Favorite Diaper Dreams or Fantasy(s)

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I am following a trajectory very similar to that of @oznl. I'm a few months behind him, also 5 years in now, and I'm definitely not out of the driver's seat as far as daytime control is concerned. I pee small amounts a lot, I don't really push anymore, so it kind of peters out to nothing and sometimes it can be hard to discern when the end of an "event" has occurred. I get uncomfortable after holding it for 45 minutes or so, and desperate after a couple of hours, and if I start peeing, there is no stopping it - I have stared in wonder at myself and willed the flow to stop, and it'll choke up a bit but it will not cease. I wet the bed sometimes - IE, wake up in a wet diaper with no recollection of having done that myself, although it is more common for me to either wake up dry, or, wake up, commence voiding, and then drift off to sleep again.  I did notice some drops a few times after I'd gone pee on the toilet - I usually use my diapers for that but if I'm engaging in downloading a #2 to the septic-net, then some #1 inevitably accompanies it, and a while back I noticed as I was preparing to take a shower afterwards that I was dripping, and I wondered, "Hmmm, is this it? Have I started leaking involuntarily?", but it quickly dissipated and did not reappear (that I've noticed - maybe I'm dripping in my diaper sometimes - that would be really hard to track because I usually wet every 20 - 30 minutes). So I am chalking that one up to post-void residual, or maybe, because I never really clench up and stop anymore - why bother when I'm wearing diapers? - shutting down a transfer takes longer these days and I stay open longer. Whereas if I were peeing in a toilet and then planning to put the equipment into a pair of cotton boxer shorts, I'd definitely declare a hard stop and giver it a shake before garaging it. SO maybe that, and not being able to stop mid-stream, are related - I don't use the brakes a lot, so perhaps they are rusting up a bit. But I have not lost control and just started peeing while I was awake, outside of having pushed myself to the bleeding edge of disaster, which is incontinence by neglect, and would happen to anyone, it just takes longer for most people. 

Arkham

You know I am having the same problem. I always wear one day and then I go back to wearing my underwear I was supposed to throw away days ago.

It's officially only 3 weeks until my flight 🙂