Other Fetishes

My wife went on a little girls trip this week and so I took it upon myself to indulge on my DL tendencies. I’ve been on and off for 10+ years. But the moment she left, I strapped a diaper back on. I’ve been training for so many years that I have absolutely no struggle using my diapers regularly. By the end of the day, I am voiding every 10 minutes very small streams of pee. My body has become very comfortable with it.     Long story short, I have been lurking the hypnosis pages on here. I’ve bought one or two in the past. But I finally found one that I like. Along with using my diapers regularly, I have been listening to this hypnosis. And let me tell you it causes me to have a completely full diaper by the morning. With absolute no recollection of waking up to use it. Doing this for seven days it felt really normal. I just slept really good and woke up with a bulging diaper. Well, my wife came home. And I decided to take a break from the diapers. She knows about them and knows that I wear them to bed sometimes because I do genuinely have an accident sometimes. But after this week, I am suffering some of the consequences. I didn’t even put on a diaper. I didn’t turn on my hypnosis. I went to bed at a decent time. Spooned my wife and went to sleep. She started shaking me at 1 AM telling me that I had peed myself and peed on her. It was truly embarrassing. I felt terrible. I enjoy taking breaks and normally my body can somewhat sense when I’m not wearing at least a pull up. However, my body is finally starting to give up. It is starting to memorize the sequence of using the bathroom very regularly. We change the sheets, I put on a pull-up and slept for the rest of the night. Had one little void in it by the morning.   Needless to say, this is very exciting and fun. But I also have to be fairly cautious because I’m sure my spouse doesn’t necessarily love it. She would definitely rather me be in a pull up then wreck our sheets.   Sometimes I also wish that I could just be a bedwetter. Which I think is somewhat possible but not really. I have achieved this level of unconscious bedwetting, by wearing 24/7. Day and night. My body quite literally relies on them. And my bladder shrinks. When I don’t wear a diaper, it is extremely painful within 30 minutes trying to hold it in. From my experience if I don’t wear for a day or two, my bladder will stretch back to size and I can proceed with my normal life. However, the moment I put the diapers back on, I get back to this stage very quickly. And as evidence this week, my body regressed a lot… I want the uncontrollable wedding at night. But I want some level of control during the day. But if I have a lot of control during the day, it seems as though I am less likely to wet at night. Sorry to jabber. I’m sure there’s a few other people on here struggling with the mindset. It makes me so excited that I’ve actually achieve some level of incontinence. And I know that I still have some level of control. I just don’t know where I want to be sometimes. Whether I actually want this or don’t.  

Waiting on the Rearz Black Friday sale. I did just got new appliances today. I saved $5000 on my new appliances. Tomorrow I am buying my new cabinets at 40% off savings of $6800. Now I need to find a good price on countertops. 

I got a turkey, some potatoes, gravy, stuffing, the usual stuff. The turkey's rather small though.

I'm still waiting to see Renee and her mom coming over to gather the money for the ruined bed and running into the new Gabby. Maybe Gabby's better off in diapers sure she will hate them and feel very embarrassed but shouldn't that help her in the long run?

Rebecca wasn’t trying to make the poor girl pout, though she had to admit it was adorable; puréed green beans and turkey smeared across her outraged face as she reacted to the latest declaration that dessert for the Little woman would be in the form of a bottle.