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Chapter 4: So the next morning, as instructed, Oliver went to a local charity shop. His sister happened to know some of the volunteers at the shop. It was a Saturday and it was quite busy. Oliver handed the lady who seemed to be in charge a note, that he had hand written but Ann had dictated. It read: “My wife insists I do house work. I said it is girl’s work. Please find some suitable clothes for me and make sure that they fit.” Oliver also handed over a pound note and a ten shilling note, quite a lot of money in those days. Five or six volunteers popped into the changing room in the next half an hour as they checked that the various skirts, blouses and dresses fitted this particular customer. He left with a bag containing 2 bras, 8 pairs of panties, five slips or petticoats and 4 very flowery dresses. Ann sat down and did her studying for the rest of that Saturday. Every so often she got up and watched, and took a few photographs of her husband hovering, scrubbing the kitchen floor and scrubbing in the bathroom as well as washing the dishes and doing the ironing. Ann did not feel like cooking. Her husband did that. She did, however, feel quite proud of what she had achieved. She invited Molly and Jane The meal that Oliver cooked was adequate. However Jane was very upset: “Ollie, you bought women’s clothes.” He was defeated and vulnerable: “Yes, that’s what you said.” His tall sister smiled and said: “Oh no, you did not talk about women’s work. You talked about GIRL’s work. I think you should wear GIRL’s clothes, as childish as possible. I think you need a spanking, have you anything to say.” Ollieattempted a curtsey and said: “Please Miss Jane would you give me a hard spanking.” Jane sat on the sofa. Oliver placed himself in the appropriate position. Very carefully and slowly firstly Jane pulled the skirt of his dress out of the way. Next the very frilly slip went up. Finally his pink panties were pulled down to his knees. For about a minute Jane spanked her brother with her hand. It stung. Next she took a very heavy hairbrush. Olliewas crying after less than a minute with the hairbrush. However the spanking carried on for five minutes. Ann opened the kitchen window. The sound of his crying, as planned, went to their next-door neighbor, Mrs Bloom. They sat down, to eat. Olliestood in the corner with panties around his ankles and holding up his slip and dress. Just before they ate Ann dialed the number of her next-door neighbor. She said, in a loud voice: “I was a bit worried that you might have heard someone crying and wondered. You have no need to worry. It is just that my husband and he had to be spanked.” The response surprised Ann. “I would have loved to watch.” Lucy Bloom’s father had often spanked her, more often than her rather less well-behaved brother. She had married, Ben, a lovely man who, sadly, was knocked over by a car and killed. Ann had a question for her neighbor: “Have you cooked your dinner yet?” “No, why?” “Oh, it is just that we happen to have spare supper.” Two minutes later Mrs Bloom arrived. She pushed a big old-fashioned pram with her 6-month-old twins Nancy and Robert. They were asleep. As they ate Jane explained what had happened. She told Nancy about Oliver’s problems with treating women with respect. “You made a pass at me, didn’t you?” Ollie stood in his corner, holding up his skirts and showing his very red behind. He did not know whether to reply. Ann had the answer. “I think that Ollie should SHOW Mrs Bloom why he won’t try to impose himself on ladies. Turn around.” Lucy saw the chastity device. Jane added. “Well it does seem appropriate that he should be sitting down to go pee.” They had a lovely dinner. They talked.  Molly said: “I agree that it would be good for Ollie to dress as a little girl rather than a grown up. He does talk about ‘girls’ rather than ladies. He is also very immature. But unless we specially make something, which would cost a lot of money how can we find the right frocks.” Ann had an idea: “Mrs Bloom, you know your Maternity dresses looked a little childish, and with some adjustments could be made very childish. Have you still got some?” Lucy laughed: “Oh, I would love to. By the way my American cousin Sam, that’s Samantha left her training bras here after her visit, she was so proud to wear a proper bra. And I can make the adjustments.” Jane had one more thought: “Shouldn’t Mrs Bloom be compensated?” Lucy was less sure: “Well, I don’t know. I know that paying for Jessica’s school and Ann’s college books cost a lot of money. And well Ben had a good pension scheme and life insurance. So although I’m a widow I am NOT poor.” Jane explained her brainwave. “Perhaps not money. How would it be if Ollie paid for his new dresses and the work you are doing by, say, washing Nancy and Bob’s nappies for the next three months.” Jane then talked to her brother: “Isn’t it nice of Mrs Bloom to let you have pretty dresses. And I’m sure you’ll be very glad to help her out with the nappy washing won’t you?” He nodded. This was not enough. He ended up having to write, and then read out loud a contract: “I Oliver Hill, also known as Ollie, promise to wash all the wet and dirty nappies belonging to Robert and Nancy Bloom. “In return Mrs Lucy Bloom promises to adapt her old maternity dresses so as to resemble those of young girl children and to give me the training bras and panties once worn by her cousin Samantha.” They both signed and Jane, as a lawyer, witnessed the legally binding contract. So whilst Jessica was away at school Ollie spent all his time at home wearing rather childish dresses. He did all the housework for his wife and also for his sister. He did other work for his neighbor. On a number of occasions he suffered spankings, usually with other ladies watching. They did not feel that it was right for Jessica to see him in his frocks or across his wife or sister’s knees. Still Jessica could not help noticing that her Daddy now did ALL the housework. He even tidied Jessica’s room for her. Also the trousers he wore were often in pastel colors, and had once belonged to ladies. Jessica did not see the training bra and childish panties her father wore underneath. Neither did she know that when her aunt invited her father to her home it was usually for a spanking. Chapter 5:  Just after the first half term with Jessica at home Jane suggested some ways to reinforce Ann’s authority over her hubby. It took several spankings but in the end he signed some doc-uments. Jessica was disappointed by her boarding school. It was not nearly as much fun as in the stories she had read. She did like most of the other girls. Then too Jessica was quite a strong willed person. She was often accused of ‘answering back’. She got caned several times. Luckily the school did the hitting in private and Jessica always had her thin school skirt and knickers (for Americans this is the British word for panties) to protect her dignity. Still it hurt a lot. Then too the school was rather limited in what it taught. Jessica met her friend Mary who was at the local State (that is what Americans would call a ‘public school’). Mary had lots of fun. The girls were encouraged to think and ask questions. They did learn about history and science. They could learn typing, needlecraft and Domestic Science (or Home Economics). However, this was a VERY progressive girls’ school. Girls did wood and metal work and technical drawing. Jessica decided that perhaps it would be nice to go to the same school as Mary. The summer just before Jessica’s 13th birthday Ollie very much encouraged his daughter to change schools. He hoped that with more money he might be allowed to have a bit more money for his leisure interests. In addition he reckoned that it would not be possible for Jane and Ann to keep him in frocks at all. The school term was due to start on a Tuesday (some 11 year olds would go a day before the rest of the school.) The day before the new school term would be Jessica’s birthday. Ann had tried hard to persuade her daughter to stay at the boarding school. As it happened she would be starting at junior school as a teacher the same term: “Don’t you love me Mummy?” Ann had explained: “Of course I do, I just think that the school you go to will give you the best education.” Ann had a long discussion with her sister in law. “Jane, I have to admit that Jessica’s got a point. I was never enthusiastic about sending children away and this local school is REALLY good. However we do need to keep Ollie on the straight and narrow. It is always harder to keep him under control during school holidays. “I think keeping him in frocks is best, but we can’t have Ollie in a dress without Jessica finding out. What should we do?” Jane’s response shocked Ann. She thought about it for a week. And finally agreed with her sister in law. A week before Jessica’s birthday Ann told Ollie of their plans for that day. Now by that time Jane had joined the family firm. Her legal qualifications were useful and she actually had greater management skill than her brother. They mostly worked at different offices, however Jane had been able to increase the number of women in senior positions in Ollie’s office. That particular week Jane was at the family Company’s Manchester office. However Ann was in regular telephone contact. Ollie thought he could rebel because Jane was away. He went into the spare room. He removed the chastity device, VERY carefully with a file. He went back to wearing very conventional male clothes. He ceased to do any housework. At the office his hands started wondering, although admittedly not in Molly’s direction At home Ollie swore a lot and Jessica heard it. Ann was very upset. Over breakfast that Friday Ann asked: “Ollie, are you going to change your behavior of the last week and go back to how things were for the last two years.” He shook his head. As agreed Jane telephoned Ann from a public telephone at Manchester station. She also had time to telephone a couple of senior people in the family firm. Ann had some good news for her daughter: “Your Aunt Jane would like to take you for a little holiday to the Isle of Wight over the weekend. You will be back in time for your birthday party.” At 1145 AM Ollie, reluctantly, took a call from his wife: “Ollie, have you changed your mind about your behavior.” He yelled, so that Molly, the outer office could hear. “I’m going to act like a normal MAN, there’s nothing you can do to stop it.” There was a pause The Ann explained: “You are NOT welcome in MY house until you change your mind. I have changed the locks.” Oliver Hill vaguely remembered some of the doc-uments he had signed 20 months earlier. Just after the telephone call was over Molly told him: “Miss Watson is here to see you Mr Hill.” Miss Watson’s appointment as a senior personnel officer was one of Jane’s suggestions. Ollie had not liked her. Miss Watson asked Mrs Patterson, as Molly was referred to since her marriage, to leave. “Is this your signature?” Ollie saw a Photostat of the paper he had signed two years earlier. He nodded. “Your employment contract requires high ethical standards. You have obviously not kept to them. You are dismissed. You have one minute to leave the premises. By the way I understand that your wife has sent a package for you to collect.” Oliver Hill thought that this was not the moment to fight back. He obeyed. He picked up the parcel. Now 4 days earlier he had taken two pounds, quite a lot of money, out of Ann’s handbag. However there was only eleven pence left. He sat in a park and looked in the parcel. It contained clothing. Two of the Maternity dresses that had been altered to seem more childish, four very childish pairs of panties, a training bra and 4 pairs of pink ankle socks. Oliver needed money. He went to his bank. The Manager explained “You cannot close the account without your wife’s agreement. An as there is only three pence left in it I do not think that we can give you a payment without closing it.” Oliver was angry: “Did you let that bitch take out all my money?” The middle-aged manager explained: “We are NOT marriage counselors. Mrs Hill merely did, as she was legally entitled to and took out the four hundred and eight pounds in the account. If I could have stopped her I would have. I fear she had moved her account to a rival business.” Oliver went to a telephone box. He thought that his family’s business was quite well known in the small exclusive sphere it operated. He knew the three other companies in that line. He assumed that they would be grateful to offer him a job and an advance. He was disappointed.  All the other companies in his field had received telephone calls with telegrams to follow explaining his conduct. Now Oliver had often remarked that there were too many lazy people on the dole. Now he found the Unemployment office. He explained the situation. He was surprised to discover that the bureaucrat wanted to telephone his previous employer. He was shocked when it was explained: “Well Mr Hill, it is said that you were dismissed for misconduct. I am afraid we cannot pay you anything for at least six weeks. You might qualify for National Assistance. Oh and there are some jobs you might want to check out.” Ollie checked on four of the jobs. The only one he was offered was as a dishwasher at late night café. He was also very shocked to discover he would not get paid for 6 days. Ollie slept in the park that night. He then checked on room rentals. He knocked on thirty doors. All wanted a deposit and rent in advance. He worked on Saturday evening and left the café at 1am. Again he slept on a park bench. It rained very hard. He went to the café to start his shift at 2pm. The man running the café said: “I can’t have someone working for me looking like you, you’re fired.” He was given six shillings and eight for wages. It started to rain. Then a hailstorm hit. A little after 7 that Sunday evening he knew he had to surrender. Ollie rang Ann. He agreed to all her terms. Ann  thought about the unique birthday her daughter was going to have.

Thanks for the thoughtful comments!  This is relatively recent for me but I know myself well enough to know it has its hooks in me.  As inconvenient at 24/7 diapers can be, when I've tried not wearing them I feel weirdly miserable. Underwear just feel kind of ick now, and I feel like I'm on the verge of an accident.  I have BPH and had a bit of urge incontinence before, but 24/7 wear has definitely made it worse.  My biggest issue is how much I pee!  I never realized, and it's not related to a health problem, but especially in the afternoons I can soak a fresh diaper every hour or two, and I'm wearing Abena M3s during the day.  I havent talked to a real therapist about this and I dont fully trust Ai "therapy" bots, but it's interesting that they are all 100% positive about this.  Even when I ask them to not just over-validate me, they keep coming back to the same points: compulsions like this are deeply rooted and unlikely to just go away; you can analyze them to death and it doesn't matter why you have it, it's not going anywhere and ; regardless of how unusual a coping strategy is, if it's not really harmful, then trying to force yourself to stop is likely to be much more painful and disrumptive than just rolling with it.  Fortunately my wife is 100% supportive of me wearing diapers, although I've implied that it's really based on need and not a choice, which is sort of a half-truth.

Here you go: https://www.amazon.com/Nursery-Badge-Keith-Bergeron-ebook/dp/B0H69GY6YN/ Just chop off the 'ref=' and everything after it. 

Hey just a quick message to say, I for one enjoy your updates. My home situation does not permit me to partake in daily stent use but I enjoy reading your updates. Looking forward to seeing what comes back from from Silicon Nozzle. 

Hmmm, let me add to that. It's mid 20th century, probably 60's or 70's so treatment for a disabled people wasn't great to say the least. Plus a lot of runaways were going on especially during the hippy movement. So perhaps my character is running away from the horrible treatment they were receiving and found your character who takes care of them as they travel. As for disability, either amputated legs to have the cuteness of no walking but being able to crawl with ease, or mild polio so needs to be checked often for sickness and bad motor controls, but not deadly stages.