Thanks for all the feedback, and I appreciate the thorough explanation! I'm already a long way down that path. I wear a diaper every night. I always have a bed pad on the bed. I can pee without any problem while awake (and do... every night, soggy every morning!). I only occasionally have a leak, and I don't really care because I know there's a bed pad under me, so no real mental block in that respect. My shortcoming is that I want to pee while asleep in bed. Everything I've read says that's a combination of psychological conditioning, nighttime routine, depth of sleep, and even daytime habits. I'm working on that. I'm happy to post what Google tells me I need to do, if anyone is interested.
Camilla then quickly undressed Madison before laying down on the bed making the girl cover her nakedness, Camila then grabbed the changing supplies baby wipes, powder and diapers before coming over to Madison and before Madison could even say a word she found she was quickly wiped powdered and then much to her surprise and embarrassment diapered like a baby.
"Awwww you look so to cute in just your new diaper princess." When Madison stood up she could hear the crinkle of her new diaper, she could feel the thickness of it, this was definitely a lot thicker than her training pants or the good night she were to bed, looking down she saw the diaper was even princess themed.