How i started being a dl is I started when I was a preteen to teenager and found some of my younger brothers diapers and some of my sister's baby doll diapers and took them and put them on and got such a thrill and rush from wearing them knowing I wasn't supposed to be wearing them. That later caused me to go and look and relatives houses for them when I knew they had someone in diapers or pull ups. Now I can wear whenever I want and have since turned into me wanting to be an abdl.
I've thought and have wanted to wear whenever I got to the doctor but Ive been to scared to do so cause I'm not sure what they would think or say if they found out I was wearing a diaper especially since I dont really need them I just like to wear them cause they calm me down and help me feel like a kid.
When I was younger and lived at home with my parents and first started wearing diapers I would get caught all the time by my mom. She would end up finding diapers in my room and ask me about them and then take them and after a while of her finding them she would eventually tell me if I didn't stop she was gonna make me talk to a therapist. I stopped for a while until I got my own place and then started wearing again and have since gone from a diaper lover to wanting to be an adult baby and have wanted to wear diapers more often and have wanted to use a bottle to drink from and eat baby food and use a pacifier