LilGirlLya

Once they left the city for the suburbs the bus stops became less frequent. Jen passed the time on her phone to stave off her anxiety about meeting up with her sister. She hadn't been exactly sober when the arrangement was made and as a result of things moving so quickly over the past few weeks, she wasn't entirely sure what to expect when she got there. It would be harder to find a job, certainly, without a car. Upon arriving to the bus arriving to the terminal, Jen disembarked and got her bags before sending her sister a text letting her know that she'd arrived.

"But I don't-" Luna was about to tell her cousin that she didn't wear or need diapers when another cramp hit her abdomen. Luna whimpered. Looking out the window there was not even a place around to stop. She knew she was going to lose the battle. Luna closed her eyes tight and felt her eyes wet again with tears. As much as she didn't want to do this, her body wasn't giving her any choice. As much as she needed to go, it was hard to go against nearly a decade of potty training. Luna breathed in, 'maybe just a little bit to take the pressure off'. Several calming breaths followed and with focused effort, Luna could feel herself let go. Hot pee burst out of her, there was no little release, Luna was flooding the diaper. The front became distended and discolored from the rush of urine into it. There was absolutely no hiding what she'd just done.

"OK..." Luna hung her head as they drove away. She and Rei ate their food with Luna trying to drink as little as possible. Unfortunately having a small cup when she normally got mediums meant her estimates in how big her sips actually were was off and soon she started hearing the gurgle of sucking air. Luna wanted to cross her legs to help as over the next half hour the pain in her bladder reached a crisis point. Luna held her legs together tightly and wriggled around to try and find a spot that reduced the pressure from the buckle right over her full bladder. She bit her lip again and looked over at her cousin, who of course was seeing her practically potty dance in her seat. "Psst...Rei," Luna tried to get her attention. "Can you ask your mom to stop? I really need to go to the bathroom?"

Luna leaned back and bit her lip. She was nervous but it had been years since her last accident and so she had a reasonable amount of confidence that she could hold it. "OK. Could I get chicken nuggets and a sprite please. Could we go in though please?" Luna asked without specifying why.

Luna frowned, if that was Aunt Akiza's rule with Rei she hoped it wouldn't be for her as well. The diaper around her waist gave her little reason to think otherwise though. "OK Aunt Akiza, that sounds fine." As the miles ticked by, Luna wondered how far away 'not too far' was. After fifteen minutes something else joined her hunger in causing her distress. She hadn't been able to pee much at the airport and she could feel the pressure steadily increasing in her bladder. "Aunt Akiza? How much further?"

"Oh." Luna replied, a bit disappointed that her cousin wasn't into more big kid stuff. "That's OK, I just haven't done any of that stuff in a while. I brought my video games, do you have any at home?" she asked. Luna wished she had her phone to keep herself busy. It had unfortunately been in her shorts pocket and so now was stuffed away in the diaper bag. Luna instead decided to spend some time catching up with and getting to know her cousin before a loud growl in her stomach refocused her thoughts. "Aunt Akiza, could we get food soon? I'm really hungry?"

Luna could at least relax a bit out of the public eye. As they began the long drive home, Luna thought to herself, she hoped that some sort of accommodation could be reached if she had to go out and get a whole new wardrobe. She didn't want to think about having to go shopping in just her tee shirt and diaper. Ideally getting her panties back would be the solution. Luna hoped that would be the case when she got home. Although Akiza didn't mention making her wear pull-ups like Rei did, she had already just made Luna wear a diaper because Rei needed one on long car rides. She wished she still had her carry on, at least it had her Switch in it. Unfortunately it was now in the trunk, the sole piece of her luggage that had so far made it. Without much else to do, she could either sit in silence or try to spark conversation with her shy cousin. "So..." Luna started, "What do you like to do for fun, Rei?" Luna asked, curious if her ten year old cousin had similar interests or if they were correspondingly juvenile.

Luna blushed as she noticed she got smiles and waves from strangers. She gave a small wave back but then huddled closer to Akiza's legs. Outside Luna felt the sun on her bare legs. It felt so weird being outside without pants on. She hoped Akiza hadn't parked too far away, her feet were starting to get tired from walking through the airport. Luna knew better than to whine at this point, it wasn't going to help. Besides, it wasn't like she didn't have to use a car seat normally. Just back home hers was just a booster and not a high backed seat with a harness. Luna let herself get lifted and buckled in next to her cousin.

"But I don't need them though..." Luna pouted although she almost immediately felt bad about it. Her cousin had just been trying to be nice and supportive. "Thank you though" she made sure to tack on at the end. Akiza's hand closed around her and Luna found herself walking through the airport, although walking might have been generous. The added mass between her legs gave her just the slightest toddler waddle. Every footfall produced two sets of crinkles as Luna and Rei followed Akiza. Luna held down her shirt with her freehand and once again was thankful for the pink, cloth facemask her mother made her wear on the flight. She had been certain everyone would point and laugh at her like the bullies at home did but to her surprise, no one even noticed her.

Luna's lower lip quivered as her shorts vanished into the diaper bag. She grabbed at the edge of her shirt, the fit was loose enough that she could almost try and make it look like a short dress if she could just stretch out the hem. She peaked over at her cousin through misty eyes for the first time since ending up on the table.

"No! Auntie, please, I need my shorts, they'll fit, please!" Luna fussed.

That barely made it any better as far as Luna was concerned. "It feels tight..." Luna whined, Rei was smaller than her so something fit for Rei would barely fit on her. And yet, the tapes fastened securely. Luna looked down at the cloth and plastic underwear with it's cutesy Sesame Street designs. If she thought having Ariel on her Goodnites was humiliating it was nothing compared to this. The sole upside that Luna could see was there was no visible indication at all that she wasn't just like most girls. That was something at least. "Can I get my shorts back please?" Luna sniffled.

"No! I don't need to wear them..." Luna sobbed. Still, given the size disparity her not cooperating provided only a minimum amount of resistance to her aunt, who apparently had a lot of experience changing diapers. Luna felt her feet go up and just covered her eyes, continuing to cry and not wanting to look over at her younger cousin, all the more humiliated this was happening in front of her. "I haven't had day time accidents in years, please don't do this!" A thought occurred to her as soon as she felt herself lowered onto the diaper, "what about my Goodnites? Those are for big girls, please? I'll wear them, I won't wet I promise, I just don't want to wear a diaper!" Luna tried to bargain, hoping her aunt would see reason.

"Huh? What are you talking about!" Luna cried in disbelief, "I don't need diapers!" Tears welled back up in Luna's eyes and flowed easily down her cheeks as she found herself raised up by Akiza and put onto the changing table.

"Oh..." was all that Luna could muster through her sniffling. Of course she had questions but she knew she could probably find out more from Rei later. Surely a 10 year old wouldn't like not being potty trained, right?" She did manage to go a small bit even though it was hard with her aunt and cousin in the room with her. Luna hopped down, wiped between her legs since that's what a regular girl would do, and flushed. She got her pants back up and walked over to begin washing her hands. With this being a family bathroom, she was relieved that there were two sinks, one high enough for Akiza and the other for her.

Jen's life wasn't supposed to go this way. She'd been recognized as a gifted student from a young age and pushed by her parents to excel. Her grades lead to her being skipped ahead in school a few grades and eventually found her as class valedictorian. She didn't really have much of a life outside school and that suited her well enough. Jen was awkward and shy, struggling to talk to strangers or make friends. She was very interested in some topics, reading history textbooks for fun and reading at a 12th grade level as a elementary school kid, but other topics took her parents forcing her to excel. Fortunately, they were all too eager to helicopter and micromanage her all the way through college, insisting on her going to a smaller, local university so they could keep an eye on her. Jen had her hobbies and with success came praise. School was easy for her. She got a job at a major corporation downtown shortly before turning 21 and that's when her life began to unravel. Being alone for the first time, Jen struggled. Business was about networking and schmoozing and while Jen could nail her tasks, she struggled in the soft skills, even losing the first big account she was trusted with. When she did hit 21, she found out that drinking opened her up and if she couldn't small talk at the office, she could join her coworkers on ladies nights. Bad performance and hangovers meant she continued to spiral. She finally hit rock bottom though when she realized she'd forgotten to pay her rent for weeks. Fortunately, her sister was willing to take her in on short notice. Unfortunately, her performance at work meant she wasn't approved for a remote work assignment and she had to quit since she knew she'd be unable to keep up the commute. 'It isn't fair' Jen thought shamefully. Fortunately on the bus to her sister she was able to get a bench to herself to sulk in. The movers had already took as much of her stuff as could fit in the truck and the rest went in the dumpster. Without even a car of her own, all she could do is watch the movers drive off into the distance as she slowly made her way to the outskirts, a stop at a time.

Luna help but start crying, despite her aunts reassurance. Luna gave one last look over her shoulder as Akiza dragged her away and towards a family restroom. Luna was shocked to see Rei get hoisted onto the changing table and her aunt begin unbuckling her overalls. "That's what sorted out means..." Luna felt a little bad for Rei, even as small as she was, she didn't need diapers or training pants or whatever her cousin was wearing. Unless you counted Goodnites and since they were only for bed they hardly counted. Luna walked over to and hopped up on the adult sized toilet, but a combination of her own upset about her bag and a fascination with what was happening to Rei kept her from starting.

Luna waited by the baggage carousel with her aunt and her cousin. While waiting, Luna stole a couple of glances at Rei while she seemed distracted by something. Mom said extreme short stature ran in their family, although it tended to skip a generation. It was interesting seeing someone else who shared that as Rei seemed no bigger than a two year old. Luna watched the conveyor built, eager to get her bag and get on the road. When she didn't soon see her pink duffle though, she began to worry. She fidgeted and chewed on her fingernails, keeping her eyes peeled for a bag. She could feel her face flush and some tears begin to well in her eyes. All her clothes... Her new girl wardrobe... Luna and her family were the only ones still waiting from her flight and her bad was no where in sight. She didn't know what to do.

Luna was puzzled by what just happened. She didn't mean to spook Rei and felt guilty for doing so but it didn't escape her notice that Akiza touched her cousin's bottom afterwards. What was that about? What did Akiza mean by 'sorted?' "Can we go get my bag first?" Luna asked. Her entire new wardrobe had been packed in the suitcase and she couldn't bear to think that it could have gotten lost. Having it back in her sight would be a relief. "I need to find a bathroom after that, do you think we could get something to eat on the way home? I'm starving!" Luna exclaimed.

"Hi Aunt Akiza, it was OK, just long and boring." Luna's eyes turned to the girl holding Akiza's hand, she hadn't seen Rei in several years but as far as Luna could tell, her younger cousin looked almost the same now as she did five years ago. Not just in terms of height, the girl was even smaller than Luna was, but in clothing choices as well. That is, if she was the one actually making her clothing choices. "Rei?" Luna started, just trying to make sure the toddler appearing girl was actually who she thought it was, "I'm Luna. Nice to see you again."

bump, putting it out there again that I'm interested in starting a new RP. Recently had something happen irl and looking for something to take my mind off it. It doesn't have to be a high concept, I'd just be playing a trans woman going through some hardship and getting help from a firm but gentle mommy or daddy. DM me if you'd like to open negotiations.

The stewardess came by to check on Luna prior to deplaning. Given the frequent check ins and the way she was spoken to, Luna assumed that the stewardess must have thought she was younger than she was. It was not an infrequent occurrence and sometimes it was easier to just go with it than make a scene. Once she and the other passengers were given clearance to disembark, Luna stood up and got her bag out from under her seat. Most of her new clothes were in a separate checked bag so in this one she only had her electronics, toiletries, a spare outfit, and one or two goodnites Luna only found out that her mom packed after she in mid flight. Mom *had* badgered her about wearing one, saying she'd probably fall asleep on the flight and Luna resisted. Still, that fear of an accident meant she didn't sleep a bit on the flight and made trips to the bathroom as frequently as she could. Luna followed the crowd off the flight and into the terminal, scanning the room for her aunt and cousin. Luna fished out her phone and sent a text to her parents letting them know she made it and then one to Akiza, asking where she was. Luna took a quick photo of herself so her aunt could better locate her. Luna smiled behind the facemask she wore for the flight. She thought she looked cute in her new clothes from the juniors section, a loose heather grey tee shirt, high waisted jean shorts, and canvas sneakers. With her outfit, her mask, and her shaggy, shoulder length hair, she was pleased that throughout the flight everyone saw her as just another normal girl flying to see relatives.

The past few months had been tough for Luna. Around the middle of her eighth grade year, she made the bold choice to tell her parents that she wanted to be called Luna and be treated as their daughter from now on. While her mom and dad had been supportive, the community wasn't. Luna was already bullied for being so short, at 42 inches she was as tall as some of the elementary school kids and at 40 pounds she looked more like she was about to graduate kindergarten than become a freshman in a few months. The bullying escalated sharply and no matter how things were at home, it got to Luna. From the stress of it all, she'd developed a rather embarrassing little problem a few months back. After 8 years of staying dry at night, Luna once again began to wet the bed. She would get scared and anxious at the very thought of going to school as the teachers were no help from the bullying. After some intense discussion by her parents, it was decided that neither of them could uproot their lives and move quite yet but they needed to get Luna someplace that she could be happy. Fortunately, her mother's sister Akiza Hoshi was more than willing to make space for the new little girl. Even better, Akiza had a daughter around Luna's age who could help Luna grow into a happy, confident girl in a new place far away from her bullies. The morning of her flight was a tearful one. As much as Luna wanted to escape the bullying, she was nervous at the idea of leaving her parents. The trip wasn't easy, Luna had never flown before and her nerves kept her awake the whole flight. She only began to relax when the pilot announced they were making their descent towards her new home with her aunt and cousin.

"Ugh...I hope this won't be too boring." Ellie complained, "we still have our computers and video games I guess?" Ellie frowned at the idea of no scary movie nights. It had only been within the past two years that Avery had started including her in those. "I don't know? We could always test it, worst case scenario it just gives us a nightmare. Not like a movie can actually hurt us. I guess we'll probably be watching a lot more cartoons, huh. Actually, I thought I'd ask you, that Naomi and Oliver show-" Ellie was cut off by Ivy walking into the room. "God morning Momma," she greeted Ivy. Jess made sure to pack some of the remaining diapers into the new bag, in addition to a handful of blue and purple pull-ups. With the diaper bag backed and Ivy supervising the kids while getting her caffeine fix, Jess went back out to the car and started installing the car seats. Fortunately there was no assembly required but they were still large and clumsy enough for the task to be time consuming. Once she was finished, she headed back inside, hoping her family was all set to go.

"Take all the time you need, friend." Claire tried to be reassuring. Ravi looked so nervous that part of her just wanted to give him a hug and tell him it would be all OK but in the context of things, that would probably be more distressing than comforting. Claire watched him take the package and trod to the bathroom. After a few minutes without him returning, Claire began to get a bit anxious for her friend. For a moment she worried about him doing something irrational, maybe going out a bathroom window or something? Claire hadn't been in Ravio's bathroom, she had no idea if that was a rational or irrational fear come to think of it. Claire's leg started bouncing before she eventually got up and then paced twice around the small kitchen before heading to the bathroom door. "Hey Ravio," Claire knocked, "you alright?"