Jimie

Well where do I even start? I first discovered Daily Diapers when I was very much in my MASSIVE binge and purge cycles. I'd go out and buy depends, pull ups, and good nights from various local shops. Sometimes buying creams lotions, baby powders, baby food, pacifiers and more. I got such a thrill from buying those items face to face with people (the first time I ever bought depends I was shaking like a leaf). But I was also making minimum wage and living with room mates. Which left me with limited space. I'd hide them in my hockey bags, between my mattress and my box spring, under dressers or whatever. I'd have girls over and wear without them knowing up until we had sex, I did have one girl notice a pull up after and I played it off as a prank from my room mates. I'd always be filled with this sense of emptyness and humiliation after. It was terrible, I was so hard on myself I'd throw away the 100+ dollars worth of stuff only to buy it again two weeks later. I would feel amazing and it was always followed by a huge let down. I had previously known DPF, and [That site] but thought those website were full of creeps(no offence to anyone that was on them). One day I happened across daily diapers, and I remember reading some people's stories and thinking "that sounds exactly like me" Their stories all ended the same, either going to counseling and hearing from the counselor "who's it hurting? No one" or meeting someone who accepted their ABDL tenancies. Well fast forward and I've got a basement with about 250-300 diapers sitting down there. I have a loving wife who doesn't really understand my diaper loving but reluctantly allows me to wear them as long as she doesn't see or smell them ever! I wear in a little bit of waves as I have some work obligations and a rather large social life outside of my DL tenancies. Anyway! If anyone knows how to get a very vanilla wife more involved with the dips I'd love that, but I've been very respectful of her space and not pushing her into something she's not comfortable with Anyway, long time lurker finally joined! Thank you all for the community!