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Some one told me I posted this story but I don't remember so if I did sorry. Chapter 1 Finally after so many years of not going I’m finally going to the ball drop at Times Square for New Years Eve with a group of my friends. We hang around a lot so we are going as a group. My name is Jerry I’m 5’ even with my shoes on and weigh about 115 pounds. I have grey hair I always keep it combed back its long so I put it into a pony tail when I go out. I’m thin and pretty much in good shape. I have a secret that no one knows about except my Sister Helen who is 3 years older than me. I wear disposable diapers and sleep with a stuff puppy and suck on a binkie (pacifier). I guess you can call me an AB. I’ve loved wearing diapers since I was 13 back then my older teen sister took a liking to me in diapers after catching me putting on a Diaper/Towel one night and treated me like her baby. I’ve enjoyed it ever since. I keep myself hairless because I sometimes use my disposable for what they are intended it’s supposed to be more sanitary and healthier. I’m excited about going to the ball drop at Times Square. I’ve never been there and have always watched it on TV with Dick Clark but his gone now and I don’t care for Ryan Seacrest who took his place so I stopped watching a year after Clark past. But now I was going in person. I shaved and took a bath then went back into my bedroom to get dressed. One of the things I heard about the ball drop was that the “port a potties” there are nasty. So I decided to wear one of my disposable diapers so I don’t have to use them which I heard was not uncommon. After I got dressed in my street clothes and make sure I’m dressed warm I meet my friends at the subway. It’s @12 noon and it is cold already. As we are walking down some of the Avenues and streets in the city from the train we see sanitation trucks parked all over the place blocking some streets and there are some check points too. At the first check point everyone makes it though except me. I’m stopped because I’m carrying a back pack. In the back pack I have what I need in case I wet my diaper and I need to change it. The officer must think I’m a terrorist because he starts to give me a hard time. I told him I’m incontinent. My friends didn’t see the officer stop me except for Jodie so they kept on walking without us. Jodie and I have been friends for a long time she is a large girl she is about 5’9” and weighs about 170 pounds with dark long brown hair and pretty brown eyes. I think she is in her late 40’s I’m about 5 or 6 years older than her. She’s a very nice girl and if she would lose some weight she would be very attractive. The officer checks my back pack and tells me I can go but before I go he puts a big yellow sticker on the bag that said “checked”. I walk over to Jodie and she asks “what’s in the bag Jerry you know you shouldn’t have brought it with you”. “Um … it’s nothing really just a few medical supplies” I answer. I put the back pack on and we start to catch up with our friends. Just as we were about to catch up with them there’s another check point. I figure once they see the big yellow sticker on the bag they wouldn’t bother us… me. Jodie makes it pasted I take the back pack off and show the police women the yellow sticker but she stills stops me. “Sorry sir but we can’t be to careful I’ll have to check it one more time you know for your safety and others”. “What the hell officer I have a yellow checked sticker on the bag” I said. Jodie gives me a smile and waits patiently but instead of going through the bag like the other officer did the women police officer starts to pull stuff out. “WAIT” I yell. When Jodie saw the disposable diaper the officer was holding she looked shocked and so did the officer. “What is all this” the lady officer asks? “I’m incontinent” I answer “that’s why the other officer let me through and put the yellow sticker on it” I said with an attitude. She reaches into the bag again and pulls out the baby wipes and baby powder. I’m so embarrassed that my face is turning so red it’s about to go on fire. I look at Jodie and she has a smirk on her face. “More items for your condition sir” she asks as she reaches back into my back pack again. “YES” I said pissed. That’s when I remembered what else I have in the bag that I did not remove the last time I used it. I went to grab her hand before she could take out the two other things. “SIR” she yelled and put her hand on her gun. I pull my hand away and step back. “Jerry” Jodie said next to me. She reaches in again “and what about these” the officer said smiling as she pulls out my blue binkie and a stuffed puppy. OMG Street, please open up and swallow me already I say to myself. I was so embarrassed. I look at Jodie standing next to me and she is all smiles and so is the women police officer. “Well sir” the officer said putting my stuff back in my back pack. “I hope you and your girlfriend have an interesting evening” and she hands me back my back pack. I have never been so embarrassed in my life I’m sure the police officers will get a kick out of it when she tells her fellow officers what she found in an old guys back pack. I try to make light of my situation by ignoring what happened but Jodie wasn’t having any of that. “So what are all the medical supplies for” she asks? “Nothing … we better hurry and find the rest of the guys” I say. “We will never find them in this crowd I think we should go get something to eat and you can tell me all about what I just saw”. I know I have no choice so I agree and we go into a Plant Hollywood restaurant. I sit down on one side of the table thinking Jodie would sit down on the other but she pushes me in and sits right next to me. We read the menu then order our lunch. We sit in silence for about 5 minutes and Jodie saids “SOOOOO”? “Care to explain what happened back there”? “NO” I answer and looked out the window. “Jerry I’m not going to tell anyone it will be our secret. I know there is more to this because of the pacifier and the stuffed animal that was in your bag”. “I” … “There is really nothing to tell” I answer. Jodie puts her arm around me and kisses my cheek “come on you can trust me” she whispers. Her perfume is intoxicating and her voice is luring as she kisses my ear and neck. “How close do you think we can get to where the ball drops” I ask trying to change the subject? “You’re being a bad boy I have an idea what this is about but I want you to tell me”. “Please Jerry you can trust me I promise”. Again she starts to kiss me behind my ear. I laugh a little and she whispers “come on tell me baby”. “Baby” I think to myself maybe she does know what’s going on. “Ok” I whisper “but you have to promise not to say a word”. “When I was 13 my sister older sister caught me putting a bath towel on as a diaper I was curious and ever since then I have been wearing them. They are so warm and comfortable and feel so good wrapper around me” I said blushing. “Did your sister help you” Jodie asked? “Yes she helped me by treating me like a baby with her being the Mommy. She really enjoyed it I was 13 she was 16 I was afraid she would tell our parents so I let her do what she wanted to do”. “What did she do to you” Jodie asked? “She treated me like her baby when my parents and brother weren’t around”. “Ya but what exactly did she do” she asked? I know she was teasing me but I was so embarrassed I didn’t want to tell her. “We should really get back with the group” I said. “No we will never find them now” she said. “Did she feed you, change your diaper, give you baths, feed you hold you in her arms and rock you maybe even nursed you” she asked? I turned bright red and looked down at the table. “Oh my God that sounds so sweet” Jodie said. “Did she make you use the diapers”? “Yes” I said “she insisted I was afraid she would tell our parents”. “Does she still do it to you”? “Sometimes when she and her family visit or I visit them” I answered. “When was the last time your big sister changed your dipee”. “This past December when I visit her” I said. “Not to long ago then you both enjoy it how sweet”. “Are you really incontinent” she asked? “A little and not all the time” I answered. “What does that mean a little not all the time”? “If I drink to much or if I’m stressed I use pull ups during the day and diapers at night so I can keep my pants dry and my bed dry”. “What was the best time you ever spent with your sister and you were her baby boy” Jodie asked? “Isn’t it about time we go watch the ball drop” I asked trying to change the subject again. “No we have plenty of time” she said. “So what was the best time you ever spent with your big Mommy Sister”? Jodie kissed me on the cheek “tell me please” she asked? The waitress came with our lunch and we stopped talking. Chapter 2 From here I’m telling Jodie the biggest secret in my life. I changed the font to tell you when I was telling Jodie the story. ############################# “When my sister Helen had my nephew he was about 3 months old when I last visited her to see how she was doing and to see my God Son little Tony”. “When I got there she was so happy to see me but she looked like she had been crying”. “Oh Jerry it is so nice to see you come in” she said. “Noticing she was a little upset I asked what was wrong”? “It’s Tony …. “What … what’s wrong can I help is he Ok” I asked in a panic. “His not taking my breast milk as he use to and I’m in pain” she said. “Aren’t you using the pump” I asked as we sat down on the couch? “I need to get a new one this one works on and off and if he is not going to nurse from me anymore what’s the point in buying a new one” she said. “I’ll go get you one right now” I said. “No Jerry I need relief right NOW I hurt so bad” she said. “Where is Frank why can’t he help” I asked? “His out of town on business” she said. “Ya monkey business” I said to myself. “What can I do to help you” I asked then I realize what I just said. “This is getting very interesting please continue” Jodie said and smiles at me and kisses me behind my ear. “Helen looked up at me with tears in her eyes and a few tears running down her cheeks”. “Well maybe … she started “maybe you could do what you did to me when we were younger” she asked? “You mean … but you’re my sister”. “It’s not like you never done it before but now you will have your mouth filled with real mother’s milk my milk, please Jerry I really need your help”. “I don’t know sis this is really kind of personnel” I answered. “You will be helping me and you’re God Son” she said. “I … I guess it would be Ok” I said. “Great get your jacket off and come sit by your big sister and help her” she said smiling. I started to walk over to her on the coach”. “Wait” she said “I have a good idea wait here for a minute I think I may still have a few she whispered to herself and left the room”. “I sat on the coach with my hands in my lap my feet didn’t even touch the floor. I sat for about 5 minutes then she came back holding something behind her back”. I told Jodie. “I found them I knew I still had these from December” she said. “What” I asked? “Helen stood in front of me she put what she had in her hand on the floor where I couldn’t see them. She started to undress me first my shoes and socks then my shirt”. “Sis” I yelled. “Shhhhh you’ll wake Tony” she said “and opened my belt unbuttoned my pants and pulled my zipper down and pulled my pants off”. “Oh I forgot you already have your pull up on” she said with a giggle. “She put two fingers into my pull up and smiled “your wet so I get to take them off and put you into what I found”. She turned me side wards on the coach with my head by the arm of the couch on my back. She grabbed the waist band of the pull up and pulled them down to my ankles and took it off. “You’re still the same little brother, small, cute and adorable” Helen said. “Just relax like you did when we were younger and in December you always enjoyed this” she said with a big smile. “Oh wait” she said and went into her pocket and pulled out one of Tony’s binkies. “It’s small but on you it looks just right” she put it between my lips and I started sucking on it like old times”. I said as I continued my story to Jodie. “She reached for the baby wipes that were on the floor. She took both my ankles in one hand and lifted them up she washed my ass and little balls then let my legs down and washed my diaper area with another wipe”. “Some things never change Jerry you are just as sweet and cute as you were when I was your Mommy and you were my baby" Helen said. “The only thing I’m sad about is that you never found someone to love and take care of you” she said. “You are a great man and the best little brother ever”. “Si I m ok I oing” I said with Tony’s binkie in my mouth. “Wait” Helen said and pulled the binkie out of my mouth. “Sis I am doing Ok now that I’m retired I get to do the things I always wanted to do”. “But aren’t you lonely” she asked? “Yes sometimes but look at me what women would want me” I answered “but it’s Ok”. I took the binkie out of her hand and put it back into my mouth. Binkies always make me relax. “You’re still as adorable and cute as ever”. “She pulled my legs up by my ankles again and slid the diaper she found under me then lowers them and spreads my legs out as she continued to diaper me”. “When she finished diapering me she took her blouse off and her bra she was so much bigger when she was a teen and last time I visit her in December”. “Helen pulled me into her arms I knew where she wanted me to be so I shifted this way and that. When she was comfortable she took the binkie out of my mouth”. “This will be better than before because now I can feed you my milk enjoy baby brother and thank you for helping Mommy I love you”. “She put her hand on the back of my gray hair and pony tail and pulled me to her nipple I opened my mouth she smiled down at me go ahead baby suckle from Mommy” she whispered as I started to suckle like a new born. “Mmmm baby that’s a good baby boy” Helen said and she held the back of my head close to her”. “She held me close and padded my diapered bottom. I remembered so many times doing this for her as her baby brother. I was in la la land as her warm milk filled my mouth I swallowed it down into my belly”. “She rocked us back and forth while I was laying in her arms the arms of my older sister like she did so many times. I felt her shift I lost her nipple and started to complain until her other nipple touched my lips”. “Just nipple changes don’t panic Mommy has more for her baby brother suckle and be happy baby” she said. “My head in her arms her hand behind my head warm milk filled my belly and soon I was asleep in my big sisters arms”. “This is getting good” Jodie said. “What happened next”? tbc