hazardouskink

Haha, I was gonna say... if you use the right diapers a 2qt enema is a LOT of fun in disposables! I do it all the time, but never with any added stimulant. Granted, I'm always standing in my tub so leaks won't matter.

Yep, well... there's another one to add to the list of 'faux messes'! Can't say as though I've tried pasta down the pants (or diaper!), but its certainly gotta be a good feeling.

I can't say I can relate (as I usually have the opposite problem), but it sounds like you had a fantastic time!! Thanks for sharing.

must try this! I'm a VERY funny individual when I'm high. Like, all I do is laugh and then fall asleep. I'm very entertaining at parties. I'd probably just think that my diaper was hilarious!

I'm strictly fetish also. I have no problem with what other people chose to label themselves or what they do or what they get off to or anything like that, but for me personally I neither understand nor participate in the AB culture. I am DL, through and through. There is no regression, there is no sense of security, there is no trip to my carefree past, and certainly no platonic enjoyment... I wear diapers to feel darn good and make my climaxes that much better. It is sexual, it is fetishistic, it is pointedly powerful. That also means (like you) that my fetishes come and go. Sometimes I'm so into diapers that my friends wonder where I've gone for a week. Sometimes I'm so into one of my other fetishes that my diapers stay up in the attic gathering dust for months. Sometimes I'm content to be vanilla for a time until I rediscover my fetishes, always there, always waiting. I personally do not understand how people can get off to 'vanilla' porn, especially the produced stuff. Amateur is getting a bit better, but seriously... I don't get it. I need fetish to get off. No idea why. Great post! Glad theres more of us out there!

Wow, the folks who are replying negatively need to actually READ the thread before replying. Geez. OP, they're just being muffin-heads. If you hold it until you are desperate the sound of a forceful stream will almost always make its way thru a disposable. Trickles will barely ever be heard. Instead, why not try having your S/O put her hand on the diaper to feel the warmth spread? Its worth a try (and hot to boot!)

I appreciate your reply, but I am very familiar. Like I said in my opening paragraph this is a fiscal move, not an emotional one. That said, anyone interested?

I've hit a financial snag in my life that's simultaneously forcing a physical downsize in what I can accommodate AND a definite depression in my interest in fetishes. Ergo... you all benefit from my rough patch! I'm offering a bulk sale of everything I have that's AB/DL related. I'd prefer to send it all at once, it'll be a pretty big box though. Included are the following: - 16 terry clothes (good stuffers). this pack is unused - 10 prefold baby diapers (also stuffers). some used, some new. used ones have been well washed and there is only one with any visible minor stains - enema kit (hot water bottle style), recently sterilized - 3 pairs of small leakmaster diapers from adultclothdiaper.com. 2 are UNOPENED, one is open but clean. - Baby oil lotion - unopened care bears extra-large baby wipes - 28 s/m depends fitted briefs - 5 cvs fitted briefs (s/m) new style cloth backed - 2 cvs fitted briefs (s/m) OLD STYLE PLASTIC BACK! hard to find! - 25 XL goodnites, some girl print but mostly boy print - BONUS: pacifier - BONUS: baby bottle - BONUS: frilly black panty Asking somewhere in the neighborhood of $100 but will negotiate. Best offer takes it, you pay shipping. I'm located in GA and will use whatever shipping methods you prefer. Don't worry, it'll be in a plain box.

yes, its amazing. my current partner and i LOVE to do this! and what with urine being sterile and all... there's no more risk than wetting your own diapers unless their junk is filthy. FYI.

This discussion is irrelevant and inflammatory. Mods?

Of course we're all familiar with the physical sensations of the deed, but it's so hard to separate out the emotional/mental responses that I'm honestly not sure if I could consider them exclusively in a description of my process. I know that at first I'm excited and heightened and even somewhat nervous, although not in the negative sense. Just anticipatory, basically. If the messing is in public or a situation where there's an element of risk I feel delightfully devious and twisted and revel in the fact that I'm enjoying something no one else can see or experience, a private ecstasy that 99% of the folks around me would never think to look for or understand. If I'm at home, there's that great sense of willful defiance in the deed, especially when viewed in the mirror. One of those "hey, you. yeah. look. I'm filling my f***ing diaper" conversations with yourself. There's a sense of extreme control and satisfaction as your load slides out into your diaper. No one else could possibly give me that sensation, and everything that is happening is from me, for me, and because of me. I also think that the moment where you really fully comprehend that you really are about to crouch down in your diapers and fill them with your own home-brand muck there's a delightful mindfuck. the socially-conditioned disgust we're supposed to feel and the extreme excitement and elation of going through with it form this wonderful vacuum of responsibility where for a few moments we're completely, blissfully dismissed from any and all worry or care. Yeah, I'm shitting myself. It's the dirtiest, lest responsible thing I could do to myself and still live. Bring it on. filling a diaper as a result of an enema or stuffing session is completely different, as it's pure sensation. fuck the mentalities; the feeling of that hot load and the way it interacts with my diaper is the only reality in that situation.

this message brought to you from on top of a diaper filled with 2 cups of pudding and a cup and a half of oatmeal! *rolls in awesomeness*

sounds exactly like my experience! when i was really young, probably 5-6, I would take a big blanket and tie it around me like a diaper. then i would proceed to stuff it full of all my plushies till i had this huge, hyper diaper bulge. just feeling it between my legs and the sensations therein was enough to get me off, even at that age. my wetting started in pants, no idea where that came from. but i've always been addicted to having a 'padded' feeling. combining the two (and adding messing!) was the best thing I'd discovered since the internet!

I'm glad lots of you folks have the opportunity to mess whenever you want, that's awesome! But some folks (like myself) don't have that luxury. being in a living situation with flatmates, having an extremely hectic schedule that leaves me virtually NO time for effective cleanup most days/weeks, and a desire to remain globally socially acceptable by not going out with an almighty stink in public all contribute to my inability to indulge daily in my very favorite messy pasttime. That's just something to keep in mind for all you lucky ducks who get to mess whenever you please.

A thread devoted a messer's very best friend at times when poop just can't be employed: surrogate loads! Rant, rave, share, discuss... let us know how you feel. maybe you'll learn something new! I personally love the classic oatmeal. A good cup and a half of hot oatmeal in the diaper does the trick every time. and the best part is, you can wear it around all day without skin irritation or smell! Of course, nothing comes NEAR the real thing, but when discretion and/or timing forbids a good home-brewed deposit in the pants, it comes darn close. I've also tried and loved the bananas-up-the-tailpipe trick. Unfortunately I usually get 'the urge' before the bananas really have a chance to completely goo themselves up and warm up to poop temp, so I don't do it all that frequently. Does anyone have experience with warmed pudding? I'd love to try that some time. I suppose a trip to the grocery would be in order for that.