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I was sound asleep once again as i curled up in bed after finally calming down after being so overwhelmed with emotions. I didn't even wake up when you changed me not even when you slipped out of the room. Over at work going over contracts and paper work and checking his calender for upcoming meetings, when your husband sees a text from his wife stating that they needing to talk as he wonder what it could be or if his daughter got in to some trouble. He picks up his phone and calls his wife "hey hunny is everything okay at home? did something happen with valeria?"

I’ve been 24/7 and consciously not holding pee now for around 7.5 years.  I’m dimly aware that I have developed severe OAB.  I say only “dimly” because I use nappies and make no effort to hold pee so it doesn't bother me at all. It’s hard to be precise but I’m thinking the process took a lot longer than Google suggests.  I think it took quite a few months to start.  It became obvious after a year or so. It’s also not “incontinence”.  During the day I generally know when I need to pee (but only get as far as to sense this if I’m thinking to “hold”) and if I’m close to a toilet I could deal with it in the conventional fashion.  A kind of diaper dependency has emerged however insofar as I would need to visit a bathroom very, very frequently and if I don’t do so, an accident (“urge leakage” I guess) may ensue within about 90 minutes to 2 hours.  For this reason alone it’s more practical to remain diapered now. I still have the capacity to go nappy-free for brief periods of time but almost never do so: maybe for the odd medical appointment. I can’t go nappy-free at night though because I developed bedwetting.  That happens.  It started at around 6 – 9 months and was quite rare at first but became more common over time.  By about year #3 I was frequently wet at night.  Now I’m not even sure because I don’t really notice or remember unless I have a pee dream or get woken up by my wetting.  This "cured" my nocturia which was also developing along with OAB.  I no longer need to wake up to pee 3 times per night as this can happen automatically in my sleep.

Remidn me how do we private chat on here? Thanks,

"I just don't want her to hate me cause i....i can't help it that i am like this where i...i need help with doing stuff and i'm not trying to do it for attention" i say all this as i looked up to you as its the first i spoken this much since we been here. I hugged pooh bear to help keep me calm as i partly didn't like being the center of attention as it makes me nervous.

Did @NorthShoreAdam hook you up?