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Dodge

I want to become double incontinent. For over 20 years now I have struggled with this intense desire to become incontinent. Binge and purge cycles. I'm nearly 40 and I want to live my life as an incontinent person, Even if I don't become incontinent from wearing nappies I'm going to continue wearing 24/7 as this really improves my mental health and wellbeing and I love nappies so much. I'm in a good place where I am and already wear openly here, plus I'm on antipsychotic injection and in a group home. I don't need an excuse to become IC anymore. I want bowel IC so I decided when I need a BM I'm just going to go without clenching my sphincter muscles. I already have urge IC and I think post void dribble from years of wearing.I had a small BM this evening infront of a group home resident and he didn't say anything, It was very easy having the BM and just slipped without any clench relax, only the stairs it clenched.. I then went and changed. From now I'm on both 24/7 All my group home residents and staff know I have ''IC'' issues and wear nappies, it's kinda hard to hide when you sharing a house with other people. When on a purge and not wearing I already have to find toilets very often to relieve myself. I do have a small bladder, and when I've got the shits I 'need to go' straight away. I won't leave the house when I have the shits. My mental health community nurse has already wrote it on their NHS computer systems I have 'toileting problems'. So from now I'm I'm 24/7.

Yay, pullups! I wonder what experience her mom had growing up to make her so apprehensive to diapers for bedwetting. Diapers were always used as a threat to me when I was around Maddy's age to try and get me to stop bedwetting and my dad even bought goodnites. Luckily, at that age i would only wet the bed in spurts and the goodnites were usually returned, then my dad would do it again a month or two later when my wetting returned.  So I could see if her mom had similar humiliating experiences, she would be against diapers.