Hi welcome I am also new to this group I was 12 when I started wearing Nappies similar to you I wondered what it be like to wear a nappy I have a younger brother at the time he not long come out of Nappies and there was a open pack in the cupboard and one day I took one and tired it on must been a big ish size as it fitted me good but I was a small 12 year, so when I put it on it felt so comfy and made Me feel at that time nothing else mattered I didn't go to the toilet at all hold my pee in and then went in the nappy when I couldn't hold it any longer wanted to feel like a baby who couldn't control when he wanted to go and wow it was amazing I ended using rest of the pack over few weeks don't think anyone noticed or never said anything anyway ever since been a diaper lover but once I ran out of nappies wasn't till I was 17 when I wore again ordered my self some drynites and they fitted so good too been wearing on and off since then now 30 and wear to bed every night.