Starting to notice changes in my bladder

[Lee]

I've been wearing full time for around 1 1/2 years and over the past couple months I'm finally starting to notice changes in how my bladder is acting. It's getting easier to let my bladder release and letting it drain a little out is starting to feel semi automatic. I'm also getting better at just ignoring it when I am peeing and letting my bladder drain completely and not worrying so much that I'll have to change soon. Really looking forward to when I have to be careful if I'm NOT wearing a diaper. It's going frustratingly slow. I really really want my bladder to empty automatically every 10 or so minutes or when I stretch or lift things.

I've played around with catheters and stents. I have a stent design that is fairly comfortable. I really like how it feels. I love the feeling that diapers are ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY.

I'm hoping I continue to progress and eventually become diaper dependent.