LostDL

I’ve been a diaper lover for a long time, but now I’m in a relationship with someone I love that doesn’t know about my love of diapers. I can’t tell them because they definitely wouldn’t accept it, but I’m really struggling with not being able to wear. I thought I’d be ok without diapers, but I’ve realized how much comfort they brought me. I suffer from bad anxiety and wearing always comforted me, much more than I thought. I’m lost and don’t know what to do.