I don't usually work in diapers, but sometimes I wear the Baby-Pants cotton trainers. It feels good knowing I'm wearing little-boy underpants and nobody knows but me. Of course when the day is done, I wet them at home, sometimes with plastic pants and sometimes just let it go in my jeans.
If I have a choice I buy colored diapers. Masterpiece comes in blue, gray and pink. I'm wearing a blue one now, have bought gray ones and am thinking about pink. I see MegaMax offers tie-dye which looks cool, may try 'em eventually.
Thanks, I hear you really, and I know I do often go through cycles, a day I think I'm embracing abdl fully, the other I hate myself or liking it so much. I struggle too much in regulating the whole thing, it's too much on my mind I believe, and then porn. Also don't wanna switch from one sort of porn to another. I'm uncertain whether I'm stopping ABDL altogether or not, but I do want porn out of my life. I'd really like to just stop consuming abdl content (porn or whatever) and maybe at some point stop indulging in it at all. Yesterday, though i hadnt done it for a long time, I went to the store and bought 2 packs of pullup. So that was quite impulsive, especially in my confused state of mind. I'm thinking it's okay if I wear them as I usually do when I have bought some, even use them, maybe only at the beginning, and once the packs are empty just stop. And during that period of wearing stop consuming abdl content altogether, cause that and porn is what makes me feel the worst
Not as often as I would like. It seems to be once a week now but I have done 24/7 for a few weeks before when I could. I just find the effort of changing into one to be tiresome, I guess need someone to change me instead, lol.