Heaven On Earth

[Sissysweet]

I have just stepped into a dream come true. My GF of 12 years knew before we met that I was a crossdresser. I did not share the fact that I had a secret sissy baby side or wardrobe at the time. I have been under a LOT of stress as has she with her medical issues and our business collapsing. Her 42 year old daughter moved in with us a few years ago and we were not always on the best terms.

Three weeks ago I just decided that I really wanted to stop hiding the baby side of me. My GF's daughter had seen my outfits a couple times when I was just temporarily dressed up for a few hours. I decided one afternoon that I was going to take a BIG step. I wrote out a formal declaration addressed to them both that I wished to permanently relinquish ALL rights and priveleges as an adult male and live 24/7/365 as a sissy baby in every detail. I wrote out all the rules I would live by and that I would totally be the property of them both and would now ONLY use my diapers and never again use the toilet, would eat ONLY baby food or adult food pureed into baby food, drink milk juice or whatever from a bottle.

I also stipulated that I would accept ANY punishment, humiliation, disciple, wear whatever attire in public or private they decided, wear padded mittens that are locked on at all times and every other rule I could think of. They both readily agreed that this would truly be permanent and there would be no going back for any reason. After the 1st of the year, all my adult male clothes will be given away except a pair of jeans and shirt I will wear while I build my own crib, playpen and high chair and then paint and decorate my nursery.

All my outfits are going to be extremely effeminate and sissy and will have petticoats under every dress, ultra thick cloth custom made diapers (made by Angel Fluff) over disposables, plastic panties, super frilly bonnets, lacey pinafores and anything else they want. We all three signed this contract.

One of their stipulations is that whenever I need to pee or poop that I kneel before them and beg permission to wet or mess my diapers. They have made sure i understand that THEY alone will decide how long I must stay in messy or wet diapers. The absolute minimum time will be one full hour.

They added punishments for any infraction such as eating multiple raw eggs, soap in the mouth, locked outside for a minimum of one hour, spanking or 24 hours locked in my crib.

I am so incredibly happy now! I never though this would ever actually happen.

[Fontaine]

You'll excuse me if I don't believe you good sir.

[Little BabyDoll Christine]

Two words will put an end to that "shitty diapers" will replace the euphemistic "messy diapers"

[Sissysweet]

Fontaine you are free to disbelieve. I will be posting pics soon and a copy of the contract. You will see more than just me in the pics. My GF and her daughter have just decided that whatever makes me happy makes them happy,

[Codymoogle]

True or fantasy, it sounds very elaborate.

I'll give you the benefit of the doubt here, as I suppose it could be at least partially true, but I do have a few questions:

1. Assuming you have a job, how will you continue working? At age 59 I suppose one could retire, but I'm pretty sure that with the initial expenses (nursery furniture, baby clothing, whatever else your heart is desiring) + any ongoing expenses you may have, you'll still need to have a steady source of income from somewhere. Most employers wouldn't want a baby as an employee.

2. How would you deal with public situations? Most people...don't take kindly to what you're describing. I've simply used my binky in public before, and I have gotten piercing "WTF?" stares just from that. Your luck may be even worse. This isn't to say it's not possible to go 24/7/365 in a situation like yours, but do you have rule modifications for public use? An example of one of the things I'm worried about for you in public is this:

One of their stipulations is that whenever I need to pee or poop that I kneel before them and beg permission to wet or mess my diapers. They have made sure i understand that THEY alone will decide how long I must stay in messy or wet diapers. The absolute minimum time will be one full hour.

Doing that in public might get you arrested, I would think, depending on how much of a scene you cause with your begging. That, and spending that length of time in a soaked or soiled diaper isn't just bad for your skin - it's also UNSANITARY. What I mean by that is, the longer you're in a diaper, the more at risk you are for leaking either pee or poop. Once urine leaves your body, it is NOT sterile anymore, ESPECIALLY if it's been in contact with poop. Poop is not sterile either, obviously. You can spread germs very quickly & very easily. Leaks happen, yes, but it's common courtesy to do everything you can to prevent them in public as well as being prepared to clean up your own leaks if they should happen - whether that's carrying along some "pet spray"/disinfectant & a scrub brush, and/or notifying personnel of leaks & offering to clean the leak up. Going so long in wet and especially messy diapers goes against this courtesy. I understand that sometimes one can't get an opportunity to change right away, but changing ASAP is the way to go. Spend as long as you want in soiled diapers on your own property, but please think of others when it comes to your bodily waste, deliberate wetting/messing or not.

3. I'd suggest that you watch out for your own health as well - generally, all you'll get from prolonged exposure to wet & messy diapers is diaper rash, but it can be worse (UTIs, for example). Further, there are a few health points I'd like to address here:

- Raw eggs? Okay, I doubt a raw egg or two once in a while is incredibly dangerous, BUT getting food poisoning from undercooked/raw food is very possible. If you want a food based punishment, why not hot sauce or lemon juice, or something else you wouldn't enjoy but is less of a gamble?

- A baby food diet won't hurt you as long as you're careful to get in adult nutrition, which seems to have already been addressed by you saying that you'll be dining on pureed adult food. However, unless your goal is to become dependent on purees (as your stomach will reject "adult" food over time if all it's getting is mush), it's not a good idea to eat solely that. I'd suggest adding some variety in texture from time to time, such as lumps, shreds, or cut up bites with your purees. You may also want to include a plan for eating out if you'll be doing that, since restaurants usually don't serve pureed adult food aside from "usual" fare like applesauce & mashed potato. I do know that some restaurants do give baby food at little or no charge, but this probably only applies to chronological babies.

- You mentioned baby mittens, and I highly suggest that if you're going to wear them a lot, you should get in some hand exercise every day. My suggestion would be to go mitten free in public (especially for those diaper reasons I mentioned above). Unless, of course, you want disuse atrophy in your hands.

4. What will you do when your caregiver(s) need a break? You really should have a plan for this, and I hope you do, because they will need a break & some "me" time themselves, just like with chronological children. You can give back easily during these times, so I'd suggest doing so.

5. Further, if you don't have an "escape route" for if the 24/7/365 life no longer suits you or the relationship(s) you have now with your girlfriend, her daughter, and whoever else is caring for you go sour - ie, turning into non-consensual abuse - you're foolish. It'd be wise to draw up a "just-in-case" plan, and if your caregiver(s) aren't receptive, you should take that as a red flag.

Just my $0.02

~ Cody, AKA moogle

[Sissysweet]

Sorry about those who do not think it is real. YOUR problem, not mine. I am retired from my own business for 2 reasons. The economy slowed down too much and I am now medically unable to work anyway as I am awaiting spinal fusion. This coming Monday is my pre-surgery meeting with the neurosurgeon.

We are still working on all the details for the 24/7 as for one thing, I need more cloth diapers and plastic pants so i do not have to wait while these are washed and dried. Toay we spent about an hour picking designs for dresses from Unikaren's site and Sew Creations. This is going to be a costly venture due to all the purchases to be made and the construction after the 1st of the year of my nursery. I will be on very limited activity for about 3 months after the surgery.

I have had small bouts of diaper rash already but we control that with 2 different OTC ointments. We have sufficient income for me to live as an AB and both my GF and her daughter like my demeanor beter as a sissy baby. As I said, pics are coming.

As for baby bood, currently my breakfast diet is typical cream of wheat or pablum. This is augmented with anything else that is gross for breakfast (pureed vegetables) and a raw egg. Lunch and dinner are sometimes just pureed food that my caregivers are having. I get a bottle at 12:00 noon one before my nap, 6:00pm after dinner, and one at 2:00 am when they get up for a while to care for a couple elderly cats we have.

WE have a LONG way to go but so far they both really like what is happening. As for public outings, OBVIOUSLY we will be aware of public exposure in the extreme, but I am fully clothed at all times- just in a short baby dress and bonnet.

You can see the mittens created for me on the SEW-CREATIONS.com site. I have another seamstress in Pennsylvania doing the majority of the layette and wardrobe.

And sorry to disappoint you Leilin. I do not do drugs and never have.

[Sissysweet]

This now the first day of the third weekas a full time sissy baby. I have had to spend some time outside my new baby world though to deal with my own medical issues and a couple visits to the drug store for supplies and medicine for my back.

As I prefer yucky baby food style meals, most but not all my meals are altered cereals like pablum or cream of wheat for breakfast. These usually are a single serving of pablum allowed to cool with a small jar of pureed peas or carrots on top and usually fisnished off with a single raw egg. Sometimes 2. A small bottle of apple juice as well.

I have lunch at noon which is usually just pureed adult food with some milk added to make a mush. Then I get my first bottle of milk for my nap which is from noon to 3 pm. I am allowed up to play or color while my aunties watch TV. Dinner time is 6 pm and is usually more pureed adult food and some water. My bedtime is 6- 6:30 and I get another bottle of warm milk. They will sometimes add castor oil to my milk to makle it taste yucky and make me have poopies.

After the first of the year they will be MUCH more strict and restrictive as to what I can do and I should also be starting on building my special crib and high chair. This will take a while as I have already been told I will have a maximum of one day in adult clothes and allowed to work only on my nursery and furniture.

It seems that each day my step daughter is enjoying this arrangement more and more. They have also discussed the possibility of using me in a more adult way on cleaning day by allowing me to be a maid for a few hours before returning to my sissy baby world.

I have found that when I am fully dressed and "in the zone" my back does not hurt anywhere near the same as when I am not sissified. I also sleep much better- until I have a accident. Wetting and messing are becoming so easy I hardly have to try. Last night I messed my diapers while I was awake and did not even realize it. This is what they were hoping would happen but we thought it would take a long time. I guess when you are as happy and content as I am now your wishes just may come true!

We have been collecting pictures and ideas on nurseries, dresses and bonnets and sissy baby style toys- dollies, teddybears, and mobiles for my crib. I am looking for a collection on CD of lullabies and nursery rhymes if any knows of a good source.

I have seriously been thinking about selling my tool collection and all the electronic parts I have in stock to be able to buy a whole lot of custom sissy dresses and accessories. I explained to my aunties that I have never been as happy and content as I am now and I want to get rid of any memory of my old adult male life. Living like this permanently and with all the usual baby style accessories and activities is what i truly want. I have no reason to have anything adult available to me anymore and I see no need for me to have anything adult or male in my possession. "Babyman" in Arizona did this and I see no reason why I can't do it too. You only go around once in life so do it as a sissy baby and be happy!