Purging / Self-Induced Vomiting / Eating Disorders

[bloom]

Does anyone have any issues with self-induced vomiting?

Basically I'll eat either with the intention of throwing up, OR I'll eat and realize it made me really full, and then make myself throw up. Sometimes what I eat can be a big meal, but if you saw me eating it you wouldn't be like "oh my god he is eating so much." On average I'd say it's as much as a hamburger with fries.

I could get more into detail, but I was hoping someone might have some experience. I am currently seeing a therapist for this and also on medication. As my depression as gotten worse, so has this issue.

I know that this issue is typically associated with bulimia. That's not what I'm talking about (according to two therapists I don't fit the criteria for bulimia, but I do fit criteria for "eating disorder not otherwise specified" - - not that it matters what the DSM IV says, I'm just trying to explain my situation. I'm an average-sized guy and I do like how my body looks.)

I didn't realize this was really a problem for me until I started doing it more and more, and now it is something I do several times a week, sometimes every day, especially when I am depressed. I realize this is very unhealthy. Very bad for my body. I was hoping someone might have some experience or insight about this. Again, I understand from a medical perspective this is very, very not good for me.

[sarah_ab]

the national eating disorder association has an entire section dedicated to just men and boys with disordered eating which can be found http://www.nationale...en-and-boys.php <<< there

There is an anonymous helpline which can also help connect you with an eating disorder specialist in your area go here http://www.nationale...get-help-today/ and call the number.

as well, if insurance is an issue, there are many low cost clinics that can connect you to a therapist and prescribing nurse and to free support groups.

I'm not sure where you are located but calling the help line can also connect you with local support groups, or online support groups that are specifically geared towards men with eating disorders.

I am glad to hear that not only do you recognize the health issue but are looking for help! I hope you find a good doctor to work with, and remember, if you don't feel its working out with a doctor or therapist, you have every right to try and find a different one! they will not take offence!!!!