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When it comes to sleep, screens are your enemy!   All screens - TVs, computer monitors, phones, tablets... doesn't matter.  CRTs were bad enough, but LED lit LCD screens shift into the blue spectrum which has been proven beyond doubt to affect sleep patterns.   I'm just as guilty as many others doom scrolling right up to the point where I go upstairs to bed.   But every now and then I get back in the mood of reading -- real books, not computer screens!   30-ish minutes of that, then lights out.  

The first time I finally decided to wear an adult diaper many years ago, I really had to pee urgently.  However, by the time I got the cloth diaper and plastic pants on, I was so aroused that peeing was impossible.  However, I had long fantasized about wetting a diaper before doing anything else, so I decided to take a deep breath, sit down wearing just the diaper, plastic pants and a shirt and watch TV until things settled down.  When they did, I didn’t even have to try to pee.  It just started with a very heavy stream.  I could not believe how totally erotic that felt. As the flow subsided, I started to harden and began to reach inside the diaper.  However, my hand hardly reached my waist when the pulsations began and I exploded almost immediately.  It was so exciting although it was premature.  Something like that was definitely as first on so many levels.  Obviously, over time my experiences have become more controlled and prolonged.  Wearing 24/7, I also do not do this nearly as frequently.  However, when I do, I often think about that first time and it enhances to mood. 😉

I have many of the manifestations of adult ADHD, and was treated for "hyperactivity" in the late 50s and early 60s. This was before stimulants were commonly used to treat ADHD and I was given meds that wouldn't be used today. I HAVE had diaper-loving tendencies since I was about 5 but don't know if "hyperactivity" had anything to do with it.

I'm still in the trial-and-error stage of finding what I like best, in addition to struggling with a fairly limited selection down under. Currently I find that the slightly smaller sizing of ABU's unfortunately babyish Dinorawrz/BunnyHopps 4-Tape fits my figure well. And, more importantly, the website to order them from is not as full of obnoxious dark patterns and attention grabbing popups like the other site I found selling high-quality nappies here. I'm too stubborn for my own good in that sense, and I can only put up with so many intrusions on my attention span- "so and so just bought something, you better hurry, and give us a tip, and subscribe to the newsletter, and"... Nope. I'd rather stare blankly at the pretty lights in a casino, and it's probably similarly detrimental to my psyche (and my wallet). As a budget pick the ID Slip Maxi is...tolerable, but not my favourite. Free would be a price I could live with- perhaps with a booster pad added- but those are about $3AUD (~$2USD) each, and at that point the price jump to something genuinely high capacity makes more sense to me. I have some ABU Little Kings on the way to experiment with, also- on my figure the sample I tried seemed a little large, but not unwearably so. The tapes are better than on the ID Slip, but I wouldn't call them "great", either. I did appreciate that I didn't feel like I was drowning in my own sweat in the Little Kings, however, hence my curiosity.

1/2 of my weekend is already gone and it's been a busy day.   No padding time yet, but that's coming soon.