Trading Post

Ana gave her little girl a kiss on the forehead before picking her up and carrying her to the dining room before sitting her on her booster seat and getting her buckled in, "Alright Madison today Mommy two is going to take you and Alice to the skatepark as Camila is going to spend a day with Emily." --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When Camilla got into the nursery Alice excitingly ran over and gave Camilla a big nearly knocking the little her over, "Easy My Little firecracker, I can see someone's excited for today Camila picked Alice up and gently kissed her before patting her diapered bottom, "My it definitely feels like someone a made a big surprise for Mommy and I take it you're not the only little one with a surprise." Camilla walked over to the crib and saw a very bashful and nervous Emily trying to hide under her blanket, "Hey my little fairy I hope you're going to be a good girl today cuz you and me are going to spend a whole day together just some nice mommy and baby time." 

Also I feel more comfortable talking openly with my support team about IC because it doesn't feel like a taboo and me lying to satisfy a fantasy because it's now a legitimate need I need nappies now and this has made me more confident with walking past support staff and residents if I have pooped ready to change has become easier, I am also very respectful and never hang around when need changing though, but the shame has reduced. Also at bed time when I go in the back garden for a cig I just wear my all in one t-shirt vest and pyjama bottoms and feel comfortable. Since 11 months ago I have become really used and accumulated to wearing think nappies 24/7 around people and it didn't really bother me but now much more confident now because its in my support plans I have IC problems and the staff are trained in dealing with various disabilities and although I know I have smelled like poo often before freshening up nobody has ever said anything to me even the other residents. That gives me added confidence and when I do slip into passive bowel incontinence and I mess without awareness I know it will be okay because I know I will smell like poo quite often more with the facial seepage with farts and passive bowel movements which is going to happen so I'm obviously going to be around people when these happen unexpectedly and I'm not going to become a recluse. 

Maddison, looking at the girls, said, "I think the three of us need a change, so I'm going to call Mom. Behave yourselves." Maddison loved her newfound ability to wear a diaper whenever she wanted, and she knew that at that moment she needed to wear one to help her younger sister accept wearing hers. So when she got to the kitchen, Camilla congratulated her on her attitude: "Congratulations, padded bottom! You can stay here in the kitchen when I change your sisters. In your case, it's just wet." Camilla went upstairs, and Ana also said, "Good job, my mini-teenager!" Maddison felt like a superhero, just a wet one.

another thing I have noticed if I'm sitting on my on my leg on the settee and I move position I have a large passive dribble which is noticeable in my nappy and streams out and runs down my balls, I mean passive because there is not any tension in my sphincter or feeling. I have even noticed some some tickling at the end of my penis very slightly even when sitting so I know I am continually weeping urine. And something I have also noticed is that my desire to wank has gone, Before I would get incredibly horny fantasying about double incontinence I would always want to wank but since it's become a reality the desire is gone because I'm living my dream and fantasy and their is nothing to actually fantasise about anymore despite me still being very horny but I feel complete safisfaction and contentedness. Its weird. My only sexual arousal was around me being double incontinent and now thats gone..

I finished it!