Lil-Lizzy

HI All Been here before and I'm back again (not literally here, ab/dl in general) I am TV /CD I guess though purged just over a year ago, and while haven't got the urge to go back to dressing as frequently I can feel an itch setting in. As Re AB/DL, never really associated as anything outside of a sissy, no specific age, visually I guess younger baby to little girl. Reason for joining recently spent money re buying some abdl gear, and I know I'm already loving and embarrassed/annoyed at myself for doing so, there is part of me that loves this visually and embarrasses it, but the other side just cant get my head around it, Not really sure what I want to achieve posting here, so much as a vent and celebration at my stupidity and amazingness. Guess Im a little conflicted