with patients? So you want all this privacy, which would mean building a bigger hospital, which you wouldn't be paying for, and then also have better more understanding doctors that haven't been dealing with a thousand ER patients during their 14 hour shift they're on but then won't pay for those people either as you're not paying for insurance. The state is and in turn the people who are actually working are paying for your insurance and those people have too probably pay for their own insurance out of pocket even though they have a job. You should be lucky others have a job so that you can go to a hospital and not have to pay for it. Disability, yeah, everyones got one of those. You can sit here and play on your computer all day and complain about your experience but too disabled to even answer a phone at a call center I suppose. Nice, I love the way the government works. Now, off to work to pay for your insurance and medical care your going to whine about here. Enjoy your time off. I hope to get a vactation here sometime to get a day off.

Ahhhh, and by what you just said, you aren't that way. Ohh, okay, I get it now. I'm just wrong. So even though I may have voiced my opinion on how I think new bambino diapers could be IMHO and throw out ideas and basic requests, later to be ridiculed and argued with on how I should just be greatful for what I get "especially from a company who risk life and limb to make such a product possible" and then it turns into a heated discussion and that's mainly because it's me arguing my point of "why can't I make suggestions or request" and "no I'm not ungreatful but I would like...." even if you do feel they're in demanding sort of ways and then it gets even more heated when it turns into "it's how you say it" and the point or the suggestion is still there in black and white but many of you would rather overlook that part and would rather ridicule my writing, and suggestions and ideas instead of just going along with what I'm really bringing up but those people arguing their "opinions" are somehow the "correct opinion" and everyone elses who doesn' follow theirs is just insanely, stupidly, obtusely, rudely, moronically wrong! RIGHT!!?? Hah. I laugh at the fact they no longer have the smalls, now all of you who pissed and moaned about my requests can go have a pitty party of your own and don't bother to ask bambino for them or complain about it here because your opinions, wants, and desires are not valid unless they're the majority vote and you wouldn't want to upset the company who has done so, so very much for this community now would you? Huh, ha, ha, ha! ahhh, I feel so much better now. Thanks.

Your going to have a hard time with this one. Like everyone said just try not to push it on her and don't obsess about your diapers.

Last night I went to a friends house to celebrate his gf's birthday party. Along the way there, he had been complaining that he was having to take care of his mother who has somewhat recently had an accident and fallen off a roof while at her work place. From what I understand, she has suffered a head injury and it is leading to persistent problems and she is having to be 'monitored' while these problems are ongoing. Anyway, after a bit of time, I offered to my friend to help him with this situation as I am unemployed right now and only attending college at certain days and times. He immediately thought it was a great idea and decided to call his mom to find out if she'd be willing. After a couple of hours, I sorta forgot about it, but during the party my friend got ahold of me and took me aside. "Alright, my Mom said it would be cool if you helped out and she really appreciates it." "No problem, bro." i responded. He then told me the most interesting thing next. "Alright, not sure if you know, but the injuries have caused her to have some... problems." I nodded at this, having experienced head trauma myself before. He then shook his head and stated "Yeah, but i'm not sure if you ever had issues going to the bathroom." "what do you mean?" i asked, though in my heart of hearts, I knew full well what he was talking about. "well, my mom's been having trouble um, controlling herself and she... well, she has to wear 'protection'." At this point, I had to struggle mightily to keep the grin from my face. Now, I'll have the readers understand; this is a good friend of mine that I've known since the 3rd grade, and I love him like a brother. I have always liked his mom as well, and I mean no disrespect or disregard for her situation, but the idea of even the chance that I might see his Mom wearing diapers is just to cool in my opinion. I do honestly want to help as well though, so hopefully everyone doesn't just start thinking i'm a perv or something. But anyway, once he told me that I asked if he was serious and he said yes. He also mentioned that she apparently has 'trouble getting them on' and that I might very well be called upon to help her out. I think this can turn out to be quite interesting in my opinion.

You are really ignorant, extremely ignorant. Disabilities that prevent one from working are very different than say, thinking you're the smartest person in the world. Tell you what, you want more people to start working then vote to have the education programs funded again, it was people just like you who basically made it impossible for anyone after 30 to change careers without being a millionaire. So thank you for putting people in that spot in the first place. Not to mention you really seem to be as clueless as the government of how Social Security Disability was suppose to work, but then, you probably benefited from the many hands dipping into it to pay for government contracts that produced nothing for out country to pay it back. The whole thing is a mess, and it's not the people who need it's fault for this, it's people who voted the morons in charge. I will laugh when you need it ... and it's not there at all ...because you think it's all a scam. I use to think it was a scam to, but I'm glad I learned my lesson young.

I already asked the question, and am waiting for Angela Bauer to tell us all why all those gals over in the SFV who get paid to make pornos are not prostitutes. Now, I realize, this may take time, as AB is very busy servicing her corporate clients. And, for good measure, Angela, let us know if the Freeman case, cited by the guy who doesn't tell us he's a lawyer, even though he probably is, changes your mind about a dominatrix necessarily being a prostitute. Angela? Angela! Are you out there?!

Sorry i dont meet all you guys special standerds but i was shot down in the middle east 3 years ago after fighting for those poor souls and there families in 9/11 iv sufferd brain damage i can barely see and ill medicaly have to were diapers forever the diapers i love i realy mess myself and pea and dont know till its in my diaper so to all of you i am trying very hard so please give a old chopper pilot a brake i flew in combat for 3 years my last mission i destroyed 3 enemy tanks befor a dam hidden talaban hit my tail rotar with an rpg

Oh, well that's even better. So you have a decent enough paying job and pay taxes but CHOOSE not to pay into insurance still and just let others pick up your tab on that one, huh? So like, you pay enough in taxes you feel so this should be your free gift from the tax payers? Who gives a rip you're not married, insurance is still out there. You don't even have to have a job to get insurance, duhh! I'm willing to bet the bigger reason you don't get those insurances is they'd cost you money, obviously, and since you are going to be a large user of the insurance due to your condition, it would be very costly. Therefor, let others pay for you in that department. Now that's a DAMN FACT I'm sure and it's still an assumtion. The other question is you put your boyfriend, who mind you is paying his insurance (good boy), and you into a lump sum of paying 20k a year in taxes and SS. Well, for starters that could mean you pay $1 and he pays the rest or there's a split somewhere in the middle but either way it's more about what you make since you're not paying taxes. One thing I just noticed and you may have just slipped but most people who plan on getting married are engaged and therefor he'd be your fiance instead of boyfriend but whatever, neither here nor there. Anyway, of your 20k some of that is SS which if your employeed, the employer typically pays for half of the 15% of your income SS takes and the other half or about 7.5% the employee pays. Home based people like yourself with your own business are required to pay all of it as your the employee and employer. This is your money that "should" pay like as a retirement at some point like a 401k so in theory, it'll be coming back to you and will your disablity, likely soon that later. Regardless, this money you pay in tax and SS isn't used for towards the state paying for your behind to be on their coverage. My point here is, if everyone had your mentality, then Bill Gates could have state paid insurance and he pays more in taxes then probably the majority of the member here on this website combined. Wouldn't that make you sick. I recently saw an article in the paper where millionaires have received unemployeement benefits which people thought were rediculous but in actuality, your employeer pays into unemployement for you so rightfully so you can take from it like an insurance policy no different than any others. I guess what all this really boils down to for me is, don't BS us with your "The ONLY reason I am on state insurance is because until we are married, his employer won't cover me. And I DO work..." when it should really say "I just don't want to pay for private insurance" because that's an option and that's more the reason. Go to the justice of the peace and get married then and have a wedding later. Finally, about the "disabled" thing. From my personal experience, I've seen waaaaaaaaaaaaaay more abusers of the "I'm disabled" claims than people who I can see are truly a "disabled person". I know a guy who broke a finger in the military screwing around off duty who collects a small disability check every month from the gov't. His current job is working with his hands all day long. NICE huh. Watch one episode of "Judge Judy" and be amazed at the number of "disabled" yet fully capable looking people on that show. I love how the Judge makes them squirm like a worm on a hook when she asked "what's the nature of your disablity" and gets ahh, umms and then points out how physically well minded and bodied they appear to be. That's why I say, everyone could probably be considered disabled if they want to be. Some may have a legitimate claim but from what I've seen. It's more abusers than anything so it's definately tainted the way I look at it.

No, AbriForm, you are not explaining anything. Here is the explanation for why making porno films isn't illegal: $$$ The girls are definitely prostitutes. It doesn't really matter that the guy who fucks them isn't who paid them, or that it's being filmed, which makes her an actress. Pornos are made with 'legalized' prostitution. By definition, prostitution is illegal, and prostitution is undoubtedly necessary to make commercial pornos. But government looks the other way because Vivid, etc., pay a bunch in taxes. It's a five billion dollar a year industry after all. Let's not all try dancing on the head of a pin with some nonsensical mumbo jumbo, a la AbriForm. There is no logical explanation, just a very practical one.

So let me get this straight, AbriForm. As long as I videotape my fuck session, I'm good, I didn't just bang a prostitute, she was an actress. Or do I have to get my brother-in-law to give her the money and work the recorder, because if I do it then I'm not just an actor, I'm a John? ARE YOU FUCKING OUT OF YOUR MIND!? Your "explanation" is a bigger fail than I ever could have imagined. Just what are your credentials for being so illogical? Barely graduated from high school? Sounds about right. And then you say, in some jurisdictions, spanking amounts to prostitution? Could you be specific? No, you can't. Look, don't come on here and think you can just bullshit people. Somebody (like me) is going to step up and ask for chapter and verse, and give you a good beat down when you don't know it.

i have had a bad turn by them they seem to like to treat people like crap then expect respect in return esp DSVamp or what ever she is for aus mis use of power same with the person wolf from aus power gotten to there minds and they like it

I know so many of us including me, have struggled with this fetish, because of things that has happened in our past, but I am here to tell you that you can be delivered from this if you truly want to, it may feel good, but in the end it is wrong, Now dont get me wrong wearing a diaper in general is not a sin, but taking it to the extremes that many of us have taken it to is wrong, it is a form of lust when you are sexually into this and just know there is a true real God and HE is A delivering God And HE can even deliver you from homosexuality, you know you are just broken people who are looking for love in all of the wrong places, when there is a true Saviour, who loves each and every one of you, you know I have struggled on And off with this for years and Im a Christian too, but it was taking me to places I was not wanting to be in and even to the point to where I would watch girls in diapers videos online, and that was a form of lust, so just know that if you are truly wanting delivered from this.