6th grade to pre k

[tidit45]

"But but mama what me do till then?" I say frantically still on your knee

[Danny]

I look at you "you can sit and watch tv or you can play with your new toys"

[tidit45]

"New toys?" I ask quizzically behind my drool covered paci 

[Danny]

I nod "I've bought you toys appropriate for a two year old. Have fun now stinky butt" 

She wiped your mouth and kisses you "mommy just needs to use the bathroom and then she'll think about getting you cleaned up"

[tidit45]

As you put me in my playpen full of new toddler and baby toys I cry and suck my paci looking around

[Danny]

I look at you and kiss you "baby girl. Don't cry. It's okay.  You'll be changed soon but mommy will change you before beddy byes" 

[tidit45]

I watch you walk to the bathroom with tears in my eyes and drool down my chin I grab a stuffed seal and squeeze it waiting for you to get back I hate this sticky stinky diaper. I mean what well they say at school?!

[Danny]

I come back to you "don't worry. I'm sure you won't make poopy at school. You don't normally poop during the day do you?" 

[tidit45]

"No not normally mama" I say looking at you with big sad eyes clutching the stuffed seal putting it's one ear into my mouth.

[Danny]

Looks at you and nods "well then. Your diapers will be hidden so there is nothing to worry about" 

[tidit45]

"I guess, but mama what will I wear over them not these baby clothes right?" I say quickly dropping the paci from my mouth

[Danny]

Looks at you and smiles "Honey.  I'm not that mean. You can wear big girl clothing.  I wouldn't make you wear a onesie to school" 

[tidit45]

I let out a little sigh on relief and begin to chew on the stuffed seals ear again not able to do much else in the playpen and now I cant find my paci

 

[Danny]

Picks you up and lays you down on your changing table ready to be changed. 

[tidit45]

"Yay tank oo mama!" I say still grasping the stuffed seal wiggling around

[Danny]

I look at you "ooh that's a stinky diaper my little princess has made for mommy. Mommy's got a messy job on her hands hasn't she"

[tidit45]

"I sorry mama, me wanna be a big girl and not make stinky changes for mommy." I pout

[Danny]

Looks at you and smiles "my princess is using her pampers like she should be so mommy is very pleased with you" 

[tidit45]

"But but me big girl, I should be using da potty" I say now suckling on my fingers

[Danny]

I put a pacifier in your mouth. 

"As I said, you're using your diapers like a good girl and that's the way it's going to stay" 

I start opening your diaper 

[tidit45]

I suck on the pacifier in defeat. "Wes mama..." is what comes out around my paci, while I look away from the source of the stink filling the room. Thinking to my self about how just yesterday I turned 11 and look at me now...

[Danny]

I smile at my baby girl 

"No need to be embarrassed.  You did a good job. Babies make lots of stinky diapers. I'm sure this won't be the last" 

I hold my nose "pee yew that stinks!" I start wiping front to back 

[Danny]

BUMP

[tidit45]

I start to sniffle behind my paci, shutting my eyes and trying to block out the world it's been a long day

[Danny]

The rest of the diaper change is done in silence, with mom wanting to clean her daughters bottom without any more whining or complains