Liljojo

I wet the bed up until my late teens but I never wore diapers for it even though I thought I should because washing pee laundry was gross and my parents would always yell at me for it. Nothing worked I tried limiting fluids, I tried setting alarms so I could go in the middle of the night. I always ended up wet eventually. Then it just stopped. A bit of background info on me. I have Tourette's Syndrome I first started noticing my tics (twitches) at around the age of ten or so. They started with my eyes and my mom being the wonderful parent that she is thought that I was doing it for attention for some reason. So when she asked me why I was moving my eyes that way and I answered with an honest "I don't know" she just told me to knock it off. A few more tics started to develop in my shoulders and my neck but I figured she wasn't going to do anything about it so I just tried my best to hold them back as much as possible until they eventually went from almost all the time to occasional tics. Over the years my tics evolved and got worse and finally got terrible enough to warrant treatment when I was 16 years old. How does this lead to diapers you ask? Well cut to about 5 years down the line I'm driving home from a friends house minding my own business when suddenly I pee myself with no warning. No urge to go to no nothing. Just wet myself while driving. I get home and tell my girlfriend this we decide I'll go to the doctor in the morning and suddenly while I'm talking to her I pee my pants again. So I go to the E.R and get tested for bladder infection and all that jazz and there's nothing. Over the next few years I start having collapsing spells and I wet myself with more and more frequency that I'm now diapered 24/7. It takes 5 MRIs 4 CAT scans 2 sleep studies and an EEG that lasts for 24 hours to finally figure out what the problem is. I don't know if this is the official name for them but my neurologist calls them "Blocking and Holding" tics where unlike in normal Tourette's Syndrome cases where your brain is misfiring and sending too many signals. My brain sometimes just stops sending signals all together and that part of the body just gives out. When I brought up my bed wetting to my neurologist he said it's highly possible that could have been the cause. TLDR I wear diapers because I have a neurological condition