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I have a matress protector. Just needed to wash the sheet

Paul was blindsided by Savannahs abrupt admission and rightly so.  Him asking why is his fragility with everything happening with him and his past with Amber and her engagement to Marcus.  I never thought Savvy as a bad person, she seems to know what she wants but seems to have an issue with commitment or communicating.    Maybe they'll talk about it on the slopes while Paul teaches Savannah how to snowboard.  Or they stay home to properly talk about their potential relationship.  There's going to be some tension through out the day.

Hope you had a good absorbent pad and a mattress protector to keep your bed from getting ruined. Leaking is an occupational hazard for bed wetters. I often wear a terry cloth lined pair of plastic pants over disposables when away from home to mitigate the risk of a leaky nappy. Not a convo I want to have with reception when staying away at nice hotels!

Hey, I'm kinda new to this forum so I'm not sure this is the best place to post but here goes. I really like diapers and, well, pooping and wetting them obviously, that's where all the fun's at to me. I think I've fallen into this when I was 13 maybe ? Diapers since then have always fascinated me, I have many times in my teens indulged in peeing and pooping my pants. This led me to hate myself a lot, the binge and purge cycle, especially because it was paired with a porn addiction kind of. I have thought for a long time I was gross, disgusting, that my life would be terrible if I didn't stop this and I have really tried to stop. I was "sober" (of everything mentioned before) for a month (which is a lot to me). But I "fell" again about two days ago, watched abdl porn basically. I felt terrible although I've learnt to control my shame and self-hatred before when confronted to it. Still it felt bad. But I believe porn is really the problem ( to me at least, I'm sure plenty of people can live fine with it, just not me), and that will lead me to a much more positive subject. I've been eating more lately (I'm pretty thin, too thin actually) and my diet includes a good amount of fiber. In the evening I felt the urge to poop very strongly. I held it for a while and obviously fathomed I could let that load right in my pants. I stayed like that for maybe 1h30 when I really couldn't hold it anymore. I rushed to the bathroom, stood in front of toilet to pee, my underwear still covering my butt, and while I peed I just also pooped. It was such a warm, soft-hard, prefect massive load, without any wetness or thing that could stain through easily.  I felt so relieved and relaxed ! I love doing that scenario, it feels a bit naughty, cute, like I had an accident while peeing. I patted the huge bulge I had in the back of my underwear, put my pants back on (I absolutely love doing this too, so naughty, like nothing happened) did a few chores, played games, would have loved to go outside but I didn't lol (I would have done that at a respectable distance of people had I done it obviously). And I felt great, and I don't think there is anything wrong with that. And it wasn't anything too sexual really and I think that it's simply two things I need to have separate. I will poop my pants again, I will wear wet and mess my diapers, just enjoy, because that won't make me miserable if I am conscious of what it is to me, of the place it has in my life, if I listen to myself and how I feel about it. I must realize I can be healthy and happy and successful wearing diapers when I feel like it. I'm really glad to be part of this stinky and soggy community, I think ABDL can be adorable and I don't want to leave it I think. I hope to find supportive people here and I'm eager to hear other people's stories and advice on here ☺️ 

Very true, I do hope Kim or even her and Lilly help them talk out their feelings about what happened.  I definitely dont want that little hiccup to push them away from each other.  I still think savvy is a good person for paul and all of his sides.  He definitely needs rest for that big upcoming dinner he and his dad have planned.