BEFORE I got sick, I was up by 7 99% of the time, 3:30 when fishing bass tournaments....since? Especially this summer, with major spinal ssues and severe muscle spasms that are 10x worse at night, I frequently go to sleep around 10-11, and I am LUCKY to get 45 minutes before PAIN wakes me up...I usually se the sunrise, sometimes I won't be able to fall asleep until 10-11AM and GOD, I HATE THIS!
Last night I managed to pass out around 3, and was up by 10! Felt like a new man! THAT was the first time in months!
PRAYING my pain management Dr's injections help until I am able to get a 2nd opinion from another Neurosurgeon! Last one told me flat out "I might se you in 3 months for EMERGENCY spinal surgery, but right now, the risk is too high to do anything!"/....I was STUNNED, as I had 8-10 appointments with his staff who told me my spine is a disaster zone and IF I DON'T DO SOMETHING NOW, I may wind up so bad NO ONE CAN HELP ME!
I REALLY don't know WHO to believe! I DO KNOW the PAIN???? OFF THE CHARTS bad!
I never needed them plus in the 70s? Pampers wouldn't fit me after I was 6 (I used to be a great thief!) so it would had been cloth diapers/plastic pants.....
My oldest son wet until he was close to puberty though, and I MADE SURE no one berated him...my brother almost did once, but a THICK, HASRDENEDE hand around his throat and slamming him off of the wall ended that.....had he said ANYTHING that would had hurt my son's confidence (he EXCELLED in EVERYTHING, football, wrestling and ESPECIALLY academically, as did my youngest although my youngest was dry after he was potty trained.
It was NICE knowing he was OK with them, had friends over, stayed over friend's houses and I have no clue if they wet too or not, but he never had any of the social nightmares we would have had when I was growing up!
Camila took Maddison into the TV room and put on the Care Bears and raised the volume a little louder so Maddison didn't have to hear Alice's cries. "Now Madison Alice is definitely going to need you as she's going to have a pretty sore bottom and will definitely be upset on having lost her ability to walk and hold things, so she's going to be an even bigger baby than usual as the little toddler teen its your job to help her with her big feelings and other problems, you can definitely treat her like a baby in fact I encourage it after you have your serious big girl talk with her." Camila said and not Madison listening nodded her head she then heard the sharp cry of Alice and new had begun.
Back in Madison's room when Alice saw her mittens, booties and her paddle the girl immediately had a temper tantrum, "No no nooooooo mommy I don't wanna wear them don't wanna don't wanna waaaaaaaaaaaaa." Ana walked over Madison's bed as she took her daughter over her lap and pulled the girl's diaper down to her knees, Alice's dottom was slightly pink from the spanking she had earlier in the morning from her attempt to fake sick and her tantrum not wanting to go to tadpole class.
DAMN...wish I could add as much muscle in 8 days as AI can! LOL...
Hey man, whatever keeps you MOTIVATED is what matters....I am getting a kick out of the pics though LOL!