Help me..

[Krysty]

Tears flowing free
from this pain within me
how did I get to where
I am now?
~
Broken and scarred
confused and terrified.
longing to return
to  how things used to be
~
A million thoughts
racing through my mind
and equally as many
flowing through my heart
~
Where do I go?
What do I do,
all I know is I
dont want to hurt any of you..
~
Dont want to hurt you with the rage
Dont want to hurt you because of my pain,
wanting to flee,
but you're such a big part of me,
and I would be
so lost without any of you
walking beside me
~
I dont understand
I cant comprehend
how anyone could love me...
~
Ripped and torn apart
I hear the screams
a seemingly eternal chorus
from within my heart
~
Screams of despair
its like I'm gasping for air
struggling to keep my self
from sinking further into pain
~
The pain that seems so real
robs me of any reason to care
as tears again
begin to drown me..
as I cry help me,
i dont know what to do,
help me..
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