Lesson Learned (Private For Babygoth And Musicaddict)

[babygoth]

Kris held Rachel hand a little tight she mumble a little about nothing really then said " they done now "

[musicaddict]

"Yeah, baby girl. The doctor did it while you were out. He made sure to give me a sheet of paper with instruction on caring for them and you'll have to come back in two weeks to get them removed." Rachel said, lightly stroking Kris's hair with her other hand while being careful so the it wouldn't hurt Kris.

[babygoth]

" two weeks to get them out ok I'll right a note on that and put it next to my phone when I get home " kris mumble sleepily and started to close her eyes again from the luck of food and sleep and also drinking every night kris ended up pass out again

[musicaddict]

Rachel sighed at that but smiled slightly. Making sure Kris could leave, Rachel picked the girl up and managed to get her in the car without waking her. Getting her home, into some pjs, and tucked into bed was a little more difficult but with some help from Jenny they managed not to wake her.

[babygoth]

" did you knock her out rach " I ask as I was in to much shock to say anything before

Kris lay there pass out never waking onces all her stuff was still there as kris never came back to the house once in till to night that is

[musicaddict]

"No. She took one look at the needle and passed out. She woke up for a bit after that and then I'm not sure if she passed out or fell asleep." Rachel said, smiling at the sight of Kris back in her own bed.

[babygoth]

"huh ok then " I say with a nod and lay on the bed

[musicaddict]

"You planning on staying the night with her?" Rachel asked.

[babygoth]

" no if she wakes up she wouldn't want to see me " I say with a sigh and got again and left the room

[musicaddict]

"Or maybe she would. You're avoiding her Jen and she needs to know you still love her." Rachel said, following her out.

[babygoth]

" she hates me she never even said a word to me just looks that made me wet my self" I said really embarrassed that my own sister scared me so bad

[musicaddict]

"You know Kris b etter than I do. And if I have a gut feeling that she's putting on an act then you should know she is." Rachel said.

[babygoth]

" yeah I know " I said a shame but I was still scared of kris

[musicaddict]

"You're her big sister...and her mama if she ever stops being stubborn. Stop letting your fear rule you." Rachel said.

[babygoth]

" I don't mean to it just she back to the old kris who all away pick on me in till I cried she never saw me more as a thing to pick on then a sister " I mumble and lower my head in shame

[musicaddict]

"I remember that, Jen. I did once threaten to kick her out for that very thing." Rachel said and rubbed her back. "But, are you going to let that define your relationship with her?"

[babygoth]

" how is when you say it she sobs and hugs me when I say it she leaves and becomes a bitch who hates everyone again " I say I then just shrug

[musicaddict]

"Because the circumstances were different." Rachel said and hugged her.

[babygoth]

" yeah I all ways fuck up " I say unhappily and move away from the hug shyly

[musicaddict]

"No you don't. Look how good you are with Danni if you need proof." Rachel said. "Go. Be with Kris. Even if she still leaves again, I know you and I know you'll beat yourself up if you don't try."

[babygoth]

I don't say anything at first but I then blush and whisper shyly to Rachel " will you feed me a bottle and read to me in till I fall a sleep plz "

[musicaddict]

"Of course I will. Let me quickly tuck Danni in and fix you a bottle, ok?" Rachel smiled and kissed her softly.

[babygoth]

" ok thank you " .I say softly with a shy smile on my face

[musicaddict]

Rachel smiled and got up. She took a moment to tuck Danni into bed. Her sister had moved into the guest room from the night Kris left and Rachel couldn't fault her for trying to move on. Once Danni was asleep, she check on Kris once more. When she came back to the bedroom, she had a bottle of warm milk and asked, "What do you want me to read to you?"

[babygoth]

I had change my self in to a clean diaper and some footies pjs on with my blankiey in my hand and my teddy in my arms and nod at Rachel