LilGirlLya

Luna grimaced as Akiza's hand smushed her diaper and caused cold urine to seep back out of the padding and around her body. She would never get used to this. "Yes!" Luna exclaimed at being asked about trying to use the potty.

"Yeah..." Jess found herself smiling and gave Ivy a squeeze back, "I hope they don't color on the walls this time though." Jess joked and laughed a bit but her voice audibly broke. She wiped her eye with her free hand. "No...no, I'm fine. We need to get on the road anyone. The kids are the last appointment at the clinic this evening. I can probably supervise the unpacking and then meet up with you. We can pick out some stuff for tonight while they're under and then taking them shopping for real tomorrow." Jess composed herself before calling the kids over and giving each of them a hug, assuring them she'd see them in a few hours before heading for her car and following the truck out of the driveway. Jess felt a few more tears on her cheeks now that she was alone and certain her family was taken care of. She sat her GPS and began the trip. "Maybe," Ellie replied to Avery after having found him after her last run through the house. "We'll find out soon I guess. I wish moms hadn't insisted on a surprise. I know a lot of our stuff won't be going into our rooms but it be at least nice to know how big they were." Ellie frowned, "Yeah, I think kiddy pools might be about to become more our speed than either." Ellie did a quick check of her purse and sighed, "why did I let you talk me into this? As ready as I can be, you wanna watch a movie or something still?"

"Oh.."Ellie responded in a way that gave every indication she'd never actually even considered to just ask. "Yes moms," Ellie responded the requests, finishing off her cereal before running back upstairs to make sure the last remaining items from her room made it into boxes. As she was packing her bedding, she wondered if any of it was even necessary? After all, if this community age regressed the kids for their weird science thing, who would even say if she'd get to keep her bed? Ellie gave the bare a mattress a look over and thought it probably wouldn't be the worst thing in the world to get something to replace the weathered twin bed she slept in. Hopefully moms wouldn't go crazy once they got there and insist on cribs and junk like they were *actually* babies. Avery had given her some confidence since it was someone else who was going to be in the same situation saying that they'd both stay themselves. It made it more believable than if it was just moms saying it or something out of a booklet. Once the movers arrived, Jess shifted into directing traffic, letting Ivy, Ellie, and Avery finish out their tasks while making sure everything made it securely into the truck. With help the process took about two hours to get everything out and loaded up. With the house completely empty, Jess grabbed the keys to her car. It was all full of other boxes and breakables, the two had decided that she'd fill up her car with the fragile stuff and head out when the movers left so she could meet them there and let Ivy take the kids in her vehicle, that way if they needed to stop for food or some last potty breaks for a while, they'd be able to. Jess couldn't help but feel a melancholic wave as she stood at the threshold. It had been a while since the last move, the kids had grown up here. If the new owners hadn't raised the rent Avery and Ellie both probably would have graduated high school here. "We'll make new ones..." she thought, her mind drifting over all the memories this place contained, "better ones."

Ellie blushed, "Don't laugh..." she looked Avery right in the eye, scanning for any sort of grin or held back chuckle, "Don't you dare but...ialwaysreallywanteddolls." Ellie sort of mutters out. Avery doesn't even need to respond before Ellie continues, his cheeks getting rosy, "You used to have these barbies and you never played with them and I always wanted to play with them but you thought barbies were lame! And I cried! I cried when you had Mom and Momma take them to Goodwill. So I don't know, maybe give that a try? See what all the fuss is about?" Ellie was relieved to be resumed by Ivy at the door, "Coming Momma." Jess flew back into action, finishing up the packing in the kitchen, making sure each and every dish, cup, or piece of shelf stable food worth saving managed to make in into a box. "Hey you two, movers will be here soon. Eat up, quick. Ellie, I'm going to need you to go back upstairs and pack up all that's left. Avery, how do you feel about giving your new muscles a work out and helping us move some boxes outside so the movers can get them?"

Luna woke to the early morning light peeking in through her nursery windows. Even waking up earlier than normal, Luna felt more well rested than she had in forever. 'Maybe the procedure, maybe cause I went to bed so early. Some of column A, some of column B.' she thought. Luna sat up in her crib, 'that will never be easy to say' Luna thought. The footie sleeper had kept her toasty enough to make do without a blanket but as warm as she mostly was under it, as she shifted her wait she could feel the cool, saturated diaper around her waist. Luna couldn't see it but she could feel how soaked it was. Luna tried not to think too much about that. She got uneasily to her feet, standing up in the crib and gripping the bar. She could feel the diaper sag even if it was mostly restrained by the sleeper she wore. Luna had no idea how long she would have to wait for her mother. Without a clock in the nursery, she had no way even to know what time it was. "Mom!" Luna called out.

"Yeah, you're probably right. It might be a good idea to get them for Ellie too, at least at first. She's already upset about this and I don't want to make it worse by her big brother getting something she can't have. OK, you go get the kids and bring them down. I'll need your help unmounting the TV from the wall so don't go far!" Jess gave Ivy's bottom a playful squeeze before kissing her on the cheek one more time for good measure. "Once the kids have eaten we can all go through their rooms and just back up any remaining stuff. "Almost, I have a few things left. Just sort of stuff that couldn't wait until today. Oh, that could have gotten in with my stuff maybe? I packed all my games a few days ago." Ellie paused for a bit, biting her lip before asking, "So you're like, actually excited for all this, huh?" Ellie asked, "whats the first thing you want to do as a little kid again?"

"Yeah, it's only a bit more to keep the moving truck another day, maybe tomorrow we can pick up some new stuff for them." Jess reasoned. " Maybe see the town a bit too, let them both get a feel for it. Probably be a good idea to at least get the basics though before they regress them though. From all I read they'll be in and out of the clinic same day but the process takes a lot out of them. It'd be good to have them all good to go after; bedding, a few outfits, diapers too I guess. Though Avery..." Jess sort of trailed off, with as old as Avery was there was just under a 50% he'd be able to keep his toilet training. "I don't know, we can ask the doctor about all that." With the boxes all put away Jess stood up beside Ivy and leaned into her wife, getting a comforting side hug as she sighed. Jess closed her eyes and just enjoyed having her wife's arm around her for a few peaceful moments until her phone buzzed in her pocket. "Shit, movers, "she muttered confirming her suspicions, "they're gonna be here in about 20 or 30 minutes. We have to get the kids finished." "It sounds weird," Ellie pouted. She saw Avery suppress a grin and that made her grin a bit too in spite of herself. "I mean, yeah, it's got it's upsides. I just...I dunno, you're probably right. It's going to be weird though." Ellie trailed off. Avery was always good about reassuring her. She actually felt a little bit confident for a change. "When I said I wanted to transition too, this isn't what I meant." Ellie deadpanned before letting slip a smile to her big brother.

"Maybe..." Jess bit her lip a little. She hoped El would be comfortable, she even wanted to believe that Ellie would be happy but after finding out with the span of a year that both her kids were trans, it maybe Jess doubt her mother's intuition if it could miss something that big twice. At least Avery was more expressive, it made him easier to figure out. "Yeah, but as part of helping us move the Institute is giving us a stipend to set up their rooms. Still, that's not what you meant, huh? I guess if we let them help pick stuff out that could be almost like that. You know, pick out what would have been their favorite if we'd...known better." Ellie wrapped her arms around her big brother and leaning awkwardly into him. Even though for now they were about the same height and size, Avery was still big brother and she clung back onto him as well. "Oh sure," she sarcastically replied through tears, "what could be better than being babies again? I don't want to go, Ave'" she whined. "I just got my hair styled nice, I just got some new clothes I actually like, I just got a bra and now I've got to give it away."

"Morning hon," Jess grinned as Ivy kissed the top of her head from behind. Even being all business this morning there was still always time for that. "Yeah, if you could give each of their rooms a pass. Especially Ellie once shes out of the shower." Jess smiled at the tease about the milk but her brow furrowed as the topic returned to Ellie. Her new girl had always been the worrier of the two kiddos. "I heard her crying last night, I didn't want to interrupt her. She was trying to keep it quiet. Figured it would probably be better to just let her get it out of her system. "Yeah, it's a lot. For all of us." Jess sighed, "Thank you for doing this, I know you're going to have your hands full when they both go through the process. We're about to be in a house and be better off than we ever have been but all of you are giving up a lot. Tanks Iv', I love you. I really do." Ellie spent longer than normal in the shower, she spent most of her time just letting the water pour over her while she stood there hugging herself. She didn't want to do this. Unfortunately she knew the time to say that would have been last month. The stuff was packed and mom was starting her new job next week. She couldn't stay at this point no matter how much she wanted to. Ellie's face felt flushed but she held back the tears and finished cleaning herself. "Hey Avery..." Ellie glumly replied as she left the bathroom. She was wrapped in a towel and had her hair up in a sloppy, collapsing towel turban. "You...you sleep good?" she asked, unsure if she was hoping that Avery also slept miserably or if she was looking for comfort. Either would be fine. Ellie made her way back into the bedroom and got dressed, relishing putting on a training bra and feeling tears roll down her cheeks at the thought of not being able to wear one again for years after she'd only just gotten a chance to have them. She felt similarly, although less so, about her panties. Those would probably be a thing of the past too even though her parents assured her that some of the kids her age there were already potty trained. Ellie dressed in one of the few remaining outfits she had, a lilac tanktop and jean shorts. Most of the rest was already donated. Freshly dressed, Ellie looked around the room. It was so empty without her drawings on the walls or her desk in the corner. It barely felt like her room anymore. Still, there were a few boxes worth of miscellaneous odds and ends left. Ellie just sat down in the middle of the floor, unsure of where to start, and folded her arms onto her knees and buried her head into them. Heavy tears seeped from her eyes as her vision got misty.

It had been an eventful year for the Palmer-Kelly family. Things had started off with Ivy being laid off and although having a parent at home ended up being helpful given what would happen with the kids, the loss of income wasn't easy. Then their oldest Avery told them he was actually their son and that was a whole new change to adjust to. Then after the family gotten acquainted with having two boys in the house Ellie announced that she had always felt like a girl two and now Jess and Ivy were raising two trans highschoolers. On top of all of that the rent went up, Jess was turned down for a raise citing budget cuts, and the state legislature was moving towards laws that would make things even harder for Avery and Ellie than they already were. Jess put out her application everywhere she could with no luck until she got a reply from the Clarke Institute. The Institute was based on a small island off the coast of Washington and was relatively famous, or infamous depending on who you asked. It started as a Department of Energy backed particle accelerator and since then the lab has grown and now has billionaires and corporations donating to fund research as well. The research that went on there was strictly need to know but the conspiracies that came out about the place were wild, including things like contacting parallel dimensions if you could believe it. Gibbs Island was beautiful and the Institute was going to not only pay over twice her teaching salary but help the family move and start renting a cute three bedroom home with an option to own down the line. The only issue was the school. The Foundation assured her that what they were promising was possible but Jess wouldn't have believed it without them flying her out there. It was all true. The Foundation school's experimental results spoke for themselves. Every kid who passed through came out a prodigy. Still, it was such a big change though she would only agree if both kids signed on. A month ago there had been a family meeting where Jess and Ivy had told Ellie and Avery. There was some confusion, upset, and more than a few tears from Ellie but in the end her big brother talked her into it. The decision was made, the family would be moving to Gibbs Island and both kids enrolled in the Gibbs Island School. Only instead of starting as a senior and a freshman they'd be starting as, well, it was hard to say exactly but physically at least they'd be indistinguishable from toddlers. Jess woke up early on moving day. She'd always been a morning person and that made her take point today. She started a pot of coffee and poured out a quick breakfast of cereal for each of the kids to eat before the movers came. Jess made knocks on both doors and called for the kids to get up, offering whoever woke up first the first dibs on a shower since she and Ivy had taken one the night prior. Once she heard stirring in both rooms, Jess got to work packing and sealing some of the final boxes. Ellie groggily sat up, brushing the sleep out of her eyes. She'd been sleeping terribly since she learned where they were going and what was going to happen once they got there. If it hadn't been for Avery, she would have dug in her heels and refused to ever go. Somehow he managed to convince her it wasn't going to be so bad though Ellie still had her doubts. Ellie spent her whole childhood quietly hating the lengths her moms went through to make her feel comfortable as the only 'boy' in a house presumed to be full of girls. Avery told her it offered a chance at doing things again the right way and though Ellie was intrigued, she wondered if idea might be motivating Avery more than he let on. She trudged to the bathroom with an arm full of towels as ready as she could be to start the day.

Zoe sees the other littles being carried and wonders if it may be easier to go with the flow instead of trying to slowly make her way through the crush of people. She looks up at Martha and gives the idea some thought before casting it aside. She was an independent adult and besides, Martha hadn't wanted her to come through as a little so she probably wasn't interested in caring for her like these littles were.

The pacifier was removed from Luna's mouth with a little 'pop' as it passed it lips only to immediately be replaced with the bottle. Luna continued to reflexively suckle as warm milk trickled into her mouth. Luna looked up at her mom as her eyes gradually became heavier before finally closing.

"OK" Luna pouted around her pacifier. She did usually go to bed with a drink of something and sometimes it was even milk so it really wasn't a big deal she tried to reassure herself as she clung to Akiza.

Luna latched onto the pacifier and reflexively began to suckle. She couldn't explain it but it really did help him calm down and process the situation. She wasn't happy about where she found herself and all of this was so much all at once but her mother did say they could go get her stuff out of storage tomorrow so it wasn't like it was gone forever. All Luna had to do was wait until tomorrow, and given how late it was, that just required sleeping. Luna was exhausted from the effort of the transformation and from her tantrum. She let her body go limp as she was dressed in the sleeper. If a good night's sleep was all that was between her and her grown up stuff, she would welcome sleep.

The diaper was thicker between her legs than the pull up had been. As short as she now was, it felt comparable to a little pillow now bunched between her thighs. It wasn't uncomfortable, in fact it was softer than the pull-up, but the idea of wearing a diaper was enough to set Luna to crying again, though with less force than her previous tantrum had mustered. Luna sniffled as tears rolled down her cheeks and tried to look anywhere besides at the diaper she now found herself snugly taped in.

"You promise?" Luna meekly whimpered through her tears as she let herself get laid back on the changing table. The sudden sensation of cool air on exposed, wet skin was a totally alien sensation that caused a small rivulet of additional urine to seep out of her and into the soggy padding.

Luna continued to weep helplessly in her mothers arms, clinging to her for emotional and literal physical security given how high up she now was relative to her diminished body. Another series of heaving sobs came over her when her mom squished her pull up to demonstrate how soaked she was. Luna was horrified that in her tantrum she'd lost control of her bladder and feared what that meant for the prospects of staying in pull ups. She'd almost certainly just cost herself panties. "Can we get some of it back? Like my computer at least?"

Luna felt herself get lifted into Akiza's arms and even though she was upset with her mother, instinct took over and she clung tightly to her. Without warning Luna could start to feel liquid flowing out of her and into the seat of her pull up, which began to swell up warmly against her tiny body. "Where's all my stuff?" Luna sobbed into Akiza's shoulder.

Luna took each step gradually, bringing her knees high with each one and going one at a time. It ended up being a decent little workout for the reduced teen who was used to spending much more time in her computer chair. When the door opened, Luna's eyes went wide. It a cute, little girls nursery. One that any little girl would be jealous of and she realized it wasn't just any girls, it was hers. Weird mixed feelings swirled inside her. As she looked around though, she realized there was no sign of her bed, in it's place was the white crib with the flowery baby bedding. Or her computer and computer desk. Or her clothes. Or her books. Luna became increasingly frantic as she rushed into the room, looking around, tears welling up in her eyes. Her entire life, all her stuff was gone. The enormity of everything came crashing down on her. Her mother hadn't just made her a regressed teenager, she actually was going to treat Luna like a little toddler! The welling tears spilled over and Luna began to cry. Great, heaving, mourning sobs as she sat on the floor and began to cry her eyes out.

"But Mom! I can't just walk around without pants!" Luna tried to plead but it was clear that Akiza wasn't bluffing or budging on the statement. "Ugg...alright." Luna stepped away from the pile of overalls on the floor. Luna looked down at her training pants, the crinkle with each step was louder without the overalls to muffle them but one thing that Luna was entranced by was how flat her front was. She smiled in spite of herself, honestly that part of this was a dream come true and was the only thing that made the rest of this whole process bearable. "So, is my bedroom on the second floor? I need to go get unpacked. I'm sure the movers didn't put my stuff exactly how I wanted it. I um..I could probably use some help though. I'm not as big as I used to be after all."

"So I guess that's for me, huh? I mean, I can try to go but I really don't think I need to right now." Luna's little hands fumbled with the buttons on her overalls and eventually it took Akiza's help to get them unfastened so she could step out of them, slide down her pull up, and sit on the tiny training potty. After about five minutes with nothing happening amd Luna stood up, hiked the training panties back up to her waist, "OK Mom, I tried. Do you think you could help with the overall straps again?"

"Mom..." Luna rolled her eyes. "I don't need to go but it's probably a good idea to find out where the bathroom is before I do. I swear, I think I peed at least a gallon out at the doctors!"

Luna's jaw dropped when she saw their home, she knew it be better than their apartment back home but she wasn't quite prepared for how much bigger and nicer it would be. She hadn't been given any photos ahead of time, or if she had they were with the other welcoming materials she similarly hadn't bothered to read. Excitement got hold of her and without realizing it she started to bound a little in her seat, eager to see inside. The moving truck was still in the driveway but the movers were busy closing the cargo area door shut and wrapping up by the time that Luna and Akiza arrived.

"Oh this? Yeah, it's neat I guess." Luna sort of turned it over in her hands and started to think about the princess and what sort of kingdom she must be from. She looked European so probably some generic fantasy? Luna wondered about her family and followed each tangent, quickly fleshing out a world that the princess was from in her mind and populating it with characters, devising story arcs and histories and imagining the adventures the princess would go on. The changes to her brain were already taking affect and Luna's capacity for imagination and imaginative play was returning rapidly. All of a toddlers boundless creativity but with a teenagers ability to edit and refine it. Luna muttered to herself, trying on voices for the various characters in her mind as she started crafting the adventures of Princess Selena. The ten minute drive home flew by

Luna ravenously devoured her food but even with as famished as she was from the transformation she could barely bring herself to finish it and it sat heavily on her much smaller tummy. A small burp escaped her as she finished. "Thank you mom." Luna reclined back in her padded car seat, crinkling softly as she shifted her weight. She looked over the toy that had come with the meal, nothing special, just some pink princess figurine. Still, she couldn't deny that she did feel a certain validating feeling having her mom ask for a girls toy. "How much longer till we're home Mom?"