Other Fetishes

I wrote this 15 years ago, I think for a contest on another site.   Dear Santa,   I am writing you this letter even though I don't believe in you, because I really need to write it to someone. The other day my mom asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I paused as a list of things that I would really want went through my mind, and mentally sighed because I couldn't ask her for them. Well I could have, but I don't think she would have understood, and it probably would have caused her some distress and that is last thing she needs. I certainly wouldn't have gotten what I asked for, and should some strange situation have occurred and I actually gotten them, I could never have explained to the rest of my family.   So here it goes, my Christmas list (what I really want for Christmas):   Some cloth diapers. Cute baby print plastic pants, they go with the diapers. A pretty baby dress (obviously in my size). A new Paci. A mobile Some baby toys. A denim skirtall, pink pinstriped with a Minnie Mouse applique on the chest.   But most of all, I would like acceptance. I would like to just be me, instead of having to pretend to be someone else.   Have a Merry Christmas Santa   Love Valentinesstuff.   PS: If I could just get the last one, I won't be disappointed if I get nothing else.

I don't have a list per se, but I will buy diapers in the near future, whenever I get 10% or more discount.  Also waiting for Abu Simple Daytime to be sold in Europe.  Said they would arrive in the UK mid-November and rest of Europe soon after. 

As soon as Gabe got out of the car he felt a slight need need to go poop but being a bit nervous and not wanting to use a public he decides he can hold right?

Soothing, relaxing, confident, my naughty yet innocent secret. Like many others acceptance for my diapers was a journey of comfort, then guilt, purging, and now acceptance that diapers don't define me. At this very moment I am feeling quite  tranquil in my morning wet and now messy diaper.

I am up this morning after wetting my Attends Premier diaper and crinkly yellow plaid design Haian plastic pants and then I relaxed and messed my diaper in the kitchen getting coffee. Sooo soothing and naughty sitting here sipping hot coffee with a wet, warm, squishy, poopie diapie. Attends Premier diapers are very good cloth back disposable diapers, comfy, absorbent enough for me at night and discreet during the day. They are also convenient for me because a local medical supply store has them prominently displayed in the store. I am not embarrassed buying the diapers, sales people are professional, as am I. I just took my plastic pants off and my diaper is dry on the outside after a night of multiple pee pees. Plastic pants not needed but I like the feeling of wearing plastic pants and the added security and protection gives me peace of mind. My wife tolerates my diapers but gets upset if I have a leak on the bed sheets, and I understand and don't blame her. I don't go potty in my diaper around her; one of our boundaries, and reserve my pleasure of messy diapers to the solitude of the early morning before she gets up. I won't be changing right away and believe it or not, I am going out for a jog in my wet and messy diaper.