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I sometimes have the feeling that unconsciously , some of us have a psysical problem we do not know about . For example a bladder sfincter that cost too much energy to be contracted, something with a prostate , in comparison with a normal person. Or any kind of damage in that area, even hormonal imbalance . For example I had a complication from a laparoscopic incisiontherefore, bladder retention with multiple catheters along the way in emergency rooms. It is fixed now in my personal case but I don't feel the same , before and after this medical situation.   Based on this theory Therefore the diaper will take away the fatigue and the effort , which is draining energy . Therefore you feel better in a diaper, stronger , confident and in a better mood ?  It's just a thought . I came up with. Based on my own situation. 

KayCey fabric is pretty good, thinner than the LKS, should be awesome in Summer   Wonsie have a winter weight option out, so ive grabbed that, and i'll see how it looks in a week or so

Hi,  I have exactly the same , I feel lost. I cannot completely identify myself that it is a fetish for me , or that I am part of being abdl. However it really gives me a form of comfort and safety, and I feel much better in them . The worst part is I started it in February. My inspiration came after an hospital admission( on a small operation )) on 2025, I had a catheter and followed by a diaper. This inspired me. Now since February I am on and off on diapers. In my free time. A few weeks I totally stopped it. But it was like on and off. Unfortunately I travel a lot with my job so going 24/7 would be hard.  I promised myself just to do it once per month for relieve. But gues what ! Thinking about it all the time, and now I am ON in my weekends, and I feel the desire is getting stronger as well. The release I get out of it, the urine is easier and easier dripping. I almost loose control when the void comes. Lately the void looks slower than before. When I am in a diaper. I feel that it almost flows out. BM I almost don't do any effort, when the BM arrives at the last stop,  just a slight push and the diaper flows full. I was in shock it happens often a few times per day. (In stead of one morning stool, which was my normal non diaper pattern )  I feel I release more in the diaper bowel wise then in a toilet. And I am somehow even proud of it .  I feel I managed to get into a relaxed state whereby my pelvic floor opens op and allows to be relaxed. ( Thanks to the pelvic breathing therapy in the hospital ) ( When I got treated for urinal retention ) I also have off diaper days. And it looks like for now I am in control. But it looks like my body learns to be in diaper mode. Nobody knows about my little secret.  I feel horrible guilty that I am very occupied with this thought..it's like in or out a diaper. That is why I start to wear them more and more. Just to have my peace and satisfactory release. I feel happier in a big diaper, safe and secure. Without them I even had a few times a certain kind of anxiety that I was craving craving for a diaper. The big bulky feeling and to be able to relax my pelvic area it is very comforting. As well that I don't have to clench any longer. I just want everything to naturally flow and drip in my diaper. It really gives me a """ good"" feeling somehow. I don't understand my IC dream. That many seem to have on this forum . However if I could choose I would be 24/7 in a diaper..it's a desire to be allowed to be diapered all the time. Completely dependent and incontinent. Completely exposed and nude. Completely released .. it feels good and right . The problem is my job, diaper supply, and obligations that make the logistics more complicated. 

So, has anyone experimented with the Transportation Vests?   MAX2 | EZ-ON Products Bus & Vehicle Securements - BESI   If you have a gaming/racing style chair with the backrest cutouts, these can be quite interesting to get out of     I previously had a Besi safer journey mount, and found that because the lower attachments can be undone by adults without too much difficulty, and you can then stand up, the MAX2 should completely remove that option, by pulling the D-Ring into the back of the chair more      

I'm a commercial construction superintendent. I wear to work most days. Usually a critter caboose/daydreamer type. I'll have meetings, lead people all over the sites and I've never been called out. I do upsize my pants and try to wear a longer shirt but no great precautions taken. Once I get to work it's so busy I don't even think about my diaper because there's too much going on. One caveat being I can sometimes catch a whiff of the scented diapers and it's always when I'm right next to someone looking over blueprints etc. but I guess that's better than smelling like pee.