Growing too fast (private for SSJTyler and Valeria)

[SSJTyler]

* there is nothing to help you grew up there. mostly our room and your room *

[valeria]

I don't listen as i threw stuff around hoping for some type of answer as i was stressing out as mommy tries to get me to calm me down.

[SSJTyler]

* mommy puts your pacifier in your mouth to help you relax, you start to suck on it without noticing.* come on baby why don't you play with some of your toys?

[valeria]

I shook my head no as i wanted to be big again and not this height as mommy looks at you for help.

[SSJTyler]

* I pick you up and cuddle you in my arms * sweetie there is a way to be big again but I don't think you can do it sweetie....

[valeria]

"I can too do it but you no let me" i pout looking away from you as i try to get out of your arms.

[SSJTyler]

you can sweetie? well ok sweetie but it might be hard are you super sure? * I set you down * ok first things first you need to pick a toy out ok sweetie. * points to the toy chest *

[valeria]

"why do i have to pick a toy" i look at you as mommy watches from the side of the room.

[SSJTyler]

to show big you are sweetie. the more you show how big you are the bigger you will get but if you show your being little... well...

[valeria]

I sigh and waddle over to pick a toy out from the toy chest as i pick the teddy bear.

[SSJTyler]

a teddy bear huh? what's it name?

[valeria]

I don't know its just a bear" i look at you

[SSJTyler]

it is? you have no other name for it? oh my! I think you just got a bit smaller.... * you really didn't but are scared I am right and you believe me * come on sweetie be a big girl!

[valeria]

I get scared as i looked like i was gonna start crying as i drop the bear on the floor.

[SSJTyler]

oh come on sweetie I know you can do it! pick up the bear and give it a name and play with it like a big girl!

[valeria]

I pick it up as i struggle to think of a name for it as i don't look at you or mommy.

[SSJTyler]

looks like it stopped... hope you can get bigger. try not to drop your friend again ok sweetie?

[valeria]

Mommy smiles saying "come on sweetie just go play with some toys okay"

I wouldn't listen as i throw the bear.

[SSJTyler]

* I got with mommy and help her pick out toys for you. most of them are for toddlers but of course its all to help you become littler but its not like you can tell, we pull out a 4-in-1 Baby Born Nursery, Tap-a-Tune Xylophone, Lil' Ocean Explorers Dunk 'n Juggle Seal, Little Tikes Hammer and Ball Set and a 5-1 Adjustable Gym * look here sweetie more toys to try and be big with!

[valeria]

I shook my head not wanting any of them as i try to leave the room as it was getting harder to think of my adult life as if it doesn't exist to me anymore.

[SSJTyler]

awww I guess she wont be a big girl... well she tired. * we get up and walk over to you and pick you up * oh my... * I pat your bottom and you can feel your diaper squish against you, it

[valeria]

I kick my legs as i try to get out of your arms as mommy smiles and helps you get me changed as i wouldn't keep still.

[SSJTyler]

* she changes you in my arms, since you were only wet it was easy for her* mm I guess she really wants to be a baby. she not trying to potty, behave like a big girl at all or even try to speak like a big girl. guess she is just our little baby girl after all. must be a phase. its ok though she will grow out.. well under it *giggles a bit with mommy*

[valeria]

I kick and scream as i bite your arm as you let go of me i try to run out of the room and for the stairs hoping to get away as i wished i was big again.

[SSJTyler]