care and love

[Wannatripbaby]

They lead everyone upstairs. Tonight Jennifer is putting you to bed.

She helps you up on the table "My, someone's a soggy girl this evening." She gives your drenched diaper a few pats before she she starts removing it.

 

[Diaper_teen66]

i wait

[Wannatripbaby]

"I'm glad to see Cindy recovering quickly. I was a little worried that spaghetti would be too harsh on her stomach. But Sam insisted since it's her favorite."

[Diaper_teen66]

i could tell

[Wannatripbaby]

"At this rate she'll be back to changing your diapers in no time."

[Diaper_teen66]

yup

[Wannatripbaby]

She finishes changing your diaper and helps you off the table.

"Now then, let's get you in your jammies."

[Diaper_teen66]

yeah

[Wannatripbaby]

She puts you in your onesie and helps you into the crib. "I'm sorry we don't have more time for cuddling. But you know how things are right now."

[Diaper_teen66]

that complealy fine with me

[Wannatripbaby]

She smiles "I knew you'd understand." She gives you a kiss. "Goodnight, baby. I love you very, very much."

[Diaper_teen66]

nite i go to sleep

[Wannatripbaby]

While asleep you have a horrible nightmare about your dad. So horrible you wake up in the middle of the night nearly hyperventilating.

[Diaper_teen66]

i sit up 

[Wannatripbaby]

Your heart is pounding. You're sweating. And your eyes are wet with tears you don't remember crying.

[Diaper_teen66]

i hold the plushie thats im my crib

[Wannatripbaby]

The plushie helps. But you're still quite a bit shaken up.

[Diaper_teen66]

i lay down unable to go back to sleep

[Wannatripbaby]

A half hour passes and you still feel no closer to sleep than when you first woke up. The images replaying on a loop in your mind.

[Diaper_teen66]

i toss and turn unable to sleep at all 

[Wannatripbaby]

You remember that the baby monitor was never taken off your crib. Ms. Jennifer put it up and said to call if you need anything.

Of course that was back when you were all bandaged up and they weren't sure how well you could sleep if at all.

It is 4am.

[Diaper_teen66]

i felt tempted to call her but i figued she didnt have it on

[Wannatripbaby]

Another hour goes by and still sleep eludes you.

[Diaper_teen66]

i just lay there

[Wannatripbaby]

You eventually managed to fall asleep about a half hour before Aaron comes to get you up. "Gooooooood morning, Amber!"