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  1. Epilogue One month later Jack pov After the incident with Jessica and her family at the airport everything went back to normal although mommy was definitely a bit more cautious. She apologised profusely for what happened and the daycare compensated her for what happened. She was offered time off work to mentally recover but she refused. Once a week she would leave us with a babysitter to go to an appointment although I didn't know what for. There was another notable change. When she talked to molly after the incident she asked for a favor. To adopt Owen. I wasn't expecting to get a second brother but once the modifications done to him were reversed he cried and hugged me apologising for what almost happened to me and his small part in it. I couldn't help but feel awful for him. Ryan and I assured him we didn't blame him and we were more concerned about his trauma. To say Owen was abused was the understatement of the century. He was only able to walk properly to try and stop us escaping because of nanomachines in his legs. When those wore off the next day he wasn't able to walk or even crawl properly. He had suffered so many beatings and being tased that surgery to undo the damage took hours even with the advanced nanomachines used. He also had his brain modified. It was essentially the opposite of what happened to me. His sex drive was through the roof before it was undone which is why he was happy with essentially being sexually assaulted by his mommy for so long. Yet another reason nobody had a problem with those monsters dying. Who's gonna defend a predator that prayed on someone like Owen? Nobody. On top of all that he also suffered psychological abuse from basically everyone. His entire family were sold to breeders and he had to watch as they were taken away, he was in a class with a mix of littles and amazon children and was bullied by both and he was living with three abusive assholes. What made this all worse is he was a portal little forcibly taken from his dimension when he was a child. The fact he was still sane was a miracle. He quickly adapted and made friends at daycare easily enough although he had to adapt to being able to ask for things without having to worry about getting beaten for it. He even cried tears of joy when he found out his diaper would be changed without it being completely full with an entire day's worth of poop or more. Being able to actually talk with his fellow littles was apparently also a surreal experience. With all this even Kate left him alone. Even she was able to understand how horrible his life used to be. In fact mommy asked if he wanted some memories removed so he could forget about the horrible things he went through but he refused. He didn't want to forget. As for molly's new daughter to say she was an odd one would undersell it. Apparently the huge cleaver matchette thing on display in molly's mansion was something that ended up following said daughter through the portal with her by complete accident. Luckily it was just for display and not a real weapon. It was kinda cool and for some reason it had some Japanese kanji on the handle. When I pointed that out mommy muttered "so those are from a different language" I didn't question why she said that. I just assumed she had seen it before. Anyway Louise was apparently not a girl when she arrived but asked to be gender swapped. We were at her place when I asked "uh I don't mean to be rude but how did you get here anyway? If you don't mind me asking?" She laughed and said "long story and you probably won't believe me but I was ceo of a company making a portal like they have here, found this dimension and used the portal to get here. Way less stressful being here and nobody has a problem with me not being the gender I was born as. Some people back home would not exactly approve. Scumbags" My jaw visibly dropped at that. What were the odds? Just as I was about to explain that I knew her from before as if to taunt me she said "would've got here faster and probably without freaking mommy out by showing up with that replica weapon but sadly the top guy on the portal project tragically took his own life." She looked genuinely sad. She always did care for her employees. So I broke the tension by saying "yeah about that... He's not dead. He got here using a portal on this side, replaced by a fake corpse and is now talking to you" She gasped and said "I'm.... Sorry I had no idea. I didn't mean to drudge up bad memories" I laughed it off and said "no problem besides I came here on purpose. That's how they get littles over here. They take people that are about to die." Without really thinking Louise asked "so Owen how did you get here?" I immediately scolded her by saying "he isn't from here and I doubt he wants to think about that right now" She apologised but Owen spoke up "no it's fine. Me and my family were kidnapped from our dimension. Apparently it was a huge incident and we were far from the only people. Most were sold to breeders but the rest of us who weren't old enough were adopted. Unfortunately when we left that day my brother was left at home so I have no idea what happened to him. He must've thought the worst" Owen almost started crying but I decided to hug him to try and comfort him. Louise said "don't worry that'll never happen again. My company is likely working on a trade deal with this dimension as we speak. I'm sure that'll make it impossible for kidnapping amazons to pull that stunt again what with both sides monitoring each other." We all started playing and so began the rest of our lives and the end of our hardships. Those are for amazons after all and I had a pleasent surprise for Owen that would surely cheer him right up. --- Meanwhile Dimension: C-137 Location: unknown military base, megiddo control room "just 5 more minutes and we can fire the fucking thing so just wait till then OK? They're not moving let's just hope they stay that way" I yelled into the radio in a panic I couldn't believe what had happened. An army of giants showed up out of nowhere and started abducting people left right and center. Their armour was so strong tanks couldn't even dent it. All we could do was use high calibre EMP rounds to stop them for a bit. What these people wanted was unknown as the top brass weren't willing to share what the neural link cameras of captured soldiers showed them. The only weapon we had that would pierce their armour was the vast array of satellites the government paid some private contractor to build. The array was called megiddo meaning.... I had no idea what it means but it fired extremely small but powerful lasers that would blow their brains out. "1 minute remaining" Apparently this invasion had something to do with some technology being worked on somewhere now deep in enemy territory but I couldn't access it to confirm. Whatever it is I doubt the intention was an invasion from humans so huge we were babies in comparison. Perhaps that difference was why they hadn't killed us. I shook my head at that. No way could they see veteran soldiers as babies even with the size difference. Anyway we tried nukes before this but somehow they were all redirected. The man that fired them apparently killed himself from the guilt of how many people died as a result. There are two global superpowers. One is a nuclear wasteland and the other was invaded by giants. 'if this fails what will happen to the rest of the world I wondered' "Megiddo is ready to fire" At that I said to the giants that couldn't possibly hear me "die. May the wrath of the gods pierce you." and slammed my hand on the activation button. Just then I heard the sound of a hologram activating and the system said "megiddo firing has failed. Code 871" I then heard a familiar voice behind me say "sorry but it has to be this way" I turned to see it was the hologram. My last words before the control room was breached was "you bastard. You doomed us all" --- And there we go ended one story and foreshadowed the next one I plan to write. Thanks for your patience as I kept procrastinating with writing this. I'll probably wait till I've finished or at least nearly finished before I start posting next time Hope you enjoyed this one
  2. Nah I definitely went overboard with that scene. It seemed like a good idea to me at the time. Sorry about that
  3. Chapter 9 Abby pov I was just leaving the room after another successful surgery. Just a simple tumour removal. The poor baby was so scared but there was no danger. It was routine. I thought back to what Jack told me. Just thinking about my adorable bundle of joy made me unbelievably happy so everyone could tell when I was thinking about my sons. I didn't care. I was happy. Anyway jack had told me how surgery was performed in his world and I was shocked. Nano technology wasn't a thing so they still cut people open. The fact it was all littles being cut open made it even worse. I walked into reception to ask where I was needed as it was closer than my office where I had left my phone that had my schedule on it. It wasn't a busy day thankfully so the receptionist jane was just waiting there reading a parenting book and eating chocolate. "I see you want the little angel to be fat when she's born" I said to her. She did a little jump "you gave me a fright there. Can't help the cravings. Oh well in about 6 months I'll be back to normal and Tommy will have a big sister" she told me I laughed and said "yeah but watch out they grow up fast. That reminds me how did your hubby take the news of another baby to look after?" She chuckled and said "he was overjoyed. Honestly I didn't know guys could get paternal instincts that strong. He's already spent a couple grand on setting up the nursery for 2" I decided to tease her and said "sounds like your jealous of how much he spends on the kids. Do you miss being spoiled?" "you're never going to let me hear the end of that are you? Besides it's not like he doesn't treat me every once in a while." she responded in a tone that suggested she didn't actually mind the joke. She was probably used to being made fun of for how much she and her now husband used to waste money on frivolous things. Her husband used to spoil her rotten. Now he spoils his adopted baby boy and soon he'd be spoiling his daughter. He was from a well off family and he loved to spoil his loved ones "anyway where do I have to be" I asked She checked the schedule and said "you got about an hour before the next surgery so we can keep chatting if you like. It feels like its been years since we had some girl talk" I nodded in agreement. We were good friends for years now and while she had come to visit a few times during my maternity leave I couldn't stop talking about my kids. I couldn't help just looking at them made my heart melt they were so adorable. I said "sure it has been a while and it's quiet today. Sorry about how I've been lately" She giggled and said "oh don't worry about that I'm the same at home only difference is I have a hubby to help take care the little one. So there's two of us to smother him with affection" I joined in the laughing as I had seen that first hand. We were similar in many ways. "yeah maternal instincts are like a drug. Speaking of why are you reading a book on parenting? I figured you had that down by now " I asked She responded "yeah for a baby that stays one. For an amazon it's different. I just hope I don't end up being a lousy mommy" "there's no way that'll happen. The fact you care so much about this is already a good sign. Besides you'll also be able to teach her how to look after your future grandchildren and besides your husband will be able to help" I responded "you said it. Young lady like you I'm shocked you don't have some help. I know taking care of babies can be stressful. My offer is still open by the way. I can easily get the husband to look after the boy while we go..." she said until I interrupted "I told you I'm not interested in romance. I'm content with my family now and besides a bar isn't exactly the ideal spot for finding a soulmate" I said. She then said "true but at least you'd be able to get someone over to your place for some fun. You definitely still could. I remember when we first met in that bar. You and your friends were all dolled up and you left with that 10/10 to ruin it all in a night of fun" I blushed at that Jane sure knew how to push my buttons. I didn't like talking about that stuff anymore. In hindsight I was a bit hedonistic back then. I didn't have anything as a result of that but I wasn't proud of it. I definitely didn't want Jack and Ryan to see me bring some random guy home every night. "I told you I moved on. I matured since then." I said "sorry. You know what I'm like. Tell you what I'll lend you some kids movies to watch. Maybe have a movie night with the kids this weekend" Janet offered "that sounds like fun. We loved the last few you lent us" I responded. I never heard the response as she was interrupted by the sound of the door slamming open and the owner of the hospital of all people bursting out. "Abby you've got to go NOW!" he shouted clearly in a panic. "what happened" I asked also panicked "your sons have been kidnapped" he said. Immediately after I sprinted to the car. I called the only person I could think of. Molly. She picked up the phone immediately "Abby they've been..." she shouted "I know. Where are they?" I interrupted. I didn't care I was being rude I had to do something "apparently they just entered the airport. I called my brother and he's heading there with a plan to stop them" she shouted over the phone "you mean the one in the army? lieutenant hondo?" I asked "captain now. Also you're supposed to use his last name after his rank" molly scolded. I didn't care "I don't care. Tell him to bring a fucking tank... No y'know what that's too much those kidnappers deserve something slower. How the hell did you find out before I did anyway!" I yelled "the daycare couldn't get ahold of you so they called me. They know we're friends as for exactly Well you wouldn't believe me if I told you" she said I had to shout over the honking of horns as outraged drivers didn't understand why I was going at over twice the speed limit. "go right ahead. At this point I'll believe anything" She sighed and said "well you know my daughter? Not Becky but Louise. When I got off the phone she asked to borrow my laptop and she hack the CCTV network" She was right. I was utterly shocked. Molly had adopted a baby boy last month and got him gender swapped at his request. I was definitely going to ask about how the hell she knew how to hack CCTV cameras. I wasn't about to complain about it though. I soon was able to see the airport. As I quickly stopped the car, not caring where I parked it I yelled "I'm here where's the captain?" Molly awkwardly said "he's not there yet I'll add him to the call" I impatiently waited about a minute for him to join the call. "guess who?" a voice spoke from the car's speakers I was relieved and said "You better have a way to stop the kidnappers!" The voice laughed and said "what do you think some foreign milf and her twin hotties are enough to get better of me? hondo! I'm semi speechless" I was annoyed "for crying out loud my babies are in danger and you're still thinking with your dick" Hondo responded "don't worry. They just got on their private jet but it can't take off because other planes are on the runway. I also just told the guy running to place to tell those kidnappers that there's a terrorist attack so your boys will be taken to a saferoom" I sighed in relief and asked "OK and what then?" "well you know what I always say. Speak softly and drive a big tank" hondo said know exactly what was going to happen with that I was finally calm and said "can't say I was expecting that" He then said "yeah neither was I. I told the general and he was pissed. He always was a big softy when it came to littles. Said we had to make it clear what happens when someone tries to take them." Glad they were taking this seriously I asked "how long till it gets here?" My heart dropped as he said "20 minutes" "that's too long! What if they catch on to what's happening?!" I yelled hoping he had a plan for that "apparently my newest niece has a plan for that. If it sucks tell me and I'll think of something so wait there for them" he responded "yeah there's a quite a bit of traffic over here so it might take some time" molly said as she was still in the call "the sidewalk is wide enough. go!" I yelled Soon enough I noticed molly's car park across from me. She had almost certainly been speeding I left my car and walked over to molly who was holding Louise's hand and had becky on her hip. I looked down to Louise and said "so what's your plan?" softly. The delicate little girl said "in the backseat is a Briefcase with a tablet and a hatchet inside. The tablet is connected to the cameras. Use this to ambush and kill those pampered, spoilt brats." Hearing something like that from a baby girl was jarring but from the anger in her expression I could tell she was angry at these kidnappers and that was probably why she was talking like that Molly added in a clearly concerned voice" there's also some body armor in the back seat" I opened the car and indeed there was a large briefcase and body armor in the back seat. I picked it up and when I turned around molly said "look I'm worried about this and I don't like what she's saying but you have to do this. The people that are at the airport will let you through. They don't know what you're carrying but I doubt they care about what happens to those kidnappers". I nodded and with grim determination I put the armor under my shirt and walked to where I could enter the plane. Soon I was about two minutes away so I decided to open the case. I picked up the tablet and saw Jack and Ryan were still there along with a third little. I gasped as I realised it was Jessica from the daycare, what must have been her twin and their mother although I remembered her having blonde hair that was less straight I'd recognise that predator's face anywhere even if the bitch covered it with more makeup than a clown. I had to look away as soon I saw what she was doing to what must be her son Owen. I felt myself throw up in my mouth. "I will not let that happen to my boys" I said to myself with anger. Soon I heard the clicking of high heels and tensed up but it turned out to be a flight attendant who said quietly "OK I'm gonna get those boys out of there. Hide in that closet till you can't hear me or their son will probably warn them" I nodded and hid in the closet. Soon enough I heard the attendant walking back along with a baby carriage I didn't see her arrive with so it must've been just up ahead for emergency evacuation purposes. I took the hatchet out of the case and was confused. It wasn't a hatchet. It looked more like a cleaver the blade was without flaw and at the near the top of the sharp edge there was a spike sticking out but in terms of range it was like a machete. I noticed some weird symbols carved onto the handle. They just looked like random lines to me but the size suggested it was writing. A foreign language perhaps as the symbols were duplicated next to the first set. I really hoped it wasn't from the little dimension. The idea of a little girl just having that especially a portal little was too horrible to imagine. 'is this what she used to get here?' I thought to myself. It was illogical as no little could ever use this. It was heavy even for me. Even if it belonged to a little that shrunk on the way here it was an unused display piece at most. I walked up to the door and checked on the tablet. I knocked on the door and saw what position Jessica or her sister was in when she grabbed the door. My mind went into overdrive as I analysed the upcoming slaughter. They had no chance. I had body armor, a deadly weapon and clothes that allowed me to move effortlessly on this private jet with few seats and plenty of room. Those three had dresses that would restrict movement and high heels that would make it hard to run away, in terms of weapons the most they had was some little torture devices. Even a taser those monsters made for littles would only cause pain if it hit me and not incapacitate me like a normal taser would. I would easily kill them all. I felt an itch on my neck and unfortunately my tension caused me to scratch it too hard. I drew a small amount of blood but hit nothing important. As soon as the door started to open I effortlessly cut one of Jessica's arms off. I pushed the door open, turned to see the screaming woman and cleaved through her skull in one clean swing. Next I saw the other twin charging towards me about to tackle me and I rewarded her effort by putting a huge horizontal cut into her stomach. She screamed in agony as the blood turned her pink dress red. "wait... It's 'caugh' me... Jessica" she gurgled out only confirming my suspicion this was the one that had actually taken my sons from the daycare. I made her death slow. I chopped her limbs off as her mother watched. Frozen in terror. I left her to bleed out with no arms or legs. She was no threat. I slowly walked over to the mother. She was almost certainly the one that planned this. Once I was in range to cut her down she pulled out a taser, used it on me and kicked me over. The taser had hit my body armor but she didn't know that. All she had really done is knock me off balance. I still had the hatchet in hand but she must've thought the taser meant to make littles suffer would have me down for a while because she started to taunt me. "ha you seriously thought I had nothing didn't you? Your boys are mine you hear me! Don't worry they'll be putting more amazon daughters in me soon enough. They won't even miss you and they'll happily call me momm... Ahhhhhhhh" she was cut off by her own screaming as her foot was cut off and I accidentally got the hatchet stuck just above her other foot. I got up and shot her with her own taser. I left it on until it stopped shocking her and got to work. I cut each limb into three pieces and occasionally stomped on her ribs. A few times I heard the snap of them breaking. Once she was screaming like her daughter had just stopped doing I simply walked out, put the tablet and bloody hatchet in and went to see my sons again. First I returned the body armor and case of course. Molly was silent. On my way to the saferoom/nursery I ran into the nearby bathroom into one of stalls and emptied the contents of my stomach. I had just killed three people and I couldn't handle the horror of how brutally I had done it. I sat in a bathroom stall crying and trying to come to terms with what I had just done. 'Am I a monster?' I thought to myself. I definitely wasn't the hero I had thought of myself as while doing the deed. After about 10 minutes I left to go get my boys in the hope that their presence would help me. On the way I heard the sound of the nearby jet I was in just over 10 minutes ago move from it's spot followed soon after by a massive explosion likely from hondo's tank. I was quickly broken out of my thoughts as I heard my boys. I sprinted to the door and opened it revealing my boys with filled tattletale diapers. I picked them up and reassured them that they were safe. "and that's what happened" I told Jack and Ryan after telling the story making sure to leave out the stuff about killing. I doubted they'd want to visit their captors in prison to verify my story so they'd never know. They both cried into my shirt. I didn't mind. They must've been so relieved. A couple of people from molly's company came to collect Owen to get him a new family that would treat him right. As we left the airport I saw molly about to leave but I stopped her. "hey thanks for the help. I don't know what I would've done if they had gotten away" I said to her "no problem. I wasn't going to let those monsters get away with kidnapping these adorable little guys. Might want to get fresh diapers for them though" she responded "yeah I will but I wanted to ask you a favor first" End chapter. OK this time I promise the next chapter is actually the last one
  4. Oh don't worry they get their just deserts in the next chapter.
  5. Chapter 8 Everything had gone better than I ever could've hoped. I'd fully accepted my role as mommy's baby and we did all the things you'd expect a mommy and her baby boy to do. We had gone to see so many of the sights, I met all of mommy's friends and their littles and we got on like a house on fire. However at one point while visiting I noticed some thing odd. The light seemed to be flickering and the clock wasn't ticking. "hey becky did we have a power cut? It's such a nice day as well..." I asked but was interrupted as it started raining out of nowhere. Soon we started to panic as lightning struck the house and a fire blocked the exit. All I heard was screaming as I fell down and went unconscious. --- I slowly opened my eyes and saw the back of a seat 'oh good that was just a bad dream' I thought to myself. I was confused however. I had adapted to the effects of breast milk and should only nap for an hour or two yet somehow I slept through at least 4 hours since we were on our way home from daycare. Assuming that maybe Jessica's milk was stronger I was going to tell mommy about what happened and how they lost her milk but my pacifier was stuck. This had happened a few times especially after sleeping but no matter how hard I pulled it wouldn't pop out. I'd also noticed I was wearing nothing but a large diaper. It was more like one I would wear at night so I was confused. I also hadn't been changed at all either as I could feel the wet poop squishing against me. I would definitely be telling mommy about that I thought. Soon after I noticed a few more things that were off in the car. The car smelt odd. There was what smelt like perfume in the air as well as some vaguely chemical smells that I didn't recognise. This was bizzare since mommy didn't bother with perfume so I thought that maybe molly had picked us up for whatever reason. I tried to speak while the pacifier was in my mouth but nothing came out except a humming noise. The last thing I noticed I then heard a familiar voice say "well look whose awake. I told you we didn't have time to waste but someone just had to waste a bunch of time" it sounded just like Jessica. I then got incredibly confused as I then heard Jessica talk again as if responding to herself "hey I tried to get her to get a move on but you know what she's like" I then heard a second voice that made me piss myself "well I'm sorry I wanted to treat Owen when we got on the plane. He doesn't have any problems do you Owen?" My eyes widened as the owner of said voice looked directly to my right. It was Jessica's mommy. She had a loving look on her pretty face and her bright red lips were curled into a smile. I guessed the chemical smell was from the amount of makeup she wore to hide the imperfections that come with age or maybe the dye that made her blonde hair brown. I heard a voice I vaguely recognised "mommy looks very pretty. I'm full of cummies and it feels bad" I couldn't help but feel sick at what was coming out of that baby's mouth. 'what sick fuck does those things with their own son?' I thought to myself. Jessica's mommy then said "see Owen likes it when I look nice for him and besides we were only delayed for a few minutes cause you made me rush into the car." It was right then when I heard another little try to talk but failed just like I did and Jessica said "oh great now they're both awake" Soon after that Jessica removed my pacifier by twisting the top of it and pulling it out she then said "Well I guess if you two are awake I might as well tell you what's going on because quite frankly it's hilarious that you seriously didn't see this coming" I then was absolutely baffled when I heard Jessica in the drivers seat despite the fact I was looking right at her but my confusion soon turned to realisation as she said "y'know I thought the plan was shot when you saw me at the zoo and mistook me for my sister" Immediately it clicked especially as she turned to look at me and I saw she looked exactly like Jessica. "hello little guy. I'm your new aunt Courtney" Ryan got louder with that and I went pale. Jessica then said "that's right I'm gonna be your new mommy. Can't believe you bought the whole 'I want to help littles get better care' stuff. We already treat littles better than anywhere else and we want to help free littles from this nasty place. All it took was a few fake headlines to leak and I was trusted to" Ryan calmed down and Jessica's mommy unlocked his pacifier and she said "you can talk if you stop screaming. Please be nice for your granny Karen" 'her name is Karen? Of course she's literally a karen' I thought to myself He nodded in understanding and barely repressed rage and asked "why are you even taking us? We're no use for your sick fantasys or breeding" They laughed at that. They laughed for a full minute and Courtney said "yes we know what they did to your brain and body. Back home we found a way to reverse it. What's more is we know you used to work at a certain company Jack." Jessica added "to think a world of babies could make a portal that works both ways. All we need is the password and they will all be with loving mommies and daddies" I couldn't stop myself laughing as Jessica tickled me while saying "yep and my little baby boy can make that possible. Don't worry you don't have to tell us now. Once we get home and fix you I'll be sure to reward you with plenty of cummies and you'll happily tell me" Ryan then shouted "STOP TOUCHING MY BROTHER" Immediately he was silenced by a pacifier and slapped. The top was twisted and it seemed that locked it in place somehow. Jessica yelled "bad boy! Don't talk to your aunt like that" I was visibly scared but Jessica tried to calm me down by saying "don't worry if your a good boy mommy will never hurt you." Karen felt the need to add "I know you two are scared but look at it this way. Before they messed with your mind you would've loved to be in this situation. Stuck in a car with 3 sexy ladies" "well two sexy ladies and an old woman" Courtney added With that the amazons started to talk among themselves and karen seemed quite upset leaving me to assess the situation. I stuck the pacifier in my mouth and thought 'she's not wrong. Even with this state of mind Jessica is certainly pretty and I can see where she gets it from. I don't like what happened with my mind and body but I can live with it. I was happy. I just want to be with mommy. There must be a way out' I decided to try and stay calm while looking for an opening. I thought that maybe if they think I'm on board with this plan they would not put my pacifier back in and I would be able to shout for help. I looked over at Ryan and winked hoping he'd realise what I was about to do. "Owen. What is it like with your mommy" I asked I heard the sound of him popping out his pacifier and he said "oh it's great. Trust me you'll never want to leave. It's just like over here except you also get... Well you know" As if on cue his mommy said "awww he's so shy. He's right cutie. Just don't be bad and you'll love it. You'll even be a daddy one day. Well sort of" I was aware of the sadistic punishments amazons used over there. I was also aware of the breeding facilities but I figured they would say I'd be a father just because they sold my 'cummies' to them so I asked "what do you mean granny" She giggled and said "you still haven't figured it out? Well I have two lovely amazon daughters and one little baby boy. Notice something missing in our big happy family?" It took me a second to figure out what she was getting at but then it clicked. I had to stop myself from going pale or being sick but I still must've looked shocked. Of course the older woman caught on and said "yep it was Owen that gave me twins" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Breeding littles with other littles was bad enough but breeding them with an amazon? What sick person would do that. 'this messed up family would' I thought to myself Owen spoke up and said "trust me you two will never want to go back to your old mommy" Some would probably agree with him. In the end I was a prisoner. I would never have an independent life again and all that was happening was a changing of the guard. They were even going to give me back what was surgically removed. I didn't want that. I wanted my mommy back and I was angry at this little. I calmed down and asked "is it really that fun?" I knew it wasn't. I didn't want to be Jessica's plaything but I had to seem into it for my plan to work. Owen answered by saying "yeah. I get to play all day and when I feel bad mommy makes the bad feeling go away and it feels so good" I didn't exactly want to be a part of Jessica's sick fantasy nor did I want... That to happen but I decided to act like I would. "that sounds icky but that's because they took the part that likes that stuff right?" Karen then went "awww you're such a clever baby boy" and then pinched my cheek. I probably wouldn't have minded but her nails were too long to let her do that properly so it hurt a little bit as her long manicured nails dug into my skin. Seriously how she could do anything with her hands was beyond me even in this world I don't understand women sometimes. Jessica then looked like she was about to have a heart attack as she shouted "oh shit did you cut him?! There's no way we won't get caught if he's fucking bleeding!" Karen then wiped the "blood" from my cheek and gave the handkerchief a sniff. She then laughed saying "don't worry dear it's not blood. Guess my nails just aren't dry yet. I also don't see a cut" Courtney then spoke up "goddamn mom don't scare us like that. Just wait till we're on the plane so we don't get LPS on us" Karen then turned back to me and said "I've always wanted grandchildren to spoil rotten. We're gonna get so much money thanks to you so don't worry your nursery will have all the toys you could ever dream of and I'll be sure to come and visit" That little exchange also gave me a back up plan. They panicked because they mistook Karen's red nail polish for blood. Even if they still stuck the pacifier in my mouth I should be able to get something red on me. My mind rushed with idea as anything red would do and Someone would check and I'd be able to alert them that something was wrong. What's better is I knew airports had cameras everywhere so those would pick it up and most amazons were very serious about littles getting hurt. I decided to try and make them think I was on their side by saying "y'know what? This is gonna be great. I don't know what you're complaining about big brother" It seems they bought it as both Karen and Jessica had huge smiles on their lipstick painted mouths. Courtney spoke up and said "dammit Jessica won the bet. I thought for sure he was brainwashed by those monsters" Jessica added "I told you he was smart enough to know what's best for him" I spent the rest of the trip trying to stay calm while sounding enthusiastic about the horrible life they had in store for me. I was well aware of what awaited us as becky's parents were littles who had gone through the horrible punishments amazon's used over in little hell and I was barely able to stop myself crying at the thought. Ryan was far less capable of that. Up until now he was the protective older brother as ridiculous as that probably sounds considering our situation but he was. Now he was in a situation completely out of his control and he couldn't handle it. His eyes were full of tears and while the pacifier made him much more quiet I could tell he was wailing. They claimed they wanted us to be happy but they were sadists who would definitely torture me for arbitrary reasons until I was their obedient little doll like Owen was. Ryan was visibly scared of that possibility and I couldn't blame him. I'm pretty sure the fact that I was actually older and had experience as an "adult" was the only reason I was able to hide my fear and panic as well as I had been doing. Eventually we made it to the airport and we all got carried out of the car. I assumed the one that took me was Jessica and I could see Courtney carrying Ryan. They really were identical right down to what they were wearing only Jessica wore all pink and Jessica wore all blue. Funnily enough karen was also wearing the same stuff probably to not appear like she was pushing 50 only it was red. the amazons were colour coded for my convenience it seemed. Unfortunately my plan completely went out the window as the nipple of a bottle was shoved in my mouth. The instant a drop of milk leaked out I couldn't stop myself from greedily guzzling it down. I couldn't help notice something a bit off about the taste but it was still delicious. I fell asleep immediately after. I woke up horrorfied as I was in a plane and strapped into a seat. There was no escape and I wasn't even awake to be able to execute my plan. Nobody noticed I was awake as they were still talking among themselves. "god how long until we can take off. Owen is getting angsty and I can't blame him" Karen said I heard a voice right beside me that I assumed was Jessica said back "well maybe if you didn't have enough metal to make five bombs we'd be in the air by now but noooo we had to explain why your suitcase had every punishment for littles in existence" She defended herself by saying "I was worried your new baby boys would need some harsh lessons OK" Courtney spoke up from the seat behind us "for the last time mom a fucking taser is overkill. Just let them flood their diaper with shit and leave them in it or spank the hell out of them" As if on cue I felt a flood of poop go into my diaper and join the rest that was in there. I must've had a blowout when I was sleeping. However unlike the last time this happened I wasn't changed immediately. I didn't care about that but I couldn't stop myself from crying. We were alone on the jet and it didn't look like a passenger plane. It looked like a private jet. I was never going to see mommy again and it destroyed me. It wasn't just the worse treatment I was worried about. I loved mommy and she was taken away from me. I'd lost my family again Jessica interpreted that as me crying over the full diaper. She was wrong but I wasn't about to correct her. "don't worry I'll change your stinky diaper" As she got up and started to carry me to the changing table courtney said "why not just leave him in that one till it starts leaking? He'll have to get used to full diapers anyway" Jessica then added "yeah but I'm going to put him in pleasure diapers when we get back. He won't be crying when his diaper is full then that's for sure" Karen scoffed at that and said "typical. I prefer to do it the old fashioned way. Speaking of... " I couldn't believe these people were talking about this like it was normal as opposed to it being messed up. Jessica then said "yeah definitely changing you now you don't want to see that shit. Seriously I wander if that woman wanted the private jet so you wouldn't squeal or because she wants to spoil owen" I then tried to ignore the... Vulger sounds coming from the other side of the plane which was thankfully easier when I was actually getting changed. Indeed it was the most full my diaper had ever been and I asked with tears still in my eyes "mommy how was there so much" She giggled and said "I put laxatives in the milk I gave you. Don't worry I'm also taking supplements that will make my milk an even stronger laxative. Trust me you'll thank me later" After I was changed Jessica tickled me for a bit at the changing table until it was clear Owen had been "relieved" just thinking about that made me feel sick as I was placed into my seat Courtney said "for crying out loud mom go clean him up. The last thing we need is for one of those prudes to come in here and notice that it looks like you painted owen's crotch red" Karen listened and took him to the bathroom and Courtney said "hey do you mind changing this one sis? He's asleep and I want to have a little bonding time with my nephew" Jessica took Ryan over to the changing table and Courtney picked me up and placed me in an odd spot. Standing on the floor in front of her seat. However it soon dawned on me what she wanted and I was horrified. "now you're gonna help your aunt relive some stress or she'll use granny's taser on you" Thankfully I was saved by the bell. As the perverted amazon was pulling down her panties and preparing to shove my head under her blue dress someone knocked on the door of the plane. Quickly I was put back into the seat and Jessica opened the door while holding Ryan in her other arm. A flight attendent walked in and said in a panic "we need to take your littles into a saferoom and fast" Jessica then asked "what? Why?" her tone was not happy to say the least "terrorists. They're after littles to smuggle overseas so we're hiding them in a panic room until the counter terrorist team gets here "can't we just take off? I'd like to see them try and take my baby while we're in the air" Jessica responded The attendant shook her head and said "sorry the runway still isn't clear and we don't know what they'll do if planes leave" Reluctantly Jessica, Courtney and Karen handed us over after putting locking pacifiers in our mouths and we were placed in a three person baby carriage and karen said "now whatever you do keep those locking pacifiers in. They really don't like having them taken out" The attendant nodded and said "OK I'll take them to the saferoom nursery and you can collect them when the situation is resolved" We were then pushed along and I desperately tried to remove the pacifier but it seemed to be locked. Ryan had the same idea but we both failed. Owen seemed more distressed by the fact he had to be away from his mommy than anything. Eventually we came to a room with a fairly normal door but I assumed it was probably the location that made it safe and not so much the door being super strong. We were placed into the room and me and when the door was closed me and Ryan immediately got to work trying to remove the pacifiers we had locked in and eventually we were able to unlock them with good leverage and if we both twisted the lock at the same time. Once we could talk we got to thinking of a strategy. "alright we give it about ten more minutes and then we make a break for it. I know how to pick a lock." I said Ryan agreed with a nod before falling over. His diaper had suddenly gotten significantly bigger. "what's going on here" Ryan exclaimed with clear panic. "that's a tattletale diaper. Just poured some water into it" Owen said as he dropped the empty bottle. He still had a second one that was probably for me. "guessing pee makes it get bigger and water does the same?" I asked Owen laughed and said "you catch on quick. You're not getting out of here. Jessica is your mommy now so just give up and we can be one big happy family" I felt my diaper inflate a bit as some pee leaked into it so I desperately tried to hold it in but couldn't. My bladder was ruined permanently. Thankfully only a bit leaked out. Unfortunately Owen rushed me and was about to squirt the bottle into my diaper until I hit it out of his hand. It wasn't far away so he dived for it but I barely managed to pull him away however that backfired hard as he landed directly on me and soon he was awkwardly sitting on me. I couldn't get up and Soon he said "oh come on not now" I then heard the telltale sign of him pooping and I immediately gagged. It smelled awful and I vowed that if I got out of this situation I would thank mommy for dealing with my poopy diapers. I tried to get him off of me but couldn't as he was quite heavy but soon he tried to get to the bottle and I was able to push him to the floor. Quickly I picked the lock with a nearby Bobby pin while he was down and had to waddle over to me. Just as I was about to open the door Ryan yelled "look out behind you" Unfortunately it was too late as he pulled the back of my diaper and poured the water into it. My diaper inflated to an insane degree leaving me completely helpless. Owen laughed and yelled "I win. Ha ha. The hero always wins. I'm a good helper. I'm sure mommy will reward me for...." He wasn't able to finish as an explosion could be heard. It appeared shit had hit the fan and the terrorists were blowing stuff up. We were all terrorfied and now thanks to Owen we were helpless. We couldn't even hide. Soon enough we heard footsteps and the door was thrown wide open and I was grabbed with Ryan not far behind. I closed my eyes and prepared for what the terrorists were going to do to us. "oh thank god I thought I'd never see you again " I heard spoken by a tearful but familiar voice. I opened my eyes and was greeted by mommy's smiling face with tears down her face. "how in the world did you find us" I asked Mommy smiled and said "it's a long story." I smiled back and said "I have time" --- Yep that wasn't really the end last chapter. I promise for real this time the story is approaching the end. Once again I apologise for taking so long
  6. Chapter 7 My jaw dropped. I didn't know what to say. This made absolutely no sense. "let me explain. Someone from 'that place' infiltrated molly's company and managed to use the teleporter to send over a thousand littles from your dimension over to that awful place" mommy said She was referring to the country affectionately called 'Little hell' by littles and apparently most amazons here. It's considered taboo to say its actual name since doing so has been known to cause trigger PTSD for littles that have escaped from there. "wait so my family were among those 1000?" I asked on the brink of tears knowing I'd been wrong about them this whole time. "yes the folder I got from molly had their names among the victims" mommy answered while opening up the folder and showing me one of the documents. Indeed their names were in there and there were a few others I recognised. Two of them were my classmates from school that went missing. Another was my teacher that year that just didn't show up for work one day and never returned. I cried knowing what fate awaited them. "fortunately they were caught and arrested soon afterwards but the damage was done. We can't portal littles back without them being here or it would cause an international incident or even war. A war we would lose" I knew finding out would hurt but I needed to ask. "do you know what happened to them?" Mommy sighed and said "unfortunately we do. All of the ones above 18 were sent to a breeding facility. The rest were adopted. I guess even monsters have a line they won't cross" I cried... No I was absolutely bawling my eyes out. My parents were and probably still are being forced to breed more toys for people like Jessica's mommy and my brother was likely one of said toys. - That's what we were to those monsters, toys. Toys to fulfil their sick desires or to be tortured. Amazons here may not be perfect but their hearts are in the right place. I wanted to know what happened to the one that took my family from me. "what happened to that mean amazon?" I asked mommy through my tears. "it's alright. She can't hurt anyone anymore."i knew she didn't want to say it but I knew what she meant. She had been killed in prison. I wasn't shocked. She deserved it and back where I was from people like that wouldn't last long unless seperated from the other prisoners. "I'm scared" I cried out. "I'm scared a bad amazon will take me away" mommy hugged me tightly and said "that won't happen. Ever since security has gotten better. Nobody will be able to use our portals like that ever again and amazons from less progressive countries are monitored heavily. Only special exceptions like Jessica get to be anywhere near littles without oversight" I felt more safe at that point. I wasn't completely over my fear but it helped put me at ease. Over the last week I had been able to just enjoy this life and this safe world but reality hit me in the face again. The world is a fucked up place full of horrible people regardless if I'm here or where I was. But here mommy would keep me safe. As selfish as it is I felt better knowing my family didn't actually abandon me but now I felt horrible for them. I hated them for most of my life for something that wasn't their fault. We both sat there after that emotional roller coaster and eventually mommy fell asleep holding me. She must've been exhausted and Ryan was probably worried. Luckily he had a spare bottle for times like this so he wouldn't go hungry not to mention the crib wasn't little-proof. He could push the bars down and pull them back up easily and the bars would lock when he pulled them back up while in there. Knowing this I managed to remove mommy's shirt and bra so I could get some milk. I was worried she'd be mad but maybe seeing me sleeping on her would make her forgive me. Cuteness was her weakness after all. After emptying both breasts I was full and couldn't not fall asleep. -- I woke up before mommy did surprisingly but I was comfortable so I just lay there until she was awake. When she did wake up she briefly panicked and stopped when she saw I was still held. "oh god I'm so sorry. I could've dropped you and it must've been so uncomfortable. I'm a terrible mommy... " I interrupted her by sticking the pacifier that was clipped to my onesie into her mouth and said "never call yourself a bad mommy ever again. It makes me sad. You're the best mommy in the whole world" she popped the pacifier out and said "do you mean that?" Of course I quickly answered "of course I do. You just made a mistake. No harm no foul. Besides it was nice" she then picked me up and carried me to the nursery and in there I saw Ryan sleeping next to an empty bottle and cuddling a stuffie. Something mommy found absolutely adorable. He soon woke up and asked sleepily "so what happened" I then looked at mommy and she nodded. I took that as approval to tell Ryan everything about my family's fate during the DL-6 incident. When he was let out of the crib he was crying and hugged me "I can't even imagine having family go through that" I was glad he didn't lose family like I had. "when I found out his family abandoned him I was curious if that was why. I recognised his original last name and the state he lived in" mommy said. That explains why she wanted to check that folder. We all agreed not to bring it up again. It wasn't something I wanted to talk about. It hurt to talk about it. After that everything went smoothly. Mommy had maternity leave for a full year and we did quite a bit. We drove around the entire city to see the sights, went to a couple of museums and even went to a theme park one time. I also made a bunch of new friends. I met molly's parents who had been adopted just like she said, Ryan's family had also been adopted and we visited them a few times and sometimes we just had playdates with others from daycare. Overall I was far more social than I ever was before although I still didn't entirely get over the guilt that I was getting spoiled rotten especially when granny and grandpa came over and gave me so many toys. Over the course of the year I gradually became more and more happy and content to the point I just naturally adopted a carefree attitude making me act far more like the infant I resembled to amazons. Something they loved to remind me of. Even random amazons on the street commented on how adorable I was and it felt good. However after a year mommy had to go back to work so we went back to daycare while she worked. Luckily a lot of us were already friends and Kate was no longer mocking me for being a portal little. However I found out Jessica had to go back home in a week and that made me a bit sad but she reassured me that we'd meet after that point so she wouldn't be gone forever. Regardless we were all going to be sad to see her go although me and Ryan ended that last day before she left on an embarrassing note. Out bottles were missing and while I didn't actually think breast milk withdrawal was a thing I didn't want to find out. Well that and I was hungry. Jessica came over and said "sorry you guys don't have milk. Would it be fine if I breastfed you two?" Me and Ryan both said we were OK with it and I added "I doubt mommy will mind so it's fine" She then said "OK I'll just take you through to another room so the others don't get jealous. They say it's better fresh" I couldn't argue with that logic so I nodded and she told the other amazons in the room what was going on and carried us. "smells like you two left me going away presents. I'll change you while you sleep OK?" We were then taken to an unfamiliar room and fed from Jessica's breasts. Oddly enough she had a nursing bra on but I just assumed that was in case something like this happened. This wasn't the first time a little didn't have their bottle of milk for whatever reason. We both fell asleep in Jessica's arms as she smiled at us. After a full year here I was happy. I couldn't be happier and as I fell asleep the most I had to worry about was mommy being upset our bottles were missing. Compared to sleepless nights working on portals this was heaven. My last thought as I fell asleep was 'coming here was the best thing to ever happen to me' The end --- Kinda short chapter this time as this is basically the end. Chapter 8 will be an epilogue of sorts. I've changed the structure I usually write in to be more readable. I'll edit the previous chapters to use that then start writing the next chapter
  7. Thanks. I'll try and fix that problem with the next chapter and edit the rest of the chapters when the story is done.
  8. Chapter 6 I woke up once again in the car in a diaper full of pee and poop. I was surprisingly used to this by now so it wasn't uncomfortable. If there was more poop I'd be worried but for now it was fine. We soon arrived at a massive house. The term mansion seemed more appropriate for this structure. We parked next to the other SUV and I was carried to the door. Mommy knocked and a voice on the other side said "come in" and I heard a click. Mommy opened the door into the huge lobby. I was confused by the fact nobody was at the door but I guessed the door had some kind of automatic lock seeing as I didn't see a keyhole. Soon enough I saw a running through to the lobby from the left she hugged Ryan and said "long time no see. I see you finally got a brother" Ryan laughed and said "yeah and I see you haven't gotten over your pink addiction" he was right about the pink. She had a pink onesie on and her hair was tied with pink ribbons. I wouldn't be shocked if her diaper was pink too. the new girl came up to mommy, looked up at me and said "names becky. Nice to meet you. Oh and if you think I wear too much pink you should see mommy" And right on cue I heard the sound of footsteps coming from upstairs and the figure making that noise appeared. She was a bit taller than mommy but not much taller and she clearly had a larger breast size that just made me a little jealous of how much milk becky must get but I then remembered I could barely drink the amount I got. Her blonde hair was in contrast to becky's tied up pigtails long and flowing down to he waist. As for becky's earlier comment yeah she wore all pink and as she came closer that became more apparent. Her dress was pink, her sandals were pink, her lips were covered in pink lipstick her earrings had pink jewels in them. She came up to mommy and said "so here's the cute little guy that has taken my best friend from me"she said in a tone that made it obvious she was messing around. I was placed carefully to the ground and looked away worried that mommy would think I wanted to be adopted by this new amazon. I didn't. She looked nice but I loved mommy and we had a bond that was hard to explain but felt special. that was more important. I almost laughed as before I came here I never would've thought like that especially as someone that used to think love was fake. Mommy spoke to her saying "so, molly still not over the pink obsession yet?" molly laughed and said "yeah most of my old clothes don't fit since the surgery and it's not my fault becky loves pink" now it was becky's turn to argue "I never told you to change your entire wardrobe to pink nor did I tell you to look like you're going on a date when going to the zoo with a friend" becky glared at her for a bit but stopped soon enough. Becky tapped me on the arm as our mommies were talking and I walked with her to where Ryan was and I asked "so what's with pinky over there" becky sighed and said "she found out pink was my favourite colour the day she adopted me and her response was to wear all pink as often as possible" I laughed at that and said "Well she'll stand out that's for sure since everyone else is dressed casually. Heck I'm wearing what feels like a blanket that covers everything" Ryan the spoke up and said "yeah molly doesn't do casual but she's nice enough. Except for that time she made it look like she was going to adopt me before mommy did" that made me surprisingly sad. Me and Ryan were surprisingly close and the idea of someone other than mommy adopting him sounded unthinkable. I couldn't imagine how sad mommy would be about that and I let my opinion be heard "OK that's not funny" I then noticed mommy and molly going through to another room and becky spoke up "yeah that was mean of her. Oh and mommy said she was going to give abby something today. No idea what but I think they talked about it over the phone" that made me curious and I wanted to sneak a peak when they got back but they didn't come back immediately so we continued making small talk. I joked "hey do those things have as much milk as I think they do" becky had a smug smile and said "yep and it's all for me. Jealous?" I shrugged and said "not really. It just explains why you're fat" Ryan laughed and becky pouted. In truth she did have a bit more baby fat than me or Ryan did but she wasn't actually fat. She then added "trust me it was a godsend today. I still can't drink all of it without falling asleep. Last thing I want is to be awake while she's at the salon" I laughed saying "geez seems you dodged a bullet there" Ryan said "yeah she's always been like that. She doesn't go out much but when she does she gets a bit vain" right as we stopped talking about that. I noticed a folder in mommies arm but could only see 'DL-6' written on it so it wasn't at all clear what it was. The door was opened and while the adults walked calmly to the car we ran to it. We'll becky and Ryan did and I followed them. Mommy put the folder in the front of the car and then we were all put into our seats. How becky had a carseat in mommy's car suddenly was beyond me but I just assumed it was put there when I wasn't looking. Then began the hour long drive to the zoo. Naturally we didn't want to sleep while there so using milk to wait for an hour wasn't going to work so I decided to ask something that had been bothering me. "I just thought of something. If littles all get adopted and can't make more littles how are there so many? It seems every amazon has at least one" as if to illustrate my point there were plenty of amazons with their littles around. Molly answered that "well we get a lot of portal littles like you and if a little wants to move from somewhere else they always come here because other places are mean to them" mommy then added "also some do have babies. Becky's parents had her when they moved here. You can ask them when we go visit molly's mommy" I was stunned for a second "wait. Molly adopted becky and molly's mommy adopted her mommy and daddy? Was that intentional?" becky answered with "yeah it's a long story" I wasn't even going to ask how the hell that happened. didn't fully know how things worked here. Molly asked "if you're uncomfortable you don't have to answer but what did you do before you got here?" I then responded "I was on a team researching and developing portals like the one that brought me here" saying it out loud made me realise the sheer juxtaposition of it all. I went from one of the top scientists in the world to being a baby sitting in a diaper full of my own shit while the other two didn't even have jobs before being adopted. Some would say I lost everything while they lost very little or were maybe always like this. I was out of place. As if on cue as I thought that more pee leaked into my diaper. I couldn't even feel it happening. I was completely incontinent but I wasn't embarrassed at all. I just hoped I'd be changed soon. I continued talking to molly "don't worry I'm glad I'm here. Working on that stuff was stressful. I'm way happier here. Maybe others will come through the portal I made to live better lives as well" mommy then said "I hope so. Other countries are full of selfish people but here we want littles to be happy. If more come to get the love and care they need everyone would be happy with that" I still found it hard to believe how selfless amazons were. They were willing to care for people like me just to make us happy. Amazons are weird. I then decided to respond to mommy after a short pause "I wish everywhere was like here. I wish everyone could be happy" everyone voiced their agreement on that. It was a naive hope but hey I'm supposed to be a baby. Nothing wrong with thinking like one occasionally. Unfortunately sick people like Jessica's mommy exist. She evidently could have children unlike mommy (a thought that still made me feel sad for her) but adopted a little not to love and care for them but to use as a toy. It seems monsters exist in all dimensions. I had one last question to ask "what happens if a little doesn't want to be adopted?" this made everyone pause. Nobody was expecting that question. Becky was the first to break the silence "well at first I didn't want to be adopted. In fact I made a run for it during graduation but I got caught. Those who don't want to be adopted usually get adopted anyway" this baffled me. Amazons clearly care about littles but don't give us a choice? Ryan had told me about this but I assumed that was just those from schools like his but no. Apparently all littles get adopted. Sure I was happy but there's no way all littles are happy with a life of diapers, cribs and milk diets. I tried to make the situation less awkward and said "sorry about that. I just kinda blurted it out" mommy reassured me saying "it's OK. You're just worried about your fellow littles. Don't worry though they're all happy. Little happiness is taken very seriously" 'unless that involves not being adopted' I added in my head. I loved mommy but it seems amazons are really controlling. If this hadn't been what I wanted my crib would be more like a cage Soon enough we reached the zoo and we were all put in regular strollers as opposed to the one me and Ryan had previously been in. It was obvious which one was for me and Ryan before were even strapped in considering one was blue with space for two while one was pink and had space for only one. It was surprisingly comfortable and for a moment I worried if all this being carried everywhere thing would negatively affect my physical health but then I remembered how much we ran around in the large nursery and at daycare. walking around the massive zoo would've been difficult despite the fact I was more high energy than back home so I was grateful for being pushed around. Mommy clipped something to the onesie I was in and quickly noticed it was a pacifier. I hadn't used them much despite mommy buying a pack of them but that wasn't out of a dislike for them. The flavours they somehow gave them were nice so I stuck in my mouth and was met with an unfamiliar flavour. I asked "what flavour is this?" while sucking on it so it came out all weird but mommy understood and found it adorable. "it's called Plapple. Guessing you've never had it" I nodded and said "never even heard of it" 'geez even the fruit is different here' molly insisted on paying for the entrance fee and while mommy seemed a bit guilty me and Ryan made sure to say "thank you molly" at the same time making her 'daaaawww' at us. I smirked and said quietly "it appears we have discovered her weakness" Ryan caught on to the joke and said "that we have. She cannot resist cuteness we shall use this to our advantage" we then both laughed at how ridiculous we were being saying ridiculous things like that while not even able to talk properly. As we were pushed along I was amazed. Yes there were certainly some animals very much like what I had seen back home but many were different and all had one thing in common. They were all massive. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared of what looked like a giant elephant that had two trunks and by giant elephant I mean three or four times the size of an elephant. Luckily it seemed friendly enough and mommy let us feed it peanuts so I wasn't scared for long. Luckily the noise made it so nobody could hear the sound of my diaper absorbing more pee that leaked out due to fear. There were other animals as well that while different were clearly similar to animals I'd seen just bigger. Some like lions and gorillas were the same just bigger while others looked like something completely made up by some writer like birds with four wings and a blue flamingo. Just like with everywhere else in this bizzare world the place was full of amazons pushing strollers of either their own children or adopted littles. If what mommy said about amazon fertility rates was true it would mostly be the latter. All littles were either in strollers or being carried by their parents. Not a single one wasn't adopted and the place had plenty of toilets that judging from the signs double as baby changing rooms. Eventually we had to go in one since eventually the squishing of soft poop mixed with pee wasn't exactly comfortable and I didn't want a rash. I immediately felt uncomfortable as molly was changing becky right next to me. I naturally looked away and closed my eyes for obvious reasons. Mommy found my concern for privacy adorable. Ryan was the polar opposite. He was talking to becky the whole time and neither seemed to mind. When everyone was changed into clean diapers and we got going again I quietly joked to Ryan "guessing you and becky get along well" he realised what I was getting at and said "Well it's not the first time I've seen it so..." "don't make jokes like that Ryan" mommy said sternly. Dirty jokes were apparently where the line was drawn when it came to what adopted littles could do evidently. Ryan apologised and mommy said "dawww I can never stay mad at you" because apparently trying to talk with a pacifier in your mouth is amazon kryptonite. We continued looking at all the bizarre and normal animals until we stumbled across Jessica from daycare. Ryan felt the need to point that out to me by saying "hey look it's your girlfriend". I rolled my eyes at that but mommy was also in on this joke and called out to her. She walked up to us with a confused look on her face and said "sorry miss do I know you?" we were all confused by that. This wasn't someone that just looked at bit like Jessica. She sounded the same as well. Mommy pointed out that she should recognise us by saying "don't you remember? You were looking after my babies in daycare. Remember Ryan and Jack" a look of realisation appeared on her face and she said "ohhhhhh my bad. Of course I recognise these two adorable little guys. Didn't see you two there. Yeah sorry I didn't recognise you miss I'm bad with faces sometimes. And names" mommy laughed and said "it's OK although Jack might get upset. My name is abby" they chatted for a bit and we were about to go our seperate ways when I decided to mess with Jessica. "what if she's not really Jessica and is actually an imposter" I said loud and clear for her to here. She was caught off guard by that and said "what are you talking about? Of course I'm really Jessica" I then said "you've been acting sus this whole time" I then couldn't stop myself from laughing "I'm just messing with you" we then waved goodbye to her and kept moving. Molly asked "hey do you have Jack on an all milk diet as well or do you want to get him some candy?" mommy then responded "I don't know. If he wants some he can have some" I shook my head the instant mommy looked at me. This is weird for me but as much as I love chocolate and other candy breast milk tasted better than all of it. I didn't know why but it just was. Mommy then said "yeah that seems to be a no from him" molly then said "fine. I'm still getting some chocolate." Molly ended up regretting that when one of the monkeys stuck it's arm between the bars to try and grab the chocolate which was funny to everyone except molly. I would've joked about giving the monkey some chocolate but decided against it. My field of expertise wasn't animals so I didn't want to risk killing it. The rest of the trip was uneventful but really fun either way. I was reminded of the one time my parents took me to the zoo. Just like back then there were plenty of animals I hadn't even heard of and it was interesting seeing what they did. The key difference was obviously that there were few kids running around. There were a few but most were in strollers or carriers. It was a bit concerning since the amazon population seems to be mostly adults with few amazon children. 'do they have a solution to the population problem?' I thought to myself but I decided not to dwell on it. 'I'm a little. My purpose in life is to be an amazon's baby and be happy' was repeating in my head. That's what I wanted and that's what mommy wanted. I was adapting to this new role in my actions but I couldn't get into a carefree mindset. I always did worry too much and overthink stuff. I looked over at Ryan and becky and they're far more. Capable of just not worrying and letting their mommies worry about everything. I started to think that maybe I didn't belong. Soon enough I was able to shake that feeling. 'no I'm just not used to this. Just give it time'. We continued just looking around until eventually it was time to leave. But first.... "what do you want from the gift shop" mommy asked. Ryan didn't seem confused by that question but I was "uhhhhh I don't know I don't know what they have" she laughed and said "sorry my bad" and then we went in. It was clear what demographic they were going for as it was filled with animal themed toys, candy and stuffies. We looked around for a bit when one caught my eye. It looked like a bird with a pirate hat and I smiled and pointed at it. Ryan and becky had already picked their toys. Ryan went with a lion and becky picked what looked like a pink seal because of course it was pink. When we bought our toys mommy asked "so are you going to give it a name" I laughed and said "of course. It's Jack the pirate sparrow" mommy went "awww you named it after yourself. Do you want to be a pirate? " I responded "no that wasn't what I was going for. You wouldn't get it" she just laughed and we got going. Just beside the exit was the food court so the amazons ordered food while us littles drank their milk and fell asleep. Seriously convient since I later found out it took a while for their food to arrive. Soon we were back at molly's mansion and we all waved goodbye and promised to come over sometime. While driving home I asked "so what was that folder you got from molly?" mommy didn't answer right away so I was worried. She eventually responded "I'm just curious about some incident and molly had everything known about it. You ever just look something up out of curiosity?" I couldn't argue with that since I did that all the time and it probably didn't concern me but I whispered to Ryan "hey what does DL-6 mean cause that's what I saw on the folder". I couldn't directly see Ryan but I could tell it was something serious as his breath caught in his throat. He simply said "don't ask. It's sad. That's all you need to know". I wasn't sure if mommy heard us but if she did she didn't respond. We were silent for the rest of the trip. I didn't want to say anything more since I felt I messed up in asking about DL-6 although that made me wonder why mommy was researching it especially now. She doesn't have work for over a year due to maternity leave so it can't be for work. Soon however we arrived home and the next few days were a calm routine of playing, eating, diaper changes and milk induced sleep. 1 week later Me and Ryan were just playing in the playpen in the living room when mommy came in and carried us both out. She asked Ryan to go to his room and I asked why. She sighed and said "because this concerns you and I don't want him to hear it." I was immediately in panic mode. 'no. She said she wouldn't abandon me! What kind of cruel joke is this.' she calmed me down by hugging me and saying "don't worry it's nothing you did. I still love you and will never abandon you" as if she had somehow read my mind. "I was considering whether or not to tell you about this but it's the truth and you deserve to know. It's not exactly a nice thing that happened so if you don't want to know tell me now" I shook my head and said "no. I want to know even if it's hard" she nodded and pulled out the DL-6 folder and said "alright. Your family didn't abandon you. They were kidnapped during the DL-6 incident" End chapter --- Getting really close to the end now. I think next chapter will be the end. Might have an epilogue after that so no more ending chapters on some twist so forgive me for doing that again this last time
  9. That actually makes a lot of sense. I've seen it in other stories but never got why they did it but that makes sense. I should put that in somewhere at some point. Probably a future story. Thanks
  10. Yeah it's something I was worried about portraying as I was worried I'd fuck it up but I did what I could and considering how he got there it adds up that he'd be depressed. I should be clear since I'm not sure the chapter is. He's not completely over his depression from one conversation but the reassurence that the life that is helping with it isn't going to go away just like that. He's still depressed but he's healing. I just hope I didn't accidentally trivialise depression by using it to help them bond. To me it makes sense but it's a heavy topic I didn't put in the story lightly That would be ironic. Haven't really thought of what punishments would exist in that country for amazons since I haven't fleshed it out. Maybe in a future story
  11. Chapter 5 Abby pov I sat there completely dumbstruck. We'd only known each other for a few days but we had already bonded. He was my son. My precious baby boy. Ryan's little brother. Yet he was genuinely scared I would abandon him. I imagined that scenario. Never being able to see him again and leaving him to await another adoption and I cried. I couldn't live with myself if I did that. What mother could live with abandoning her baby? Ryan would be devastated at losing his younger brother. He had already taken the role of the protective older brother so they were definitely close. I could never do that to Ryan. I hugged jack tightly but not so much as to harm him. Littles are delicate as their size suggests and now I was scared he would disappear if I didn't hold him tightly. It was completely irrational but I didn't care. We sat there for a few minutes crying into each other until I finally decided to say "Jack. You're my son. I would never abandon you" he looked hopeful for about a second before that was seemingly crushed and he asked "why would you? Why would anyone want me? I'm garbage to be thrown away" I had no idea what caused this mindset so I had to know "why do you think like that?" Jack POV I really wanted to accept what mommy said. I desperately wanted to believe I would live a happy life with her forever but I knew that was a pipedream. So I answered her question with "because I'm a burden. You could easily get someone better. A little that doesn't have to take time to adapt and be what you want them to be. Maybe you'd have time to find love and have babies that will actually grow up" mommy gasped at that and said "Jack. Don't be silly. You're hurt I'm aware of that. I knew when I first saw you and I wanted to help you, to heal you. I don't care if you're a little different. In fact I find it cute and as for that second point do you know one of the reasons amazons have such a strong maternal instinct for littles?" I shook my head. I hadn't even thought about it. I realised I really knew nothing about mommy despite how close I felt we were. It felt like a lie. I never took the time to learn about who she is as a person. I was selfish. Yet another reason for her to abandon me. She then told me something that made me feel horrible for her "it's not just because littles are as helpless as babies. It's because many amazons are sterile for some reason. I'm in that boat. I will never be able to give birth" I felt like a monster right then and there. All I ever do is fuck up over and over again. Constantly saying things and not knowing or even really considering how people feel about what I'm about to say. Once again I started crying "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like that I..." she then put I finger on my lips and said "shhhh don't worry. You did nothing wrong" I then cried out "LIAR!" mommy was shocked and asked "why would you say I'm lying?" I of course responded by saying "I just reminded one of the only two people to ever care about me that she'll never have children" she then reassured me "you're wrong. I do have children. Two precious baby boys I will love and cherish forever. I don't care about you both not coming out of me. You and Ryan are my sons and I'll never let anything get in the way of that. As for being unable to give birth you didn't know. You couldn't have known but I got over that pretty much immediately after I found out" I then asked "but wouldn't you rather have more time to find someone to love on equal terms? You're a wonderful mother and you deserve to have someone to find love or even get married one day. I don't want you to be lonely" mommy laughed at that "I used to think like that honestly but motherhood is more fulfilling and as long as I have you and Ryan I'll never be lonely. Besides we all know there's only one thing they'd be thinking about" we both laughed at the obvious joke "don't worry I have plenty of friends who are amazons. You'll meet them soon enough" I desperately wanted to believe her I really did. I said to her "trust me. You don't want me. My family from back home didn't want me so why would anyone?" mommy looked at me shocked "what do you mean your family didn't want you?" I then sighed and said "exactly what I said. They all abandoned me one day. I was only about 2 years old so I don't remember them but they abandoned me and I haven't seen them since. I spent my entire childhood in an orphanage. Nobody wanted to adopt me because I was a freak. What you're holding in your arms are damaged goods. You got the trash nobody wanted. I wandered if being regressed would make me a better son for you so I asked" I then cried into her shirt. I couldn't help it but I finally continued. "the one time someone cares about me and I use them. I deserve to be thrown away" mommy looked at me and said "you haven't used me. I'm your mother it's my job to take care of you. To make sure you're happy. I want to help you to heal the damage done. You're not garbage" I had a melancholy laugh at that "yes I have used you. I told Ryan. I should've told you but I was scared you'd abandon me if I did...." I then told her the same story I told Ryan. About how I knew about this dimension, how I knew I'd end up here and how I knew what life it would lead to. I then said with tears in my eyes "so you see you're not even helping someone that needs it. You're helping someone that selfishly left his one world to live the carefree life they wanted. I don't need help. I don't deserve your love. I should've been left to die that day" I then suddenly heard Ryan who I thought was sleeping say "you're wrong. Just because you knew what would happen doesn't make you selfish and it doesn't mean you don't need help. You do. You were miserable in your old world. We want you to be happy" mommy clearly agreed as she added "he's right. You're hurt. I noticed that when I first saw you. How you got here doesn't matter to me. I love you and want to help you so will you let me?" it took some more comforting words and reassuring after that but they had finally gotten through my thick skull and I relented. "I would love nothing more. Thanks for giving me a chance. I love you too. Both of you. I'll try to be a good son." ryan then climed onto the couch and we had a group hug. It felt nice to be loved and held like this. I wasn't absolutely confident but I felt much better. I wasn't worried about being abandoned anytime soon and hopefully I would be able to adapt to my new role in life so that would never happen. There was still a small nagging in the back of my mind that it was too good to be true but it wasn't at the forefront of my mind. Soon we broke off the hug, we got fed more milk and I still fell asleep really quickly. The next day I woke up in the crib and my nose immediately picked up on an awful stench. I asked "hey Ryan. I haven't eaten in days how do I keep pooping?" he then sleepily shrugged "I don't know. Maybe amazons put something in their milk to make us poop. They seem to love changing stinky diapers." that made me think 'why do amazons want to look after a child at it's most helpless for so long? Seems like a huge hassle to have a permanent baby. Amazons are weird' soon we did the standard routine of getting changed, washing and then drinking before I woke up in mommy's arms while she quietly sung to herself. I didn't want to interrupt so I just stayed there listening. When she stopped I said "you have a nice singing voice mommy" she went red at that and Ryan who I just realised was also being held right next to me said "trust me I've been telling her since highschool and she still won't believe me" we both laughed at that but I felt bad when I saw how red mommy was getting so I stopped and hugged her trying to reassure her "don't worry mommy it's OK to be shy about singing in front of people" she chuckled at that and said "sometimes I wonder who the baby in this house is" honestly she had a point. Despite being taken care of like the babies we resembled nobody minded that we didn't talk like babies. Not fully anyway. I had certainly adopted more infantile mannerisms over the last few days. I wondered if maybe that was because they wanted both to fulfill the needs of their maternal instincts but also want a friend or close family member they can talk to. It was nice but it got me thinking. I decided to put these thoughts into words "mommy I've been thinking. This arrangement is wonderful for us. We get taken care of by a loving mommy and live the lives of fairly carefree infants but what do amazons get out of it? It seems unfair to me" mommy pondered that for a second and responded "well amazon women want to be mommies but most can't do it naturally so we adopt. It feels really good to take care of you, it's hard to explain but it just does. Well that and breastfeeding feels really good on top of helping with bonding Besides littles are absolutely adorable" she then started tickling us both and we couldn't help but laugh. We just sat there talking for a bit when Ryan said "hey did Jack tell you about his new girlfriend?" I went red and asked "what are you talking about?" Ryan gave me a sly grin and said "don't pretend you don't know. Jessica would be very upset if she heard you say that" mommy laughed and I went even more red in the face and said "she's not my girlfriend. That would be weird and probably illegal" mommy then spoke up over relentless laughing "oh does little baby Jack have a crush on the pretty daycare lady?" Ryan then added "well he did call her pretty and they were talking for quite a while" I don't think I could get any more red but that was proven wrong and I yelled "oh come on I'm not even capable of feeling that anymore" mommy then held me closer and said "we're only messing with you don't worry. I'm not upset. She seems like nice girl. Just because you don't feel those adult feelings you can still like girls it's not like they put a 'make girls yukky' chip in there" I then saw the humour in the whole thing and laughed "don't worry mommy she can't replace you. I won't let her take me away" mommy laughed and said "and I would never let her do that either. Nothing wrong with complementing her though and I'm sure it brightened up her day being called pretty by a cute boy like you" I blushed and said "am I really cute or are you just saying that? I was always told I was ugly." mommy then got serious or at least appeared to and "no more of that. You're perfect and adorable and I won't let you put yourself down like that" After we were finished laughing and making me feel better it was nearly time for lunch but mommy suddenly asked "would you to like to go the zoo?" Ryan seemed excited at the prospect and it took me a second to reach the same enthusiasm. I had never been there back home but here it was probably full of animals that didn't even exist in my world so we both excitedly said "yes mommy". She then said "alright Jack would you mind if we went with one of my friends and her little?" I nodded and said "yes if she's friends with you she must be nice" mommy nodded and said "I called ahead earlier and she needs to get herself and her daughter ready so you two can have lunch first" I rolled my eyes and said "women am I right?" referring to the need to get ready and even mommy laughed at that one "yeah she's not as bad as she used to be but she still doesn't seem to get what casual means" we then started feeding and at this point I wouldn't be shocked if I was incapable of eating actual food any more. While I was used to the milk by now I wasn't able to resist the sleeping pill like effect so I fell asleep. I was excited to go to the zoo and meet a new potential friend. I was never good at making friends but this should be easier than back home. End chapter A shorter chapter this time. Not by a massive margin but it is. I couldn't see a better point to end it than here. Next chapter Jack makes more friends and it should be an uplifting chapter after that one more chapter and it'll be all over. Can't really add conflict at this point since Jack has accepted his new role so not much I can add after that (I really need to put some kind of antagonist in my stories at some point.) Sorry if this scene seemed a bit rushed considering what happened in it but it's the best I could do. Sorry about making you wait so long again but I get my first covid vaccine and I don't know what fun side effects I get so it might take a bit. Sorry in advance for when I inevitably procrastinate and take 2 weeks to write one chapter. Again
  12. Chapter 4 After about two minutes I was able to stop crying. "there there little guy. Are you OK now?" mommy said. I nodded "yeah. Sorry I ruined your shirt" she laughed at that and said "don't worry about that I can just put on another one" as if to prove a point she put me back in the crib and took off her tear stained shirt leaving her with nothing but a nursing bra on the top half of her body and walked out of the room. Luckily the curtains were closed. I didn't want creepy guys seeing mommy like that. Soon she came back in another shirt and removed out clothes. Mine were covered in sweat so I was thankful. "now do either of you have a present for mommy coming?" mommy asked. We both shook our heads and she removed our diapers but I was confused when after wiping the piss and shit we didn't get changed. Instead she carried me and Ryan to the bathroom. The bathtub was already filled with water and some toys. When we entered I saw myself in the mirror and did a double take. When she put us down I said "mommy can you lift up up to the mirror?" she answered by carrying me over to the mirror. I hadn't seen myself since I came here and I looked like a completely different person. All the hair I had besides the hair on my head was completely removed. Not only that but most of my muscle mass was gone. I still had all my fat but I didn't look obese it just looked like I had normal baby fat. The last thing I noticed was that I looked visibly younger. Back at the adoption facility I thought I was the oldest there as few looked any older than late teenagers but here I was with face I had in my mid teens at most despite being in my late 30s. I was amazed "I look so young. How did this happen?" I was placed in the bathtub on the side away from the taps which is where Ryan was. I briefly felt a bit embarrassed about sharing a bath with him but I soon that feeling went away. As mommy started to bathe us she said "when they saved you they did a bunch of other stuff. I don't really understand it but there's a machine that permanently gets rid of hair and a few years ago it became possible to de-age littles using nanites" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Removing body hair was believable but de-ageing? That was insane. "you don't mind that do you? If it's a problem it's reversible" mommy said while I was staring blankly just thinking about it. I looked up at her and said "nah. This is great and besides I think this look suits me more" she smiled at that and said "I didn't want to say anything but I think you look adorable like that" I couldn't help but be happy about that. I then added "I guess it is a fresh start. I essentially got more than 20 years of my life back" both mommy and Ryan seemed unphased by that although Ryan commented "must be weird having me be the older brother even though your like twice my age" I laughed a bit at that "yeah but I don't mind" The rest of the bath was fairly uneventful. Me and Ryan were careful not to splash any water while playing. I was a bit surprised that mommy had seemingly no reaction to how quickly I had adapted. Back home I never would've acted this childishly but here it was natural. Maybe I did belong here. Soon enough we were done and despite saying I could do it myself mommy insisted on drying me and Ryan. when drying I was red as a tomato when mommy was drying my uhhhhh well you know. Yeah I still wasn't used to that yet and that was why I wanted to do it myself. We were then changed into fresh and very infantile outfits and before we knew it I was asleep in the car. Yeah that milk still knocked me right out at this point but the naps weren't lasting as long as I woke up before we got to daycare. I decided just to look out the window of the large SUV and it looked like any other town just way larger. It really put into perspective how small I really was in this world. The only real difference was just like at the mall there were way more babies. Whether they were amazons or littles was beyond me especially now I realised how young they could make an adult my size look. At one point we stopped at a red light and on the sidewalk I noticed an amazon with what was clearly an adult in a stroller. He looked a bit older than I currently look but he seemed completely out of it. There was no intelligence in those eyes. I wondered if he was regressed. Soon enough we continued to the daycare and it looked just as you would expect. Just a normal large building although it looked closer in size to what I expected from a school here. We got out of the car and I was carried while Ryan walked over to the front door. We got to the front desk and mommy said "excuse me I booked these two in for today" the person behind the desk asked "names?" and mommy responded "Jack and ryan Stone" and the person behind the desk started typing on her computer and when she stopped she turned and said "Do you have anything specific you'd like us to feed them?" and mommy placed the bag I hadn't realised she was carrying on her shoulder onto the desk and said "yeah I have them both on an all milk diet and there are bottles of milk I pumped in that bag. They're marked with their names." she then took the bag and said "OK just drop them off at room 3 and I'll make sure this bag gets to the nannies in a minute" mommy then added "one last thing I adopted Jack just a couple days ago and he's a portal little so please be patient if he's uncomfortable with the others" The other woman then said "awww is the little guy shy? Don't worry Jack you don't have to play with anyone you don't want to I know it's hard for portal littles" I noticed a bit of sadness in her expression and wondered if she somehow knew how I got here or if mommy signaled it to her in some way. We were then carried to a door that said room 3 on it and mommy opened it. Inside was a massive soft looking room. The floor looked like I could fall from my mommy's arms and I'd have a soft landing but still sturdy enough to run on evidently by the 30 or so littles doing so. There were plenty of toys, a massive ball pit, a few slides and everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves. A woman who I assumed was one of the nannies came up to us and said "awww is this the new guy?" obviously referring to me "yeah I wanted to use my maternity leave to help us bond some more and y'know get him used to all this but I'm desperately needed at work. I managed to negotiate a longer leave though so hopefully that'll make it up to this little guy" the other woman then said "that sucks but hopefully he's OK. If he's uncomfortable we'll try and help him out OK. Now you better get going. Wouldn't want you to be late" mommy then turned me to face her and I thought I saw tears but she wasn't outright crying "OK Jack be careful and I'm sorry for leaving you here so soon. I promise to make it up to you" she then hugged me before putting me down and leaving. I didn't know what I was expected to do so I just followed Ryan. For about an hour I had more fun than I could even remember having before. You wouldn't think that was the case but just not having to worry about being judged for immaturity and having friends to play with for once made it a blast. I was never exactly an extrovert but the other littles were very easy to get along with and many just wanted to help me adapt. These were by far the nicest people I had ever met besides mommy and Ryan. Unfortunately after that hour was up I was given a painful reminder that kids can be truly horrible. I saw a girl approach me while we were messing around with some of the toys. She had a pink onesie with a very visible diaper bulge and her blonde hair was in pigtails and there was a scawl on her face. I asked her "what's wrong? Did you want to play with us?" she scoffed and said "why would anyone want to play with a freak like you?" I didn't understand what I had done to deserve this so I asked "how am I a freak? she looked at me like I was an idiot and said "you're a portal little. Let me guess. You were some reject nobody cared about so you got here. You're from a place where you're supposed to be an adult but you ended up here. Anyone from there would call you a freak" Ryan interjected "that's enough Kate you always do this" she then said something that really struck a nerve "you want to make your mommy happy? Get regressed then you can at least pretend to be a normal baby" I sat there motionless and Ryan looked about ready to punch her in the face but luckily someone came to the rescue. An amazon picked up Kate and said "how dare you say something so horrible. You're going in time out to think about what you've done" she then carried her over to the cribs on the other side of the room and put her in one. She then came back and said "are you OK?" I was on the verge of crying but I looked up and nodded but then I immediately freaked out. The woman looked like a younger version of the creepy woman from the mall, she even had the same blonde hair and her accent was similar. Ryan saw this and held me saying "stay cool she's alright. She's from that horrible place but she's cool" She nodded at that "yeah new littles usually react like that but I've actually protested for little protection back home. It's why I'm here because they want rid of me." Ryan then added "yeah she's living over here until the heat is off. So in about a year she's going back. It's a shame too because she's great and been offered a permanent job here" I then responded saying "well if Ryan says you're cool then I trust you. Sorry I freaked out you look a lot like some creepy amazon we met at the mall." she seemed worried about that "uh did she have the same hair colour as me, wear too much makeup and have a little called owen with her?" I nodded and she said "oh god why is my mother in this here of all places!? Don't worry I'm nothing like her. She's sick. I've seen how she treats Owen and it's messed up" I reassured her that I trusted her and she stuck around and played with us for a bit. She genuinely seemed to care about us and not in the way her mother "cared" about littles and it helped distract from what Kate said although I didn't forget it. I assumed that was the reason she joined us. That and she stopped me from falling off the slide. It probably wouldn't have hurt much but I appreciated that. Soon enough it was time for lunch and a nap. I was already tired from playing for hours so I didn't have a problem with being put in a crib. I was given a bottle and the amazon said "my name is Jessica by the way" I then said "thanks nanny Jessica. I'm 'yawn' glad some people even from bad places can be good. Makes me hopeful" she then smiled and said "me too little guy. Me too" I blushed a bit and said "you're very pretty. Way nicer than your mommy" I wasn't lying either even with my uhhh altered mind I knew she was good looking. Not sure why I brought it up but I just did. Maybe it was to make her feel better after I was scared of her she then said "daaaaw you little charmer you. Now drink up." as I put the nipple of the huge bottle in my mouth. It was easily half a gallon of milk. It wasn't as fresh but it was still delicious. When I finished Jessica took the bottle and said "sleep tight my little angel" I woke up to Jessica's smiling face "wakey wakey cutie" she poked me lightly with a long bright pink nail so I joked "alright I'm up. stop. Don't want you to be the one crying when you break a nail" she giggled at that and carried me out of the crib and changed my diaper making sure to tickle me while she did it. I noticed the others were in a circle so I sat next to Ryan when I got down from the changing table. Kate glared at me for a bit but she was easily ignored. "there's the sleepy head" one of the other nannies said I then said "sorry about that I'm not used to how sleepy mommy's milk makes me" she then responded "that's fine we're not mad are we?" and everyone immediately responded "no we're not mad" at the same time. After that the nanny spoke up "we're just about to start talking a little bit about ourselves just to get to know each other since you're new. Why don't you start?" I then froze up. I never really liked telling anyone about myself since well... People don't exactly like me but I tried. " uh what's to say? My name's jack, I'm a portal little, I got here a few days ago and my mommy is the best thing to ever happen to me" the nanny then asked "and what does your mommy do?" I then froze up and said "uh she..." Ryan saved me by whispering "she's a doctor at a hospital for littles" I then continued "she's a doctor at a hospital for littles" then everyone started giving more detailed descriptions of themselves and their parent or parents and I wondered to myself 'I really don't know anything about mommy. Am I just using her? I love her don't I?' after everyone was done we got back to playing and after about 2 hours mommy came to take us back home. When we got in the car she asked "did you two have fun?" we both said "yes mommy" but Ryan added "unfortunately Kate tried to ruin it. Again" mommy sighed and said "I will never understand why she hates portal littles. Sorry about her" I then reassured her "it's not your fault. By the way when we get home can I talk to you for a bit. There's... Something I want to get off my chest" both mommy and Ryan looked concerned by that but mommy said "sure thing. We got a long ride home so do you two want some milk?" we both responded "yes please mommy" and she parked the car on the side of the road and pulled out the massive bottles from the bag she gave the woman at the front desk earlier. I chugged that stuff down and predictably I fell asleep. When I woke up I was on a changing table. Mommy was about to start changing my soaked diaper and she noticed I was awake. She said "hey, you. You're finally awake" I then said "yeah sorry your milk makes me do that" she then changed me and said "Ryan's upstairs playing so you have me to yourself. What did you want to talk about?" I then mustered up the courage to say "please don't take this the wrong way. Would you be happier if I was regressed?" mommy looked so sad she even cried "why would you think that? Was it Kate that made you think that" I then said "I'm sorry but I just needed to know. I'm nothing but a burden. I've always been a burden. I just want you to be happy. You make me happy. If me being less difficult and me being more like an actual baby makes you happier it's worth it" She then said "and I want you to be happy. You're not a burden. You're my perfect little baby boy. You don't have to change. You're hurt. I want to heal you" I then put into words the one thing that had been eating away at me this entire time. "there is another reason" mommy then asked "what?" I struggled to say it but eventually I managed to get it out through the tears "because I figured if my mind was gone it would hurt less when you abandon me" End chapter Yeah I keep apologising for the long waits but unfortunately I had the flu for like a week. I swear I'm cursed. this happened while writing my last story as well. Anyway the next chapter definitely won't take this long. I'll try to get it out before I get my first of two covid vaccines in July cause I don't know how I'll react to it. Thanks for your patience and sorry for the wait
  13. I agree it's messed up to mess with a person like that. Hope you didn't get the idea that I thought that was a good thing. I don't. The point is that while for the most part amazon's in that specific country see themselves as nice and caring they're controlling just like they are in most stories. Yeah in the end abby cares for Jack and Ryan and she's not a villain but that doesn't mean she's immune to the controlling nature of amazons. She's just a different type of controlling than the other amazon that briefly appeared. Any future story I write won't have that happen so if that's a sticking point for you any future stories I write will be free from that. Thanks for the feedback BTW I don't consider myself a great writer but I try and I'm glad you've enjoyed this so far
  14. There will definitely be some of that but not much as it's not that important to this story other than being how he knew about the other dimension. They will be important for a future story that I'm thinking of writing though. Good to hear. Hopefully the next chapter won't take over a week
  15. Chapter 3 The cavalcade of shocked reactions continued as Ryan looks like he just blue screened. "what!? How!? That makes no sense!" he said with zero calmness whatsoever "shhhh I don't want mommy hearing that" I looked around and listened out for mommy's large footsteps however I heard nothing so I said "if I tell you it must stay secret" Ryan nodded and I decided to tell him the truth "you know how amazons over here can look into other dimensions and pull littles out of them to bring them here?" he nodded at that "back in my dimension we were working on the same technology. We got it to the point we could look into other dimensions but not go there" POV jack Date: November 6th 2022 Dimension: C-137 (home) Location: CL technology, project dimension control room After 2 years we'd finally gotten the portal to work. Sort of. We could see into other dimensions. Observe them. But we couldn't get anything in or out. This project was something straight out of science fiction and had taken its toll on everyone most of all me. Others had questions about this project. What was its purpose? Why was this started? How in the hell did the ceo know other dimensions existed and how did he create the basis for this project? I didn't care about any of this. I was tired. The pay was good but work was hell. I just wanted a break and in my field that was impossible. Besides I doubt they'd ever let me leave after having worked on this but since the project was working to a degree we began looking through dimensions for one that fit the CEOs needs. What were those needs? No idea. After a few days of searching we came across one that was just bizzare. People our size were treated like babies. Not as some weird fetish stuff but legitimately adopting and caring for them. The people doing this were massive and with the size difference we thought at first littles were babies. I never thought to look at the rest of that world because I was captivated. As I watched people being adopted by complete strangers and showered with love and affection I felt empty. I shook my head and muttered "are you crazy? You don't want that do you?" to myself. I likely would've forgotten about it the next day had I not been told it was that dimension the ceo was interested in. I was confused until max clarified "yeah it's a weird place but from how long you looked at it you must've noticed how advanced their tech is" I simply nodded and said "yeah that's a good point" For about a year and 10 months we worked on the portal trying to get it to work so people could go through and we could obtain their technology and we had little luck. Well they had none. I on the other hand had discovered a way out. I wasn't exactly happy. I was on anti-depressants, the company paid for therapy and nothing worked. I wanted to go to the other dimension. I wanted to experience what a loving family was like even if just for a little bit. I found how to make that happen. I saw they had a portal that could get anyone from anywhere on this planet over there and they did that to help those who couldn't handle adult life anymore. Nobody suspected anything since they replaced them with a corpse presumably a clone. I then hatched a plan. Sam would text me while they were observing me which had apparently happened many times while I wasn't there (the theory was they couldn't see the underground lab) and I would chug down ethanol only to be saved by the giants. Jack POV Date: September 15th 2024 Dimension: DD-165 (diaper dimension) Ryan took a minute to go from shock to understanding and said "so you found this dimension. Saw what we did" I then nodded saying "yeah. Only this country though. I saw how littles were treated and that some from my dimension were saved from death and treated with love an affection. I desperately wanted that and well here we are. The plan worked" Ryan was both shocked and sad. It was visible on his face. "so you didn't want to die. You wanted to escape." he said quietly. I added "I'm a coward. Before this I wanted to die but couldn't do it. I wanted to be loved. Even if only for a few days. My family are all either dead or abandoned me. I had two choices. Stay in a doomed world and never experience love or come here" We stayed as we were for a few minutes. When mommy came to take us downstairs and just in time. The combined smell of two smelly diapers was distracting. Ryan kept his word and didn't tell her about my situation. When we got to the spacious living room mommy said "alright my little angel we're going to go get you some clothes and toys after breakfast and a diaper change. OK?" I was a bit apprehensive about going out in public surrounded by giants but mommy's loving smile was all it took to assure me that I would be safe "thanks mommy" was all I could think to say I wondered what was for breakfast but then I thought of something "mommy can I pwease have some milk?" I asked in my most babyish voice. "aw of course you can. You never have to worry about that. If you're hungry just say so and mommy will sort it out" she then effortlessly lifted me up and took off her shirt so I could start drinking the think, creamy ambrosia she called milk. Soon she sat down and Ryan joined us and just like yesterday he was using the other breast. While we fed mommy said "now once you're both nice and full we're gonna get some nice clothes for my perfect little baby boy." I was in a haze but I was still able to tell she was talking about me and it felt good. I was happy that she cared about me. Soon we were both done and I fell asleep almost immediately. I woke up in the car seat from yesterday. I noticed I had a clean diaper so I somehow slept through having it changed. I couldn't stop myself from yawning. That caused mommy to giggle and say "sleep well sleepyhead?" I was embarrassed by that and said "sorry mommy. I don't know why I keep sleeping like that" she then said "awww don't be sad. Babies need their sleep and mommy's milkies make babies fall right to sleep. Even wittle Ryan had to nap a little" the boy in question held his hands up with his pacifier in one hand and said "guilty as charged" that made me feel a lot better and I saw we were nearing what looked like a massive mall as we parked mommy said "OK so today I'm allowed a day off work since it's a Sunday but tomorrow I have to go to work. Jack would you be OK with going with Ryan to daycare? After that I can get 9 months maternity leave it's just my boss really needs me tomorrow" I was scared of meeting so many strangers at once especially amazons but I hoped if there was at least one familiar face there I'd be fine. I nodded and said "it's OK mommy. I'm scared but I think I can handle it." she then got out of the car and opened the trunk. After she got something out of it she opened the door on my side and got me out of the car seat she hugged me saying "thanks for being so brave" before putting me in what I realised was an odd type stroller. I think it was called a baby carriage and it was for two people so naturally Ryan was next to me. instead of sitting we were lying down in this one there was a cover to shield from sunlight and rain and mommy could easily check on us at any time. There was also a blanket draped over us but our heads were poking out. It was like riding in a giant bed. we went into the mall and like everything else the place was massive. I looked around and were it not for the size it would look much like a regular mall. Well that and there are way more adult sized babies in strollers and many more stores for childcare supplies. I asked "how can you tell the difference between a grown little and an amazon baby" as I was wondering if they were all littles since none of them looked like adults at all. Mommy then answered "it is hard to tell isn't it? Most of them are probably littles" I didn't want to push further for now but made a mental note to ask how she knows that later. There were some things I observed. Most of the people with babies were amazon women on their own or a few had an even taller amazon man with them. All involved seemed happy but I wondered if there was a stigma against single fathers like back home. Besides that everything was normal. Amazon children were messing around and begging their parents to go to toy stores. I saw a nearby video game store that was an absolute sausage fest besides a few confused mothers, families were talking to each other at the food court. Infant and toddler childcare was clearly a huge industry here and it seems most amazon women were here for their kids adopted or otherwise. All of this I observed through small gaps since mommy took up a good chunk of my view in this baby carriage. Soon enough we were. Stopped by two amazons who asked to see us. They looked a little bit younger than mommy but not by much. "awww they're so adorable" I heard one say. It felt odd but pleasent to be called that "be careful little Jack was just adopted so he's a little shy" mommy said. I would've said something but I felt myself being tickled and I couldn't help but laugh so hard I peed. "looks like someone's ticklish" the other new amazon said she then added "don't worry he likes it. You try." I gave a thumbs up to reassure her friend that I didn't mind but she just shook her head and said "sorry little guy I'll wait till I have my own little" they then both left and said "thanks miss" and started talking with each other. I didn't catch much of what they said after that. "sorry about that Jack. Some amazons like to do that especially when they don't have their own little. Amazon maternal instincts are strong" I nodded in understanding and said "it's fine they seemed nice" I noticed we'd walked into a store and I wasn't sure where mommy was going to put the stuff she was buying but she was able to just hold a basket in one hand while pushing the stroller. I couldn't quite see what we were buying but it was obviously for me especially when the cashier asked if she'd adopted recently. When we exited the store she put most of the items in the bottom of the stroller which must've had something there for keeping stuff in but she opened a pack of pacifiers and put one in my mouth. I noticed an orange like flavour and as if to confirm she said "thought I'd get you some flavoured pacifiers like your brother has. Tell me if you don't like any of them" I nodded and continued sucking on it to confirm it was fine. Soon we entered another store and was carried out of the stroller. We were in a massive baby clothes store. Not the baby section of a clothes store. The entire thing was for babies. Mommy grabbed a ton of different outfits and moved me and the stroller to the changing rooms. Luckily these were huge so the stroller fit in. I'd be uncomfortable leaving Ryan alone considering what I knew about other amazons. I then spent the next 20 minutes trying on different infantile outfits. They all fit and I didn't mind any of them so mommy decided to buy all of them. While on the way to pay I said "mommy won't all that be expensive? You don't need to spend so much on me." mommy then looked at me and said "don't you worry about money. I have plenty and if it really became a problem I have friends who can help. I just want you to be happy" I fell silent and felt guilt at wasting so much of her money but decided to drop it. "alright I just need to get some lunch. You still OK with milk jack" mommy asked I responded "I cant think of anything better" she smiled at that. I wasn't lying either her milk was amazing. Once we reached the food court she was about to feed us while she waited on her lunch when we were interrupted "hey mind if I have a look"I heard from an unknown voice. This one was different. Most people here had a light Australian accent just without the slang or dialect.This one sounded more american. Definitely like someone from a northern state and not Southern "may I ask why?" mommy asked. I could tell already she didn't trust this woman. "I'm not from here and I was told littles were even more cute here and wanted to see if that was true" it was obvious nobody was buying that but she relented and said "fine but no touching or giving them anything. I don't want them regressed like yours" "mine isn't regressed. Isn't that right owen" I then heard the sound of someone popping a pacifier out of their mouth and saying "nope. I'm happy and love my mommy she would never do anything bad to me". She then looked in the stroller and I was immediately on edge. It was hard to explain but she looked like a predator eyeing her pray. Ryan put an arm over be protectively and said "that's enough. You're scaring him" she didn't go away immediately but thankfully mommy said "you heard him. stop" she obliged and turned to her and said "sorry the bigger one seems frustrated. I'm not shocked" I was angered by what she implied "what? You calling me a bad mother" the other amazon laughed and said "no of course not. I just think what you do in this country is cruel. Littles may be babies but they're fully grown and have needs unless they're regressed. Instead of helping with that or regressing them you remove those needs. I'd never let my precious Owen get backed up with cummys. Besides I can send it to the breeders so more lovely babies are born" thankfully mommy interrupted her disturbing view on littles by saying "go away. People like you make me sick. Littles are babies to be taken care of and given love. Not be used as toys to fulfil your sick kinks and bred like animals" the creepy amazon then walked away and I hoped to never to see her again. She creeped me out and the way she talked about her adopted son creeped me out. "I'm so sorry about that. I shouldn't have let that monster come over here" mommy said. Her lunch arrived soon after. "just let me eat this and I'll feed you both and we can go home" I couldn't help but be happy about leaving this place. Ryan whispered in my ear "judging by her accent and how she said she treats her little she's probably from little hell" I was confused at the name but Ryan elaborated "oh yeah you don't know what that means. Most other countries are less kind to littles. Her country is the worst so it got the nickname 'little hell'" soon mommy finished eating and before she could feed us I asked "mommy what did you mean by regressed?" she sighed and said "in most countries it's not uncommon to use hypnosis to permanently turn their brains to mush. You look like a baby but you don't have the mind of one. Regression forces you to. Some littles here choose to be regressed but it's rare and illegal if they don't consent" I was scared about that happening but I didn't have time to think about it as mommy was starting to feed us. while I was a bit worried about feeding in public the fact I could now see we weren't the only ones made me feel OK with it. Once again I felt relaxed and soon fell asleep. I woke up in the car but this time I had a dark blue romper on that was surprisingly comfortable. I wondered how long it would take to get to the point where I'm not immediately dead to the world after feeding. When we got home the same thing happened as last time. At this point I figured she carried me because she was worried I'd fall or something. She definitely seemed protective and I noticed Ryan was barely tall enough to easily climb the 2 stairs to the front door. We then spent the rest of the day playing in the playpen and watched a movie. Of course it was incredibly infantile and even the actors (the ones that weren't giant anyway) were wearing diapers and wore infantile clothes. I even commented "even littles with jobs wear this stuff?" to which mommy said "they don't have jobs. It's just something fun to do and they love being on TV. it's adorable" then Ryan spoke up "mommy could we get on TV someday?" mommy then laughed and said "sure thing little guy. Maybe when Jack is all settled in you two can do that" I smiled at that. It would be fun. Soon after it was done we were carried up to the nursery to continue playing while mommy made herself dinner before feeding us and putting us in the crib. I noticed a baby monitor nearby so I made sure to avoid talking about anything I didn't want her to hear. "hey do you think she heard us last night?" I asked Ryan said "probably not. I heard her go outside before we started talking" that made me feel quite calm and decided to start drawing stuff on one of the pads of paper in the room. When mommy came upstairs I showed her the poorly drawn animals that even by the standards of crayon drawing I knew was bad but she found it adorable and she said she'd put it on the fridge. Once again we drank from mommy's breasts and I fell asleep. Dream POV I woke up in a crib but noticed Ryan was nowhere to be seen. I looked around but it was too dark to see. Soon a familiar voice was heard "hey there little guy. Hope you like your new home" then that creepy amazon showed up seemingly out of nowhere "no. I want my mommy where is my mommy?" I cried out. Immediately the amazon laughed and said "don't you remember? She doesn't want you anymore. I'm your mommy now." I couldn't believe it. It had only been two days and already she abandoned me. I couldn't help but cry. the creepy amazon then said "there there it'll be OK. You're no use for the breeders so I'll just have you regressed and you won't mind. Well there won't be much of you to mind" Awake POV When I woke up I was sweating and tears were going down my face. I noticed Ryan was awake and he asked "you OK? You were moving around in your sleep and crying" I then responded "I had a horrible dream" while still crying. Soon mommy ran through the door and picked me up "are you OK? What's wrong?" I then told her. "bad dream. Please can we stay like this for a bit?" mommy sat in a chair that was in the nursery and said "of course. Mommy's here for you" I continued to cry into her chest for a while. --- OK so first of all sorry this took so long. I had to change some stuff as I changed my mind about where to take this story and it's really hot over here and that makes it hard to focus. Next chapter will be Jack's early introduction to daycare and the chapter after that I'll actually try and develop Jack and his mommy as characters. I feel I haven't really done that yet. Hopefully I can write something good as I've never been great with writing good characters. As for the accents please don't read into it I don't hate Americans or think they're evil I just went with a random accent to make it clear they're not from there but still have them speak English. Also the reason I gave everyone else australian accents is literally just because "LOL Australia is a nanny state so I'll make this litteral nanny state diaper dimension Australia" joke sorry if that offends anyone
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