I want you all to know

[Amber's Boy]

I love all of you.

I've recently, only a moment ago, realized that I love me.  I'm an AB, and all kinds of other stuff.  I'm finally cool with it. 

I'm cool with me.  It's taken two decades, but I'm good now.  I feel like I've been hiding from myself for my entire life.  I won't tell you that everything is perfect.  I've got some things to work on, sure, but I think I've become happy with me.  That makes me someone I'd like to help.

I've been through a lot of shit, and hang on to it for too long.  I know it and I'm gonna be a better me, a fuller me.

I love me, and you too.

Keep kicking ass

--E

[Amber's Boy]

I guess what I'm getting at is that I'm cool.  Lol

Now, I'm cool with wearing pants, playing with my legos, coloring.  Fixing shit around the house, working on whatever in the garage, cleaning. I can be big, or little.  Little has to take a backseat sometimes, but I don't feel shame anymore.  I'm gonna be me.  

I have to do the dishes, but afterwards I might color or hug Mr. Gunderson and nap.

I'm good with all of it.

I love me, and you too.

--E