[Feeling lost]

I'm feeling lost guys I'm a dl a little ab an really liking the babyfur idea I've been a dl my whole life as long as I can remember I've hid it my whole life now for the first time I've told my GF an she took it OK but how can I make her feel more comfortable with me?

[I Told My Girlfriend..]

On 6/20/2018 at 3:26 PM, ColeDiapers said:

I finally told my GF after one and a half years of dating her that I like diapers. I started by telling her that I had something important to tell her and that it’s been a part of me since I was little and ever since I can remember I have enjoyed diapers.

She then caught me in my room hiding something that night, *she didn’t know I actually had diapers in my room* she wondered what it was, it was (XL Goodnites) I was moving them to my closet bc she was coming over to stay the night, I felt like I was going to vomit! I though she would leave me when she saw what I had just put in the closet... she looked and said diapers....? I told her I only wear them at night and never around her... Later that night before I got in bed she told me I couldn’t get into bed until I put on a diaper!!! I was so excited that she wanted to see me in one, but also a little embarrassed!

she didnt really understand it until I showed her the forums and how there are tons of people just like me! she asked tons of questions as to why I like them, and such. for me diapers are a comfort thing and I love the feeling of having a padded bottom it helps me feel little and is a stress reliever. 

It’s been about 2-3 months since I told her and she totally accepts me for me. I mentioned she didn’t even notice I wore a pullup last night to see her reaction and she said “I hardly notice anymore because it’s just a part of who you are and I accept and love you” she lets me wear them whenever I want and makes cute comments like do you have your diapey on?

i told her they hardly fit and she said why not just get bigger ones? omg I was so excited, I told her I had just ordered some and asked if she wanted to see them (Medium Crinklz Astronaughts) she said sure so I showed her pictures and she said they were cute!!!! It’s amazing sharing this secret with someone and them accepting you!

I just told me gf she excepts it an has even put them on me but it seems her sex drive has went with it I really love her an may have to give it up but it's hard I've hated myself my whole life for being this way it's not something you can control an it's impossible to explain to someone who is "normal" it feels like a curse I've never ever told anyone in my life out of shame but I trust her more than I ever have anyone I don't want to lose her an she promises she not going any where an she loves me I proposed to her with a teddy bear in a tucks wearing a diaper I feel like a freak she said yes but she seems odd she hasn't asked any questions or showed any curiosity about it am I over reacting an need to give her time or have I just screwed myself an this relationship?