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My attempts at bedwetting seem to be showing signs of success. This summer I've made a focused effort towards bedwetting. At the age of 58, I've had rock solid continence. However I've always had the desire to wear diapers and have some level of night time incontinence. Working from home this summer I've been able to work on this goal. With 2 months of practice I'm seeing some signs of success. Over the past week, three times I've woken up in the morning with a full bladder and without getting up I'm able to start peeing while still in bed. Usually I need to spread my legs to induce pee however the last time I woke up and just laid there and was able to begin peeing.  I did two main things to get to this point.  1) day time, when bladder tells its time to pee and go lay on the bed and focus of opening the pelvic muscles and getting the pee to start flowing up the urethra (I still struggle with this). I'd usually have to stand start peeing slightly then lay down and try to start peeing again. Sometime successful, sometimes failed. But keep doing this every time to help train those involuntary muscles.  2) after peeing in a toilet or a diaper I consciously force the pelvic floor muscles to remain open. This is surprisingly difficult but its a great way to remind yourself of what is needed to keeping those muscles open. Even when laying down its more difficult to activate and force them to remain open  You also need to realise that your bladder can hold more/takes longer before it warns you when laying down. This makes sense, your body wants to remain a sleep so its used to retaining it for longer in that position. You can be standing/sitting and you feel the first signs that your bladder wants to empty. To go and lay down, the bladder will no longer have the same urge to release and maybe impossible to get it to empty on command. The bladder may need longer to fill before it will want to release from a horizontal position.  In the end the old say "Practice makes perfect" you just got to keep at it until results happen.  On my last bedwetting, I had my first accident in bed. Laying there and feeling my bladder release I could feel the pee go,  and came out around the tapes/top of diaper. Both my onesie and bed sheets were slightly wet. Fortunately I recognised it quickly before seriously wetting the bed sheets. Now I have to seriously consider getting a mattress protector! So I'm definitely not there yet, I still struggle with bed wetting however I'm showing signs of improvement and hope this means more wet mornings in the future.

I'm with @rusty pins. You tailgate me and we're going to slow way down. Then after they pass me I'll go back up to the speed I want to drive. Usually 3 to 5mph over the posted limit. I know Interstate highways have a minimum speed and as long as I'm doing that in the right lane I'm good. On a side note, we moved yo Iowa several years ago and I swear they don't have any kind of drivers ed programs.

I would love to have a woman stuff me absolutely to the brim with all manner of food - preferably greasy, and sloppy. She would pack me past my limits, reducing me to a belching, farting hog. Then, with me diapered and nude, she'd drag me to someplace super populated - her book club, the college cheerleader sorority house, maybe even a stage of some kind with lots of women in the audience - and everyone would laugh and tease at me as I struggle to keep it in, before eventually, exploding a humongous hypermess into my diaper. They'd continue to mock and tease me even as I'm changed in front of all of them, commenting on how stinky and gross and pudgy I am, as I savor every precious moment of humiliation.

From my experience, for every thousand subs IRL (sometimes even ten thousand), there's one experienced, strong dom that's willing to reach out and engage. In a more fictional roleplay setting, it may be closer to 20-100 subs per dom, depending on the platform.  After all, true doms don't need to ask for what they want. They just take it, haha. Personally, I'm a switch - some days I want a diaper girl/twink over my lap, sometimes I want to pack my pamps while being laughed at by all manner of ladies. Really is a daily basis, and while I do hold out some small hope that I can find someone willing to indulge me, I know that certain factors mean it's highly unlikely. But hey, that's what I have stories for... and I have been reaching out more than I did the last ten years of my life, so it's worth a shot.

It's campy movie night --- watching "Mystery Men".