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My girlfriend and I have been together for 2 and a half years. I told her about my diaper fetish about four months into our relationship, and she never really reacted. The few times I brought it up in passing she always just ignored it or said something off topic. I never really knew her opinion about it and I don't remember having a grand reveal. It's just always been a taboo subject. That being said; our sex life is far from 'vanilla.' We've experienced a lot together and we've always been open about our sexual fantasies. For our entire relationship I was content with not bringing diapers into the bedroom.A couple months ago, however, I began to have a deep desire to explore my diaper fetish. I have had an attraction to diapers for as long as I can remember. Not having anyone to experience it with was starting to get to me. I didn't know my girlfriends emotions about it, but I knew they probably weren't that positive considering she always avoided talking about it. One night, I finally decided to talk to her seriously about it. I told her about how I was at a point in my sexual life where I wanted to explore it with her. I tried to make her comfortable and not threatened. I told her she could do as little or as much as she wanted to. I just wanted to know what she thought about it. Keeping in line with past conversations, she seemed very shy about it all. She didn't really ask any questions or give me any solid answers. Long story short, she finally asked what I would want. After some discussion about it, we agreed that we would try it. I would put her in a diaper and we would go from there. Until that day came, we talked about it a little bit. She said she was nervous and didn't know what she was doing.Finally, when the day came, we did exactly what we said we were going to do. I put a diaper on her and we cuddled in bed. She didn't say much but she did cover herself with a blanket. I was expecting this behavior, so I just went with it. Things got a little bit worse and she began to cry. She apologized a million times and said she couldn't do it. I understood and comforted her. When she was done crying, she kept apologizing. I told her it wasn't her fault and we could stop if she wanted to. After 10 or 15 minutes, her emotions settled and she said she was becoming more comfortable. She wanted to do this for me. The rest of the night went pretty good. We cuddled and she began to become more comfortable talking about the diaper she was wearing. She made cute jokes about it that were harmless and innocent. I could tell she wasn't getting any sexual pleasure out of the diaper, but I never expected her too. She was happy to see me happy and she fought for me. I love her a lot and I'm happy she tried it for me, even if it's not her cup of tea. I'm excited to see where this goes.