Ginger

Thank you pootattoo!! I'm thinking of looking into some plugs. I appreciate the advice!

I'm restarting my journey to dependence! Its fairly easy for me to wet while wearing, messing is very enjoyable for me when I am able however I would like some advice on how to lose control. Do plugs seem to work for anyone? While I would like to lose bowel control, I also enjoy anal sex a lot and wouldn't want to become too loose to enjoy it as much or as often. I'm a female, and I know that there aren't as many women like me as men. So if any females on here could give me some advice that would be great too. I hope to hear from anyone soon!! Thank you!!!❤❤❤

I'm wearing abena m4 right now. I also have some dry 24/7 and always discreet in my stash. Honestly, I don't know if I care for the abenas, they seem to cut I to my thighs moreso than the others. Unfortunately I bought a 3 pack case though, so I will use them before ordering some more of the Megamax. I recieved samples of them with my dry 24/7s. They are WONDERFUL ?. Most comfy diaper I've ever used and oh my goodness do they hold ALOT

Hello everyone! I'm new here but my whole life I've been a dl. As far back as I can remember I've had the desire to wear and use diapers. I've had alot of binge and purge cycles but I always come back. The last cycle I had I managed to go 24/7 for two months. Then quit when other life circumstances wouldn't allow. I'm back at it! This time, I feel like I am ready to commit and I don't want anything to stop me from embracing this need. It makes me feel complete and though I realize it will be difficult, I also know its what I need emotionally. I'm 35, female. My biggest concern is that my boyfriend won't accept it. He knows that I've been using pull ups and diapers during my period, and that I've had some wetting accidents. But I think he believes its only related to my monthly cycle. I'm looking for some advice as to how to bring this up to him as being a necessity to my life. From past training I've developed some functional incontinence, where if I'm wearing, my bladder will release on its own and I've had a few TINY messes while sleeping.(however, I think it was related to sleep meds) how can I relax and embrace this about myself and realize my dreams as well as let him know how important this is to me. He's rather vanilla and I don't know that he would like it. But also, he's not very sexual in the first place. Wearing and using isn't necessarily sexual for me, but comforting and fulfilling. I also notice while I'm wearing that my sex drive lowers. Which allows for me to be more on his level. When I'm not, all I want to do is have sex. Its strange. My dream is for him to accept me as diaper dependent and for me to lose control of both urinary and fecal. Honestly, I want to spend the rest of my life in diapers. But I also want him by my side. I will never be able to stop needing diapers in the way of emotional care. If I were to deny that aspect of me, it would be unhealthy. I guess I'm looking for advice and emotional support to help me during this time and along my way to dependence. Thank you! I'm very happy to be here and grateful for you all!!❤❤

Have you tried fiber loading? I've just decided to commit to training as well. I think I am going to try the fiber idea. I've already began to lose a small bit of bladder control, but I really want to be fully incontinent and diaper dependent.