Amanda & Jasmine (valeria/Kaidus exclusive)

[Kaidus]

Nevin, Charles and I get to talking while Jasmine's changing your diaper, though I don't intend to spill the beans about it; they're just as stumped as we are about your behavior.

[valeria]

I pout as i didn't want to leave my room as jasmine makes me go with her downstairs to where everyone was as i keep quiet.

[Kaidus]

Jasmine holds your hand the whole way: "All your brother and I ask is that you give this a chance" gives you a kiss on your forehead as you come into the living room.

[valeria]

I sit there quiet as i didn't want to talk i barely look at the counsilors as one of them was talking.

[Kaidus]

"It's also understandable that the situation you were thrust into is highly stressful"

[valeria]

"I..i will not go to some recreation center and thats it" i get off your lap and go to the kitchen

[Kaidus]

I breathe out that the situation is going to be

[valeria]

I sit there at the table curled up on the chair with my head down as i close my eyes as jasmine finishes setting the food on the table and walks in to the living room saying "dinner is ready"

[Kaidus]

Nevin, Charles and I follow Jasmine to the table where we see you already there; we all take a seat.

[valeria]

Jasmine says "well i don't know todd i guess it sounds alright"

I sit there trying to ignore everything.

[Kaidus]

Todd begins to think of what he's doing before moving on: "Amanda, I know we shouldn't be leaving you out so here's a question you should answer: what would you like to do in all of this?"

[valeria]

I sit there as i pick at my food alittle as i mumble alittle saying "i would rather deal with it on my own"

[Kaidus]

We all look at each other upon hearing your words unable to come up with a reply until Jasmine speaks up;

[valeria]

"I..i don't know i just want to do it on my own im not a baby that needs help all the time"

[Kaidus]

"Nobody's saying you are" Jasmine assures you; "It's okay to ask for help, but your brother and I have been too forceful until now and we're sorry; all we want is to help you in any way we can."

[valeria]

"well i don't always need help i can do things on my own" i sit there as i try to keep my cool.

[Kaidus]

"There is a question I'll need to ask you in private" Jasmine says not wanting to draw any unnecessary attention.

[valeria]

I get up as i walk out of the kitchen and in to the living room

[Kaidus]

Jasmine follows you so she can ask her question while the three of us continue to talk.

[valeria]

"why does it matter right now" i don't look at jasmine as i stood there

[Kaidus]

"Because if you want to handle everything on your own, you need to know how to" Jasmine answers; "I can walk you through the process if you don't know how, but you also need to know when it's time to change; I don't want you getting a rash or infection."

[valeria]

"i don't care i don't need to be taught how to change a diaper" i try to keep myself from yelling as i walk back in to the kitchen and go back to eatting alittle bit more.

[Kaidus]

Jasmine tries to keep calm as she follows you back to the kitchen; she whispers in my ear about what she asked you.

[valeria]

Jasmine sighs alittle as she sits down next to you as you all talk i barely eat as i didn't feel that hungry anymore.

[Kaidus]

I notice how down you look so I wrap an arm around you in a one-arm hug; my only hope is that you understand how much I love you and care about you.