Twistedhammy

I'm feeling lost guys I'm a dl a little ab an really liking the babyfur idea I've been a dl my whole life as long as I can remember I've hid it my whole life now for the first time I've told my GF an she took it OK but how can I make her feel more comfortable with me?

I just told me gf she excepts it an has even put them on me but it seems her sex drive has went with it I really love her an may have to give it up but it's hard I've hated myself my whole life for being this way it's not something you can control an it's impossible to explain to someone who is "normal" it feels like a curse I've never ever told anyone in my life out of shame but I trust her more than I ever have anyone I don't want to lose her an she promises she not going any where an she loves me I proposed to her with a teddy bear in a tucks wearing a diaper I feel like a freak she said yes but she seems odd she hasn't asked any questions or showed any curiosity about it am I over reacting an need to give her time or have I just screwed myself an this relationship?