Glad you got an appointment.
I frequently have issues popping my left ear after a flight. When valsalva does not work a warm compress to the outside until it cools off and some time sucking on a paci usually gets the pressure to equalize.
Yes, about as far back as I can remember. In fact, I can still remember a moment from when I was only 2 or 3 years old. I woke up from an afternoon nap, wet as usual. I was old enough that I crawled out of my crib and stood on the bedroom floor wearing my usual cloth diaper and plastic pants. I guess I was just looking around the room for a bit and suddenly I felt something - a trickle of pee pee coming down the inside of my thigh. I think I realized it was coming from the diaper but I had no idea how to stop it. I reached down and wiped it off my leg before it could go all the way down. I always remembered that one experience, and when I was around 11 or 12 yrs old I had the urge to wear diapers again partly because of it. I fantasized about being incontinent and wearing diapers all the time. Sometimes I still think about what it would be like.
I do miss the scent - at least what they had back in the 80s/90s. But otherwise, when they went away from plastic I kinda lost interest.
Now ... if you're dead set on the prints, that "cutediaper" shop from China makes adult bootlegs of a few popular designs. I had previously shown the Bluey Luvs copy.