shybabygirl

UPDATE 2 oh wow. Only 10 minutes ago I finally finished my second Mountain Dew, but almost right after I began to really feel my bladder. Starting now I’m going to see how long I can hold it. Right now I’m going to try 25 minutes! Also, decided on a whim, I’m only letting myself crawl

............... FIRST UPDATE well, they’re on. I’m so turned on haha. I know disposables aren’t the best for inducing waddling and clumsiness, but I’ll admit, on the 8th depends I started stumbling/tripping a bit trying to buy them on ??? in total, right now I’m wearing TEN Depend XL maximum fit flex underwear. Time to settle in, I guess

Hi all. Tonight, after fantasizing about wearing diapers since 5th grade (I’m 21 now- girl), I’ve finally gotten the nerve to wear diapers for the first time. (Well, I had a bit of liquid courage) my roommate is gone for the weekend, and I have the apartment to myself. I said screw it, and before I could talk myself out of it, speed walked to the cvs near my apartment that would be closing soon. Honestly I’m so nervous. My fantasy has always been crazy, absurdly thick diapers, ones you can hardly walk or sit up straight in. I knew cvs wouldn’t have anything to support this fantasy, but I got the biggest pack of overnight depends I saw and checked out with minimal eye contact. I’m going to layer on as many as I can - cutting slits on the inside ones, of course. I also bought two Mountain Dews. Right now, I’m sitting at my kitchen table typing this. The depends are in my backpack (and my heart is racing). After lurking on the story forum for years, I wanted to make an account to I could anonymously share this experience. Absolutely no one in my life knows about my fetish haha. I guess I’ll keep people updated? After I post this I will wear diapers for the firs time since I was a baby. I’m still shocked I got up the nerve to buy these at CVS, and just that I’m going through with this in genera. I’ve been fantasizing about diapers for so, so long. Anyway, I’m pretty freaking scared about leaking, bc I don’t have plastic pants, and if anything gets on the furniture, I’m screwed. Any advice would be great haha. My plan right now is to put the diapers on, as many as I can, then cover with a big plastic grocery bag. Then I’m going to settle in with my mountain dews, watch tv on the couch, hold it for as long as possible, and then when I can’t anymore.. !! wow I’m excited. If anyone happens to read this tonight around the time I’m posting, any words of support or suggestions or kinky advice would mean a lot to me haha ❤️