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Can’t imagine running in a wet night diaper.  But I frequently run while wearing a (dry) Goodnite.  Outside of swelling a bit from sweat there are no adverse effects.

I messed again as I was waking up today. My sleepy mind decides to let it out now if its right there. I was laying on my stomach when it happened, before I could get up to head for the shower, my husband suddenly came into the room to finish getting ready for work as he is working his late shift today. I don't like to subject him to the state of my diapers especially if it's messy. I didn't say anything about having just messed myself to him. I ended up just lying on my stomach under the covers and waiting the few minutes he took to finish getting ready. As he kissed me goodbye he ended up patting my butt a few times, I felt it squish the mess with each pat. Not sure if he knew and did that on purpose because I was covered or he completely didn't know. I've never had messy butt pats before, made me feel so little getting my diaper checked like that. I enjoyed the unexpected experience. 

Absolutely, it is mindblowing really. I hope my experience here can help people in some way, and I hope at some point we get options that are not limited to paying some clinic in mexico obscene amounts of money for doing things under the table with no "guarantees". I mean, I am happy for their service, but it really shouldnt be like this. People will do very dangerous things like stents etc. because real options are not available. Very easy to land in the ER that way. My friend was "lucky" and got prostate cancer and had to remove that, and then after he got similar issues to mine with cramping in the sphincter and the third urologist he saw agreed to cut the sphincter. He also has a device that is an artificial sphincter so he can stay dry when he wants. There are, I believe, some newer types that are electronic and you can program them to open for example once per hour if you wanted. In theory, you could make them do anything, random interval and random time of staying open etc. It is possible where we are now. As for myself, I dont know yet. I would really like a device that was "controllable" like that, and also I think the sphincterotomy has helped with my issues and pain. I am not 100% sure yet and I will get a better feeling of when everything settles, but I think my sphincter caused my pelvic floor to contract which caused referred pain in testicles. I really hope that is gone. Continence is still there, and I am very surprised myself that I have as much control as I have. If you had told me before I did this that it would be pretty much as before, I wouldnt have believed it. On the positive side, 1 of 2 sphincters gone (completely) so a resection of the inner sphincter would in theory make me incontinent. As you, I really think it would be nice with simpler ways to achieve this. Making a safe stent (placed by professionals) should be very simple. Also my surgery was quick and not much healing so there is a surgical route too, but with almost 0 doctors willing to do it, new methods and improvements will not come. By the way, the surgeon who did it on me works at major private hospitals (I did it in one) and has 20 years of experience...

I root for them and hate them at the same time 😭 I’ve got such complicated emotions for the Diaper Dimension You’ll have to wait to find out! Oh they are certainly not going to let this go and Theo is nothing if not protective! Yeah nothing about a Little’s life is easy especially for Madeline and this outcome was always a question of not if but when  Madeline’s life is anything but easy and I felt like it would unrealistic to portray it as such. Amazons have been nothing but a permanent stain on her life and everything is about to get a whole lot trickier for her 😭 It’s coming soon!!!

I can’t believe his self control. Being able to shave 5 pussies and not wanting to play with any of them. Wow,,