I Don'T Care

[wugga]

i did not have a normal childhood and i am not having a normal adulthood. i am not having a life. it is not possible for me to have a life. this is because i'm done disservices because i can't do favors.

i'm transcribing the contents of a human existence without embellishment. if the content of my posts becomes unacceptable i hope you eventually take it as a sign of more than the fault of a transcriber. this might go on for some time.

i'm not going to read my threads.

[sarah_ab]

Perhaps then you should create a blog, or make a thread in the depression forum and post all your ramblings there. Then others will not be bogged down with unneccessary threads.

If you are truely in the state which you claim, then go to the depression forum and call any one of the numbers listed in the emergency hotline thread.

[maly]

Sorry to hear that you are having a tough time,try and hang on in there.

When i was going through my breakdown i found writing very helpful,

May some respite soon come for you.

Try and find a small bit of love for yourself.

Mal.

[BabyGizmo]

i know where you are coming from man, i have been like this for a while myself. it gets better. not careing doesnt make it any easyer though.

[Aina]

Even though it may not mean much to you at present please be assured it does get better. sarah_ab offers an excellent suggestion. I hope you take a look. I hold you in my prayers.