Lesson Learned (Private For Babygoth And Musicaddict)

[musicaddict]

"I have to have hope, Jen. Even if I am fucking pissed at her and never want her to date Danni again should she ever show her face around us, that doesn't mean I don't care about her." Rachel said.

[babygoth]

" I care to but the little sister I love is gone and she not coming back " I start crying harder now into Rachel

[musicaddict]

Rachel knew anything she said wouldn't be comforting and instead just held her close and rocked her as her own tears started falling.

[babygoth]

I keep crying as Rachel rocks me I knew I had to gets this out I just feel worst as I feel Rachel tears landing on me I then mumble something

[musicaddict]

"Didn't catch that, love." Rachel said, managing to keep her voice even.

[babygoth]

" my warm milk getting cold I don't want to warm it again " I say

[musicaddict]

"I should have thought to put it in a bottle or sippy cup for you." Rachel said.

[babygoth]

" why? I'm fine drinking from a mug " I ask/say I then pick up my mug and drink my milk

[musicaddict]

"Yeah, but feeding you a bottle normally comforts you." Rachel said.

[babygoth]

" it won't help this time hun not really " I say with a sigh and keep drinking out of my mug and getting milk down my top

[musicaddict]

"If this were a different situation, I'd make a comment about wet t-shirt contests." Rachel joked.

[babygoth]

I raise one eyebrow at Rachel then look down and goan

[musicaddict]

"You didn't feel it?" Rachel asked, surprised.

[babygoth]

" no like I said the milk was getting cold " I say with a shrug and lean on Rachel and start sucking on my thumb again

[musicaddict]

Rachel rocked and hummed Jenny's lullaby until she fell asleep. It was awhile before she drifted off herself.

[babygoth]

I had curled up into Rachel hidding half my face into her as I sleep the rest of the night like that

[musicaddict]

Rachel woke up the next morning with an aching neck from her head resting at an odd angle. "Ow."

[babygoth]

I wake and look at Rachel " sorry I'll get cram for your neck " I say and get up

[musicaddict]

"Thank you." Rachel said, not even going to argue or try to say she was fine.

[babygoth]

I come back in and start rubbing it in

[musicaddict]

"Mmm, you're a saint." Rachel said as the cream began to heat up and help.

[babygoth]

" not really its my fult that its hurt anyway " i say as I keep rubbing

[musicaddict]

"Still." Rachel said, tilting her head slightly so that Jenny could get right where it hurt.

[babygoth]

" still nothing it was my frult " I say as I rub where it hurts

[musicaddict]

"Keep up that massage and we'll be even." Rachel said as her muscles started to relax.