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Chapter 24   Katie woke up as her mum gently nudged her awake.    “Before I change that nappy me and your dad want to speak to you in the lounge.” Sophie said in a very soft and loving tone.   “OK” Katie replied still groggy and whipping the sleep out of her eyes.   As she stood up she was reminded of the mess in the back of the nappy. It clung to her skin and the added weight felt disgusting as she walked. She entered the lounge but chose not to sit to avoid the mess spreading as she did so.   “Sit down honey,” Sophie said to Katie, “Don’t worry about what’s in your nappy, I’ll clean that up for you in a moment.”   Katie took a deep breath as she sat down on one of the chairs in the lounge area of their room and felt the mess push up against her bottom once more and spread across her cheeks.   “Now me and your dad had a little chat last night and he made me realise that maybe i was being a bit harsh on you. So for that I’m sorry.” Sophie gave Katie a hug to emphasise her apology. It didn’t make Katie feel any better about the current state of her nappy though.    “So”, Stuart interjected, “we have decided to give you a choice of how to proceed on this holiday.”   Katie looked confused and intrigued at her father but it was Sophie who spoke next.   “The choice is yours, return to pull ups but any accident will mean an instant return to the punishment and treatment you received last night for 7 days, including when we return home. If you choose this we will also purchase a potty to have on standby if needed. We wont make you use it but we would expect you to instead of having an accident.    Or   You can stay in nappies for the rest of the holiday and we start again with your potty training when we get back. I will deal with any checks and changes very discreetly but you will be using them for everything. With both options you will need to wear the swim nappies, that is non negotiable after yesterday.    What do you think?” Sophie asked Katie.   “Can’t we return to how it was at the start? Pull ups out of the water and noting in it?” Katie pleaded.   “No, after yesterday’s accident i think it’s important that you are wearing protection in the pool.” Sophie explained.    “Well how about normal underwear out the water as I haven’t had an accident during the day.” Katie asked more in hope than expectation.    “Again no, I think you need protection at all times. I wouldn’t be doing my job as your parent if I didn’t protect you from your recent accidents. I’m giving you the choice of what protection we use.” Sophie said with a caring tone to her voice.    Katie looked disappointed. Her parents still didn’t trust her not to have accidents in her pants. Then she started to think back over the last few days and especially last night. The way her bladder emptied with little to no warning and how she felt desperate for it to empty only to release a small amount of urine. This was actually a difficult choice for Katie.    Does she back herself to not have any accidents during the day and if she fails fall back into the treatment she received last night. The embarrassment of having a potty follow her about in case of emergency’s and the dread of actually having to use it in front of everyone.   Or   Accept that her body is starting to fail her and use the nappies till the end of the holiday with no choice but to.    She had to back herself, she just had to.    “Pull ups” she said with little confidence in her own choice.   “You sure? Remember if you fail then it’s a return to be being treated like a toddler for the next 7 days. Not just here, but at home too” Sophie was eager for Katie to understand the consequences of any accidents.    “I’m aware”, She said, “I have to try though.”   “OK, after breakfast we will pop over to the Lidl and see if they have a potty for you then get you into the Kids club for the morning session. Let’s get you all cleaned up and were head down for breakfast.”   Sophie lead Katie back into her room and laid her down on her bed. She grabbed some wipes from Katie’s side table and started getting to work on cleaning up her daughter’s bottom. As soon as she opened the tapes the pungent smell filled the air. Katie felt shame as the smell filled her nostrils. Sophie methodically got to work with the wipes cleaning away Katie’s own mess away from her bottom. After Sophie was content that Katie was clean she told her to jump in the shower while she sorted out her clothes for the day.    Katie returned to her room after her shower to find her mum had laid out an outfit for the day that again resembled something designed for much younger children. This was a return to the treatment she had been used to the rest of the holiday.    On the bed sat a bright pink Barbie vest and short set, the shorts looked very short and sitting on top of that was her pull up. A white garment adorned with hedgehogs. The inside contained three wicking canals ready to absorb any accidents would come its way.    Katie started by stepping into the pull up and pulling it up to her waist. While she would prefer not to be wearing any sort of nappy this pull up was a dam sight better than wearing a full on nappy. She then pulled on her shorts to cover the pull up and while it did cover it the shorts didn’t do much to hide the pull up. The vest came down to just above her belly button. Katie felt very exposed in this outfit.    As she entered the living room Sophie smiled at her.    “Ok so just like the rest of the holiday you can just go and use the toilet, no need to ask to be taken. I will check you if you haven’t been for a while and after we get the potty this morning you have the option of that if you don’t think your going to make it to the toilet on time.”    Katie just nodded her head. She didn’t want to think about the potty and had no plans to ever use it. The family headed down to the restaurant for a breakfast buffet.     As Katie walked around the buffet, selecting a combination of eggs, sausages and bacon, she could still feel the padding of her pull up around her bottom as she walked. although it was less than the nappy last night night it was still a reminder that she wasn’t trusted not to wet herself, or worse. Katie washed her breakfast down with two glasses of apple juice and then returned to the buffet and helped herself to a down of cereal and milk.    “You all set for our shopping trip?” Sophie asked Katie.   Katie didn’t want to acknowledge what the shopping trip was for but nodded her head to acknowledge she was finished with her breakfast.    “Do you want to use the toilet before we head out? We might be in a rush to make it back for kids club so may be best to try now” Sophie advised her daughter.    Katie, embarrassed about being asked if she needed the toilet at the age of 11, just shook her.    “OK, let’s go.” Sophie said as she took Katies hand and led her out of the hotel lobby and onto the streets of Bulgaria.    It was only a short walk to the Lidl across the road from their hotel and they were soon greeted by the air conditioning of the store. It seemed like a complete replica from the store that was local to them back home. Although the family didn’t use Lidl as their main supermarket they had been known to pick up essentials from there so were used to the off brand products they were replicating.    As they walked into the store there was a huge poster informing them of a mother and baby event happening that week.   “Oh, that’s good.” Sophie mentioned. “Means they might have a better range of products than usual.” Katie was unsure if that was in fact a good thing or not.    Sophie, still holding Katie’s hand, headed straight for the isle containing all the baby nappies, wipes and food. As she looked at all the nappies behind them was the products for the mother and baby event in the middle of Lidl isles. Sophie, obviously confident that they didn’t need any more packs of nappies turned around to peruse the products on offer.   There were lots of baby toys and games, wooden blocks and train sets and the like. Eventually, half way down the aisle Sophie spotted what she was looking for. A range of different potties. Plan pink and blue ones sat stacked about 10 high. Next to them were about 3 pink Disney princess potties and 2  marvel comic book ones in a blue colour. Then next to them were 4 different carrier potties. They were effectively potties with a lid and handle so it could transported around more conveniently for the toddler to use when needed.    Each carrier potty had a different design. One was made to a lady bird design with black and red and white dots. The second was designed to look like a tiger with yellow and black stripes with the tigers face painted on the lid. A green dinosaur designed one with the scales of a dinosaur around the outside and the face again painted on the lid. The last one was a cat design. The potty was all white and a cat face painted on the lid. It had blue and black eyes with a pink nose and tounge sticking out with a pink ears and a pretty pink bow just above one ear. It also had a bright pink carry handle. Sophie grabbed this one and Katie’s head dropped as rage started to fill her insides.    “MUM!” She was almost shouting as the anger engulfed her. “I DON’T NEED A POTTY AND I DEFINITELY DON’T NEED THAT ONE!”   “Katie,” Sophie replied with a sickeningly sweet tone, “while i hope you wont need to use it what sort of parent would i be if I didn’t give you every opportunity not to wet your pull ups? If there is a big cue for the toilets and your struggling to hold it would you rather have an accident and then be in nappies for a whole week or use your potty like a big girl and be a day closer to being back in your knickers?”   Katie hated how reasonable it sounded when her mum put it like that.    “But do I have to take it everywhere with me, that would be so embarrassing.” Katie pleaded with her mum.   “Of course you do. There’s no point in having it if it is not in a convenient place. But answer me this please Katie. What’s worse using your potty or messing yourself in the pool and closing the whole pool down for everyone?” Sophie was trying to make Katie realise that she had already embarrassed herself in a worse way.   “They are both embarrassing.” Katie said defiantly.    “Well let’s hope you don’t have to use it but we will have it just in case.” Sophie said, ending the conversation and any hope Katie had of avoiding purchasing the potty.    As they continued to walk down the aisle towards the cashiers Sophie stopped and started looking at the anti spill cups they were selling. Only two designs were available one with all different types of cars and vans printed on them. The other had a unicorn printed on it on a pink background. They both had grab handles to make it easier for the toddler to hold with a lid that prevented spills but when pressure was applied to it would allow the liquid to flow out. They were being sold as trainer cups. Sophie picked up the unicorn designed one and looked Katie in a serious gaze.   “If you spill another drink all over the table like last night then all your drinks will be given to you in this cup. I’m warning you, start acting your age or I’ll have to treat you the age you’ve been acting. It’s your choice young lady.”   Katie knew better than to argue with her mother at this point. After purchasing the two products meant for someone much younger than Katie’s age they returned to the hotel. Sophie made Katie carry her potty all the way back while she slipped the training cup into her bag out of view.        They returned to the hotel with about 15 minuets before kids club started so they joined Stuart and James at the sun loungers.    “Mum, I don’t have to take my potty to club with me do I?” Katie asked, almost pleading.   “What are the toilets like in the club?” Sophie asked.   “There is one each for boys and girls and in a nice condition.” Katie replied.    “Do you think you’ll be able to hold it if needed?”    “Yes mum” Katie spoke in a frustrated tone towards her mother.   “Then no, I’ll trust you not to have to need it. But make sure you’re nice and dry when i pick you up ok.”   “Yes mum” Katies frustrations grew. She didn’t like the fact her mother was talking to her like a toddler. She was also more frustrated that she had proved her mother right to keep her in pull ups more than once already on this holiday.    Sophie took Katie and James over to the kids club and before long they were signed in and ready to start the session. Peter was already inside and motioned for Katie and James to join him at his table. Katie smiled and greeted Peter as she sat down.    The room was full of noise which allowed Peter to speak to Katie about her situation.    “Doesn’t look like you’re in a full nappy this morning. Has your mother calmed down a bit?”           “A bit, but not a lot. I’m still in a pull up and now I have a potty that i have to use if I can’t make it to the toilet in time.” Katie looked at the floor in embarrassment as she spoke.    “Well at least that’s better than being made to use a nappy for the rest of the holiday, and you get your cute designed pull ups back.” Peter held her arm as he spoke trying to comfort Katie.    Katie giggled, she forgot that she told Peter about how she didn’t like the plain design of the nappy.    The rest of the session passed without incident, Peter kept close to Katie and the two were playing and laughing with each other the whole time. After the two hours were up Sophie came and collected Katie and James.   “Did you go to the toilet while in club?” Sophie asked. While the question wasn’t directly aimed at Katie she couldn’t help but feel that is directed more at her than James.   “No mum” both Katie and James said in unison.    “You’ve not been all morning Katie, I think you should try before lunch.” Sophie said trying to encourage her daughter to use the toilet.    “I’m fine thanks mum” Katie said defiantly but only half true. While she was fine at the moment she could already feel pressure starting to build from her bladder. She didn’t want to give her mum the impression that she only used the toilet when reminded. She decided to wait till after lunch and before getting her swim stuff on to empty her bladder.     They met their dad, Stuart, back at the sun loungers and rested there for 30 minutes soaking up the sun. Katies new cat potty sat underneath her sun bed. While it was out of sight its presence alone made Katie feel uncomfortable. The pressure grew from her bladder as she sat there looking out at the pool.    Soon it was 12:30 and the family headed to the buffet to have their lunch. Sophie allowed Katie to leave her potty behind as there was a good availability of toilets in the restaurant. Katie opted for some pasta chicken bake and some pizza and a couple of glasses of coke from the free serve machines. She was very careful not to spill a drop for fear she would have to use the training cup. She ate everything up and then went to select her desserts. She opted for a selection of little cakes and some fruit.    Soon the whole family had finished their lunch and headed back to their room to get ready for an afternoon in the pool. As soon as they entered the room Katie made a bee line for the bathroom and the toilet. She hadn’t realised how much her body was telling her she need to empty her bladder until it was nearly to late. She just pulled down her shorts and pull up in time. She had barely sat down on the seat when the stream of urine started flowing and hitting the water in the toilet. A wave of relief washed over her.    Her mum called out to her while she was still on the toilet.    “Take your clothes off and leave them in there. I’ll lay out your swim stuff for you to change into sweetheart.”    “Ok” was all Katie could muster. She hated having a conversation while on the toilet. At least the door was closed and she had some privacy for this short talk.   Katie finished on the toilet and took off her shorts and vest top and removed her pull up without really realising what was going to replace it. She looked down at the crystal white padding looking back at her. She felt stupid for feeling a sense of pride that it was dry and hadn’t been needed.    As she walked out the bathroom and towards her bedroom Sophie went into the bathroom and collected the clothes Katie had left on the floor. Katie entered her room and looked at the outfit her mum had laid out for her. Only two garment were left at the foot of her bed.    A tie dye swimming costume with a picture of a Barbie doll in a heart in the middle of the costume. It was mainly aqua blue with pastel colours in a circle and tie dye pattern. The back of the costume had the same design but no mention of Barbie. The straps were pink and purple. Sitting just below the costume was one of her pampers little splashes swim nappy. The light blue and white stripes with the characters from baby shark smiling up at her.    She slowly picked up the swim nappy and stretched it out before stepping into it. She pulled it all the way up and although it was a little bit tight it did still fit her. She looked down and longed for her pull up again. She really didn’t want to go out in front of everyone wearing a swim nappy. She hoped the costume would at least cover it. She pulled on the Barbie costume and looked at herself in the mirror. The nappy stuck out around the sides and bottom of the costume. She looked every bit like an overgrown toddler. All of a sudden this morning outfit felt very discreet.    She entered the living room and the rest of the family were already waiting to go. James handed her an inflatable crocodile to carry down to the pool.   “Your pull up was dry and clean, well done princess. Let’s kept that up.” Sophie praised her daughter.    Anger raised in Katie again at being spoken about like a toddler. Of course her pull up was dry. And what did she mean by clean! Did she expect her to mess herself. She had one accident yesterday, that didn’t mean she was always messing herself. Instead of vocalising her objections to the way her mum was speaking to her she just raised a weak smile and headed out the door holding the air filled crocodile.   As they walked back towards the sun loungers Katie could feel everyone’s eyes on her. She wanted the world to open up and swallow her. As she got to her sun bed she wanted to hide under the towel. Instead James encouraged her to get in the pool and play. Before agreeing she scanned the pool and spotted Peter sitting on the edge looking at her. He quickly dropped his gaze as she made eye contact and jumped in the pool. Katie involuntarily smiled and grabbed her crocodile and jumped in the pool with it and James.    James had grabbed his inflatable whale and climbed on top of that and challenged Katie to a fight. As the brother and sister started playing Katie forgot about her embarrassing outfit and underwear and allowed herself to get wrapped up in play. Before long Peter came over to the siblings and asked to join in. First he refereed the play fight before it became a winner stays on situation where the loser become the referee and the referee became the challenger.    After this went for a while they grabbed a ball started to play catch and piggy in the middle followed by a few games of Marco Polo. Before long the pool was starting to empty and Stuart was calling Katie and James to dry off before heading back to the room. As she started to climb out the pool Katie felt a big, sudden and urgent need to empty her bowels. Almost instinctively she went to let go but tightened her muscles jut in time to prevent herself from having another accident in the pool. She didn’t know how much longer she could hold it.    As she approached her parents she caught a glimpse of her new potty under her sun bed. For a second she considered grabbing it and using it to relieve her body of this sudden pain she had. She quickly blocked this idea from her head and resolved herself to hold it until she got back to the room.    She went to wrap her towel around her to head back to the room but Sophie called her over. She performed a quick nappy check and as she did so Katie let out a little fart.    “Do we need the potty?” Sophie asked Katie.    “I do need to go but I can hold it until we get back to the room.” Katie said more in hope than expectation.    “If you’re sure” Sophie said unsure if her daughter could hold it.    Katie grabbed her crocodile and went to head back to the room.    “Are you forgetting anything?” her mum asked her.    Katie thought for a second. She had everything that she brought down to the pool with her. As she looked around she spotted the cat potty under the sun bed and realised that was what her mum was referring to. She squatted down to pick up the potty and as she reached out to grab the handle her body gave another instruction to evacuate her bowels. It took all her strength to fight against her body and quickly stood up as she picked up the potty. The need was growing and becoming more and more urgent.    Sophie must have realised what was going on. She asked her daughter again if she needed to use the potty she was now holding.    “NO!” Katie shouted more in urgency about her situation rather than announce about the question. Truth be told she thought that probably she should stop and use the potty. However there was no way she was going to do that in front of everyone.    She walked about 5 paces ahead of everyone else on the way back to the room and was doing a very obvious potty dance at the door while waiting for them to catch up. Her dad used the key card to open the door and Katie ran towards the bathroom. She removed her costume and swim nappy as quickly as she could and again had barely sat down when her bowel and bladder emptied itself into the toilet.    In her rush she hadn’t locked the bathroom door and her mum just walked in while she was still using the bathroom. She picked up the swim nappy and inspected it.    “Umm”, she said looking between the nappy and Katie, “I think that was a little bit to close, there is a skid mark in here. I don’t want you to have any more accidents Katie so please don’t be embarrassed about the potty. What would have been worse using a potty or having another messy accident in front of everyone in your nappy?”   “But I made it to the toilet so didn’t have to do either of those tings mum.”    “I know darling but that was to close and all because you have a fear of using this potty. I think tonight I’m going to say you can only use the potty and not the toilet. That should get you over the fear of having to use it I think.”   “No, please mum, I promise I wont let it get that close again. Please I promise if it’s that close I’ll use the potty but please don’t force me to use it.” Katie pleaded with her mum.    “Ok, last chance. Any more skid marks then its supervised potty time only. Don’t let me down please honey.”   “I wont I promise.”   “Good girl, when you’re done jump in the shower and I’ll have your evening clothes and pull up ready on your bed.” Sophie ruffled her daughter’s hair while she sat on the toilet. She left the bathroom taking the swimming costume and nappy with her. Katie breathed a sigh of relief but that was too close for comfort. 

Yeah I am not that big as well, my thing kinda has a Turtle Neck Sweater when not Erect, and is about 5 inches when erect.   Really don't care about my size as I really don't have sexual relations with other people nowadays.  

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It was convenient a few minutes ago to relax in the kitchen while I messed my wet morning Vivo diaper covered by "I Can't Believe It's Not Gerber" plastic pants. I nice warm lumpy poopy is getting flattened in my diaper as I sit here sipping hot coffee making me tremble with the cascade of intense psychophysiological sensations of warm potty securely ensconced inside my diaper caressing my perineum.