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Livy is really struggling with her attempts at showing Landon any kind of maturity and it is starting to get to her. Back at home, Robyn finally gets Dan to do what she wanted... but is she ready for it? ---  I am only able to pay the bills, keep the lights, put food in the fridge and keep my butt in nappies through the generous support of those who enjoy my stories. I have both a SubscribeStar AND a Ream page, both get the same content, and the wonderful subscribers are all able to read every story update I write a full week before anyone else. Not only that, but at the $10 tier there are 29 stories EXCLUSIVELY available to subscribers. There's also the opportunity to have big discounts on commissions and even free stories written for you at the other tiers.  I deeply, deeply appreciate everyone who supports me by subscribing. It really means the world. This is my only source of income and my subscribers allow me to dedicate my time to writing and posting more stories for everyone. If you have the spare funds and wish to find out more, you can visit either of my subscriber pages. https://reamstories.com/elfy https://subscribestar.adult/elfy ---  Livy looked down at her meal and felt like she couldn’t eat another bite. She’d only eaten half of her already modest portion, but she felt completely overwhelmed and overstimulated. The day had been rougher than she could ever have imagined, and she hated that she was still being seen by people. Every sound seemed loud and harsh, every colour was too bright. Both her legs were shaking under the table and yet she tried to keep herself as still as possible. She didn’t want Landon to know that she felt like she was falling apart. It was hard to say how well her masking was going. Landon had looked at her a number of times. Livy felt another jolt of anxiety slide down her spine and end up in her tummy as she thought about how out of place she was. She felt sick. She needed to be alone. “I’ll be right back.” Livy said as she put her knife and fork on her plate. “Where are you going?” Landon asked. “I need the bathroom.” Livy replied. “But you…” Landon started. Livy didn’t hear the rest as she fast-walked across the restaurant towards the women’s restroom. She nearly bumped into a waiter in her rush to get in, but she eventually reached what felt like a safe haven. She closed the door behind her and locked it. It was a restroom with only one toilet rather than a row of cubicles, Livy wondered if that was ever inconvenient for other patrons, it obviously wasn’t for her. The light on the ceiling had come on automatically when Livy walked inside. It was too bright, just like the lights in the restaurant, but at least there was less noise. She walked over to the sink and rested against the basin. Staring into the mirror she didn’t see the woman she hoped other people saw in her, she saw the little girl that was lost and desperately needed a cuddle. Panic was still surging through Livy as she tried the breathing techniques she had learnt at therapy. It was difficult when her mind was racing so much. She looked into her reflection’s eyes and saw tears leaking out of them. The new earrings in her ears glinted as she took some tissue and wiped her face. She was shaking and couldn’t seem to make herself still. “Calm down.” Livy told herself, “Everyone else can do this stuff. Why can’t you?” That was the accusing question that always sprung up the moment things started to get on top of her. It was the question that Livy had no answer for, the reason she kicked herself when she was down. She felt so horribly weak and useless. Even when someone tried to take her for a nice day out, all she could do was make a spectacle of herself and embarrass the person she was with. She wanted, no, NEEDED, to be back at home. She needed Dan, Mr. Hootie and Robyn to all be cuddling her and telling her she was OK. Like a toddler, Livy needed reassurance more than anything in the world. “To think… You thought you could show anyone you were a grown up…” Livy chastised herself. Livy wished she was back at home. Only in her nursery did she feel safe, only with Dan cuddling her did she feel reassured that she was still loved. She half-expected Landon to have run away whilst she was in the bathroom, she wouldn’t have blamed her. Livy turned on the faucet and splashed some cold water on her face before sitting down on the toilet. Livy had to chuckle. It was the first time she had sat on a toilet in quite a while, of course she had no plan to use it, her diaper would stop anything like that happening. She lowered her head so that, with her elbows on her knees, she was able to rest her face in her hands. How long would Livy be able to hide? She didn’t know, but if she had her way she would’ve stayed there for hours, until everyone else had left and she could slink home without anyone seeing her, judging her. Livy took deep breaths and slowly felt her heartrate slowing down. She had been on the verge of a panic attack before getting into the bathroom, now she was feeling something approaching normal. It probably helped that no one could see her, especially Landon, whom she felt she had let out more than anyone. A sudden knock on the door had Livy jump up. She felt a squirt of urine get quickly absorbed by her diaper. She hoped it was just the anxiety that was seemingly weakening her body’s reactions to surprises. “Just a minute!” Livy called out. “Livy?” Landon’s voice was muffled by the door, “You’ve been in there a while, is everything alright?” “Y-Yes.” Livy stuttered in response, “I’ll just be a minute.” “Alright, I’ll wait for you outside, OK?” Landon said. “Sure thing.” Livy replied. Livy must’ve been lost in rumination longer than she thought. It was easy to lose track of time when she was going in circles mentally, just repeating the same accusatory phrases to herself, a reinforcing behaviour she found so hard to stop. After another minute, Livy unlocked the door and pulled it open. She saw that there were a few people waiting, they didn’t seem too happy. The thought that they had been there when Landon came to check on her made her blush. At least none of them knew what she had been doing. It was embarrassing enough having to run away from Landon, if they knew she had been hiding she was sure they would judge her harshly. “Ah, there you are.” Landon said. She was standing against the window a couple of feet from the front door of the restaurant, “I was getting ready to send in a search party.” “Sorry.” Livy replied. “What were you doing in there?” Landon asked with a frown, “I mean, obviously you weren’t…” Landon tailed off. Livy was thankful. There were a lot of people around and she didn’t think any of them needed to know why her being in a bathroom was such a notable event. She didn’t say anything, instead her head remained bowed, so she was looking at Landon’s feet. The feeling of being overwhelmed was already starting to grow again. What she felt like she needed, more than anything else, was Landon to give her a hug. She would’ve preferred Dan, but he wasn’t there. A silence persisted between them with the background noises of vehicles and pedestrians growing steadily louder in Livy’s ears. She almost willed Landon to read her mind and give her a hug and tell her things were going to be fine. She looked up at the taller woman and wondered if she should ask. It would’ve blown away the last hopes of being seen as equal, but maybe that would’ve been worth it. She opened her mouth and… “Don’t worry, I shouldn’t ask.” Landon said before Livy could speak, “We’ve got one more place I want to take you before we head home. It’s nearby, follow me.” And just like that, the moment was gone. --- Dan pulled Robyn into the master bedroom, the room most often accompanied by himself and Landon. He could hear Robyn stumbling a little behind him, her diaper crinkling loudly. When he reached the bed, he finally let go and turned to look at her. To his surprise, she was smiling widely and looking up at him with eyes of… hope? “Don’t forget your safe word.” Dan growled. Robyn’s eyes widened as she quickly nodded her head. Dan felt base instincts within him, things he hadn’t felt before. He saw that smiling face and saw a Little that needed putting in her place. He pulled up Robyn’s dress with one hand and then used the other to tear at the tapes on the diaper. It loosened and fell to the floor. No one said anything. Dan was breathing a little heavily, but he could see that Robyn was practically squirming. If she wasn’t looking forward to her punishment, it was too bad. She had more than earned it. Dan pulled Robyn forwards and against the bed. He lifted her slightly so that she ended up on all fours, her ass pointing directly at him. Dan didn’t need to think. He could probably count the number of spankings he had given to adult babies on one hand, but he was certain Robyn deserved it more than anyone else had ever deserved it. She wanted to push his buttons? She wanted to be bratty? Then he would show her what happened. Dan held up the bottom of Robyn’s dress with one hand giving him a clear view of her butt. He wasn’t thinking anymore. Instead, he acted on an instinct he had long had to suppress, Livy hated spankings and went out of her way to avoid them. It no longer mattered that Robyn wasn’t “his” Little. It was time to show Robyn the pecking order, and he was on top. Holding nothing back, Dan lifted his hand behind him and then brought it forwards. His palm made contact with Robyn’s ass and the slapping sound reverberated around the walls like a gunshot. Robyn yelped like a puppy as she was pushed forwards a little. Dan pulled his hand back and saw a red imprint left on the Little’s backside. Dan’s hand flew forwards again, this time landing on the other cheek. Robyn let out another yell, though this one sounded slightly different, a little throatier. Robyn remained on her knees, but at the other end she dropped from her hands to her elbows, with her face against the covers. Dan continued to spank Robyn. The frustration at the woman’s actions all morning being unleashed on her butt. He could quickly see the skin turning red… but that wasn’t the strangest thing that was happening. As Dan continued to spank Robyn, he heard the adult baby’s noises turn from expressions of pain to moans. He continued to spank Robyn’s bare backside, each blow leaving new marks and creating more sounds from Robyn. The sounds seemed to be becoming increasingly erotic and even his heaviest smacks only elicited the sounds of pleasure. Dan stopped with his hand on Robyn’s butt. The skin felt warm to the touch; he thought he could feel her quivering a little. His hand started to slide down the smooth skin of Robyn’s round ass. He kept waiting to hear Robyn stop him, to use her safe word, or to demand to know what he thought he was doing. But there was nothing. Robyn seemed to go very still, she seemed to be holding her breath. Dan’s hand reached Robyn’s thigh, and he slowly pushed them apart. His fingers ran up Robyn’s slit and it was unmistakable. She was wet. The spanking had turned her on. Dan quickly withdrew his hand, suddenly realising what he was doing. The movement caused his clothes to rub against him, to rub against one very specific area in particular. Looking down, Dan saw the front of his pants tenting out. The wet patch on his crotch from the spilled drink thrusting out into the room as he felt a hardness underneath that he had rarely experienced before. He was shocked at the reaction, he had certainly never expected spanking someone to do THIS to him. He looked at the bed and saw Robyn looking back at him, her eyes wide and her face red. A crushing guilt pressed on his shoulders as he realised what he was getting turned on by. It wasn’t right. Little space was innocent, if Livy could’ve seen him then she’d have been horrified. “Robyn, I…” Dan started. Robyn turned her head away again. For a second Dan thought he had destroyed everything. Then he saw Robyn’s legs part, her back arch and she stuck her rear end out in the air. She angled herself to give Dan a look at her pussy, now positively dripping excitement. Dan got the message. Dan unbuckled his pants and hooked his thumb under the waistband of his underwear. He had just started to pull them down, barely uncovering the top of his trimmed pubic hair when Robyn looked behind her again. This time she froze. Dan saw a look of horror cross her face. Before Dan could react, Robyn had spun around so she was sitting on the bed. She looked left and right, and Dan recognised the panicky reaction as something he had seen in Livy many times before. He started to reach out a hand, wanting to try and calm the adult baby down, but Robyn pushed his hand away before practically diving for the door to the landing. “Robyn!” Dan called desperately. He heard her footsteps run towards the nursery and then the door open and close heavily. Dan sat down on the edge of the bed with his mouth hanging open. He had thought she wanted to go further. Had he misinterpreted her moves as being sexual? Did she just want more spanks? Had his sudden lust caused him to see signals that didn’t exist? Dan sank his head into his hands. He had really fucked up now. ---  If you have enjoyed this start and want to see the second update RIGHT AWAY, you can do so at either of the following links: https://reamstories.com/page/lpjgftb4y2/story/mlsyc4p9f42661/chapter/mnr86lipd9a58c7 https://subscribestar.adult/posts/2431992 OR If you like my stories and want to see a BRAND NEW 71 PAGE STORY RIGHT NOW I just posted Fall of Vi to my subscriber pages. It is about a young woman who falls victim to her stepmother and stepsisters as she tries to hide the fact that she wet the bed from them. When they discover the truth, it doesn't go well for poor Vi. You can read the preview here: https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/topic/98324-fall-of-vi-preview/ Or subscribe and get access to the whole story right now at either of my subscription sites: https://reamstories.com/page/lpjgftb4y2/story/mnjbhl1ff0505b/chapter/mnjbhmnl4cb9970 https://subscribestar.adult/posts/2427142 Thank you ❤️ 

I have been messy in my wet morning diaper for about an hour. I'll change in another hour or so and then I plan to go to the gym. No diapies at the gym but I'll put a diaper in my gym bag and put it on in a private changing area.

Heya everyone! Getting back onto online forums and all that jazz. I am life long diaper lover, bedwetter (dry spell from 8 to 13), and fun loving guy.  Currently in process of moving to Iowa so that is fun. Born in Indiana and raised in Indiana, Missouri, and Illinois (graduated HS from Illinois).  Feel free to message me. 

How about after two consecutive home runs;  "It's time to change the pitcher," followed by a NorthShore advertisement!

I just received my order of yellow CutiesPlus diapers yesterday, so of course I had a wet good night's sleep wearing them, now up this morning and as is usual for me I just messed my diaper. The tape zone is crinkly, no leaks, comfy with a nice fit. I like the soft pastel yellow color, and not overly bulky. Will I buy them again? Likely not at $45.00 for 8 diapers. I would like to see NorthShore make a pastel yellow MegaMax diaper.