[Do you just let it come out?]

To be honest, I like to just let it come out naturally. It's kind of like having incontinence. I also like to feel that really strong urgency. I don't like having any straining.  When the poo comes out naturally I don't have to push at all. I just let it comes out. First it's solid as it slides out and then a mighty surge slowly spreads a semi-soft poo up around my privates. How do you do it for you? Now you'l have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the times.

[In Search of the Perfect Poo]

The perfect poo is always a gigantic load. The ideal load includes having a a solid (semi-firm) poo that comes out real slow with no straining. I like to feel strong urgency but I don't like to push. What usually happens to me is that I feel a massive solid poo (extremely slow), then a mighty surge of semi-soft poo as it spreads up around my privates. It takes a good 20 seconds. I always use psyllium husk (like Metamucil) daily. Normal usage is a double dosage, twice per day. Larger usage might be 3 times per day (usually). In supreme "fiber loading", I might go 4 or 5 dosages over 2 or 3 days. Obviously, the poo become mostly semi-soft to just soft. But extremely monstrous and slow. My favorite position is for sitting back on my lounge chair with my knees bent and sucking my thumb with my blankie. If I'm sitting regularly and the first poo is solid, it just doesn't come out. And I don't like to push. I like it to just come out on it's own. So sitting back with my knees up, the poo finally comes out with strong urgency. It slides up around my balls first and the surge becomes more powerful. Then it starts to soften and spreads completely my unit. I love to feel that huge bulge. I like to feel a semi-soft poo that when I touch the bulge the dent doesn't come back. I suck my thumb while I push the load up and down until I have a jerking poogasm. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Poo...poo and poo. Anyone else who had Labor Day full of poo?]

Yes, it was amazing. Just about 36+ hours. If you're jealous, fiber and hydrocodone really works. Surprisingly, my diapers were saturated but I never leaked. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Poo...poo and poo. Anyone else who had Labor Day full of poo?]

It really was a nice holiday here at Labor Day. I walked from my house deck and wanted to take out my boat. Perfect weather. Sunny, no humidity, calm and 80 degrees. I was wearing my usual 24/7 Confidry disposable over 2 pull-on cloth diapers (Kins-Babykins) and plastic pants. Kinda thick? Yeah, I guess. But that's what I usually wear. At home and even in public. (I love Nullo) Like always, I just wear very baggy shorts and a triple size long fishing shirt. 

I had changed from Sunday evening and had put on some clean and fresh diapers. I woke up Monday with just slightly wet but no way saturated. I had been doing some  supper "fiber loading" (double large spoon psyllium husk ~ each dosage every 4 -5 hours) since Thursday. I kept fiber loading until Sunday night. A had a couple loads Friday, Saturday and a few on Sunday. They were pretty big and actually kinda semi-firm. I'd been taking some Hydrocodone 3's for my knee that has been really bothering me from a lot of golfing. I used them for about 5 days. It did constipate from the drug. The poo's were big but firm. As you can imagine I was really bloated. 

I woke up on Monday and felt that usual urgency. I didn't take any Hydrocodone since Sunday late afternoon. I went outside and sat out the house deck with my coffee, the sun rising into a perfect day. It didn't take more than 15 minutes when I felt that extreme pressure. Sitting in my chair I leaned back with my feet on a stool. Eventually I felt a massive poo slowly pushed out into my diapers. There was so much pressure I didn't have to push but the poo was so firm it just slowed everything. And I never pushed or strained. But the pressure was so strong it just came out all by itself. I was so full and it was really slow it must have taken maybe 25 or 30 seconds. The relief was perfect. Then I went back to the house and to my bedroom. I laid into my bed face down and finally released a slow and warm wetting. The pee spread into the front of my diapers. I didn't want that huge turd to get mushy. Surprisingly I still felt full but no urgency. My diapers were warm and I could feel that very firm bulge.

I got up and waddled around the backyard and watering my flowers. Then I laid down at my deck and took a little nap for a couple of hours. Latter on I got up and I could feel that urgency hit again. Not as as intense but still strong. One neighbor over the fence was getting his boat out for some fishing. Nice guy. His boat is right next to mine here in the bay. Just a perfect kind of day. About an hour later and looking at my laptop, I realized the growing pressure was getting stronger. I didn't want to load my diapers just yet. I decided to take out my own boat. I waddled up to my boat deck and carried a few cold beers. Uncovered my boat, got everything ready and shoved off. I moved out into the bay about a 1/2 mile. I settled myself under the sun-cover, leaned back and raised my knees over the bench. All that activity got me feeling even more uncomfortable. Bloated, pressured and completely full. I had been holding back since later that morning. Normally without all that Hydrocodone I probably would have had at least 4 or 5 loads since yesterday night. Now I was really uncomfortable. And I it was only a matter of time. Usually I would just let the poo come out whenever it came. But that day I'd been holding back for almost 8 hours. By 4 PM I was at the last end for me. I finally let go and without pushing out it came. It was like I was actually incontinent. Uncontrolled. No straining or stopping. It just came out, loose and free. A mighty surge began with a gigantic and semi-firm poo for maybe a slow 10 seconds and then it became semi-soft for 5 more seconds. The poo spread up around my nuts and then spread up into my unit. And it kept coming. That monstrous poo just filled my diapers. It must have been a 30 second slow but powerful surge. I'd never had to push. It just kept filling that warm and soft enormous pile of poo. I took a long breath and relaxed. Jesus. A few minutes later I got up and I could feel the sagging weight of that unbelievable load of poo. I moved up to the cockpit and got the boat running back toward the house. It felt like I was sitting in a very big pillow of poo. I landed the boat and waddled back up to my house. I settled into my lounge chair and watched some tennis at the US Open. 

Later that evening I had another gigantic poo. It was completely slow, warm and soft.  I never even had to push. By then I was full of poo, front and back. I could feel tingling chills through out my crotch. And then I had a jerking poogasm. Yikes. Later that night i finally went out to my bedroom. Too tired for changing. Tuesday morning I eventually changed out my wet and poopy diapers. That load must have been a 10 pounder. I took I nice shower and ended up airing out my skin for a while. So tonight it's Wednesday evening and I'm back on diapers again. And having but normal fiber loading. Anyone else had a great Labor Day holiday? And of course, poo...poo and poo? Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time. 

 

 

 

 

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[I really need to poop before I can poop]

Before I retired and what most people refer to what we call "work", it's tough to hold back a load. Even when I owned a business, I still had to do my work. Now days I just do whatever I want. But I also do the "work" (holding back). Let's be honest, it's actually fun when that load happens. I just don't holding back my diapers. Too much work. Or missing the boat when you just can't get my diapers on. But yes. it is worth holding.

[How to NOT lose interest in loaded diapers after climax.]

Like I said earlier, I like to keep my diapers longer. Keeps my interest up.Usually I keep my diapers on for about 16 to 24 hours. Not every day but a bunch. If I've been doing some more "fiber loading" (maybe 3 to 6 double dosage of psyllium husk - like Metamucil), I can effect 3 to 6 loads during a 24 hours. Doing this I never loose that interest. I've had multiple times of poogasm orgasmic climaxes. I've had a maxim of poogasms maybe 4 times in one day. Multiple massive BM's is the best. I do have very poopy diapers during one day. I like to lay down flat so when I pee my poo's don't get too mushy. Flat down while peeing and staying there lets the wetness soaks in. Eventually the pee soaks my diapers (one disposable diaper over double cloth diapers and plastic pants). Yes, I do get some very gigantic loads. In one set of diapers. I've had at least a 10 pounder. Loosing my interest? Never. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[What's your favorite position and why.]

Most of us has a favorite position. But for how and why. Whether your an adult baby, a diaper lover or somewhere between. Why do you love your own position? First, I'm somewhere being a semi- adult baby. I do love to suck my thumb. All the time. Since forever. But I don't suck my thumb in public. I do load my diapers in public (Nullo helps and plastic pants). So I'm between a toddler at home, a semi-adult outside. When I load my diapers, I really like to poo at home or anywhere out in public. Just about any position. Sitting, laying back or up, standing and kneeling. Lets face it. It's fun and feels great. But my all-time favorite position is to sit back, knees way up and my head is leaning back. Why? First, I mostly have some great fiber loading (psyllium husk). While I do a poo out in public, I actually find it easier when I'm at home. When I'm home, regular fiber loading (maybe double large dosages over 3 days) and haven't had a BM for at least a day and a half, I keep my same diapers on. Kinda wet but no way saturated (double pull-on cloth diapers over a quality disposable and plastic pants). By the end of the day I really start to feel that strong urgency. First I push up my butt with a 7.5 liquid glycerin plug and then sit down my easy chair, put my seat leaning way back with my knees way up. It takes maybe 4 to 5 minutes before the extreme urgency starts to feel the poo. This is fun by not pushing at all. Usually most of us can push one out in maybe 3 to 6 seconds. Even with a pretty firm poo. But with all my medium fiber loading, I'll have a semi-soft poo even if it's really big. From my position and not pushing anything, I just let the poo come slowly. Believe it or not, the big poo just comes on and on. It just keeps coming. Probably goes on for at least 30 seconds. No strain at all. That massive semi-soft poo spreads slowly up around my balls and then slides up around my unit. I really love it when all this poo fills my diapers. I end up having a gigantic soft poo load. And I really love it when I feel those tingling chills spreading around my poopy crotch. And yes, a throbbing hard-on. So yes, I have my favorite position. And WHY. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Potty regret?]

I had a bunch of regrets when I was younger. I retired 11 years ago when I was 50. I lost my wife when she was 45. I haven't found a new wife and I don't regret finding a newer one. I always got a way of enjoying my life. Dates, friends and girlfriends. I like my boat, golf friends and family. I use my diapers about 5 days out of 7. So I don't have any regrets. The only regrets is when I'm traveling or vacationing with friends. I suppose I have lots of fun. Diapering, huge poos, actually gigantic loads and yes, friends and family. Regrets only when I was younger. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Plastic pants tip]

I always use plastic pants (Kins pvc softies and Haian pvc). I love the softies and I also wear a bit tougher from Haian under my Kins. I love the feeling of my softies. Since I use Nullo i really don't have any stinky poo, maybe just a little sweet pungency. The Nullo  is an internal deodorants. I use my cloth diapers over a good disposable like Confidry 24/7. And I wear my diapers probably 5 out of 7 days (for airing out my skin). And of course, I also use psyllium husk for my food. Lots of fiber eating. Plastic pants just feel real. Maybe try using Nullo? Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Psyllium husk dosage: need tips]

I take 1 extra large spoon full, not a teaspoon or tablespoon, an extra large spoon,  each day. (approx. 12+ grams of dietary fiber each day) I've been doing this for almost 30 years. I eat healthy food and minimum alcohol. I walk daily, play golf (4 to 5 games per week) and softball too. I have at least 2 pretty big loads in my diapers (i wear diapers 5 days out of 7). Maybe at least once a week I do some "fiber loading." By this I take 3 to 5 large dosages over a 24 hours. Sometimes I've done this over 48 hours (6 to 10 dosages). I usually end up having massive loads every 4 hours or so. In the beginning I have an extremely gigantic load in semi-firm poo. After 4 to 6 hours I start to have some semi-softer ones. Never loose or liquid (I hate that). But I should tell you everyone is different. And always ease into it. Like I've said, lots of physical activity and health food. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Taking the dog for a walk.]

I'm taking care of a friend's dog while he's out of the country. I've got Boo Boo for a couple of weeks. He's an older puppy (maybe 9 months), a pure bred Basset Hound. I really love that dog. Cute, fun and of course house broken. I let him play next to my lake. He loves it. And I take lots of walks too. I wear my diapers almost everyday. I've also taken him to my coffee shop for fun. This morning while I was getting my coffee I had that surprised powerful urging. I maintained to hold back until I got out of the shop. I sat down next on a bench near the post office.  Boo Boo sat right next to me and went to sleep. I was drinking my coffee even though I really had to go. With seconds I felt a very slow poo slide up around my crotch. That massive load spread up to my nuts. I have to say I really like this when it happens. I never worry about any smelling poo because I always use Nullo. Maybe I have just a little sweet pungency. Not really stinky. My diapers ( a Confidry 24/7 disposable over a pull-on cloth diaper and plastic pants) might be pretty thick but a always use loose and baggy clothing. After about 5 minutes the puppy got up and sat next to me and started to sniffle around my crotch. Funny actually. I guess that Basset Hound has really great sense of smell. I kinda laughed about that and decided to walk back to my house. My diapers had that huge bulge of poo while I walked back home. I guess my diapers smelled for the dog. Never really thought about that before. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[24 hours without peeing in the toilet]

Usually I wear pretty thick diapers that allow me to go at least 24 hours. I use a plastic shield Confidry 24/7 disposable (punctured with a pinwheel) over 2 pull-on cloth diapers with plastic pants. I've been retired when I was 50 and I wear them maybe 5 out of 7 days. I never use the toilet when I'm diapered. That means I wet and load my diapers all the time. I just like to suck my thumb and my plankie, especially when I have a gigantic poo and a wetting pee. 24 hours? No problem. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Thoughts On Bulk]

Yes, I do love thick and bulgy diapers. Usually I wear a Confidry 24/7 disposable (as a liner) under a large pull-on cloth diaper (from Babykins) and another one on top with an xl size over plastic pants. Bulk? Kinda. But I can wear them in public with very large baggy clothes. I guess some people could tell but I've only had a few ones saying something. I just say I've had incon issues. A few women have noticed and I get a  little blush in the face. Using 3 diapers are pretty bulky but I don't have to change for maybe 24 hours. Sometimes I wear them when they get saturated I just keep the disposable (I use a pinwheel to puncture the plastic shield and drain the pee) and change my cloth diapers with dry ones. Gives me about 48 hours. Even if I have multiple poo loads. Bulk works fine. Actually, they're great. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[How many do you have?]

I've got a half dozen. A couple are Baby Pants brand that I like.Thick and heavy and they have 5 crotch snaps. I've also have a few Gildan brand. A little thinner but also have the 5 snaps. Two are  in long sleeve. White and gray colors. Love them. Keeps my diapers secure. I always use a Confidry 24/7 disposable under 2 larger pull-on cloth diapers and plastic pants (the disposable is for a "liner" to keep my cloth diapers from getting messy from a big poo). I don't always use my onesies but I do use them. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the tie.

[When Was The Last Time You Pooped Your Diaper]

I was sitting on my boat-deck about an hour ago. The weather was perfect, 80 degrees, low humidity, sunny and a nice breeze. I was wearing some comfortable, large and baggy clothes. My diapers (Confidry 24/7 disposable {puncturing with a pinwheel}, and 2 pull-on cloth diapers with plastic pants) were wet but not saturated.  A little heavy and kinda saggy. I had a massive semi-firm poo earlier this morning. And of course, I had been in a 3 day "fiber loading" and expecting several pretty big loads. So I had been wearing that load latter in the afternoon. I like urgency with  building strength and increased pressure. By around 3 o'clock I had difficult holding the poo. Eventually I felt an extreme and strong surge of semi-soft poo. Very slow. It squeezes out and spread up into my diapers. I had laid half back with my knees up and just looked up at the clouds. Completely relaxed. The load continued to spread, maybe 15 seconds or so. My crotch tingled. I could feel the growing bulge. Finally with that enormous volume, I touched that load. Semi-soft. Warm. Tingling. Yes, I had a throbbing stiffy. Surprisingly, I still felt strong urgency. I started to touch that bulgy lump. I couldn't stop as I slid up and down, spreading poo up to my balls. Suddenly another huge poo surged into my loaded diapers. While I was in a jerking poogasm climax. Yikes! Waves of chills. I don't do this all the time. Pooping and cumming at the same time. It's this evening now and I'm still wearing that same gigantic load. I might keep these heavy diapers until tomorrow. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Soft poopie in diapers]

DirtyPantsukun - 

I would recommend to go slow. After a couple of days you'll get to feel how the poo comes out. After a few days you can then increase the "Metamucil." Try a couple of days. Then you can use some "fiber loading" (maybe 4 to 6 doses). In the beginning you'll see stronger urgency by the next day. 24 hours usually produce massive load by then. When you do it (regular doses), you'll feel a stronger urgency. For me (I use it twice a day and larger doses), I have 2 to 3 pretty large poo's. That's with regular 2 large doses. The effects are as usual. Gigantic poo's. I never try to push or strain. I just relax and let it come natural and very slowly. A monstrous poo just slowly spreads up around my diapers.. If I'm wearing the same diapers for 24 hours or so, I can for sure have several more poo's. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Soft poopie in diapers]

Try psylliun husk (Like Metamucil). I use them twice a day. Each dose is about 2 very large scoop in a big glass of water. Mix it well and drink it. These contain maybe 10 -12 grams, ~ 48-50% of dietary fiber (that's approx. twice than directed). When I take these everyday, I have some very large poo's. Maybe 2 to 3 big poo's everyday. If I'm going to do some "fiber loading" (at least six doses per day), I'll always experience some urgency, enormous volume, quality poo (semi-firm to semi-soft) and frequency loading. I've never been a fan of loose BM's. When I have to poo, it comes out semi-firm first and then comes semi-soft in the end. I also used Nullo everyday so I don't have that death stink. Maybe just a little sweet pungency. By this I can go anywhere if I have a poo while out in public. Fun? You got it. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[How messy is your diaper]

Oh yes, I'm wearing a pretty messy diaper. I started putting on diapers (1 confidry 24/7 disposable, 1 pull-on cloth diaper and another one but xl size, and  plastic pants) by yesterday afternoon. As usual, I did some "fiber loading" for a couple days. Of course, I had a massive load by Friday evening. Then this morning I had another huge poo. With all that psyllium husk doses, my diapers were almost full. I'm feeling a very thick, mushy and semi-firm poo. From the back and right up around my crotch. I expect to have another load by noon. And maybe 2 or 3 more today. The urgency comes and goes. Enormous volume. And quality poo. No loose BM's. My diapers are wet but not saturated. I'll keep my diapers on until yesterday. That's for almost 48 hours. How messy? A gigantic semi-soft, warm load. At least a 10 pounder. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[liquid glycerin (7.5 ml)]

I don't use them a bunch but when I'm in the mood, it can be a great way to load my diapers. It's kinda tricky to wiggle up my butt under my diapers. Once the little bulb is in, I just squeeze the juice right up my ass. I've always used a ton of psyllium husk (Metamucil) for about 3 to 6 large doses over 12 hours. Within 24 hours I'm going to have massive poo and after another 3 to 6 hours I'll have another big load. With some "fiber loading," I can expect several more loads after 12 hours. But when I don't let the poo come out and keep the urgency in control, after maybe 6 hours with holding I'm touching that uncomfortable feeling. Yes, I do a little oxycodone to ease the feeling pressure. That will give me some extra time from having a poo. Now I'm ready to use the liquid glycerin. It takes maybe 5 minutes to get the urgency to expand. After getting me a comfortable position (leaning back with my knees up), I close my eyes, suck my thumb and begin to release. For me, I don't push or strain. This is the key. Of course it's easy to really just push with all that pressure but I completely relax. With the liquid glycerin I just let it go. If I was doing enough "fiber loading," I'll have a huge semi-firm poo. I know it's hard to push but I just let it come naturally. In about 10 seconds I'll feel that massive turd just slide out. Remember, I'm not pushing at all. It probably takes maybe 30 seconds and then an involuntary contraction forcefully release a gigantic semi-soft poo. It's perfect. Within seconds, I feel a strong surge of soft poo. It takes for maybe 10 more seconds and then I feel that monstrous load fill my diapers completely. Up to my balls and around my unit. Of course I have a stiffy. And a huge poogasm. Liquid glycerin adds a wonderful way of loading my diapers. Try it. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Messy blowouts are aesthetically pleasing]

I think I can have one of those massive poo's that actually load my diapers completely. When I say "completely," I mean the poo comes in the back and then up around my nuts. As the poo continues, it slides up around my unit right up from my diapers. If I had done enough "fiber loading" perfectly, I feel a nice, slow gigantic load that takes maybe 45 seconds. When it fills my diapers to the top, I usually have a strong poogasm. I think with a nice climax, I can do this without a messy blowout. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Messy blowouts are aesthetically pleasing]

I think most of us have had one of those "blowouts". And like others, I prefer for a massive poo to stay in my diapers. Of course, it does happen to me too. I use psyllium husk (like Metamucil) and I have gigantic poo's. If I'm doing some "fiber loading" (like 3 to 6 massive doses over 12 hours), by the next day I have strong urgency, quality poo, frequency loading and enormous volume. I'll have one of those gigantic poo's that comes maybe every 4 or 6 hours. All in the same diapers. So I do have a really huge mess in my diapers. I use a large confidry 24/7 disposable (as a liner), then a large pull-on cloth diaper (from Kins [Babykins]) and an xl size pull-on cloth diaper with plastic pants. It doesn't hurt that I use Nullo (internal deodorant) everyday and zinc oxide paste (skin protection). Even with all these diapers I do end up having a blowout a couple of times but it doesn't happen a lot. Thank goodness. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[24/7 startups, and unexpected pitfalls?]

To get back at the original poster - 

#1 Who has gone 24/7/365 or 24/7 most of the time - I'm a regular 24/7 about 5 days out of 7. 

#2 What it's like - Freeing.

#3 Did I stop using underwear - No, I still have 2 days wearing regular  underwear. Actually, I like to air out my skin. I do use zinc oxide paste and I've never had a diaper rash since using them.

#4 What were the first few days and weeks? - Really fun. And I've been doing it for years now. I never get tired of this.

#5 Any unexpected problems or rewards - Well, I've become good at keeping my diapers secret. I use balky and loose clothes) And I use pretty thick diapers. I usually wear a Confidry 24/7 disposable over my pull-on cloth diapers and plastic pants. Sometimes I use another larger pull-on cloth diaper if I'm going maybe 24 to 48 hours in the same diapers. The rewards? Obvious. I just really love my diapers.

#6 Did I stick with it - For the most part. I've gone to a couple of "Chicago to Mackinaw Race" ( An annual sailing race) that were just too tough. Some vacations too.

#7 Had I abandoned the dream - No. I went to Europe for a month so I just used disposables and plastic pants.

#8 Do family or friends know? Or about me being in the down low - They don't have a clue. I don't think I'm in the "down low." I'm pretty good at keeping my diapered covered.

Prepare for issues - Smell. I've been using Nullo for years. I have only a little sweet pungency. Nothing bad. And I use psyllium husk (like Metamucil) every day for about a decade. These issues can be fixed for what I use. Using diapers for wetting or BM's is really not a problem. I do air out my skin maybe 2 days without wearing my diapers. But when I'm diapered, whether I'm shopping, the library, my coffee shop or even golfing and using my boat, I just like what I'm doing whatever I want, all the time.

 

[Double or Triple Diapers]

Most days I use 3 diapers. The first one is a Confidry 24/7 disposable. I always use a pinwheel (check out a Wartenburg Neuro Pinwheel at Amazon) for puncturing the plastic cover for draining. Then I use a large size pull-on cloth diaper (from Kins [Babykins]) and next I put on another pull-on cloth diaper (size xl large). All with the large plastic pants. My disposable plays as a liner so when I have a massive poo I don't get my cloth diapers too messy. Are they thick? Well, kinda. For sure they're bulky. My diapers are good for at least 24 to 30 hours. If I'm going to use them over 30 hours I'll change the saturated cloth diapers for 2 more dry ones. I also use a bunch of psyllium husk (like Metamucil) everyday. Normally I take it every day for 1 big dosage. If I'm going to do some "fiber loading" I'll take maybe 3 to 6 large doses every 24 hours. When I do this, I always have enormous volume, quality poo and frequency for loading. My diapers have some semi-firm to semi-soft loads that spread up and down. Very bulgy. I've been doing this for years. At home or in public. How do I do this? Easy. I use Nullo (internal deodorant) every day. And I also use zinc oxide paste to keep my skin safe. Never had any diaper rash with using it. Of course, I have to wear pretty loose clothing. Baggy pants or shorts and a very extra large shirt with the tails out. To be honest, this is really fun.Try it. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[How to NOT lose interest in loaded diapers after climax.]

I know most people here love to load their diapers and have a great poogasm. Usually, most of us go strait up for cleaning up. Me too when I was younger. I'd lose interest after a climax. I had other things to do. But these days I like to take my time from cleaning up. I keep my messy diapers on. Because the interest will soon come back. It always does. Yes, most people just don't have the time. But I do. And a bunch of others do too. Some take vacations or use a couple of days off. Maybe they're retired or others just live independent. I'm the last two. Retired and independent. If you actually have the time to make, try it. Just don't go for cleaning up. Like me, I like to use several days for doing some 'fiber loading" (2 or 3 days of using psyllium husk [like Metamucil] for 3 to 6 large doses per day). Time is key. You have to make the time and make sure you have the privacy. I have all of these. With all that fiber loading, I know I'll have lots of more loading. Which is why I keep my interest up. I might lose a bit of interest but it doesn't last. Within 5 or 10 minutes I'm horny again. I know I'm going to feel that urgency again. And within maybe 4 hours or so and I'll need to poo again. I'll be glad that I still kept my loaded diapers on. And I'm never disappointed. Once I've done all that fiber loading, I know I'll be on the way. I might not cum every time. But I will be loading my diapers with some gigantic poo's. And yes, some more poogasms. So keep your interests up. Always. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

[Massive messy diaper]

DiaperLover77 - Qualifying a solid poo : For myself, a big poo would be one that remains in a single, massive turd if it was sitting in the toilet. It might separate in smaller pieces. I really don't want to have a bunch of straining. Maybe a little push to start it. I prefer to have a gigantic poo into my diapers with little or non-straining push. You can still have a semi-firm poo without a lot of pushing. In a perfect world, I would have a strong urgency and then a slow progression as the poo emerges into my diapers. No pushing. No straining. After a very slow massive poo, I feel it spreads across my bottom. and then up around my nuts. Then a mighty surge as the poo spreads, obviously without straining, maybe about 15 to 30 seconds my diapers become a very large bulge. That's when I have a warm gush of pee as it spreads up and then down in my already wet diapers. So I can still have a semi-firm or semi-soft poo without having  a hard solid turd. Usually I have that poo become semi-firm and then as the surge continues, I end up having a semi-soft one. Eventually I have a strong, powerful poogasm. So I guess having a "solid" poo qualifies  having a semi-firm load. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the times.