Zoey

Some of you might have seen my past posts on here about getting up the guts to talk to my spouse about my diaper-loving tendencies. It was a really hard thing to talk to her about--probably one of the harder conversations I've ever had with her. Since then though, my life has been immeasurably better. She's been amazing through this whole thing. She's bought me ABDL diapers twice, both times picking the ones that she thinks are cute. She's gone out in public with me a number of time while I was wearing under my pants, and teased me in all the right ways. She asks me once or twice a week if I want to wear to bed, and often she'll ask me to bring them to her so she can put them on me. She's been so loving, our intimate life hasn't suffered at all, and now I finally feel like someone actually knows the whole me. For the first time in over a decade, I feel understood. I don't have much else to say here, but I've got so much gratitude in my heart for her, and given that I can't go telling my irl friends about this, I figured I'd come announce it here. Right now, I'm sitting at my desk in a diaper my wife bought for me doing some work, and I still just can't believe how good it feels to have a partner who is so loving and understanding.

I’ve been an “undercover” abdl for some 13 years (since I was 12 or so) and I’ve never spoken to anyone about it. I honestly thought I never would. Recently, my spouse and I tried a breastfeeding kink in bed, and she was really into it. That got my hopes up, and it took me a couple of weeks to finally talk about my love of diapers, but when I finally did, it went so great! She was a bit hesitant at first but so understanding, and willing to try. It’s been probably two weeks now since we spoke about it, and since then she’s bought me a pack of diapers (to supplement the few I had hidden ), she’s asked me ti wear to bed a couple of times, and she even had me wear one when we went shopping, which was my first time wearing in public. She’s been so amazing, and I’m really grateful for her. I just wanted to come and talk about it to some people who might understand my joy. I really never thought that anyone would know, and now the idea that someone is out there who actually gets this part of me has me on cloud 9.

I’ve been an Abdl for years—as long as I can remember, and for much of my life I’ve tried to keep it on the DL. I got married a few years ago to a wonderful woman, and I recently revealed the “mommy” portion of the kink. She had me breastfeed, asked me to call her mommy, the whole deal. She was really into it, though I didn’t mention anything about diapers at that point. I’m still feeling terrified. Do I tell her the rest, or do I take this slow?

I recently bought another pack of Abdl diapers, and I really want to find the courage to wear them outside the house. How noticeable are diapers usually though? Clearly, my crotch is a little bigger, and there’s some padding, but should I be worried about that? I don’t plan to mess in public, but what about wetting? Is there anything I can do about the noise?

Just happy to be here. I’ve been a lurker for years and years, and I’ve decided I’m going to engage properly with all this. Hope you all have a great day!