For me I was a bedwetter and I was put back into cloth pinned on diapers and plastic pants when I was 7. While I actually liked wearing the diapers and plastic pants it was VERY humiliating for me to lie down and have my mom pin diapers on me and then pull up a pair of plastic baby pants over my diapers. But again I just loved having the diapers between my legs and it was a sexual thing. (My mom diapered me only about 9-10 months and then she said I was old enough to diaper myself.) But even when I did this I loved having diapers and plastic pants on but was also humiliated to have the thick diapers show through my pajamas and hear the plastic baby pants crackle when I moved in the cool Michigan nights.
Once I was with my mom and we were downtown in the business/shopping district before malls were around. We walked past a Woolworths store when it was Baby Week and there were all sorts of baby things in the window including plastic baby pants. My mom saw them and told me I needed some more new plastic pants and we entered the store and went to the baby/infants section. Woolworths did carry a size that was big enough for a ten year old bedwetter called Super Toddler Large. This time they had no White or Blue or Yellow plastic baby pants in that size. They only had pink. ( More boys wet the bed than girls). While my mom never did previously humiliate me for wetting the bed or needing diapers and plastic pants this time she called a clerk over and asked if there were any more plastic pants in any color but pink. The clerk looked in the case below the display and took a pair of white/Semi transparent pair of plastic pants in the size Super Size which was the next smallest size to the ones I need and she told my mom that this was the largest pair they had that was not pink. My mom actually held them up to my waist and said out loud that she thought they were too small to go over my diapers. She said this in front of the clerk. My mom then picked up 4 or 5 pair of the Super Size Toddler Large Pink Plastic pants and said she guessed we needed to get these. We went home with these pink plastic pants. This was the first time I felt like my mom was trying to humiliated me out of wetting the bed.
By this time I was masturbating every night in my diapers and plastic panties and I really liked having them on but also felt humiliated by wearing them. This became ONE Feeling. I do not think any bedwetter over the age of 6 or 7 can have diapers and plastic on and not have a feeling of some humiliation.. My mom did tell me that nobody would see my pink plastic panties so not to worry but I knew I was wearing girls plastic panties this added to the humiliation and this added to the arousal. It was a mutual feeling. My mother never said it but I felt like the pink plastic panties were to tell me that I was a diapered sissy bedwetter.
The first night I went upstairs shortly after dinner to put on my diapers and plastic panties and I did pick the pink plastic panties to put on, after I completed the task of putting on my diapers and pink plastic panties I stood in front of the full length mirror and just could not believe what I was wearing. Needless to say I was very erect and I rubbed the front of my pink plastic panties alot. It ended up that this was the first time I had an orgasm standing up as I usually humped in my bed before I went to sleep.
But for me the girls sissy diapers panties and the diapers were humiliation and it went hand in hand together with that sexual arousal of have those wonderful thick pinned on diapers between my legs and over my penis and having them covered with plastic baby diaper panties. Again It became one as the diaper and plastic panty humiliation meant erection. The pink plastic panties added to my excitement and they still do.