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So it has been a while since I posted on here. I had been 24/7 diaper dependent for about a year and a half, but something that I had not completely accounted for, but kind of saw coming hit me like a brick wall and forced me to have to stop wearing during the day at least. About two weeks ago I had scheduled a medical procedure that I initially had planned to wear a diaper too but our financial situation had gotten so to the point where when we were no longer able to order my diapers so I made the decision at least for the prep of the medical procedure which required me to clean myself out, if you know what I mean. I did not want to waste diapers so I decided that I would go that day without. But then the realization that I probably wasn't going to get new diapers for a while started to sink in and after my procedure, I had made the decision, as difficult as it was, to go diaper less during the day but to still wear a diapers bed. This has gone on for about two weeks now and I've gotten down to having to wear my somewhat too small and falling apart cloth diapers that I don't have enough of. Thankfully though our financial situation has turned around and we're going to be getting enough money for me to afford to buy diapers again. Starting in a couple of days when my diaper shipment arrives, I am going to redouble my efforts and rededicate myself to being diaper dependent and diapered 24/7. I also plan to try and rebuild my cloth diaper supply so that in the future if something like this happens, I'll be able to have enough cloth diapers to continue to be diapered even if I'm not able to afford disposable diapers. I would like to be able to say that this experience hasn't had an effect on my training. but I do feel that this small two-week relapse of using the potty has definitely had an effect on my diaper training. I still have a very weak bladder and I find myself running to the bathroom every 20 30 minutes. My bowel muscles are still just as strong as ever and I definitely still have full control over that. Something that I I'm going to try to do better this time around is that I'm going to really try to go down the unpotty training road. Once my diapers arrive and I put that first diaper on I will no longer be potty trained, and we'll do all my pees and poops in my diaper no matter the circumstance or scenario I find myself in. And I'm going to try harder to follow some of the steps in the 12-month diaper training program. After having these two weeks out of diapers I have come to realize that I really am meant to be in diapers. I hope that this will be the last time I have had this experience. I do not like being out of diapers, the feeling of not having a diaper on after having had them on for a year and a half kind of feels weird. and every time I'm able to put a diaper on, cloth or disposable, it feels like going home or returning to a familiar place. So here is to another year to Infinity of wearing and using 24/7.
