LilGirlLya

Brie settled down and kept snuggled as close as possible to May. Between the light hearted nature of the show and the comfort that May's touch gave her, Brie was finally able to calm down. She honed in on the rythmic breathing, letting her head rise and fall with May's chest. It just felt so secure, safer than she'd ever felt in fact. Her eyes began to droop and she had a big yawn before closing her eyes. Listening to May's breathing. To her heart beat. Unconsciously she pulled her hand up towards her face and her thumb found it's way between her lips as she dozed back to sleep snuggled with her stuffie and her roommate.

"They do sometimes but they don't do very well. A lot of people find those movies to pretty out of bounds in terms of taste. Others don't find it particularly realistic. personally, I don't enjoy the fact they cast real littles for such big roles. It's just distasteful to me that someone would make a little work. Most of the talented little actors actually live back in your dimension, they just can't get roles there so they come here. 9 times out of 10 though if a littles in a movie, it's because their Mommy or Daddy is making them. I guess our movies would be pretty similar. I'd never thought about it. One thing I do need to let you know though is that our movies have triggers too. They help us focus in and get us ready to be scared. You don't have to watch the whole thing, just tell me if it gets to be too much. Once you've finished breakfast we can pick something out together."

Brie felt her pants smush under her but wasn't concerned with that. As soon as May sat down she immediately got as close to her as possible, holding her unicorn tight the entire time. "I don't know what you have here to watch.." she pouted. "Yeah, I think so."

"Alright, these are good choice. Let's get you dressed then." They wouldn't have been what Rachel picked for Maddie, but that was the point. If Maddie was going to be happy and actually like being her baby maybe she did need to give a bit. It wasn't 100% evidence she was some raging tomboy, but it hinted to Rachel she might want to diversify away from the hyper girl aesthetic she'd originally purchased. "There we go, now, I hope someone is hungry. We'll get you a bottle and some breakfast and then we can talk about what we'll be doing today. Rachel picked up her little, bringing her down the stairs and into the kitchen. Maddie went into the highchair as she warmed up a bottle of little formula and made a bowl of little cereal for Maddie. "Here you go sweetie." she said, putting the cereal on the tray and the bottle in Maddie's hands. She was feeling generous and today was about spoiling Maddie since she'd taken being out of her comfort zone in such stride yesterday. She sat a little spoon on the tray. "Maddie, do you want to eat your cereal by yourself or do you want me to feed you? We don't want your clothes getting dirty but it's up to you today. We aren't going anywhere so even if you get a bit messy, it's not a big deal. I was thinking about how you wanted to watch a scary movie yesterday and was thinking, why don't we do a movie day together?"

Brie stilled her crying as best as she could, "uh-huh." She let May help her out of bed and grabbed her unicorn. She walked in front of May but every couple of steps looked back to just make sure May was still following her. Brie didn't quite know it yet but her pull-up was a bit saggy and wiggled when she walked. She clearly had used it but it just didn't seem to register currently. She held her unicorn in a tight hug close to her face. It smelled very pretty and it was helping her calm down.

Rachel heard Maddie on the monitor, "Coming baby, be there in a minute." She finished the last of her tea and went to take care of Maddie. Calling for her was unusual, normally Maddie sulked in her crib until Rachel decided to go get her. Still, it was behavior she wanted to encourage so she put on her mommy smile before going into the nursery. "Good morning baby, did you sleep well? Tummy doing any better?" Picked Maddie up and hoisted her over to the changing table. "Now lets see what the damage is," she untapped the diaper and pulled it away from Maddie's front. "Oh my, little girl. I don't know if it's wetter outside or in your diaper!" She joked, hoping for at least a smile from Maddie. She'd expected a full on poopy diaper with how Maddie was complaining about her tummy last night. It would come of course, but for now her girl needed to be cleaned. Rachel wiped Maddie's front, bottom and underside getting her all clean before dusting her with powder and closing a new day time diaper around her. "There we go, all clean. Now, let's get this sleeper off," Rachel did so this time with none of the theatrics that came with getting Maddie ready yesterday. "OK," she said to the nearly naked little sitting on the changing table, "I've got a couple ideas for today I think you'll really like. It's raining today so no zoo, but we've got fun inside stuff. First thing though is to get you dressed." She lifted Maddie up and sat her standing on floor before taking her hand and leading her to the closet. "OK baby, we're going to do something new today. Mommy is going to let you try and dress yourself. Would you like that? You just point to what you want and Mommy will get it for you."

Brie buried herself into May, continuing to whimper and shake with fright. "I-I had a scawy dream. There was a man and he broke into my apartment and he grabbed me. It seemed like it was real, I thought he got me and I'm scared."

Rachel woke up early to the pleasant sound of rain outside. She preferred the sunshine but she'd be lying if she said that sometimes a nice, rainy day wasn't just as good. Today would be a good day to watch movies with Maddie she thought, if the little wanted to watch a scary movie she might as well do it on a day where she won't be watching it before bed. It also might be fun to let Maddie be a bit of a tomboy today. If she really wanted Maddie to be happy and that's what Maddie wanted, she'd let her be the most rough and tumble tomboy a baby could be. 'Too bad about the girly furniture though, I bet Brie-' she stopped the thought in her head. She wasn't about to give a free little a changing table if she only wore pull-ups when there weren't potties her size around. They'd take it slow and let Maddie lead. If Maddie was truly a little tomboy then her toys and clothes would replace themselves over time. No need to break the bank buying a new wardrobe or redoing the nursery. It was the kind of morning today were tea was preferable to coffee. She had nowhere to be and preferred the taste anyway. She went downstairs and had her morning cup, bringing the monitor with her. She couldn't tell if Maddie was sleeping still or up and being her quiet self. They wouldn't be going out today, but Rachel had plans and hopefully today would help her figure out the best way to get her little happy and not just accepting of, but loving her new life.

Brie found herself in a dark bedroom. It was hers and she was back in her old apartment. It must be Monday again, she hadn't even left yet. She rolled over and looked at the digital clock, 4:44. It was just late enough to just miss being early, maybe she could catch a few more hours of sleep. As she rolled over she thought she heard something from the living room. Once she heard the first slam she realized what the noise had been. Fiddling with the lock. The sound had been the full weight of a person slamming into the door. They slammed in again, and then a third time. Brie darted under the bed as the door splintered. It took everything to suppress a scream. She hid, keeping as quiet as she possibly could while hyperventilating. Heavy feet stomped in the living room, ransacking the apartment. The lights clicked on and Brie whimpered from her hiding spot. She'd never been so terrified in her life. She saw heavy boots walk around the bed to right in front of her and stop. They stayed still for a moment before leaving. As soon as she saw them go out the door Brie darted back up to get her phone when she felt an arm wrap around her, "You thought you were hidden?" A laugh and a sharp pain. Brie woke up hyperventilating and sobbing from her nightmare. It was the scariest, most vivid one she'd ever had. It felt so real, she was certain it was. How could it just be a dream? It was though and she was all alone in a new house in a new dimension and she was terrified. Things felt strange in a way she couldn't put her finger on. Her emotions were louder and more vivid than usual but they were less complex as well. Her fear was primal. She grabbed her unicorn and got out of the bedroom as quickly as she could, uneasily getting out of the tall bed. The only thing that might project a sense of safety to her was being with someone else who could protect her and right now there was only one person who fit that bill. She entered May's bedroom without knocking and roughly pushed with her diminutive strength on May's shoulder to wake her up. "May," she cried, "I had a bad dream."

"Sounds like a plan. I could really go for some sleep. Do you think I can get the wifi password when we get home? I mean, do you use wifi here or is it something more advanced? I like to listen to podcasts or music at night, it helps me fall asleep." As soon as they were home and Brie got the information to get her electronics online, she retired to her room for the evening. She'd do more internet stuff tomorrow. The combination of the panic attack and the longer days had her beat. She sloughed off her pants and shoes and thought momentarily about changing from the pull-up into panties again. She dismissed the idea. The pull-ups were just way more comfy than her panties. Besides, the way they flattened her out felt entrancing. No bulge even without a tuck, just a perfect, smooth, girly front. Albeit one in disposable underwear with unicorns and stars on it. She turned out the lights curled up into bed with her unicorn and kitty under the voluminous covers and took her glasses off before starting a podcast. There were a good amount to choose from although she couldn't get any of her usual's here; comedy and weird history were good but she was in a true crime mood tonight. She found a show and an episode that looked good and hit play. "Warning. Due to the graphic nature of this content, listener discretion is advised. The following might not be approite for young or little audiences." The sonorous tones of the host carried her to sleep soon after the disclaimer ended. The hypnotic tones and subliminal cues went unnoticed consciously but as Brie faded into sleep she was soon to realize how true that warning had been.

"Oh sweetie, I don't even know if they make pull-ups for littles your size. I think you're just under the limit. Plus you'd have an even harder time finding potties than Brie would. She's just about the size where they start making stuff for littles. Using your diaper can't be so bad, can it? I think if you'd just let go and give it a chance you probably wouldn't dislike it as much as you'd think." Rachel returned with a bottle full of water, "here you go Maddie. We'll stay away from pizza in the future then OK? I believe you about that upset stomach with that poopy diaper I had to clean. If you need me to change you tonight, just get me on the baby monitor. Goodnight little girl." Rachel bent over the bars of Maddie's crib and kissed her little on the forehead before shutting off the light, waving good night and leaving for here bedroom. The glow of a pink nightlight filled the dark room. In her bedroom, Rachel got ready to sleep for the evening, taking off the light makeup she'd put on and changing into sleeping clothes. She got some reading in on her tablet before checking the weather for the week. It would rain tomorrow, but Wednesday should be clear. Her and May could bring the littles with them to the zoo then. She yawned, turned the baby monitor on and the light off, and went to bed for the evening.

Rachel was unsure how much to tell Maddie about Brie's current situation but honesty would probably be the best policy. "Well, I asked May about it and she told me Brie had a few accidents because the places she went with May today didn't have bathrooms for people her size. So, May said she found some pull-ups she liked and was choosing to wear them just in case. Really, I think she's doing a smart, mature thing." Rachel made sure to stress the mature part. "There's nothing inherently little about needing pull-ups. The immature thing to do would be to demand panties and then have an accident because she couldn't use the potty. So for someone like Brie, wearing pull-ups is the big thing to do." It was enough information to hopefully satisfy Maddie. Her girl didn't need to know that she believed that Brie was regressing. "Think about it, what happens if a little shows they can't take care of themselves and a big is around?" "OK, note to Mommy. Get Maddie some less smelly bubble bath. Got it." She smiled, her tone shifting back to the more gentle one she usually took. "Oh but it is late little girl. You didn't even get a full nap in. Besides, it's been an exciting day. I think it wouldn't hurt either of us to maybe turn in a little early for some quite time. Do you want anything before I tuck you in?" Rachel emptied the tub and dried the little girl off, before carrying her into her nursery and safely taping a brand new, thick night time diaper between her cute thighs and getting all secure in her new jammies.

Brie let herself get buckled in, she was still highly anxious and upset but was more under control now that a door was between her and Maddie and Rachel. "I mean, I did like them. I mean I do. I just hope things aren't too weird afterwards.." Brie let that ending hang a bit in the air. "People will say they understand you're trans and they support you, but I don't know, seems like the real test is if they freak out when they see you from the waist down. I'm embarrassed with Rachel as I'd be if anyone saw me naked, Maddie though, I don't know how to feel about Maddie. Like, I mean, she's sort of a baby but she also is still an adult kind of? So I don't know how to feel about that. I think if I at least knew how to feel I wouldn't have freaked out so much. Thanks for being there with me to helm me though." Brie smiled at May up in the front seat. "I promise, on a regular day I don't have near as many panic attacks or wet pants!" she laughed, trying to make light of the situation and present the image that she wasn't bothered when she still was.

"Well, that could have ended better." Rachel paused and stood there with Maddie for a moment once the door closed before picking up her little and heading to the bathroom. "I think you did a really good thing though saying that to Brie. I'm proud of you baby. Did you have fun with her tonight before the end at least?" By this point Rachel had to empty the tub and refill it since the water had gone cold. Once it was ready she lowered Maddie gently into the warm water and began to clean her. "No bubbles tonight I'm afraid. We're late putting you to bed as it is. Besides, I don't think you like the bubbles do you? Maybe a bit too girly girl?" Rachel didn't know if tonight was the right night to open the door to a conversation about Maddie being a tomboy, but if she had any lingering feelings or assumptions that might upset Brie, maybe at least easing into that conversation while it was still fresh in Maddie's mind would be good. Brie being trans wasn't like Maddie maybe being a bit of a tomboy, but it might at least plant a seed of empathy.

Brie nodded. She wasn't completely calmed back down when but she pulled herself together as well as she could when Rachel and Maddie spoke to her. "It's alright," Brie did her best to regain her composure. "It would be a lot of anyone, it's just, it's just that it's more of a big deal for me. Thank you Maddie, that means a lot." "If she's calmed down, maybe it's time for you two to get on the road. I need to get this one in the tub and to bed. You and Brie probably want some quiet time after today too I bet." Rachel hugged May, "Goodbye, I'll check the weather tonight to find out when a good day to go to the zoo is. Hopefully you and Brie can make it. Maddie, can you come and say bye bye before we get you all scrubbed up?"

Brie initially wanted to pull away and keep trying to convince May to leave but as soon as she was enveloped in the bigs arms she started crying and continued to shake. She buried her face into her hands. If she hadn't already peed, this was exactly the kind of thing that might cause her to leak. Not that it mattered. She was mentally kicking herself. Her dysphoria caused her to turn down peeing if it meant she had to stand and in it's place the only thing that could make her feel worse happened. She blamed herself and continued to sob. "Maddie and Rachel saw me with my pants down," she managed to sputter out. "I'm so humiliated, I just want to go." Brie whined. "Excuse us," Rachel knocked on the door frame, announcing her presence as she returned with Maddie. "Brie honey, we're sorry. We didn't mean to walk in on you while you were changing sweet heart. Next time it might be a good idea to ask a big to help change you just to make sure nobody walks in, I think that might make you feel better. I hope we didn't embarrass you to much to want to come back and play with Maddie. I think Maddie has something she'd like to say before she gets in her bath too, isn't that right Maddie?"

"No!" Rachel said sharply, raising her voice for maybe the first time ever to Maddie. "And you won't say anything to her about it. Brie's as much of a girl as she can be, some people look a little bit different down there. If you call her a boy we will be talking punishment little Miss." Rachel cleaned Maddie up, this time with less nurturing than normal. It took a while with as much as she'd pooped but once she was done, she sat Maddie up on the changing table. "Maddie, I know I snapped at you but it would be a very mean thing to call Brie a boy, especially if she heard you. Gender identity forms very early so even littles know what gender they are. Brie says she's a girl and so she is. We're going to go tell Brie we didn't mean to walk in on her, and I want you to tell her that you know she's a girl. We'll let them go home after that and then we'll get you in the tub. Poor girl is probably spooked. Here," she handed Maddie some shorts, "we'll slip these on you without a diaper just this once. I don't think you've got anything left in you after that messy diaper." As she sat Maddie down she looked again at the pull-up on the floor and signed. She went, picked it up, and tossed it in the diaper pail. Under normal circumstances a little leaving their wet underwear on her babies nursery floor would bother her, but just this once and since it didn't stain, she'd make an exception. Brie hurried into the living room to find May, still carrying her shorts in her hands, shaking her with nerves. "I'm done. I'm clean. Let's go." Brie tried to grab May's hand to potentially lead her to the door, it was instinctual and she realized how silly it had been given the size difference immediately.

"No, I think my shorts are fine, aren't they? Brie asked turning a bit so Maddie could check where she couldn't see. Once she got confirmation she accepted the pull-up from May and made her way to what she assumed was Maddie's room. It took a few tries but eventually she came across a door with pink wooded lettering on the outside that spelled out her name. If Brie didn't think the girl was spoiled before. She stepped on to the plush carpet of the room and curled her toes immediately. It was so soft, all the sensations in this world were so much more vivid, she thought. The furniture in her looked like to might cost more than any one thing she had in her apartment. Rachel had either splurged on her little, or whatever she did for work gave her enough money to drop this fairly easily. She'd easily never had a room this big in her entire life unless you count the apartment she shared entirely as hers. After taking her time looking the place over, Brie decided to get down to business. She slid down her shorts and examined her pull-up. Yellow stars had come into view on the purple parts of them. Brie could assume what that meant as she slid them down her waist. "OK, I'm turning back around." Rachel uncovered her eyes and ticked Maddie's tummy. "Good job Maddie. Lets go get you changed. Let's walk together so we don't get that all smushy up on your bottom." Rachel took her by the hand and led her to the nursery. From the way she walked Rachel knew it wasn't a little bit of poop she'd be cleaning. Maybe pizza wasn't good for this ones tummy. "Maddie, I don't like you holding it in. It's not good for you and I can't imagine it's anymore fun to sit there aching and fighting to hold it in and then waiting to be changed that it is to just do your business and get a change." Out of a habit of living alone, Rachel pushed open the door without knocking. Brie's eyes darted up to the surprise intrusion and she let out a shout, "Occupied!" she cried hoping Rachel would leave. Rachel for her part seemed shocked too to find Brie standing bottomless in her daughters nursery, naked from the waist down about to step into a new pull-up with the old used one of the floor beside her and her shorts. As surprised as she was, Rachel tried not to show it. "I'm sorry Brie, the door was open so we didn't know you were here. Do you need help?" Brie didn't know whether to cry out again, cover up, or just hike her pull-ups and be done with it and after all three ideas jammed up her brain fighting for space, the latter one. Brie quickly hoisted her new pull-up around her waist, grabbing her shorts and leaving the pull-up on the floor as she darted out of the room, beginning to tear up after being exposed.

Brie went scarlet at immediately being found out. "MAY! I mean, I mean..yeah, how did you know?" she said meekly. "I um, I think I can handle it myself. Did you bring anything for me to change into?" Brie asked her. "Is there somewhere I can do this privately?" Brie asked, knowing that the bathroom was going to currently be occupied by Maddie. "Oh Maddie, you shouldn't be holding that in. If you're shy I can cover my eyes and turn around, then we can clean your butt before we get you in the tub. Just tell me when you're finished going poopy." Rachel made good on her word and turned to face the bathroom wall and performatively put her hands over her eyes for Maddie. She turned on the tub so the sound of water filling it up would muffle any noise from her girl.

"I'm sorry Maddie, I bet that probably is rough. We don't have to talk anymore about it." Brie did her best to console the little. "Well, maybe you and Brie will be helping with that. She really seemed to be getting along with a boy earlier. His parents seemed horrid but I'm not going to hold that against him or her. I don't know. I'm thinking I may have been going at this the wrong way. I went out and outfitted the nursery with stuff for a little princess but I think she might be more of a tomboy. I don't want to have to redecorate but if playing with boys and not being a girly girl is what makes her happy, well, I'll try supporting her that way. I really just want her to be more comfortable before going to New Start. She's going to be around littles who are pretty regressed there as well as littles who are brand new and still fighting it. I'm just worried she won't fit in and that will make her miserable." Rachel's phone began to chime as the alarm went off. "Oh, I must have talked your ear off. It's time for her bath. I'll go get that started for her. Word of advice from a Mommy to you, I think you should wait in here a bit after I go get Maddie. Brie's probably going to need a new pull-up and if she's shy she might not want Maddie to know she had an accident. Just a thought. If she does need new panties you can change her in Maddie's nursery." With that Rachel pushed her chair in and went into the living room. "Hello girls, what are we doing?" "I'm watching Maddie make a pen for her animals, and we're just talking." "That's great Brie, I'm sure you two are going to get plenty of time to talk while you're visiting. For now though, I need to get this little girl into the tub. The sleeper you and May got her is so pretty we'll probably use it tonight for her. I hope you don't mind waiting on her?" "No it's OK, see you in a bit Maddie." Brie said to the other little. It was only after Rachel left that Brie realized she probably should have asked to be let out of the playpen if she wasn't watching Maddie. "May!" she called to her host.

"Awe, poor girl. She doesn't need to be embarrassed. Frankly I'm surprised her shyness caused her to change her mind. Maddie's as shy as they come but if they made potties her size, she'd want to be first in line to get one. Be careful with her May, she's showing some pretty regressive tendencies already. I wouldn't be surprised if we both had a girl to change when we go get them out of the play pen. Being off work is amazing. I've only got a few weeks left and I'm hoping Maddie is at least a bit more comfortable before I start taking her to New Start. I think she made at least one friend today but being around other littles is tough for her. I was actually hoping after seeing Brie that Maddie might be comfortable with her, seeing as she's still a free little with her own adult mind but just happens to be regressing a bit. I'm taking Maddie to the zoo soon, I can let you know what day exactly once I check the weather and you can bring Brie. We can make an outing of it." "Oh, thanks for the offer. I've never played with dolls before, I don't really think I'd be good at it alone. I think I'll just watch you build your animal pen." Brie dropped the topic. Brie thought a bit as she watched. She still held her unicorn, not wanting to get to far from it. Her mind went to the state of her training pants. They were started to cool off and the pleasant warmth was being replaced by a cool dampness. It wasn't unpleasant unless she allowed her self to really think about the idea that idea that they were damp because her pee now filled them. Really it was no grosser than sweat might naturally make her underwear on a hot day, and certainly better than peeing standing. She fidgeted trying to get comfortable again before following Maddie's example and laying on her belly and stretching her legs out to watch her build. "So Maddie, personal question. You can tell me if I'm out of bounds. What does it feel like to use your diapers? Renee didn't tell me much about littles and since that's what everyone back home talks about when they talk about this dimension, I was wondering what a little thought?" Some of it was honest curiosity, but Brie was also a bit curious if it might feel similar to how she felt right now.

"No, I'm alright we can stay a bit longer. I don't want to rush you all and I don't mind watching Maddie." Now she had to figure out how she was going to wet herself without being too obvious about it. Fair to say it was a problem she'd never had before. "Oh, I'm sorry Maddie. I didn't mean, well, your Mommy did ask me to keep an eye on you. But I trust you, it's not like either of us are getting out of here without help. If you want to play alone for a bit I'll give you some privacy." Brie got as far to the other side of the playpen as she could bringing her unicorn stuffie with her. She spent about a minute trying to overcome her potty training's grip on her bladder. She was squatting on her knees and trying to feign interest in looking at all of Maddie's things. Little girl was absolutely spoiled rotten. All these stuffies, dolls, and toys she would have killed for as a kid. Brie picked up her unicorn and got an idea, hugging it earlier had help calm her down. Maybe it would help her pee her pants? It was silly but it might work. She brought the unicorn to her face in a hug and took a big breath in of the rosewater scent. A wave of calm rushed over her causing a wave of pee to finally start to flow into her training pants. Finally peeing startled her caused her to reflexively clamp down and let out a little alarmed noise before taking another calming deep breath in and overcoming all resistance. A full bladder streamed into her comfy pants, momentarily causing moisture to surround her penis and bottom before being whicked away into the padding. When Brie was finished she was geniuinely surprised. Thankfully the panties had held her entire 'accident' but her underwear felt even more snug and soft than before except this time they were invitingly warm. They squished a bit as she sat back down but they were in no way as bad or gross as she would have imagined. "Everything OK in there?" Rachel asked May when she returned. "Do either of the girls need anything?"

"Oh, I mean, no I don't. I was just," Brie cringed and scrambled to think of an excuse, "I was just wondering if...you were done talking with Rachel? And I was going to ask for a refill!" "Both were lies, she didn't have a particular desire to rush her new friends time with her sister and her cup was still half full. That did help confirm things though, May might not be making her use the pull-ups, but what she was offering was worse for Brie than peeing her pants. There was absolutely, no way, not a chance she was going to pee a toilet in any position that wasn't sitting down. It was dysphoric to do, it felt weird to do, she wasn't going to do it. Yeah she might feel a little weird about peeing her pants in front of a little but it wouldn't compare with more mortifying the alternative was. "I can um..I'll still watch Maddie if you aren't done." Brie said, hopefully convincing May.

"Hey May, could you get me out of here? I need to ask you something in the other room?" Brie asked, hoping that perhaps May might get the idea without making her come out and say it. Brie still wasn't sure if May intended for her to use the pull-ups or if they were more for camouflage and catching anxiety spurts. Peeing her pants wasn't her first choice, though that was the only way she had used the bathroom since getting here. It probably would have been simpler to just ask, but if May intended for her to use them while they were visiting Rachel, at least if she was out of the playpen she could do it discretely and Maddie wouldn't know she wet herself. It seemed strange, but the way she thought about it, Maddie was a little who was partially regressed it seemed but still mostly independent. Having her find out that Brie was in pull-ups and was being asked to use them, well Brie didn't know how Maddie would take that? Maddie already seemed nervous about Brie being a free little and she didn't want to scare her or have to admit that she actually found the pull-ups in this dimension to be amazingly comfortable. Would it be insulting? I mean, if Brie was using pull-ups when she didn't need them and Maddie needed diapers? Is diaper appropriation a thing here? No, it was easier to hope that May understood her and could help her out. What she wanted to avoid most was Maddie finding out she was in and using her training panties.

"OK, we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to. Thanks for what you did tell me though!" Brie fidgeted in her seat. Unbeknownst to her she was having the same issue that 'Maddie' was and didn't really know what to do about it. On the one hand, as comfortable as her underwear was they were pull-ups. She wasn't sure if May actually expected her to use them or if they were sort of 'just in case' for when they were around other bigs. May had told her though that Rachel didn't have facilities that would accommodate her though. May also bought a big box of pull-ups, maybe she just wasn't thinking clearly at the time, but it seemed like May was planning on her using them? She shifted, her time to make a choice was running out. She would either need to go ask May for help or use her pull-ups. Brie heard them in the kitchen, they were pretty deep in conversation. She'd have to shout to get them, but then again, if she shouted that she needed help going to the toilet Maddie might realize she was wearing pull-ups. Did it matter though? Maddie wore diapers. It's not like Maddie was going to laugh at her for wearing pull-ups. Or would she? "May!" Brie called out, "could you come here, I need your help with something." "Yes, her file mentioned that she tryed doing it herself. It's messy but at this point we need to grow it back out before we do anything with it." Rachel heard Brie calling, "Oh, I think Brie needs you. Do you want to go check on her?