Sally has bitten off more than she can chew. Her body and mind are still recovering from the crash and the extremely stressful year after that. She needs some time off!
I’m literally the same way! Around 2024 I was just like “I wanna start looking for a partner”. When before I never honestly cared. I was perfectly ok with dying alone. But now all of a sudden it’s a switch. I want to have someone that I can do things with, watch a movie, or just have conversations. Someone to to have home and looks forward to seeing me. It does legit feel like something is missing in my life. But I can’t bring myself to date because 1. Being Abdl. And 2. I feel women my age only care about 2 things. Money and sex. And I either don’t have those or could care less about. And I want something more than that. Plus I don’t know that if I told them about this side of me, would they tell all their friends and then dump me telling the entire world ruining my career? I feel like I can’t take that chance unless they are 1 a furry or 2 Abdl.
I don’t think it’s in the cards for me, I genuinely hate it and I don’t know where to look.
I want to find someone to date but I’m so hesitant on doing so because being a little is a big part of me. I mean my entire room is Sonic Themed with stuffed animals everywhere. And I feel the second I do tell my supposed GF about this side me, she would either 1 make fun of me and leave and my secret is out known to possibly the world and or tell all her friends family and even my family. I legit don’t want that. I faced that embarrassment once before when my parents found out I was harboring diapers when I was a teen. I can’t imagine that.
There was one girl I do like, we’re still friends and she’s the only one I trust with this side of me, so I shot my shot and sadly it didn’t work out. I feel like I can’t find anyone outside of being a furry or Abdl. And from what I see, there’s hardly any women here. I want someone to share my life with, but I honestly don’t think it will happen for someone like me.