steviet

so cute

Hi widdlebaby,

My favorite diapers are cloth.  Its all there was when I was growing up in the 1950s.  Seeing diapers drying on neighbors clotheslines would make me crazy with desire.  I've worn disposables under my cloth diapers to cut down on the washing too.  I don't mess often anymore because i don't like the clean up although I do miss a good poop.  My wife does not want to see me in diapers, so tonight I'm sitting in my TV room without my diapers and baby pants.  I really have to pee and would love to be flooding my diaper, but not tonight☹️

thanks

Yes. My first memory of liking plastic pants was around 4 years old.  As I got older. I was actually a little jealous whenever I saw a baby or toddler still wearing those puffy plastic pants over their cloth diaper.  Obviously I couldn't tell anyone what the sight of cloth diapers drying on a clothesline had on me.  It would overwhelm me and my thoughts of being diapered with plastic pants.  Into my teen years, I tried to abstain but I couldn't stop the desire.  Into my 20's I thought I could finally let diapers go, when I got married and started a family.  I was born in 1948.  Fast forward to 2019 and the wonderful feeling of putting on cloth diapers and plastic pants still overwhelms me.  

I hope so. She's very religious and she's not very sensitive to my feelings in general.  I really enjoy your feedback Bill and communicating with you.  I feel liberated to be able to talk about my love for diapers.  GOD only knows how much I love being diapered.

Oh yeah, those frilly pants at baby-pants.com are too much.  Someday, but first I've got to get my wife to accept me just wearing plain old white plastic pants.  If I can accomplish that, God willing, I'll order some frillies.  Thanks for thinking of me.  I do appreciate it!!  My wife will be home soon, so I have to go until later tonight.

Hey Bill,

Thanks.. The frilly panties at Changing Times  Diaper Company website (you sent me) were gorgeous and I love them.  I think I would wear them almost exclusively.  I guess I do have a sissy side.   

Thank you!

I think the greatest thrill for me would be to have a female playmate.  A girl who would wear and enjoy diapers with me and be OK with some sissy stuff too.

Hi AbabeBill,

Nice pix, thanks.  Your collection of plastic panties is amazing. Your pink panties with the ruffles are very cute.  Are they plastic lined?   I don't have any panties with ruffles or lace but would definitely enjoy them if I did. Not sure where to purchase them.   I especially like the look of rhumba panties that I've seen at times online.  Another sissy thing I did when I was younger was to put on a garter belt and nylon stockings with full cut satin panties.  I loved the tug of the stockings against the garter belt.  I'm getting a boner just thinking about doing that again.  Maybe someday but for now, my baby diapers and plastic pants keep me happy.  I do love to wet myself. 

Rhumba panties, oh my gosh, they are so sexy, so cute.  Years ago, I wanted to sort of replicate them, because I didn't know where to buy them and the internet was not available, I tried sewing pretty lace around the leg openings and waistband of some plastic pants. Yeah, being able to talk about my diaper side is incredible for me. Thank you again for communicating with me.

Do you have a sissy side?  I do.  Please understand, I am a straight male, married for almost 40 years, but there was a time when I was much younger when I would wear some lingerie.  I can tell you about that some time if you're interested.  No worries if not.

This has been almost therapeutic to actually tell you these things.  These are activities that NOBODY would expect me to be into. 

Tomorrow my wife has to work most of the day,  so I will be pinning on my super soft diapers and pulling on my plastic panties. I CAN"T WAIT !!  I hope I can sleep tonight

All the best to you AbabeBill,

Talk soon I hope

Yes, I told her there was a ton of information available to help her understand this fetish.  There are many things in life that we can apply "just shake it off" to but for me,  this is not one of them.  I remember at a very young age being jealous of babies when I could see their puffy plastic pants.  How does that happen?  Why?  I have no explanation for it.  I remember  seeing my best friends sister in her rhumba panties at about age 7, thinking.." I want to wear them in the worst way".  Cloth diapers drying on a clothesline would get my hear pounding faster.  Reading the Sears catalog and looking at incontinent garments at age 8 or 9 and wishing something would happen to me physically so that I would have to wear diapers.  I remember being 5 or 6 years old using whatever cloth or material I could find and making a diaper, then hiding away usually in the basement of our house and pooping in them.  I did that for years.  It wasn't sexual at all.  I just had to do it.  I could go on and on. 

Thanks for corresponding with me.

After confessing that I love diapers, she thinks I can overcome my fetish via counseling.  I told her that wouldn't work although I agreed to see a therapist.  Went 4 or 5 times. He was very kind and non judgmental but of course there is no way to undo something that has been with me (us) for our entire lives. 

Heading off to bed now..diaperless?

Hi AbabeBill,

I just read your "about me".  Your early life sounded so much like mine, trying to create diapers and always fascinated by anything to do with diapers.  The desire to find plastic pants that would fit was exhausting. When I was about 12 and had a paper route I was always tempted to steal them from my customers clothes lines.  You're a very lucky man to have an understanding wife !!  I should say blessed.  I have to wait for the days when my wife is at work to enjoy wearing my diapers which I am right now and boy are they wet.

Its exciting to be able to communicate. 

All the best to you,

Steviet