IslandDreamer

Lol @SGTbaby Getting Jenny in the machine would be very funny

Time for another update, I just wanted to let everyone know that there's more swearing in this chapter so be prepared for that and also I dont have a lot of medical knowledge so if I've got something wrong please let me know so I can correct it. *** Part 16 Wicked witch I rejoined Kaylee and her friends “Are you alright?” asked boy one “What did she do?” asked Boy two as I sat down with them “Your right shes a bitch” I made sure to whisper the last part so Martha and the other Littles didn't over hear “What did she do?” all three asked “I told them what she had said, how she changed me and finally what she had done at the end “Sounds like you got off easy” sighed Kaylee, without knowing what she had done to boy one I guess I had to take her word for it “That doesn't mean I’m going to take it lying down if she tries any of that shit just one more time…” the two boys cut me off “Don't” “Just let it go it will be worse if you try to fight back” “She will be gone after this week anyway” added Kaylee “Just avoid her till then” While at some level I knew they were right a greater part of me just wanted to put this bully in her place, I looked over to the change room and saw her leaving “Just one more time” I muttered, turning back I saw all three of them were shaking their heads. I finally learned the two boys names when we went outside to play “LETS PLAY HIDE AND SEEK!” squealed Kaylee and a couple of other Littles came over to join the group “John you can seek first” “Why do I have to” whined John “Because your the oldest, Peter you can go next” “But I want to go first Kaylee” Peter also whined, I was starting to get the feeling this was a normal thing for Kaylee and the two boys “No Johns going first now start” John moped over to the nearest tree and started counting, Littles scattered in every direction “Come on” Kaylee grabbed my hand and pulled me off towards the outside shed, there was a gap between the shed and the fence that Kaylee squeezed in. I slowly made my way between the two walls and out the other side I was expecting it to just be a tight fit the entire way but after the shed there was a space just large enough to sit “Sit with me” whispered Kaylee, I took a seat next to her "This is my private spot" whispered Kaylee, I looked around the spot and thought it looked more like where the gardener kept their rakes and stuff, there was a gate that lead into here, now that I looked but I don't think we were supposed to be here "What are we doing here?" I asked in a whisper of my own "Hiding silly" she replied and closed her eyes, I guess she was listening for John and sure enough I heard him running around and occasionally shouting how he found so and so. Ten minutes went by and I gathered that everyone had been found by now apart from us "Where's Kaylee and the new girl" asked a male voice I didn't recognise "I bet she's cheating and hiding inside again" said a high pitched female voice "Not this time let's go!" Shouted John and I heard footsteps running away from us, I looked over to see Kaylees grinning face, even with her eyes closed she is evil “Your a cheater you know that right?” I said in a whisper “We never set bounds” replied Kaylee and she opened her eyes to look at me “Sounds like lawyering to me” I shrugged, she giggled and stood up “Well sounds like they are all looking for us inside now time to go” Kaylee led the way out and sneaked over to the nearest flower bush “Why are we here?” I asked after I crouched with her “So we don't have to show our real hiding spot” the look on her face looked like it wanted to add “dah” to the end, I just shook my head at her. Time after time Kaylee would pull off this cheating move till it was finally her turn to find everyone how no one caught on I have no idea, I was sure Jenny didn't give two shits what we did as long as it didn't make her life harder but Martha how she didn't see where Kaylee went each time is beyond me. After hide and seek was over most of us decided to go back inside for a bit because it was Jenny's turn to watch the Littles playing outside which was a good thing for me “Kaylee I need to go” I whispered to her as she was looking for a toy in the toy chest “Then go she said simply” not even looking up at me, I had finally gotten to the point where normally I would do just that but that was with the knowledge that Rose had diapered me and nothing that I throw at it could make it leak, I may had poured water down the front to test and Rose may have thought there was something wrong with me peeing that much anyway this time is different “You know who didn't put the diaper on right and I think it might leak” I whispered, this time she did look up “Oh goody” she lit up like I had just told her she had won the lotto, I frowned “Why is that good?” “Because if you do leak you know who is bound to get in trouble for diapering you wrong” I thought about it for a moment “Won't she get mad at that?” “Your a Little all Amazons expect us to not know when we need to go, I haven't for a couple of months now” said Kaylee in a thoughtful voice “Am I wet?” before this could sink in that there is no way I would know she grabbed my hand and held it to her crotch, I instantly felt the squishy diaper and pulled my hand back in disgust, my wet diapers were one thing but touching hers especially without warning was entirely another “Thats gross” I hissed, as if she didn't hear me she asked again “Am I wet?” “Yes” I near spat “Oh I didn't realise” bullshit, even if she didn't know when she was peeing I now know for a fact that the diaper feels different when wet than dry “I’ll be back shortly” she said jogging off “Back Kaylee…” I tried calling but trailed off as she kept running and I was left alone with the dilema go taking my chances with this miss fitted diaper and holding it wait no there is another option I could just ask Martha to put me in a better fitted diaper it's not like Jenny would know, I nodded to confirm my decision and walked after Kaylee. I waited outside the change room till the door was opened to reveal Kaylee and Martha walking out “Emy can I help you?” asked Martha as she saw me “She's waiting for me” said Kaylee standing beside me “That and I wanted to ask you too change me” I said looking up at the Amazon “Oh are you wet?” she asked bending down probably to check me “No” I answered before she could find out for herself “Then why do you need a change?” she asked and I could see Kaylee had a worried expression on her face, I watched her for a second then responded “I’m afraid this diaper will leak if I use it” there was a moment of surprise on the Amazons face then a smile appeared “The only thing you should be worrying about is how much fun you're going to have” I frowned knowing that she saw me as a child worrying about adult things “You don't need to worry about your…” I cut her off “Jenny put it on badly look” I unfastened the overalls to reveal the il fitting diaper “Oh” Martha stared for a moment then she pulled the diaper a little and I could see Kaylee had covered her face with her hands and was shaking her head, it then occurred to me that I had fucked up, there was no way that Martha wouldn't tell Jenny about this now “Your right this could easily leak” said Martha in thought, I decided I had better try backpedaling “Now that I look at it it's not bad” and started to reattach my overalls when I felt the larger Amazon hand on mine “Let's fix this diaper” with one quick motion I was scooped up and off into the change room that Kaylee had just left. Martha placed me gently on the changing table “Do you know if you need to go now?” asked Martha clearly thinking it was useless to ask “I do” I replied and martha's face was clearly surprised at hearing this “Why's that?” I asked thinking that she was just going to put a new diaper on me “We aren't supposed to change diapers unless they have been used first but readjusting the tapes after so long won't stick very well so...” she trailed off, I nodded my understanding, she wanted to readjust the tapes now and have me do my business then change me properly, I laid down and she quickly adjusted the tapes and I could tell now that it wouldn't leak but looking at the tapes it was clear that even I might be able to remove them “Um could you give me a bit of privacy” I said after Martha had not moved for a minute “Oh sure” Martha was clearly a bit surprised but walked off to fiddle with something else while I closed my eyes and felt the trickle turn into a full stream gushing into the absorbent padding hugging me “Done” I sighed in relief, that had been growing in need for some time it was good to not have to worry about that any more. Martha changed me as quickly and gently as I thought she would, she was nothing like Jenny and maybe even better than Rose, when we were out the door I expected to be let down but the Amazon kept walking over to the kitchen and set me down I was confused about it but started to wander off all the same “Emy hold up a second” I turned back at Martha's words, she opened the little fridge on the bench and pulled out a bottle with some dark liquid in it, after a quick check of the thing on her wrist and the bottle itself she handed it to me “Here you need to keep your fluids up” I took it awkwardly, she gives me a quick smile and walks off. I watch Martha head over to Jenny as I rejoin Kaylee and see her start a conversation that I know isn't going to end well for me "To late now" says Kaylee and I feel a hand on my shoulder "Yea" I sighed both of us knowing that what will be will be and there was nothing that could be done now. I join Kaylee at another silly game for an hour or so till I notice that Jenny was wandering around the room doing the occasional diaper check, I was still dry even after that juice I was given so I should be fine, she comes over to us and checks Kaylee almost without the girl noticing then moves on to me, with a quick check she proclaims "we have one, come with me" I glared at her "I'm not wet I say" my eyes not leaving hers "I say you are now come with me" "No" I fire back "Don't talk back to me or I'll have to punish you" I could see that she wanted any excuse to dish out a punishment "I want Martha to check me" I say ignoring her threat "She will just tell you the same thing now last chance” I thought about it and came to the decision that I might as well get this over with now then hide from her all day like a coward “fine” I mutter and get up to follow her but she doesn't take me to the change room instead to the door next to it “what is…” before I can get a good look inside I was forced in and the door was shut behind me, I quickly spin to try and stop the closing door but it was no good “Start nursery” said Jenny in a voice I knew was a command for some computer “Started” said a cheerful voice, I quickly glanced around the room and as expected didn't see anyone the voice could have came from “Prepare Little for examination” said Jenny and within a moment cartoonish looking metal arms came out of the walls and picked me up, the worst part I kid you not is that the hands were covered with Mickey mouse style gloves “WHAT THE HELL!” I shout as I’m placed on the closest change table, I try to push myself up but am immediately stopped by the gloved machine “I told you not to get on my nerves” said Jenny coming over to look down at me “I didn't do anything to you” I spat trying to escape the table “Restrain the Little” straight away more hands appeared and held each of my limbs down alone with a strap placed over my chest “I had an interesting conversation with Martha care to guess what it was about?” “How the hell should I know” I said struggling to break free but the stupid machine wouldn't let go “She was telling me how a Little came to her and wanted a new diaper because hers wasn't put on properly...” “That could have been anyone” she smiled an evil looking smile “She wanted me to make sure that the diapers are put on properly and how many have I changed today… oh yes just you” she clicked her fingers like it had just come to her “Didn't your Little friends tell you what happens?” I quickly think back and no they didn't really tell me “No? Well your about to find out first hand, begin examination” the stupid arm lifted me off the plastic mat momenterially and said “Weight seventy kg (one hundred and fifty pounds)” and Placed me back down “Bit on the heavy side aren't you?” smirked Jenny “Fuck you” “Touchy touchy” “Height one hundred and sixty five cm (5 foot five inches)” came the voice once more then I felt the mechanical hand holding my left arm begin to snake around my wrist “What's it doing?” I asked now concerned “Be quiet” I waited a few seconds looking at the thing till it's said “One hundred and eleven beats per minute the patient might be panicking would you like me to calm them down before continuing?” “No” answered Jenny without hesitation, the hand went back to holding down my arm “LET ME THE FUCK OUT!” I screamed, so far nothing bad had happened but I got the feeling that it was going to get worse “Hush, no one can hear you” Jenny tapped on the wall and said “We have perfect sound insulation for screamers like you but by all means scream your heart out” I continued to shake every movable part of me only to have more hands sprout from somewhere to hold them too, one very small cable snaked from the ceiling, this one without a glove, when it got to my face I tried biting it only for it to move back like it knew what I was going to do “STOP THIS NOW!” I screamed and saw Jenny just shaking her head with an evil smirk then a light flicked on from the tiny cable nearly blinding me “WHAT THE HELL” I shouted as I forced my eyes closed “Eyesight normal” said the calm mechanical voice “I COULD HAVE TOLD YOU THAT!” I screamed in annoyance and the cable retracted back into the ceiling, without warning two hands appeared out of nowhere and gently started to pull open my mouth, again I tried to bite but couldn't close my mouth in the slightest “Thirty two teeth present, none missing” came the calm voice and the hands let go “What a shame your mommy didn't rip those things out, you might be less annoying then” I bared my teeth at her as the voice stated it's next bit of information “Littles age is ten months...” “ELEVEN” I shot back knowing that Rose had told me the Little age I was considered “Clothing not appropriate for age would you like this fixed after the exam?” Before Jenny could say anything I spoke up first “No” she stared at me, rolled her eyes and shook her head “Littles… yes fix clothing” “Confirmed” answered the voice and I shook more in frustration then felt one of the mechanical arms work it's way under my overalls front and down to my crotch giving the diaper a squeeze, I tried to squeeze my legs together but of course was stopped from doing so “Diaper is dry but wrong type for age would you like this fixed?” again I tried to jump in with no success “Yes correct the diaper” “Time to remove the clothing” said the voice “Fuck no your not removing my clothes” I said but it was no use the machine moved my body even with me fighting it every inch, in no time I was left in nothing but my diaper and soon that too was removed “Well at least you don't need shaving down there” commented Jenny “SCREW YOU!” I shouted back at her and was flipped onto my stomach, I was just thinking that the machine or Jenny was about to spank me if only it had been that “Please relax” said the calm voice and without warning “What is it...?” I felt something cold and almost greased slide past my lower cheeks and into the outbound only hole, I froze for a moment in complete and utter disbelief then started to scream my head off like someone was trying to kill me “GET IT OUT, GET IT OUT!” I repeated this along with some choice profanitys directed at Jenny for what felt like an eternity but in reality was probably only a couple of minutes “Thirty nine degrees (one hundred farenheight)” said the voice and I finally felt the small thing being retracted, by this point I was in tears and pictureing ways to murder Jenny “Oh look at the little cry baby” mocked Jenny “I’m going to kill you” I managed threw my sobs, she merely rolled her eyes and said “I think you need some punishment time for that” and with a few taps to the thing on her wrist and the words “Enjoy” she walked off and out of the room, the machine wasted no time in putting the thickest diaper I had ever seen onto my waist and placing a yellow dress over my head then me onto the padded floor inside the caged play room that I was somewhat used to thanks to Rose. I don't know how long I laid there thinking about what had been done to me each time the memory hit was another wave of fresh tears, it was seeing the door open through my blurred vision that finally broke me out of my cycle “This isn't fair” came the unmistakable voice of Kaylee “And you think I care about fair” replied the voice of Jenny, I wiped my eyes and managed to see Jenny putting Kaylee onto the same change table I had been on, the mechanical arms went to work and Jenny left the room once more, unlike with me the arms weren't giving Kaylee an exam like they did me but rather just changing her diaper and then placing her with me, I blinked not believing the super thick diaper I saw her in “Yea” said Kaylee “I like diapers but this is too much even for me” she huffed, the words seemed to take forever to register in my brain before it clicked “You like diapers?” I asked trying to take my mind off what happened “Of course I do they allow me to keep playing” she said like it was obvious, she then turned serious “So did she…” Kaylee trailed off but I knew what she was asking and I nodded which almost brought back the tears “Oh Emy I’m so sorry” she managed to shuffle over and embraced me in a hug, this did bring back the tears and I let out my sobs right there on her shoulder. Finally I managed to get myself under control once more and let go of her “Sorry” I mumbled, she gave me a smile and a reassuring pat on my hand “It's ok I understand” we sat there looking at each other for a few more seconds then Kaylee broke the silence with a joke “I just wish I had have had a diaper on my shoulder” I could see where my tears had fallen, chuckled a little then mumbled another “Sorry” “No need to be sorry” she said waving it off “Why are you here?” I managed to ask “She put me in here because I refused to willingly say that you and I were fighting” “Willingly?” I questioned “Yea” sighed Kaylee “She will just say that we were now that we are both here” “Isn't there anything we can do?” I asked now over the tears and wanting the revenge “Surely if I told Rose then Jenny would be fired or something” Kaylee sighed again “Even the most trusting Amazon doesn't seem to believe us Littles when we tell them what happens and they see the records that the center gives them it's better to just stay clear of her” the injustice of it didn't sit right with me but just the memory of what Jenny had done to me made me have second thoughts about doing anything only time would tell what to do. “Did you want to play?” asked Kaylee after some time “Play with what?” I asked looking around seeing that while the room was brightly coulored there wasn't anything to actually play with in the room “This is a robotic nursery almost everything is hidden till it's needed” said Kaylee “That explains the hands” there was no sign whatsoever that mechanical arms had been near the change table “Yea just ask for it and the nursery can provide” Kaylee waited a second then asked the thin air “Can I paint please?” within a moment a corner of the wall opened up and placed an easel there filled with five coloured paint pots and a brush then the truly scary thing happened, the mechanical arms also came out of the wall and flew over to Kaylee and removed her clothing, I tried to rush back to the corner of the room but quickly fell because of the way oversized diaper changed my gate, I landed on the soft padded floor and was helped up by the arms, realising it was them helping me I flinched and repeated the whole experience once more, the second time I tried not to move as I saw the hands return to Kaylee to slip a smock apron over her head “Wait was that…” I thought i saw something laying on Kaylees chest just before being covered “Hehe you don't need to be afraid of them, they can be quite helpful see” chuckled Kaylee and gave me a twirl to show off the smock that covered her front down to her knees but was simply tied together at the back leaving her back and worse her diaper on full display for all to see “Aren't you cold like that?” I asked now feeling a bit self-conscious of how bare my own legs and diaper were, the dress thing didn't cover much “Nope, the room is set to a temperature so we could go all natural if we wanted and still be comfortable” I shuddered at the thought, that was not happening for me I liked my coverings thank you, I then remembered what I saw as Kaylee was getting dressed “What was that around your neck?” I asked, Kaylee looked puzzled for a second then brightened “Oh that” she put her hand down the smock and pulled out a small chain holding a metal cross “So you still have faith?” I asked remembering that she had told me that she believed in something back at her place, she gave me a shrug “I’m a bit more lapsed these days but I still wear this” “I’m surprised that Gwen lets you keep it” I chuckled and kaylee quickly joined me “Yea, she's awesome” it was great to laugh again even if it came in the form of a chuckle it was the sign that things would get better.

@SGTbaby Glad you liked it ? @CDfm Thank you for pointing that out, I probably should have added something about her thinking of escaping. *** Part 15 The first day of care Rolling over I felt something softer than the wall I was used to, opening my eyes I could just make out the still form of Rose, it was strange to see her asleep and with messy bed hair. I continued to watch her breathing slowly for a couple of minutes till I heard the sound of something that couldn't be anything other than an alarm, quickly I shut my eyes and pretended to be asleep “Mmm” I heard Rose and the alarm was stopped then the sound of stretching and finally she must have seen me “Good morning Emy” came Roses whispering voice then I felt something touch my forehead, it was a kiss from Rose my queue to wake up, I opened my eyes slowly then let out a yawn and just for good measure a big stretch “Ah your awake sleepy head” I looked up to Rose who was standing over me with her usual warm smile “Yeah I’m… awake” I yawned once more “I was beginning to think you would sleep through anything” I looked around the room then back to Rose “Why what did I miss?” I asked putting on my puzzled face “Nothing at all” chuckled Rose “Now how are you this morning?” asked Rose, is it strange I knew she wasn't asking about my health but rather my diapers condition, I quickly snaked my hand down my pajama bottom and gave the diaper a quick squeeze to no surprise I felt the cold squishy thing “Wet” I sighed “That's ok honey it's what the diapers are there for” and with a quick scoop I was in Roses arms once more “Breakfast or diaper change first?” asked Rose “Hmm…” normally it was a no brainer for the diaper change but I was feeling peckish and it wasn't like I hadn't already been laying around in it for maybe hours “Breakfast first” “Sounds good” said Rose and she carried me into the kitchen. “Now what do you feel like for breakfast?” asked Rose after I was in the highchair “After all it is your first day of daycare” Rose was just evil sometimes “Didn't Gwen tell you, I can't go there till next week, I guess I’ll just have to go to school with you again” I tried but she didn't believe me for some reason “Nice try, I spoke to Gwen after you went to sleep and she told me everything” “Drat” I said snapping my finger “So what will it be?” asked Rose once more “Hmm… cereal” Rose had originally tried feeding this to me too but we found that with the size of the spoon Rose used it was almost impossible for me to choke on anything and so I was allowed to feed myself, within moments Rose handed me a bowl of some sugar loaded cereal covered in milk. We mostly ate in silence till Rose was finished with her toast “I take it you still don't want to go to daycare?” “Of course not” I responded “What am I even going to do there I don't want to play baby” “Are you going to give me trouble in getting you there?” I grinned my evil smile “Maybe” I replied, truth be told I was thinking nothing of the sort but no need to tell her that “How about this if you are good this week I’ll take you to the zoo” I tried raising an eyebrow at her and failed, how do you raise just one? “Oh” I replied instead “You used to live on a farm so I thought you might like it” “There's a big difference between farm animals and zoo animals” Rose took my now empty bowl from me and began washing it “The zoo just got three new tiger cubs” I chuckled as I realised what was happening “Now why do I get the feeling this is more for you than me?” Rose looked at me like she couldn't believe I had figured her out “Ha I knew it you do” she shrugged a little “If you don't want to go just say so” I smirked at how obvious she was being “And if I say I don't want to go?” I saw Roses face drop a bit “Then we don't have to go” she replied “I’ll have to think about this” I didn't like leaving Rose in suspense for something I knew she wanted to do but going to the zoo really didn't interest me in the slightest. With breakfast out of the way next came the part that I still hated, the morning bowel movement, thankfully this normally liked to happen around the same time that Rose liked to give me a bath. I quickly got my business out of the way and Rose removed the soiled diaper so I could jump into the bath and clean myself “Are you finished?” asked Rose after I had been laying there for a couple of minutes, I glanced at her then sank so my mouth was below the water line and blew bubbles “Come on it won't be that bad I promise” I resurfaced “Can't you come with me then, I came to school with you” I knew it was unreasonable and yes childish but there's going to be so many people I don't know “Sorry hun I need to go to work” replied Rose and she stroked my wet hair “Mmm… I know I’m just being silly” “No your not it's normal” I shrugged and returned to blow bubbles. We were both ready and at the door “Ok do we have everything?” asked Rose, I patted myself and found that I was still half expecting to find my phone and purse in the pockets but no luck “No I’ll be back in a sec” I said and ran off to the bathroom and rummaged through the towels and found the watch I had hidden there, I quickly slipped it onto my wrist and made my was back to Rose, surely Rose knew that I still wear it I mean I don't know how she could have missed it last night with us sleeping in the same bed but she never says anything about it so it remains my little secret “Got everything?” asked Rose again, I nodded and we were on our way. “Ok I just need you to fill out this part on your little and we will be all set” said the Amazon at the front desk of the daycare, Rose took a tablet and scrolled through some things that I couldn't see “Yes… yes… no… yes… no…” then Rose looked down at me “Hmmm… I’m not sure about that one” the Amazon looked at the tablet “If you don't know just take your best guess and we can change it later if needed” said the desk Amazon “Ah ok” Rose continued going through the tablet till finally she was done and handed it back “Ok I think we are all set” the side gate opened to reveal a hallway, Rose bent down to my level and gave me a hug “Remember what I said, you will be fine, now go have fun and make friends” she released me and I turned to see the desk Amazon standing there waiting for me, with one last wave to Rose was out of site as the door closed. I slowly walked with the Amazon and eventually came to a room covered in so many bright colours I thought that a rainbow might have thrown up in the room “Emy this is Martha she will be looking after you today” with a last pat to the shoulder she walked off probably back to her desk “Emy good to meet you come in, come in” I took a corshes step into the room and saw that there wasn't anyone else inside apart from Martha “First thing we do here is remove our shoes do you need help with that?” she asked in a friendly voice “No” I replied and slipped off the shoes making sure to kick them to the side, Martha came over to me and said “Could you be my little helper and place your shoes in here” Martha patted some little cubbies that was just big enough for shoes, I picked up mine and placed them in the closet cubby immediately “Emy” appeared under my shoes “Thank you, your very helpful” I frowned at her “Your the first to arrive would you like to help me set up?” I now saw that Martha was back over where she was before setting up some pillows in what looked like a blanket fort, I shook my head “Ok well take a look around if you like and see if anything takes your fancy” she semi returned to her work and I did what she said and started to look around a good deal of it was what I expected, toys, paints, puzzles and basically anything that was targeted towards kids, there were the three rooms with closed doors but of course I wasn't tall enough to open them “What's in here?” I asked pointing towards the first closed door “That…” Martha looked up to see where I was pointing “That's our sleep room so if you get sleepy just let me know and you can have a rest” I nodded and began pointing towards the second door when someone walked through the main doorway “MARTHA I’M HERE!!!” the shouting voice could only belong to one person Kaylee, the moment our eyes looked her face managed to grow even happier “EMY!!!” Kaylee sprinted over and tackled me to the floor “Oph” I let out as I hit the soft carpeting “YOUR HERE, YOUR HERE!” Martha came rushing over to us and lifted Kaylee off me “Kaylee thats not how you meet new people now say sorry” “Sorry Emy” said Kaylee apologetically, clearly Martha missed the fact that Kaylee already knows me “It's fine” I replied and pushed myself up “Do you two know each other?” asked Martha “Yep” replied Kaylee and her head started bobbing up and down like a bouncy ball “Our mommies are sisters” proclaimed Kaylee happily “That's wonderful, there's already someone here you already know Emy” I nodded reluctantly, if she wasn't the one that could get me home I don't think I would want to have much to do with her “Now Kaylee what did we forget?” Kaylee thought about it for a moment then replied “Oh good morning Miss Martha” Martha smiled but shook her head “Yes there's that but what else?” asked Martha, Kaylee again thought about it then it came to her “We have to hide my shoes” she seemed like she had told the best joke ever heard “Thats right now come on” the two of them went over to the same place I placed my shoes and with the help of Martha one by one both of Kaylees shoes were removed and in their own cubby next to mine “Now what would you like to do?” asked Martha “Oh oh can we play with the magic wall?” “Of course do you need me to help set it up?” Kaylee shook her head “I the bigger of Emy and me” she said proudly, I don't know how she figures that but whatever “Ok just let me know if you need help” with that Kaylee ran over to me, grabbed my hand and pulled me over to what looked like a shiny blackboard, Kaylee began to play with the side then stepped back and grabbed what looked like pieces of chalk “Here you can be blue” Kaylee handed me the blue piece and immediately notices that it was more like plastic than actual chalk “What do I do?” I asked “Draw your character silly” said Kaylee as she was drawing something, the moment the blue plastic touched the black material chalk like lines appeared where it moved “What's that?” asked Kaylee when I was finished “It's a stick person, what the heck is that?” I kid you not the thing that Kaylee had drawn was a messed up at symbol “It's a kitty see the whiskers” “Um sure I see it now” I replied still not seeing it “Now touch your chalk like this” Kaylee pressed her piece longways on the black board and sparkles surrounded her drawing and jumped to life “What the?” I exclaimed as I watched her drawing look around then start sniffing my drawing “Are we going to start?” asked Kaylee looking at me rather than her now moving momstrosity, I shook my head and placed my chalk to the black board and just like Kaylees my drawing came to life. It turned out that the two characters we drew were animated into a story that we had to help by drawing various things to help them but our story didn't last long “Ok girls you need to stop playing with the wall now that others are arriving” Martha told us and Kaylee reluctantly turned it off making sure to drag me to the next stupid thing to play with but I was watching the door as one after another Little came into the room each with as much or more energy than Kaylee “Emy it's your turn” came Kaylees voice “Oh” I turned back to the board game I was playing with Kaylee and two other LIttles whose names I did not remember, I took my turn and went back to watching the door till I saw someone enter that I did know and she wasn't a Little “What's she doing here?” I asked myself, from the corner of my eye I saw Kaylee turn to the door “Thats Miss Jenny she's been here since last week for work placement but she's not nice” I turned back to Kaylee and saw that the other two were nodding their agreement at her words “I met her at Gwen's school yesterday” “At mommies school?” asked Kaylee, I rolled my eyes but nodded “If you need anything ask Miss Martha and try to avoid Miss Jenny” “Why's that?” I asked thinking that she seemed like a snob to me not so much mean “The first day she arrived I asked her for a diaper change and she took me to the change room but didn't do anything but took me back out” said one of the boys “I told Miss Martha what happened and the next time I was alone with Miss Jenny she…” the boy started to tremble, Kaylee patted him on the shoulder “It's ok” she said to reassure the boy “She... put me in the robo nursery, got it to give me a full check then on to… to… punishment mode” it looked like the boys hands subconsciously went to his backside, in a few more moments tears started to roll down his cheek and the sobbing started, two thoughts ran through my head, one what the hell is a robo nursery and two he's a grown man he shouldn't be crying “There there we are here for you” said Kaylee and she offered him the plush puppy she had been holding which seemed to calm him down some “And that's bad?” I asked wondering how some childish punishment thing could be that bad “It's the last thing you ever want to happen” said the other guy dead serious “Never be alone with her” sniffled the first guy “Whys she here if shes that bad?” I asked still not quite believing she was that bad, Kaylee looked to the two boys then back to me “We think she likes to torment us Littles” she said in the barest whisper, that didn't make any sense surely if it was found out what she was doing then she would be out of a job “Did you tell Martha what she did to you?” I asked the sniffler, he shook his head violently “She said that she would tell daddy I was bad if I told anyone” I frowned at the absolutely stupid excuse, it sounded like she was a bully for no other reason than because she's bigger. There was a quick word from Martha to make sure that the sobbing guy was alright other than that we continued to play various games till morning tea making sure that we were all far away from Jenny “Ok Littles time for morning tea” almost everyone stopped what they were doing and came over to the kitchen area in the corner of the room “Emy are you able to feed yourself or do you need help?” asked Martha bending down to be eye level with me, this mildly ticked me off but I kept it cool “I can feed myself thanks” nailed it, Martha looked at something on her wrist and smiled “Looks like you can thanks for helping me” I took a quick glance at Martha's wrist before she flicked it away and saw a list of things about me “Where did you get that list?” I asked before Martha could stand up “Your mommy made it for us when she signed you in” well that explains what Rose was doing this morning “What does it say about me?” I asked now wanting to know what Rose had told them about me, Martha put on a friendly smile “I could tell you about the boring amazon stuff or we could get some yummy food in here” Martha gave me a quick but very lite poke to the stomach, I flinched but held the smile that might have appeared if it was from Rose “Miss could I please get a hand” called a woman near by “I’ll be there in a sec Eve, Jenny could you please help Emy with her food” Jenny came over from what she was doing as Martha left me, I looked up at the Amazon “Aren't you the munchkin from yesterday?” asked Jenny, I nodded “It's nice to see a familiar face” I replied, she rolled her eyes and threw her thumb behind her “Your lunch box is over there go fetch and here's a tip because I’m nice…” she bent down closer like she was going to tell me a really juicy secret “Don't eat everything now there's still lunch to go” I frowned “Thanks…” I walked away from her and grabbed a butterfly covered lunchbox with “Emy” written on it from a similar cubby hole that I had placed my shoes in, being the last left it wasn't hard to guess that it was mine even without the name. Sitting at the same table as Kaylee and the two boys I watched Jenny makes sure that all the Littles were behaving while Martha was feeding three Littles in highchairs “Why does she have to feed them?” I asked pointing to the highchairs “They aren't old enough to feed themselves” said boy one “Brody's daddy didn't want him to have teeth” said boy two I looked at him in horror “The Amazons removed his teeth?” I asked not believing it “Some Amazons don't like their Littles to be able to bite” I thought back to the day I first met Rose and am glad that Rose didn't do that to me “Yea but he did bite everything and everyone” added Kaylee after a bite from her apple “Look” Kaylee showed me her arm but I saw nothing “What am I looking at?” “He bit me on his first day see” “Oh right I see it now” I said not really seeing anything “You had better start eating or you’ll be hungry” said boy one, I looked at the butterfly's for a second then unzipped it to reveal an apple, some bar thing, a sandwich, a small screw top bottle filled with some brownish liquid and strangely a note “What's it say” asked Kaylee, ignoring her I read the letter “Because it's your first day I thought you might like some chocolate milk enjoy and have fun -Rose P.S. remember to only eat the food I give you” with a heart at the end “It's just Rose reminding me of something” I replied and placed the letter back in the lunch box, like I needed reminding to not eat random food, pissing myself in my sleep sucks big time but just the memory of wetting myself in that stupid toy castle was mortifying beyond belief, I shook off the memory and took a large bite from the apple. “Come on” whined Kaylee “No” I said for the hundredth time “But why?” “Because of the last time I ate your food” I shot back “What about it?” “I don't want to be pissing myself uncontrollably” I said and pulled my food closer to myself as I noticed Kaylees hand creeping closer “But mommy didn't put that stuff in today” “I’m not taking that chance” I shot back “Now keep your hands away” I grabbed her own plastic fork and made to stab her hand a couple of time “Emy no” I quickly felt the fork being pulled from my hand “That is not what forks are for” said Martha “I wasn't…” she cut me off “And what if you actually hit Kaylee?” “It wouldn't happen” I tried to defend myself “I’m ok Miss Martha” “I'm glad dear but still Emy go sit in the naughty corner” she pointed to the opposite corner of the room that had a half stool on it “I’ll come get you when you are right to go play again” I looked at her in utter disbelief, if I had accidentally stabbed Kaylee I could understand but we were just playing, Kaylee gave me a look that seemed to say “just go with it or it'll be worse” I groaned and stomped off to the stool. Planting my diapered ass on the stool I watched as Martha packed up my lunch box it was a good thing that I wasn't hungry “This bites” I muttered to myself and watched as both Martha and Jenny started to pull back the pants and dresses of the others to check their diapers, as one of them found someone that needed changing Martha would take them by the hand and lead them off to another room and return in moments “Shit she's quick” I almost whistled at how quick she was, I suppose that's what you get when you almost do it for a living, Martha got three changes in before one of the Littles in the high chair started throwing a fit I watched as Jenny went over to the fit thrower and seemed to calm him down with ease. "Well it's just you left" said Jenny after she had let the other littles go play, I looked up at her "I'm fine" I lied "Don't care I still have to check" without warning her hand found my crotch and squeezed the damp diaper "I really hate lying Littles" remarked Jenny and she pulled me up off the stool and dragged me into the same room I had seen other littles be taken too “Emy must be lucky last” said Martha as she taped up the second last diaper “She is, did you want me to change her while you look after the others?” asked Jenny, I gulped and prayed the answer would be a big fat no “Thank you Jenny that would be a great help just don't forget to clean up after your finished” said Martha and she threw her gloves in the nearby bin then followed the Little out the door “Can you get up or do I have to do that too” said Jenny with an almost annoyed voice after she closed the door, I looked at the change table and saw that unlike the one Rose had this one had a couple of steps on one side “I can” I mumbled and climbed up the steps, I laid down and waited for Jenny to do something “How can you just lay there in your own filth” shot Jenny, I looked up to see her watching me “Your kind hasn't let me have it any other way since I arrived here” I shot back anger in my voice because she hit the nerve that I was still getting used too “bull shit those things aren't hard to remove” I ground my teeth and thought “it's not hard for you but it's near impossible for me” instead of voicing this I asked a question “If you don't like Littles why are you working here” she eyed me for a few seconds longer before answering “The job I wanted didn't have any spots left, this is the next best” she said as she pulled on some disposable gloves, that didn't seem to hard to get that information, it made me wonder if the others had even asked her why she was here, I felt her rough hands unclip my overall and pull them off she obviously didn't see the snap crotch “Ease up” I said ask she near pulled my leg off getting the overalls off, she just ignored me and started ripping off the tapes of the diaper and rolling in on itself, without adding any powder or even wiping my diaper area she grabbed a fresh diaper and fastened it on my waist, I didn't need to see it to know that there was no way it was on right “Um aren't you supposed to clean and add powder” “Deal with it” she said snidely “Your lucky I did this” jee she is a bitch “I’m sure Martha wouldn't agree” I said thinking this would change her mind, her eyes just narrowed and she brought her face into my personal space “You try it and you will not like what happens and if your stupid enough to still do it I promise you will regret it” I thought about pushing her face from my space but held off and glared at her “What are you going to do? tell my mommy?” I made sure to put as much scorn into mommy as possible “That's one option, just keep getting on my nerves and see what happens” she backed off and threw my overalls at me “Get changed and wrack off” she said and was about to do something else before turning back to me and giving me a quick swat just under my padded bum, I near jumped as the pain registered “And that's for lying earlier” she turned her back to me and started doing something else, I rubbed the place she had struck for a moment then quickly pulled on the overalls and left the room “If she hits me again…” I muttered to myself after I was sure I was out of her range of hearing, I had never taken something like that lying down before and this time was no different she is a bully and if she tries just one more thing to me I was going to kick her ass and make sure Rose knew what sort of a bitch she is, for now I had to calm myself down before rejoining Kaylee and the two boys.

Part 14 School Life With everything packed away and me in Jazz’s arms we were off and out the door, in the hall there weren't many people still in the hall I guess that most of them had already gone to their classes “So where are you kidnapping me too?” I asked while looking at the various notices and scenery “First of all I’m not kidnapping you I’m simply looking after you, secondly I thought I would bring you to the library with me” “And do what?” I asked since my question wasn't really answered “I don't know, maybe you could help me study…” “I tried following that first class nah... can't help” “Then maybe you could draw me or your mommy some pretty pictures” “Been doing that since you left” I knew I wasn't making this easy on the girl but meh I don't know her “Ok then… I’m sure we can find something to do when we get there.” I don't know why I was making it harder on the girl I had been in a similar situation before but my charge couldn't talk very well… or rather only knew a handful of words, I would think that being asked to look after an adult that is expected to act like a child would be a lot harder but if my random questions I asked as we walked was annoying Jazz she did well not to let it show “Here we are this is the library” said Jazz as we passed through the double doors “It's small” I said in a little bit of shock with how big everything else was in comparison to my size I expected the library to be bigger instead it had a dozen or so rows of shelves, a row of computer terminals and a reading corner, the lady at the desk glared at us probably from my comment, Jazz just ignored the glare and walked over to the reading corner and lowered me onto a cushy bean bag chair “Comfy” I said and wiggled around making as much noise as I could before getting myself settled “I’m glad you like it now what to do with you...” Jazz tapped her chin for a moment then snapped her fingers together “I know” she immediately dropped both bags to the floor and rummaged through her own till she pulled out a rectangular rounded boxish thing “Is that…” I started and looked at the device in her hand “Now I only share this with Littles that are good…” I continued to stare at the device and there was no doubt about it now, it looked almost exactly like a Nintendo Switch from back in my world I would have killed for one “Are you good?” she asked and I immediately nodded, she chuckled at my enthusiastic response “Ok then here you go” and she handed the device to me “Do you need me to show you how it works?” I shook my head “No thank you I’ll figure it out” “How very polite” with that she too settled in a bean bag and pulled out some papers. I fiddled with the switch for a few seconds before turning the thing on and jumped through menus like I had been using it for years, finally I found the game Zelda darn I was hoping she had a Mario game but hey Zelda will do, I booted up the game and started to play. “Jazz there you are” I looked up from my game to see three other girls walking towards Jazz and myself “We were wondering where you got to” “Whos Little?” asked another of the girls “This is Emy, Miss Miller asked me to look after her for a bit” replied Jazz “Emy meet Jenny, Mel and Ella"I clicked them a quick wave and continued playing my game, two of them took a beanbag each next to me while the other remained standing "Whatcha playing?"asked the girl called Mel "Zelda" I replied simply "Did your mummy get you that?" "No, it's Jazz's" I replied nodding my head towards Jazz "Well aren't you lucky she doesn't give that to just anyone" Yea right I thought she probably gives it to anyone she wants to be quite, it did get me thinking about how much Amazon's play games, I took a quick scan of the room and not a single person was goofing off "Oh no I think your character died" I turned back to the screen and sure enough she was right, I let out a sigh and turned off the game "If your done we could do your nails if you like" said Ella the girl on my other side "What… why?" I asked confused "Don't you want to look pretty, we could do your hair too" "Go get a doll to play with" I said a bit more rudely than I intended and flicked the Switch back on "Emy that wasn't nice" I looked over to see Jazz had stopped talking to Jenny to chastise me "Apologize or you won't be aloud to play your game anymore" "But I don't want my nails and hair played with" "That's fine but be polite about it" I rolled my eyes and handed back the Switch "Emy you don't have too…" I cut her off "I'm done with it anyway… and sorry I guess" Jazz seemed both happy and confused "Come on Emy I have pink for you" said Mel pulling out a bottle of pink nail polish "Why does everyone think that I like pink" I muttered just loud enough for her to hear me "How about one that changes colour with your mood" my ears perked up at this "It's not just that one that changes with body temperature is it?" I asked a little more curiously, the two closest girls chuckled "Nope this is the real deal" I thought about it for a moment and came to a decision "Alright" I answered "Excellent come sit with me" said Ella patting her lap "Why?" I asked confused why Ella wanted me to sit with her when Mel was the one with the bottle of nail polish "So you will be closer to Mel's height silly" right that made sense, I moved over onto Ella's lap which did make me higher to Mel who had taken my old beanbag "Right which hand first?" Asked Mel as she fished out another bottle which read "Little rainbows", I offered my right hand and Mel set to work. Turns out Ella had another reason for me to sit on her lap and that was so she could play with my hair "If I'm going to be your doll can I ask you a couple of questions?" "Sure thing" replied Mel "What's the whole deal with Amazon's wanting the Little they live with calling them mommy and stuff" the memory of calling Rose mommy had been drifting through my head every now and again all day "Because they are your caregiver" answered Ella in a soft voice "Try to see it from my end though, I have a family back home, I was just about to finish school so I might even be older than you then I get brought to this strange place, forced to wet myself and start living with someone who wants me to call them mommy, I swear it's like I'm losing all control of my life" They were silent for a moment then Mel spoke up “If anything I think you have gained control, yes you have sacrificed somethings but you have gained more than you have lost” I looked at Mel as she stopped painting my nails while speaking “How so?” I asked not believing her “Well when's the last time you have cooked?” “Before I got to this dimension” “When you ask for something from your caregiver what happens?” I thought back for a moment “Rose usually tries to help me either get it or close too” Mel smirked “Well sounds to me like you have your own personal slave but let's continue for the sake of argument, have you called Rose mommy yet?” I turned my head away not wanting to look at her for the answer “Yes” I replied slowly “And did you notice any difference after wards?” “Well I was mostly asleep when I said it but now that you mention it…” I thought about this morning and how happy Rose was, could that have been just from me calling her mommy? “She did seem happier” Mel grinned at me “Next time you want something call her by her name and if you don't get your way…” Mel did some air quotes with her hands “Accidently call her mommy and see what happens” “What if I can't say the word” it just seemed like I was betraying my own mother somehow “Don't think of it as referring to your own mother but as another name for Rose” I noticed Jazz looked up from the papers she was sharing with Jenny, she must have been listening in “Mel what are you teaching my charge?” asked Jazz with a frown “Nothing just girl talk” Replied Mel with a smile and she resumed the painting “So you think it's like a magic word to get my way?” Mel shrugged “Something like that, look all I’m saying is that I would trade with you any day our work is so hard” From the corner of my eye I could see Ella shaking her head “Ok yeah maybe not but you do have it better than you think” Corrected Mel, apart from Jazz and Jenny's whispered conversations the room was silent as I thought about what Mel had been saying “That still doesn't answer my question of why your lot like to be called that” Mel shrugged again “Genetics I guess but I like big sister instead of mommy” I rolled my eyes “I’m sure that will change if you ever get a Little” Mel bobbed her head “You might be right but for now how did your big sis do?” Mel nodded down to my now free hand and I looked down at my nails which was a cloudy white “Can't say I’m all that impressed” I shrugged, I immediately felt my arm being pinched “Ow what was that for?” I glared at Mel and rubbed my arm “Look” replied Mel and she nodded at my free hand, the nails had gone to a deep red and right before my eyes they were changing from red to blue with sparkles “That is so cool” I nearly squealed in delight “Glad you like it” smiled Mel “And… I’m finished to” stated Ella, in moments a compact mirror was brought before me and I could see that Ella had changed my pony tail to twin braids that joined at the back “Just as cool right?” she asked, I frowned because to me it didn't look that good “It's good I guess” Mel snorted with laughter “Don't worry Ella it's just because she hasn't seen the rainbow nails before” “Yea that's it” I added quickly seeing my way out and the two girls chuckled. I continued talking with Mel and Ella till lunch and was always amazed how the nail polish would change colours with even the slightest change in mood, the bell rang right on twelve “Lunch time” said Mel as she started getting up Jazz and Jenny were packing up their books and papers “Are you going to join us little Emy?” asked Mel “I’m not little you're just too tall” I said getting to my own feet “Emy will be coming with me” said Jazz walking over to us “That sounds great what do you like to eat” “Hold up Mel I said Emy is coming with me” “And your going to lunch right?” questioned Mel “After I find miss Miller to return Emy” Mel looked like someone had just taken her favorite toy from her “You don't have to give her back straight away do you?” what am I a book? “I was told to return her at lunch” “Then it's settled we can find miss Miller towards the end of lunch” I was starting to like Mel and Ella so i wanted to spend lunch with them “Gwen won't mind if I’m a bit late” I said not having the slightest clue if it would matter or not “Mmm… I don't know” said Jazz slowly, I get a soft bump from Ella and hear her stage whisper “Give her the face” “Oh right” so like we had been talking about earlier I gave Jazz the sad puppy look, Jazz looked like she was thinking for a moment then turned to Jenny who was finishing putting the last of her things in her bag “What do you think Jen?” “I don't care what you do with the munchkin, thanks for the help I’ll talk to you later” my mouth dropped open, from everything I had seen and heard about the Amazons us Littles were like catnip for them and couldn't resist liking us and here was this girl calling me a munchkin and walking off like I was a common pebble or something “Don't mind her Emy, Jen is an oddball and can't appreciate how adorable you are” said Mel and she bent down to hug me “It's actually refreshing to see that not all you Amazons are Little crazy" I replied as I patted the giants back “Well you must be hungry let's get you something to eat” “I’ll just let miss Miller know what we are doing and we can go” Jazz said and she pulled out her phone. The three of us walked down the halls with me holding the hands of Jazz on one side and Mel on the other, without warning they would lift me into the air like I was a kid walking with their parents. I guess I was expecting something more like my own school cafeteria back home with the whole long lunch line thing but walking into the Amazons cafeteria I could see that everything was of… I don't know a higher class maybe, there was still the normal looking lunch line but it was moving much faster than back home and there wasn't many people sitting in the room “Where is everyone?” I asked “Not everyone eats here, there are some nearby shops” replied Jazz and she picked me up into her arms and went over to the line “Do you know what you would like for lunch?” asked Mel “Don't you have to pick from what they have?” I asked back “That would take too long” smiled Mel “That's right if you can think of it there's a good chance the cafe has it” said Jazz, I thought about this odd statement “Anything you say” “Anything” parreted Mel “So… if I wanted a jelly bean burger deep fried and crumbed they would have it?” almost all the near by Amazons chuckled at my absurd creation “I think so” chuckled Mel “Is that your order?” asked Jazz “God no… hmm a chicken and cheese toastie please” “And I was half expecting you to want chocolate” said Ella in her quite voice “As nice as that is it's not much of a meal” I retorted “I’ve seen Littles try it before” shrugged Ella. It didn't take more than five minutes before we were at the front of the line and Jazz was talking to a screen on the wall, after she was finished we walked off to a nearby table “Soooooo… they bring it to you?” I asked after all she wasn't given a ticket or something, Jazz pulled out her phone and wiggled it “They will let me know when it's ready on this” “Saves on paper I guess” I then shrugged and Mell started talking to Ella about how my hair should be some other way, I tuned them out while watching the students collect their meals from a couple holes in the wall, I know I said that it had a higher class feel to it but now I’m rethinking that. We got our meals and went to the outside tables, it was just as I was about to bite into my toastie that I caught site of Gwen walking over to us with someone in tow “Gwen really you don't have…” I then saw the face of it's speaker “ROSE!!!” I called and jumped up from my spot on the table, Roses head span for a second till it fell on me and her pace doubled “Emy what are you doing here?” asked Rose with a look of concern on her face “Calm down I brought her here” said Gwen now at her side “You did? I thought you took her to another daycare” “Nah I thought she would have a much better time here with us” “But you left her with strangers… um no offence” Rose added quickly to Jazz and friends, Jazz waved off the remark probably happy to let Gwen do all the talking “All these girls have been in one or more of my classes for the last three years, Jazz could you please tell Rose here what you are studying” “Sure thing… ah hi I’m Jazz and I’ve been studying Little care, Little development and the psychology of Littles, this is my final year” Rose looked impressed “Ok… but have you had any experiences with Littles till now?” asked Rose almost like she was looking for something to get upset with Gwen about “Yes mam, my own mother adopted a Little four years ago he's actually the reason I wanted to be a Little carer, I have also been shadowing carers one day a week for the past two months” Rose finally looked convinced that Gwen hadn't left me with a serial Little killer “Don't worry Rose I was only with Jazz and her friends the last period and they are really nice they even painted my nails see” I held up my hands to show bright yellow nails “Well that's very nice of them I hope you thanked your new friends” it felt like a stone had just sank in my stomach as the realisation that in fact I had not thanked Mel and Ella, I quickly turned to Mel “Um thank you for doing my nails” Mel smiled while Rose chuckled “Emy can be a bit forgetful sometimes” said Rose and she gave my hair a quick tustle “How about for this too?” asked Rose immediately another stone sunk “Thank you too Ella” I quickly said and there was another round of chuckles. Rose and Gwen came back with their food and a cup of apple juice for me, I told Rose what had been happening so far, Ella had told me before lunch that Rose would like this for some reason and if Roses face was any indication Ella was right, everyone was mostly quite listening to me but added there little bits in between my bites of the toastie. Lunch ended too quickly and I was back with Gwen in her next class room or to be more precise I was in the makeshift playpen which was in her classroom “And as you can see here…” Gwen looked down at me yawning “Did you want to take a nap Emy?” I nodded because I really couldn't be bothered doing much else at this point “Just give me a moment class” said Gwen and she pulled two blankets out of the bag Rose had given her, within moments Gwen had one blanket folded in just the right way to be used as a pillow and the other fluffy one wrapped around me “We will try to keep the noise down” whispered Gwen I merely nodded and rolled over then listened to Gwen droning on about some math problem I couldn't begin to follow but it did allow me to drift off to sleep much easier. “Shh” we don't want to wake her” I vaguely heard this muffled voice and felt my body being lifted then back to resting on something “I’ll bring her back here after the period” said a whispered voice, I tried curling further into the soft warm thing I was laying in “Take care” said another voice and I drifted back to full sleep. I cracked my eyes open to see a book directly in my face “What the…?” I said sleepily “Are you awake?” came the voice of Jazz “Mmmm” I semi groaned back, I took a better look around to find that I was resting in Jazz’s left arm “How long was I asleep?” I asked “Through two classes” replied Jazz “This is the last period of the day” I blinked and rubbed my eyes to hopefully clear the last of the sleep “Your cute when you sleep” I looked up at her with a frown “Shouldn't you have been studying instead of watching me” I could see that I wasn't in the classroom any more but back in the library “I have been but look just how cute you were” Jazz brought her phone up from the desk and flicked through till a picture showed up, it was me in the arms of Jazz holding onto her breast with one hand and worst of all some drool hanging out “DELETE THAT!” I stage shouted and felt instant warmth come to my cheeks “Why you look so cute” I dove for the phone but Jazz was too quick and pulled it out of reach “Rose loved the picture when she saw it” I covered my face with my hands “You showed Rose how could you” Rose was the last person I wanted to see that sort of thing “Mrs Miller sent it to her” I groaned “Of course she did” I rolled out of Jazz’s arms and onto a free beanbag thinking about how cruel this world is to me. With one cruelty to me settled out by Jazz letting me play on her Switch again another had to start this time coming from my own body, I had to pee, looking at Jazz to make sure she wasn't watching I relaxed and just watched my game avatar walk endlessly till I felt the start of a dribble that quickly turned into a full on stream leaking into the diaper which thankfully absorbed it quicker than I could let it out. Just as I was finishing I glanced back at Jazz to see the tiniest smirk on her face “It's not what you think” I said quickly, she turned to me “What do I think?” asked Jazz truly looking puzzled “Nothing” I said and went back to the game “Are you sure?” I nodded and buried my face closer into the screen “You know those nails give you away” she grinned at me and went back to her reading. I must have awoken towards the end of school day because it didn't take long before what I guessed was the final school bell for the day “Well looks like that's the school day over” said Jazz as she packed up “Does that mean I have to return the Switch?” I asked knowing the answer all to well “Afraid so hun” I sighed, turned off the device and handed it back to Jazz “I hope you saved your game first” “Why's that?” “You never know if we will meet again” I just shrugged at her statement “I guess I’ll just have to start again” Jazz finished packing up then picked me up “Nothing huh” I felt her lightly pat my diapered bum “Nothing” I replied with a smile. “Hello” I said as Jazz and I entered the classroom and I saw Rose and Gwen talking “Emy” Said Rose with a smile and came over to take me from Jazz “How was she?” asked Rose “A perfect angel, she slept most of the last period and was no trouble after though she might need a change…” Rose smiled “That's not a problem, thank you so much for looking after her today” “It was my pleasure if you ever need a sitter just give me a call” said Jazz and she handed the bag to Rose “Will do” “Good bye Emy” I nodded “Thanks for today I had fun” “I’m glad” Jazz smiled and waved as she left the room “Alright Gwen we had better be heading home” Said Rose turning to Gwen “Yea I better pickup my little energiser bunny before she wears a hole in the floor” I laughed at the thought because she really did seem to have too much energy. Rose strapped me into the car seat with the bag in the back with me and proceeded to drive off out of the school parking lot “So tell me all about your day” said Rose so I took a breath and told her all about Jazz and her friends, all the things that I didn't want to or couldn't during lunch. We arrived home and right after Rose had set me down she wandered over to the couch and face planted “Are you ok?” I asked wandering over to her “I’m fine dear just a little tired” “Gee how long have you been out of work?” Rose chuckled at my question “Long enough to be tired from that day” “Why didn't you have a job till now? Is the job market bad here” Rose hesitated before replying “With my qualifications I could have gotten a job when ever I wanted I just had… other commitments before now” “So teachers are in high demand at the moment well that's good for you” she flashed me a quick smile before rolling over onto her back and patting the side of the couch “Come lay with me for a minute” I hesitated for a second then walked over to her and with her help ended up laying with her, laying there I could feel the slow steady beats of her heart, thump… thump… thump… I closed my eyes and listened to the beating “Penny for your thoughts” I opened my eyes and looked to Rose “Nothing really I was just listening to your heart” Rose smiled “I hope it's beating normally” I smiled this time “I’m no doctor but I think it is” “That's good” replied Rose in a quieter voice, I continued to lay with Rose for a couple of minutes listening to Roses heart beat slowly, ever so slowly decrease to the point I was starting to think she was falling asleep “It's not bedtime yet” I whispered and one of Roses eyelids flipped open “I’m not sleeping, I’m resting my eyes” I chuckled and pushed myself up “Come on we need to go for a walk” I grabbed ahold of Roses hand and lightly pulled “A walk… how about we just lay here” I could tell that Rose didn't want to go maybe it was time to try my new secret weapon “But I want to go to the park…” I lowered my voice for what I was about to say “Please mommy” the moment the words left my mouth I could see that Rose lit up “Emy did you…?” Rose trailed off and a smile came to her face “Well if my Little wants to go to the park who am I too say no” I slid off the couch and Rose stood up “But first let's get your bottom cleaned up” I frowned because she really didn't need to say it like that and I was scooped up. “So you know about my day how was yours?” I asked from the stroller “I’m sure you have seen a new teacher trying to learn the ropes before” came Roses reply from behind me, I chuckled at the memory or one of my teachers trying and failing to remember students names “How many names did you forget?” “None it wasn't the names it's that the school is built like a maze” she seems to have to good of a memory but no sense of direction “How am I supposed to make fun of you for forgetting names if you don't forget them” I heard a slight chuckle from behind “You’ll just have to remind me of my bad sense of direction” “It's not funny if you tell me to make fun of it” I huffed “I’m sorry Emy maybe the park will make up for it” we turned the last corner and the park came into view with half a dozen Littles playing. “I’ll just be on this seat if you need me” yawned Rose as she sat herself down on one of the wooden benches “Ok” I said and wandered off towards the swing set, thankfully there was a swing free and I took it for my place to watch, while Rose watched me I used the swing set but gradually I saw her head start to droop and finally collapse “Finally” I murmured to myself and stopped the swing much to the enjoyment of one of the other Littles, I wandered off towards the place I had fallen the last time I was here, I looked on the pavement and saw that the nearby tree had grown a root underneath and lifted the concrete just enough to make a lip “Your not planning on tripping on that again are you?” came a male Amazons voice and a smile came to my face “Once was enough” I replied and looked up to see Dave walking slowly towards me “Fancy seeing you here again little one” I smirked “Told you I might see you again” I said proudly “You didn't run away to get here did you?” he asked “No I came with the lady I’m living with, Rose” I looked behind the tree and point out Rose, Dave watched her for a moment then asked “Are you sure that's Rose?” “I’ve been living with the woman for the last week I think I know her name” he gave me a slight smile “Of course you do, I only ask because she looks like someone I used to work with” “Did you want me to go get her so you can see if she is?” Dave chuckled “Thats ok little one she looks tired best to let her sleep” I frowned “Why do you keep calling me little one?” I asked “Because I don't know your name” he said simply, I blinked a couple of times sure that I had told him “Oh… um I’m Emma” he smiled “It's good to meet you Emma” “Mmm” I nodded my agreement “Could you tell me about Rose?” he asked, I took a seat on the grass and patted for him to join me “Well lets see she got me to make her life hell…” Dave chuckled “I’m sure your not that bad” he said giving me a reassuring look “Oh no I have given her a lot of grief from day one…” he smiled and waited for me to continue “But other than me she started a job today at a school” Dave nodded “What was the person you worked with like?” I asked now a bit curious “Hmm… lets see… she was always focused and driven if she got something in her head there was no stopping her” this didn't seem like Rose she is more um… scatterbrained “Yeaaaa… that doesn't sound like Rose she's more all over the place” “Unless… her focus is me” Dave eyed me “You never know you might be” we both sat in silence listening to the other Littles running around nearby till I finally broke the silence “Do you know why she wants to look after me?” Dave looked in thought “I’ve asked almost every Amazon I trust but no one can give me a good answer that makes sense to me” Dave waited a bit longer “I don't think I will be able to do much better I’m afraid, my best guess is that it all comes down to genetics, it's quite literally in her blood to want to take care of someone and what happened to you probably pays a part” I looked at him for a second waiting for him to continue when he did I had to ask “What do you mean?” he looked slightly surprised “So she… oh… don't worry about it, really it's nothing” “That tells me it's something I should know” I said glaring at him “Really it's nothing I was mistaken I’m sure Rose has told you everything” I was about to say something else when there was a ringing coming from Daves wrist “Sorry Emma I have to take this” and with a tap to his wrist watch Dave seem to zone out like he was listening to something “Yes” “...” "Ok I’ll be there shortly” and he tapped the watch once more and his vision returned to me “I’m sorry Emma that was my work calling, they need me to come in so I’m afraid I’m going to have to cut this short” I puffed out my cheeks slightly “Fine but are you coming back?” “Not tonight I’m afraid” “But I want to talk to you some more” “I’ll tell you what I’ll walk by this park each weekday at the same time who knows we might meet up again” with one last smile he pushed himself up then offered me a hand up “I look forward to seeing you next time Emma” he said and waved goodbye, I waved to him and watched him leave, I continued to think about what he had said the entire time it took to walk back to Rose who was lightly snoring “So wish I had a camera right now” I mumbled then poked Roses leg till she jumped awake “What?... Emy oh it's only you dear, are you finished?” “Yea” I replied and was locked into the stroller once more bound for home. Before Rose could even think about flopping back onto the couch I reminded her that it would be time for dinner shortly and I couldn't even see over the counter top making it hard for me to cook “I would never ask you to cook” said Rose with a sigh and began pulling things out of the cupboards and fridge “It's only going to be a quick and easy tonight” true to her word in ten minutes of me watching Rose from the highchair dinner was served “What's this?” I asked not knowing what was before me “Haven't you had stir fry before?” “If that's what you call this then no” Rose loaded the fork up and glided it to my mouth “Have a taste it's nice I promise” “It has to many green things” I huffed and Rose sighed “I would normally find that cute but tonight I’m too tired” I dropped the act and took the fork from Roses hand and fed myself small mouthfuls while Rose ate her own meal, I was trying out some of the things that Mel and Ella had been telling me today but apparently Rose didn't want the act tonight. With the dishes cleaned Rose left for her room and I could hear soft music coming from inside, I poked my head around the doorframe to see Rose laying on her bed looking at me “Whatcha doing?” I asked softly “Thinking about taking a nap” Replied Rose equally as quite “Aren't you worried about me running away?” “Are you planning too?” I thought about it for a moment then shook my head “Then come lay with me” I walked over to the bed and like last time Rose helped me up and I laid beside her looking out at the room, I closed my eyes and listened for that heartbeat I heard last time even with the music I found it beating away it's rhythmic beats mesmerising in it's own way “Better not listen to long you might get hypnotized” came Roses soft voice after a couple of minutes I opened my eyes and faced her “The music?” I questioned but the moment I did I noticed that there was no longer any music playing “My heart” smiled Rose and I could tell she was playing with me, I returned the smile “It wouldn't be that easy” Rose shrugged lightly “Just remember what Amazon breastmilk does to Littles” I thought back to the party at Gwen's place how Rose had told me that if a Little drank Amazon breast milk it would temporarily mentally regress them and forge a bond with the Amazon that fed them making it much easier to control Littles, I shuddered at the thought “Your kind is like an apex predator made for Littles” I said softly and eyed Roses breasts “It does seem like that” smiled Rose “Just let me know if you want a drink” my mind short circuited for a moment before Rose continued “I’m joking I know you wouldn't want that” “Oh… haha” I replied nervously but a strange thought struck me “Can you… you know… produce milk?” I asked, Rose eyed me with a slight smirk “Want some do you?” I shook my head “I just thought you had to give birth before being able to… you know” I looked away, it was strange I remember talking about this sort of thing with my mother with no problems but talking to Rose about it makes me feel almost as embarrassed as the first time Rose changed my diaper “When an Amazon is looking after a Little we can start to projuice it at will but it does take a little bit to start” listening to her I was starting to think that I was more comfortable talking to her about my diapers, Rose smiled probably reading my mind again “It's ok we don't have to talk about it any more” she said with her smile and pulled me closer to her, I closed my eyes and listened to the thump… thump… thump of her heart till for a couple more minutes before I had to ask “Is Rose your real name?” there was a noticeable hesitation “Of course it is sweety why do you ask?” “It's a rare name back home that's all” I replied with the lie I had worked out before hand “It's not that common here either but thats what my mother called me” I contemplated asking Rose if there's anything else I should know but I think I had raised her suspicions too much for now, I went back to listening to the rhythmic beats of Roses heart, the sound that sent me off to dreamland in her embrace.

I'm not sure I know what your asking @SGTbaby @treasuresman I personally cant stand either Marmite or Vegemite but a friend of mine can go through a jar a week, it was a dig at her if she ever read this (fingers crossed she never does ?)

I'm afraid daycare will have to wait for another month @CDfm and @SGTbaby I hope this will suffice instead ? *** Part 13 Did someone say daycare? “Shit!” I awoke to the distant sound of something hard hitting the floor and Roses words following the crash “What the…” I looked around the empty dark room then came the sound of smashing glass “Dang it” came Rose's voice once more from another room, I think I'll go see her for once, I hopped out of bed and made my way to the kitchen where I found Rose sweeping glass into a dust pan “I think you need a pacifier” I said and Rose jumped in fright “Oh Emy it's just you… what did you say dear?” “That you need a pacifier now” I saw Roses cheeks flush “You heard that did you” “Yep” I replied smuggly “Yes naughty Rose” and she playfully slapped her own hand then came over and scooped me into her arms “What are you doing up so early?” Asked Rose as she set me in the high chair “I heard things being dropped” “Oh I'm so sorry to wake you dear” I waved it off and Rose returned to the cooking she was attempting, I say attempting because normally Rose moved so gracefully in the kitchen but this morning she smashed egg shells into her scrambled eggs, dropped the spatchula twice and gave me a bowl of cereal with no milk and no cutlery, she was clearly nervous “Just a bit nervous?” I asked “What makes you say that” I pointed my spoon at the toaster that looked like it's contents were starting to smoke “Oh shoot!” Rose rushed over and salvaged what she could of the burning bread “You might be right first day jitters” I had seen Rose make a small mistake here and there but this new job was throwing her off her game big time “It's ok, everything will be fine say it with me” Rose hesitated then copied me “Everything will be fine” “Good once more” “Everything will be fine” Roses voice seemed more even now “How are you doing?” I asked giving Rose time to say it to herself a couple more times “Better thank you Emy” Rose came over and gave me a quick hug then returned to her cooking “Who would have thought you would be keeping me together” “Everyone needs help at some point or another” I said simply and took another bite of my breakfast. Rose managed to get through breakfast without any more incidents though the diaper change didn't continue the calmness she had managed to recover “Umm Rose you forgot the powder and the diaper is the wrong way round” Rose shook her head like she was clearing it “I'm sorry Emy we can't have you going to your first day of daycare without proper protection” Rose tried smiling but it was lacking its normal warmth “I know I mean you get me into these silly things with little protest now and you can't even remember which way the diaper goes” I gave her a quick grin and some of Rose returned once more. “Alright I have your bag, got my paperwork, car keys and lunch am I missing anything?” Asked Rose “Only if you forgot something for my bag” I replied and walked into her arms where I was lifted to her “I don't think so I packed it last night so it should have everything” “Good we don't need to be missing anything for our first days” I said nervously, Roses nerves were now getting to me as the thought of going to a day care centre was fast approaching “We could just ditch our first day” Rose chuckled at my suggestion “I'm afraid not, lets go and meet the new day” replied Rose with her old confident smile. We arrived at the daycare though I don't know how you could tell other than the sign out the front saying “Sunny Little care” next to a picture of a smiling sun apart from that it looked like any other house in the neighborhood “Are you ready?” asked Rose as she started to unbuckle me from the seat in the back “Skipping seems to be looking better and better” Rose grinned at me “You and I will be fine just like you were saying this morning” “I think I said that you would be fine now I’m not so sure about myself” “You will be fine too” she said softly and proceed to carry me inside the building. “Hello there would you have a space for my Little here?” asked Rose to the lady at the desk and gave me a quick bounce so there was no doubt who she was talking about “I’m sorry we don't today, one of our staff members left us yesterday but there is one tomorrow” the smile of Roses face dropped in an instant and she looked down at me, I had seen that look on other people a couple of times before it was the look of “what am I going to do now” just as Rose was about to speak the front door opened and in stepped Gwen and Kaylee “EMY!!!” squealed Kaylee and she ran over to Roses Leg “AUNTY ROSE YOU HERE TOO!!!” the girl was practically jumping up and down with her excitement “Calm down Kaylee bear there will be plenty of time to play with Emy later” said Gwen and she walked over to us and took Kaylees hand “Hello Gwen here to drop off Kaylee I see” said the woman at the front desk “Yea she's a little worked up today” “I can see that” chuckled the Amazon and the gate on the side of the desk opened up “Martha is in the playroom” said the Amazon to Kaylee “Ok let's go play Emy” said Kaylee trying to look up at me “Emy won't be able to play today” Rose told the girl “Why not?” whined Kaylee “What's going on?” Asked Gwen “There isn't a spot today” replied Rose “Oh is this because Natasha left” Gwen asked the Amazon at the desk “I'm afraid so” “What am I going to do Gwen?” “Kaylee bear go have fun and be a good girl” “But mummy…” “You will see Emy some other time” “Ok” replied the girl in a slow sad tone and she wandered off through the gate “Rose you need to get to work you don't want to be late on your first day, give me Emy and I'll work something out” “Are you sure Gwen?” “Positive” confirmed Gwen “You're a lifesaver” “I know” grinned Gwen and I was handed over to her “Now Emy do what Gwen tells you and have a good day” “You too” I shot back quickly and with one last smile Rose handed the bag to Gwen and was out the door “I’m sorry Gwen we just can't take Emy today” said the desk lady “Don't worry about it I have another idea for today but let me fill out the paperwork for my sister” Gwen filled out what she was allowed to on the paperwork and strapped me into what I assumed is Kaylee's car seat since it had a stupid unicorn theme and we drove off. I assumed that Gwen was going to take me to another daycare center but we pulled into the parking lot of a large building that I had no doubt was a school “Where are we?” I asked as Gwen brought the car to a stop in a parking spot “We are at my place of work” replied Gwen and she got out of the front seat and opened the back door “But isn't this where Rose is also working now?” I asked a bit confused, if she was just taking me to the same place why take me at all I could have gone with Rose “That's correct” answered Gwen as she unbuckled me “Then why am I with you? Couldn't I have just stayed with Rose?” “Rose is going to be spending the day doing boring paperwork and getting setup so I thought you could spend the day with me” “Won't you get in trouble for bringing me?” I asked not wanting to get Gwen or Rose in trouble “Not for just a day so lets have some fun before your first day at daycare” Gwen gave me a smile then lifted me out of the car seat, picked up the two bags and headed into the building. As Gwen walked through the halls there were heads turning towards us with every step, I guess Littles didn't turn up at the school too often, Gwen just kept walking like it was the most normal of things for other people to be watching as she walked “Here we are” said Gwen at a door that had the rooms number and the words “Miss Millers Room” and under that was a short list of subjects that I didn't get time to read before we were inside, Gwen immediately set me on top of the large desk at the front of the room “Did you want anything to eat before I get started?” asked Gwen “No thanks I basically just had breakfast” Gwen chuckled and sat at the desk “Kaylee would still have wanted something” commented Gwen and she lifted the lid of a laptop within moments she was typing away. I had finished the scan of the class room and unlike back in my own high school the walls were plain and utilitarian instead of having posters of various bits of information, shortly after finishing my scan the door opened once more and a girl that would probably be my own age entered the room “Miss Miller you wanted to see me” she said softly and her eyes fell on me “Ah yes Jazz please come in” Jazz closed the door and came over to the desk “I see you got a new Little Miss, you are going to be one spoiled Little” Said Jazz and she gave my hair a quick tussle, I swiped her hand away “Please don't” “Oh feisty” she chuckled and looked back to Gwen “This little cutie isn't mine, she's my sisters new Little I have her because there wasn't any free spaces for new Littles today then I remembered what you want to be and our timetable” a brite smile came to Jazz’s face, now why do I get a bad feeling about this “Do you still have your Little care certificate from work studies?” asked Gwen “Sure do” replied Jazz happily “Then would you mind helping me look after Emy here” I flicked to Gwen and scowed at her “You see I have two periods today that I can't take her with me and I’m happy to pay you for your help” “Gwen I don't want to go with someone I don't know it's bad enough…” Gwen forced a pacifier into my mouth and both Amazons paid me no further mind “I would be happy to help Miss Miller is there anything I need to know?” asked Jazz “She's still new here so you have to keep a close eye on her…” like I would run away now I thought to myself “And her mummy doesnt want any mind tampering...” Are they talking about those drugs because yea I really don't want them and why does Rose have to be my mommy I continued thinking “And please avoid physical punishment if possible…” wait does that mean she's allowed to hit me? “Her mommy is trying to use the paci for reminders not to do bad things” “I can do that” said the girl cheerfully and she brought herself to eye level with me “We are going to have so much fun aren't we little Emy” I took the paci back out briefly to answer in my most sarcastic voice “Back to school yey” and rolled my eyes, back home I was only a few weeks from completely finishing school for good and now I’m in a strange school and not even to learn but be the baby or would that be mascot for Gwen “Is that alright?” asked Jazz and I saw Gwen nod from the corner of my eye “Well you didn't have me in your old school” I rolled my eyes again because like a giant would make a difference, a bell started to ring and I knew like any other school that meant that classes would be starting shortly. Jazz went to her seat at the front of the class and within five minutes every seat was filled with a student, I briefly wondered if it was normal for them to be so quite or if it was because I was sitting on the teachers desk watching them “Alright class as you can probably all see we have a guest with us today” said Gwen the moment the last student sat down “This is Emy my sisters new Little, she will be with us for today only and shouldn't bother our studies for the most part, Emy say hello to every one” I instantly spun and glared at her, didn't Gwen know that you weren't supposed to put the “new kid” on the spot on the first day “Don't be shy” said Gwen, some ally you are, I turned back to see everyone watching me most with smiles but that made it look all the more menacing “H… Hello” I managed to get out and there was one or two “owwww”s, in the second row a hand raised “Miss do you need any help looking after her?” “Thank you Tash but Jazz is already going to be helping me today” the excited face of Tash dropped and she started whispering to the girl next to her “Alright if there's no other questions we shall get started with the lesson.” I tried following what Gwen was talking about for maybe five minutes before I gave up it was like she was speaking another language so what was I to do lets see I’m supposably a baby hmmm what would a baby do in this situation, I looked around the desk and saw a small stack of paper that looked like it needed grading and a couple of pens in their holder now what am I to do… evil grin “EMY NO!!!” I looked up after a couple of minutes to Jazzes voice and immediately felt her hands around me “Jazz whats…” Gwen turned to see Jazz holding me with a pen in hand and the papers scattered over the desk “Emy did you…” Gwen looked lost for words I just smiled at her all innocent like, there were a couple of chuckles from her classroom “What did you want me to do Miss?” asked Jazz, Gwen just stared at me still in shock I think "Emy that was very bad" seems Gwen had found her voice and now it was time to serve my punishment, I shrugged at her words and got another couple of chuckles from the students "I'll take her Jazz" with one quick motion I was transferred to Gwen's arms "Everyone read page fifty three and onwards till I get back" Gwen and I were quickly out the door and in the deserted hallway, I was set down and Gwen remained on her knees so we were closer to eye level "Emy how could you do that?" She asked, I simply shrugged "I brought you with me because I thought you were well behaved and would like this over going to a daycare" the hurt in Gwen's voice made me look back at drawing on the sheets with a tint of regret "It was nice…" I struggled to think of the words but Gwen waited for me to continue "But you want me to go with some stranger and play baby" "Oh is that what this is about" Gwen's tone was almost as if she was waving the point aside as if it had no importance “What do you mean oh that?” “Kaylee was telling me that you actually wanted to be Roses baby but didn't want anyone to know” that lying little… “But it's ok to be little in fact it would mean the world to Rose” I frowned in confusion “Then why are you upset that I was basically doing something so childish” Gwen opened her mouth for a moment then shut it again and thought about it for a moment “You know you're right, I would have definitely expected it from Kaylee but you blindsided me, I guess I didn't think you would” she chuckled “Sooooo… your not mad?” I asked thinking I had gotten away with it “Of course I’m mad but I’m also happy, I just have to watch out for that trickster behaviour in the future” I bobbed my head back and forth “Sooooo are you going to make them do the work again?” I asked “Maybe, it would be some good revision” I shuddered “I’m glad I didn't have you as my teacher in school” I stated and was just thinking that I had gotten away scot free when a new paci was placed in my mouth which I immediately spat out “WHAT THE HECK NASTY FLAVOUR IS THAT!” Gwen caught the falling paci easily and replaced it in my mouth “Marmite” said Gwen with a smile “Well it sucks” I said around the paci and tried to keep my tongue away from the teat “It's not supposed to be nice” chuckled Gwen “Now you keep that in until I say or your not going to like what comes next” I gulped and nodded, this taste was quite bad I hated to think she had something worse. “Alright class now that our guest is settled down once more let us return to studies” said Gwen, did you know that two desks on their side against a corner wall can make a pretty good baby prison, I know I didn't either till now, my head still went over the top when standing but when sitting I was in my own tiny room… with blank paper… and pens… and a sippy cup that I couldn't use because of the paci I had to leave in which I found is worse than having a cut in my mouth, no matter how bad you know it's going to be the tongue always goes back for another touch but instead of pain it's a disgusting flavor yuck. “Alright class that it for this period I’ll see you all tomorrow” Gwen turned to look at me “Ok you can remove it now” “Good” I said and practically through it away in my race to drink as much of the apple juice from the sippy cup “If you don't slow down you'll have an accident” said Gwen as she bent down to pick up the pacifier “Too late” I murmured “And it's not an accident I needed to go” I was slowly getting used to the wet diaper and even having to use them but it did still bring warmth to my face but at least it would no longer fry an egg “I thought you had to tell Rose when you need to go” said Gwen in a semi mocking tone “I don't see her do you” I shot back and she snorted a chuckle “No, no I don't, now do you need a change” “I just said I am wet…” before I could finished I felt Gwens hand squeeze the front of my diaper “I think you'll be right till next period” it was my turn to be shocked “But… but Rose changes me straight away” the thought of having to stay in this thing longer than the time it took one of the Amazons to notice was unthinkable “Your only a little damp silly” Gwen replied as if I had just said something funny “What if I get a rash?” I tried arguing “That's what the powder is for” Gwen said simply, the classroom door opened and the first students of the next class started to make their way inside “Don't worry I’ll change you after this class” Gwen whispered and stood up to greet the class. I don't think that I need to say it but I’ll say it anyway, I was frustrated about having to stay in this wet diaper and I may have taken it out on Gwen's class a little though they did enjoy the antics. Whenever Gwen wasn't looking at the class or me I would pop my head up over the desk and pull funny faces and when that got boring resorted to quickly making paper puppets and putting on a little show for the students, apart from a few random chuckles that escaped every now and then Gwen was none the wiser of my actions until the near end of class “Ok Emy what are you doing?” asked Gwen when one of the male students burst into hysterics from my puppet show, I was back on my wet bum and “playing” with the paper once more before Gwen got a good look at me “Me? Nothing” I said in my most innocent voice, there was another small chuckle from the class, turns out I might make a good comedian some day “Really nothing” she looked at me with a raised eyebrow, how does she do that? “It's not my fault your class laughs randomly” Gwen was about to reply when the bell rang for the end of class “Ok everyone please read the next chapter for homework and I will see you all tomorrow” the entire class all raised from their chairs and exited the room leaving me and Gwen alone “Do I get a change now?” I asked still playing innocent “After distracting my class” “I wasn't doing any such thing and even if I was I don't see what one thing has to do with the other” Gwen sighed “Chief really is a good name for you” I grumbled my disapproval and the door swung open once more “Miss Miller Mr Smith asked me to ask for your help” It was Jazz and she looked out of breath “Ok thank you Jazz, are you still right to look after Emy for me?” Jazz nodded and Gwen quickly started gathering up her stuff “Emys bag of supplies are under the desk” and just as Gwen was leaving I shouted “What about my diaper…” I trailed off at the end see as she was out the door “Well this sucks” I mumbled and saw Jazz standing over me with two bags hanging off her “Hey there again” said Jazz brightly “Hey” I said and shot her a quick smile “Did I hear right that you need a change?” “NO” I shot back quickly, i didn't want this strange girl changing me, it's bad enough that Rose does it “Are you sure your not lying to me? If I check you and find a wet diaper that's lying and I’ll have to punish you and that's not a good start to a new friendship” my mind rushed quickly and came to the conclusion that even though she isn't allowed to hit me or anything she could still make my life annoying by telling Gwen and worse Rose of false stuff I didn't do “Geez it was a joke” “I’m sure it was now let's get you changed” said the girl brightly and started to lift me out from the confinement of the desks “Wait no it's not that bad” I tried to reason “Nonsense we don't want you getting a rash” isn't that what I said to Gwen “Really it can wait till Gwen gets back” “We won't be meeting up with Gwen till lunch I have you all study break and think that means a change, how would it look if when I give you back you have a diaper rash?” “Not good I guess” “That's right not good so be a good sport and help me out here” she said putting on a begging look for me, I rolled my eyes “Fine but make it quick” I am way to soft sometimes “Thank you Emy” with a quick rearrangement of the things on the desk there was a space just large enough for me… I am so going to regret this “Just got to get…” Jazz mumbled to herself as she pulled out a sheet from the bag Gwen had left and placed it over the desk then proceed to lay me on it “Now can you lay still for me or do you need something to hold you?” “I’m fine on my own” I said flatly, she nodded and proceed to pull out the changing supplies while always having one eye on me at all times. Jazz wasn't anywhere near as fast and gentle as Rose is at the diaper change and I swear she missed some spots when cleaning “There we go just as good as your mummys changes isnt it” said Jazz with a smile “Ah… sure” I replied not so sure and adjusted the diaper when she wasn't looking, I get the feeling this is going to be a long day.

Thanks @CDfm ? *** Part 12 Market I awoke with a start “What the…” I looked around the darkened room to realise that I was awake, I really hate those dreams that you can't quite remember but it disturbs you all the same. I flopped back down onto the pillow “Oh well I’m awake now” I snaked down my hand and gave my diaper a quick squeeze “Yep wet again this sucks” was I ever going to have another night of not pissing myself, I looked into the corner of the bed and there was ted every night Rose never forgot to make sure he was “watching over me” I really had no idea how I didn't kick him off the end of the bed each night I was well known for tossing and turning in my sleep but that bear was always there sitting on the edge of my bed next to the wall “How are you still there?” I finally asked the bear… and I’m talking to a bear again… great, the door opened slowly letting light enter the room “Ah! To bright” I said throwing the covers over myself, it really wasn't that bright but I found that I actually liked playing the lazy teen in the mornings and it never failed to get a chuckle out of Rose “Time to get up sleepy head” chuckled Rose “Noooo! It's too early” I called from my hiding place “And i thought you were a farm girl rising with the sun and all that” “You must be talking about someone else there is only a ghost here” I felt the weight of Rose sitting on the edge of the bed “Oh then there isn't anyone around here that wants her cereal and a dry diaper” I poked my nose out from under the blankets “Cereal?” “Yep to bad that no one wants it I might even have to chuck it all out” “But but you can't that's mine” “Well now that depends are you this ghost I’ve been hearing about or my Emy” I sighed in resignation and removed the sheets “I’m Emy” “Oh Emy it's you, there was a ghost here telling me you weren't here” I rolled my eyes and held out my arms, Rose took them and pulled me up into her arms “How did you sleep?” she asked “Fine I guess but I had a weird dream at the end” “Oh did you want to talk about it?” “I don't remember anything about the dream but I do remember it giving me the creeps” “That must be awful but don't worry I’m here for you” “Thanks Rose” I said and I meant it, I looked up just in time to see her bright face lose some of it's joy “Did I say something wrong” I asked “Of course not dear, now let's get you changed into a fresh dry diaper” “Sounds better than staying in this wet one” “Very true but maybe we should run you a bath first” she said and carried me off to the bathroom. With the bath run and the bubbles added, don't judge... it was Roses idea I swear “Rose” “Yes Emy?” for the last couple of days Rose and I had an understanding that I can wash myself but here she is still standing in front of me almost like she is waiting for me to undress and with a goofy grin on her face “Aren't you going to…” I made a shoeing motion “I don't know what your talking about” I squinted at her as if this could allow me to read her mind “Kaylee said something to you didn't she” I said accusingly “She might have said something about you secretly wanting to be looked after by me” I groaned, Kaylee is so going to get it when I see her next “And you listened to what a Little told you? And not what I have been saying for the last week I think you just want an excuse to try babing me again” I said crossing my arms “Yet I don't hear you telling me to leave like before maybe there is something to what Kaylee told me” “I… she… It…” I stammered the words just not forming in my head “Gah! Your going to do it anyway aren't you, just get it over with” I said and lifted my arms from my chest and Rose quickly removed my night shirt so of course I used my arms to cover my chest it being the last part of privacy I had “Your so cute when you're embarrassed” commented Rose and pulled down my pajama bottoms leaving me in just my wet diaper “Your not supposed to enjoy it!” I shouted pointing a finger at her nose and she snorted a chuckle “Aren't you supposed to stop me feeling embarrassed and stuff” “The only way to fix that is with time” said Rose as she removed the diaper from my waist “See?” I looked around trying to work out what she was talking about and realised that I wasn't even attempting to cover my lower half like I would have a week ago, immediately I ran over to the bath and jumped in “Littles” sighed Rose shaking her head “Just can't help making a mess” I wiped the water from my eyes and looked over the side of the bath and saw a fair bit of water had splashed out when I jumped in “Good thing you like cleaning up after me” I said smirking and realizing this might be a great way to turn the tables on her, if she wants to treat me like a toddler then prepare for the mess “I don't recall saying I liked cleaning up after you” said Rose and she laid a nearby towel over the wet tiles “Either way toddlers make messes” Rose raised an eyebrow “I thought you were an adult” “I can be whatever I want I’m just a little after all” I said in the most entitled voice I could manage and Rose laughed like she had never laughed before. “So what's with the extreme good mood today?” I asked after swallowing another bite sized piece of pancake “It's just a beautiful day” replied Rose taking a sip of her coffee, I looked out of the giant windows and saw clouds covering the sun and frowned “Right… so you like cloudy days?” I asked “Sure there's nothing wrong with them is there” “I guess not but most people like sunny days is it because of the whole bath thing… no you were way to happy even before that...” “My Little is so inquisitive” said Rose with a boop to my nose and she stole my last piece of fluffy pancake “Hey that was mine!” I stated and crossed my arms, the last piece is always the best “I’m glad your so happy to share” beamed Rose “Mmmm… wait I see what you did there changing the subject” Rose smiled “Oh you caught that did you” I nodded like I had trapped her in her own trap “Well I think we will go to the market” said Rose and it felt like everything I had eaten this morning solidified in my stomach “Market?” I asked with a small tremble in my voice “That's right I’m told there's a good market on every Sunday not to far from here how about we go check it out?” while I had been out of the house before the first time I was covered so no one could see the diaper and yesterday I was in a pull up so there wasn't even a bulge but now Rose wants to take me to a market “I don't think I’m up for that kind of walk” “Don't be silly I wouldn't make my Little walk we do have a stroller remember” I thought about it and remembered that yes Rose had received one when we were opening gifts in those first few days “Now let's get you ready for our outing”. It didn't take too long for Rose to get herself ready and set up the stroller and maybe a little longer getting me locked into it, as we were exiting the front door it occured to me “Hey! You changed the subject again” I could hear Rose’s chuckles come from behind me. We had been walking along for the past fifteen minutes well more accurately Rose had been walking and I had been watching the houses and other bits of scenery go by when I finally heard something other than the occasional car go past, it was music, playful upbeat tunes “I think we are almost there” came Roses voice “If the market has music I think so too” I replied and waited for another couple of minutes before being rolled to the front gate of a outdoor car park “Welcome to the market” said a tall male Amazon “Thank you” replied Rose and we rolled on into the hustle and bustle of the market “What's the point of a greeter at a community market?” I asked Rose when I thought we were far enough away from the greeter “Hush now Emy we are in public” I crossed my arms and huffed, we were back to this again, if Littles are supposed to be kids then kids play up all the time, I looked over to the closest stall and yep there was a Little boy pulling hard on the hand of a Male Amazon screaming that he wanted to leave “I hope you don't get any ideas from him” said Rose, don't worry Rose I would happily be the one to give him some ideas “I wouldn't be like that” I said sarcastically and I heard a chuckle come from Rose. Walking on there were Amazons selling the normal meats and vegetables that you would find at any farmers market but then there were the more… interesting stalls selling things like Littles organic anti rash cream and a few choice food that looked lovely but Rose quickly told me that they were all drugged to change things in a Littles behaviour, just incase that wasn't bad enough there were the occasional stall that sold evil looking punishment items for Littles, I almost threw a fit at the first of them I saw but Rose was quick to place the pacifier in my mouth mmm... chocolate flavour still though if Rose had not stayed clear of those stall I would have said something “Hey Chief” came a voice I recognised, looking around I saw Becca behind a stall not to far away “Your not going to give up on that name I see” I said after removing the paci “If the name still fit's” smirked Becca “How are you doing Becca?” asked Rose “Very good, business is going well today” “What do you sell?” I asked fairly sure it was some kind of jewelry but it was hard to see properly from this height “Jewelry for Littles” Replied Becca “I thought you worked at the other shop” I stated “I do this more as a hobby” “Like Roses sewing” “Yes but I like to sell the things I make, I know how about I show you? Rose is that alright” “Sure” replied Rose and Becca rounded the stall and unclipped me from the stroller then lifted me onto the table where I could see that she had made quite a collection of necklaces, bracelets, hair pieces and even a ring or two “What do you think?” asked Becca “I think I can stand on my own” I replied, she was holding my waist so I wouldn't fall I guess “Still so independent…” not as much as I would like I couldn't help thinking “Besides I can't do that Rose would kill me if you fell and got hurt” “Shes right I would” said Rose deadpan “No you wouldn't” Both Amazons chuckled at me “Does anything take your fancy?” asked Becca after her chuckle “Not that I can see…” I trailed off “How about something to go with that watch that you wear” my head shot up to her in panic “I don't wear a watch” I quickly said, I take it off and hide it under the bed before Rose comes into the Room most mornings and retrieve it after Rose washes and dresses me, today I didn't have the chance after getting dressed today “Oh but I could swear…” Becca trialed off “Nope see” I pulled up both sleeves to show my bar wrists “I must be mistaken then… hmmm… how about this then” Becca took one hand off my waist and picked up a shining butterfly thing “What is it?” I asked “It's a butterfly sweety” came Roses voice “I know that” I shot back and saw her grinning “It's a hair band” said Becca, I must have looked puzzled about how this thing was a hair band because I was “here like this… Rose could you...” Rose came over and held me while Becca started playing with my ponytail, within a moment she was done and holding up a mirror so I could see that the butterfly looked like it was sitting on the hair band, I had to admit it did look beautiful and impractical… but beautiful “Aw Becca that is so beautiful, what do you think Emy?” “It's good I guess” “How would you like to keep it then?” asked Becca “We will take it” said Rose before I could get a word in “How much?” asked Rose “Nothing for my friends” beamed Becca “Are you sure?” asked Rose “Positive just be sure to tell people where you got it if they ask” “Thank you Becca, now Emy what to you say?” “What…” I was still looking at it in the mirror and not really paying the Amazons any attention “What do you say to Becca for the butterfly” Rose reiterated “Oh… um thank you Becca” “Your welcome dear” replied Becca with a smile and with a tussle of my hair Rose took me and strapped me back into the stroller and we left Becca with a wave goodbye. “mmm that smells good” I said sniffing the air, just in front of us was a BBQ setup and whatever they were cooking it smelt great “Can we get something?” I asked pointing at the BBQ “You just had breakfast not to long ago” came Roses voice “I know but it smells great” “Hmm we can take a look but I don't promise we are getting anything.” Rose is a push over when I bring out the puppy dog eyes, we were now at a undercover eating area and Rose handed me half of what looked like a pizza pocket back home, while I’m quite sure this wasn't the things being cooked on the BBQ it still tasted great “Blow on it, it can be quite hot” chuckled Rose after my first bite and nearly spitting it out after the heat of it burned my mouth “Thanks I’ll remember that” Rose took out a water bottle from the stroller and offered the top to me which I drank greedily “What a cute Little you have there” Rose and I both turned to the Amazon woman sitting next to Rose “Oh thank you” replied Rose and I frowned, this is still demeaning as hell “How long have you had her?” asked the woman “Just over a week” said Rose as proudly as a new mother “Wow she behave well enough that I thought you have had her longer, I was going to ask for some tips with my own Little one here” I cocked my head to the side and saw the stroller she was pointing to, in it was a sleeping man wearing a red shirt with a cartoon t-rex on it and wearing of all things a tartan kilt “How precious, how long have you had him?” asked Rose “Two days ago” replied the woman equality as proud “But he's such a handful always trying to fight me and get away” “I hear that” replied Rose and they both looked at me “What? I’m perfect” Both of them started laughing “She's adorable” cood the woman “But I’m surprised you don't have her in a cute dress” Rose sighed “Yea I tried that Emy would you like to tell our new friend what you did to the last dress I put you in” “What dress” I asked all innocent like “I only remember playing with ribbons” Rose shook her head and the woman looked confused “Emy here used the corner of her legos to tear the dress into strips of ribbons, I came back into the room to find Emy here in nothing but her diaper” I smirked Rose hasn't even mentioned a dress since then and get to wear my overalls and pants, I may have had the worst tasting pacifier I have ever tasted stuck in my mouth for a hour or so but it was so worth it “My Little James is the opposite” laughed the woman “James won't let me put him in pants and will only wear that skirt...” “It's a kilt” I said interrupting them both and they looked at me “Emy” said Rose in her warning tone “A kilt… yes I think he calls it that too, what's the difference?” asked the woman “Well I don't know about here but back in my world only girls wear skirts but there is a country where some males wear them but they are called kilts… that's about all I know” I finished “I see” said the woman in thought “Maybe we should get our two Littles together so they can teach each other the right clothes to wear and your Little Emy can show James how good our world is” I frowned I am right here and can hear you I thought to myself “That would be nice” chuckled Rose “But I have the feeling my Emy is still in the trying to escape phase, just waiting for me to let my guard down” both of them turned back to me “I’m hurt you would even think such a thing” I scoffed but this didn't get me any chuckles this time “I see well I’m Anne” said Anne holding out her hand “I’m Rose” replied Rose shaking hands with Anne “It was great to meet the both of you and if you ever wanted to set up a playdate just send me a message I’m sure James would love to have a Little friend now I must be going James will be waking up in a couple of minutes” both woman smiled in some mutual understanding “Cya Emy!” called the woman and she was off pushing James out of site “She drugged him didn't she?” I asked a bit worried “I believe so” sighed Rose “Please don't leave me with that woman” “Don't worry I wouldn't do that until I knew I could trust her” now why do I get the feeling I’m going to be seeing more of them, I shivered, there was something off about that woman “Are you cold?’ I have a blanket with us if you want it“ Rose bent down to grab something from under the stroller but I stopped her “No it's fine I just…” I trailed off not really knowing what I was going to say “You better eat your food it might be the right temperature now” grinned Rose, I looked at the half and smiled “Your probably right.” The rest of the market was interesting to say the least, there was a live band that must be semi popular with Littles because there was a small group surrounding the band members, I really couldn't see why it was any good but I suppose music was never really my forte, Rose bought some food supplies and we went back home “Rose?” “Yes dear” “When are you starting your new job?” I asked as Rose was placing the newly bought food away “Tomorrow why do you ask?” I bit my thumb nail in thought “No reason” I answered “Are you still nervous?” asked Rose as she came over to me “Maybe a bit” I admitted “You won't have anything to worry about Kaylee will be there to play with” Rose bent down to my level and placed a hand on my shoulder “I know how brave and creative you are, by the end of the day you will be wondering why you were ever worried” I looked at her and frowned “Your sounding like my mum” Roses face seemed to lighten at hearing that “That's because we are all given the same hand book didn't you know” she said with a grin “You are so full of it” I said now smiling “Full, I think your tummy is full of all that food from the market” said Rose and poked me in the stomach lightly “Huh don't you think” and she proceed to tickle “No!” I squealed with laughter “Stop… stop it” I tried but it was no use Rose continued for what felt like minutes but eventually scooped me up “I think someone is wet” said Rose as she cradled me in her arms “That's… not… fair” I said panting “You made me wet myself” “Are you sure your not just blaming me” “Even if I was I wouldn't admit it” she might be partly right but there's no need to let her know “Well come on then missy let's get you cleaned” Rose carried me to the changing table in her room for once “Why do you still have this in here?” I asked when Rose laid me down “I mean you always use the one in my room” “I don't mind having a changing table in my room for you, what if one night you wake up with a nightmare and want to sleep with me, in the morning I would have to walk all the way over to your room just to change you in the morning” I thought about it for a moment “That seems oddly specific, I can't think of many other edge case uses” “And that my little thinker is why I look after you instead of the other way around” I burst out laughing at the thought that popped into my head at Roses comment “What's so funny” “Just the mental image of you getting a diaper change by me, I can't even think of how it would be done” Rose smiled as she got the changing supplies “You have some imagination there” even though she had a smile I could tell she wasn't impressed with my mental image “It's just your kind that needs diapers sweety” said Rose as she unsnapped the crotch of the overalls “So there aren't any Amazons that need them?” I asked as Rose removed the wet diaper “Of course not honey, why would Amazons need diapers” “I don't know, I never thought that I would ever need diapers again” I said with a shrug and I felt the familiar feeling of the wipe cleaning my lower half “And here I am getting a diaper change and pissing myself in my sleep” “Emy…” “Right right sorry I ment peeing not the other word” I gave her a grin “But you see what I mean so if I could need them again then maybe some Amazons do too” “That's not how it works sweety” Said Rose and unfolded the fluffy pink diaper “How do you know? There might be some out there that need them” “Trust me Emy I’m sure” Replied Rose rubbing in the powder “Well I suppose you would know” I shrugged again and felt the diaper being taped to my waist once more “Hey whos going to change me at the daycare?” I asked as the thought struck me “One of the carers” Replied Rose casually, shit it was one thing for Rose to change me like this but some random was another thing entirely “And your fine with that?” “It is one of there jobs in looking after the Littles” “But that's just…” Rose cut me off “Would you prefer to stay in your single diaper for the whole day?” asked Rose a grin returning “Umm not really” “Are you sure, we could go out and get you some super thick diapers for tomorrow though you probably won't be able to walk with them” now that's a terrifying thought “Please tell me your joking” “nope, we can get you some if you would prefer” “That really makes getting changed sound a lot better” “I thought you might say that” chuckled Rose and she snapped the overalls back together “There you go” said Rose with a pat to the diapered crotch and scooped me up into her arms once more “How about we watch something?” “Sounds good to me” I replied and we lazed around the house for the rest of the day.

Sorry to say that this update is a small one but here it is. *** Part 11 Wrapping up the night It was quickly discovered that according to Abby and Kaylee I was sorley deprived of toys and that Rose needs to get me more after that discovery I introduced them to the outside toy chest something that Rose had shown me a couple of days ago, it had just about every silly kids toy I could think of needless to say it wasn't really my thing but I did try meditation in the garden a couple of times again not my sort of thing… “Emy when is aunty Rose getting you a swing set?” asked Kaylee stopping her skipping rope “I don't think she has any plans too” I said with a frown “But every Little needs a swing set and... and... a sand pit and... and…” she was cut off by Gwen “Kaylee bear not every Little is as spoiled as you” Kaylees excited face fell in a moment “Sowy” I shrugged my shoulders “It's not like I really want them anyway” “But what if you want them later or you have friends over” “I suppose I’ll ask Rose for it then” “That's her subtle way of saying she wants to play with them now” said Gwen to me “Oh… well I don't have them just the toys in the box and this garden” I said and Kaylee's face saddened again as she walked off “I’m sorry Emma I spoil that girl a little too much sometimes” “Do what you gotta do” I said with a sigh and returned to laying down on the grass “Do you really not want those things or were you just saying it?” asked Gwen after a couple of minutes “I really don't” I replied, I wanted to add that just because her and the other Amazons were treating us like babies it doesn't mean that I will suddenly want to play the part “Or maybe I’m just saying that to keep up my independent appearance” I said jokingly “Hmm I think I better talk to my sister about getting you a swing set” my face dropped “Gwen I was kidding I really don't want it” I looked over to her and saw her give me a wink, Amazons have a blind spot in their thinking that all Littles want to play baby “Really Gwen I don't” “Got you” she gave me another wink “Seriously no swings” “Don't worry I hear you no swing set” I look at her for a moment then I see the wink, grrrr infuriating woman “There is no subtext hear it's no and only a no not a hidden yes” Gwen nodded and just as I thought I had gotten through to her I saw the wink again “Gah!” I groaned and rolled over, I have the feeling that Rose would be getting a swing set some time soon. Abby and Kaylee continued to run around the back yard for some time I meanwhile dozed in and out of consciousness still not having fully gotten used to the longer days, I know that Gwen played with the other two here and their but when she wasn't I have no idea what she was doing “Who's hungry!” called Rose from above me and I jumped to full wakefulness “Do you have to be so loud” I grumbled and looked up at the deck to see Rose standing there Oh sorry Emy I thought you were playing with your friends I'll let you go back to sleep and save the pizza for later” “Pizza?” “That's right” said Rose, I had been begging her to let me have pizza almost from day one of getting here “No no I'm up now” I said while standing and both Amazon's chuckled. All of us made our way inside but as I was walking to the kitchen I was stopped by Rose “Did you forget something?” She asked me, I thought about it for moment “Umm no” genuinely not sure why Rose would ask me that “We have to get you washed up you have been playing outside and are about to eat” “So…” I said still not getting it “ The others are…” I stopped as I looked behind me and saw that Abby, Kaylee and Gwen had left me and had gone to the bathroom “New rule then we wash our hands after being outside” if I was back on my family farm I could understand this without a problem but this I was laying on clean grass “But…” I tried “Ok then seeing how you need my help” and Rose scooped me up into her arms carrying me into the bathroom where Kaylee was washing her hands by using a step stool I could swear Rose didn't own, after the other two were done and leaving the room with Gwen Rose placed me onto the stool “Now do you know how to wash your hands or do you really need help?” asked Rose “I know how” I replied and lifted the mixer and proceed to rub my hands under the water then there was a sigh “what?” I asked looking up at Rose “Here let me help” Rose gently took hold of my hands and proceed to dispense some soap then rub my hands together and finally the rinse under the water “Lets not forget the last step” said Rose and she handed me the corner of the towel hanging from it's hook “All clean” I said with a grin I don't know why I said that but the moment I did I could see that Rose brightened a bit “That you are now let's get you some pizza before it gets cold” she said smiling. Rose carried me into the lounge room where everyone was sitting on the various seats with two large pizzas sitting on the central coffee table, just as I was wondering how I was going to even start eating a slice Wendy held up a much normal sized pizza “Here Em all yours I hope you like hawaiian” it's not my favorite but it's good all the same “Smells great” I said taking a deep breath in, ah the smell of pizza back home friday night was home made pizza night for as long as I could remember back home I wonder if I can start it here too. From the first bite I was sure there was something missing but I just couldn't put my finger on what it was “Emy lets swap a piece” said Kaylee breaking me out of my thoughts “Heck no” I laughed even if Rose had bought these from some store there is no way I’m eating anything of hers ever again “But I want to try yours” whined the girl “Well here then I probably wont eat all this anyway” I took a slice and put it in her pizza box “What do you say Kaylee bear” came Gwen's voice “Thank you Emy” beamed Kaylee and she immediately started on the piece I had given her, I merely bobbed my head at her and continued to eat my own. Everyone had left by now and it was back to just being me and Rose “So are you satisfied with your revenge?” asked Rose out of nowhere “What revenge?” I asked in my innocent sounding voice though it was harder to do as I was laying my head on her lap and she was stroking my hair “Are you trying to say that Gwen came up with getting Wendy over here all on her own” “She must have I don't know how to contact Wendy” “But you could have given her the idea after all you and her did have your little private chat” “I told you I just wanted to ask her somethings about Kaylee” “Right” it was clear she didn't believe me I wonder why “And what would I be getting revenge for?” I asked “Oh i don't know me taking your new toy from you” “I’m not that petty” I replied looking up to her fluttering my eyes “Ha you may think your innocent but I can see right through you” “Did you have a good time with her?” I asked now serious “I did thank you Emy” “That's good” I said with a yawn “The sun is starting to set and I think it is time for bed” “Your probably right” I replied and was carried into my room “How long have you been in this wet diaper?” asked Rose as she placed me on the changing table “Since going outside” I said with a shrug it was starting to bother me less and less “Oh Emy why didn't you tell me I could have changed you right away” “Aren't you supposed to check me” I replied with my little smirk and Rose laughed “I honestly didn't expect you to use it let alone stay in it, I’ll have to pay more attention to your diaper checks in the future” I merely nodded my head in agreement. With my diaper change to a fresh one and swapping my clothes to my PJ’s Rose tucked me into bed and started to read our book as I slowly drifted off to sleep “Thank you mummy” came out of my lips just before sleep took me for it's own. Rose After her Little was dressed and tucked into bed Rose picked up the book she had been reading to the girl for the last couple of days and began where she had left the previous night, the simple act of reading to someone so small and so precious was something Rose thought she would never enjoy yet here she was softly reading to this little ray of sunshine even with her quirks and yes the occasional tantrum Rose still would not trade a thing “Thank you mummy” Rose looked up from the book “What was that?” She softly ask not daring to believe she heard correctly “Emy what did you say?” it was no use the Little was truly asleep now, heart now pounding and her mind racing Rose knew that she had heard correctly, Emy had called her mommy sure the girl was very sleepy but there was no mistaking what she had said “Thank you for being in my life Emy” she said after leaning in and kissing the Little on her forehead, it was this moment that Rose knew beyond any doubt that she was doing the right thing for Emy to have a happy life “Sleep well Emy” Rose whispered before turning out the light.

@treasuresman Thank you so much its great to know when someone likes the story ? @CDfm Now why would you be suspicious about poor Dave if that is his name xD Don't worry about the likes just knowing you wanted to give it one is more than enough for me.

I want to say a big thank you to everyone that reads this story I honestly didn't think I would still be writing based of past experiences with writing, I think sharing the story makes me want to keep writing. *** Part 10 New and old friends I stayed in the room while Rose had left and rejoined her sister and was walking back and forth the diaper rustling with each step but that was background noise by now, with Rose getting the wrong idea my time out of full diapers was now over and I can bet some of her other odd things are going to get reintroduced it meant that today is probably going to be my last day that I can go exploring on my own so I should probably take advantage of it this and other thoughts keep swirling around my in head back and forth until I finally make up my mind and leave the room to rejoin the others “Rose” I say as I get to the doorway “Yes dear” Rose looked over to me “I want to go out again” Rose looked shocked even though I have done this a couple of times now “Don't you want to stay here and play with Kaylee?” she asked “I won't be long” I said trying to reassure her “Okay be safe” she said and came over to me “I will but could I use the scooter this time? It would allow me to get around quicker and get back faster” I said in a rush “You know I don't want you using that it's too dangerous” this had been Roses response to each request, Kaylee never said that I couldn't ask for things so she shouldn't have reason to end our deal “What” came Gwen's voice “Did I hear right that you aren't letting Emma use the toy I bought for her” inside I was doing the happy dance because if Gwen was on my side I wouldn't have to fight for this and I might even get my way “I can't believe you got it for her in the first place” said Rose looking at Gwen who was helping Kaylee with her drawings “It's perfectly safe Kaylee rides hers all the time in the back yard don't you Kaylee bear tell Aunty Rose how much you like it” Kaylee looked up from her drawings “It's fun” she said simply “You see let Emma have some fun” Rose and Gwen were looking at each other like they were having a mental conversation till Rose finally broke the silence “You know that she won't be in the backyard” Gwen looked thoughtful at this “How about we all go for a walk it will be nice to walk off lunch, do you mind us joining you Emma?” asked Gwen, it was my turn to think about it because I really didn't want them to but I guess that if I could use the scooter I could ditch them for a couple of minutes here and there “I guess not” I said slowly “Wonderful I’ll get ready and Rose can get your scooter” “I never said she can use it” stated Rose quickly “You will be watching me the whole time” I chimed in “Wasn't that our deal when I opened it?” “It was…” said Rose slowly “You can't go back on your word little sister” said Gwen with a smirk “Fine you win” said Rose with a sigh “You can use it this time” this isn't how I pictured using it but I guess a win is a win and I’ll take it “Kaylee bear we are going for a walk lets get you changed miss puddle pants” “But I want to keep drawing mommy” replied Kaylee as she was lifted into the air “Your masterpieces will still be here when we get back” “Ok mommy” she said happily and the two of them left the room. It took ten minutes for everyone to be ready, I know the whole stereotype that girls take forever to get ready but I’m a farm girl and can be ready at the drop of a hat so it annoyed me that they were holding me up from using my last chance to explore until I saw something that would have made me groan with the thought of what Amazons did but this time I was curled up laughing “You are so lazy” I laughed as Gwen placed Kaylee in a oversized baby stroller well at least for me it was oversized “Nah ah this is how mommy and I go for walks all the time” said Kaylee as if she had won her argument “So let me get this right Gwen walks and you get pushed along and you call that going for a walk” I couldn't help but see the haliarity in that “What's wrong with that? You are going to be using the scooter” “I will be moving it myself not getting a comfy ride as someone else pushes me” Kaylee crossed her arms and huffed “That's enough girls there is nothing wrong with either option” said Gwen with a smile and Kaylee stuck out her tongue at me, I rolled my eyes and looked behind me to see Rose finally meeting us out the front door and carrying my prize… and a bag of something “What you got there Rose?” I asked a bit puzzled because it wasn't a diaper bag I have seen to many of them now and it wasn't a shopping bag because it was a stringy mesh with pink items in there that I couldn't make out, Rose walked up to me and kneeled down “This is your protective gear” and she pulled out a butterfly covered pink helmet “Really why is everything pink?” “Because you look so cute in it” said Kaylee in a sarcastic voice and laughed “Kaylee bear don't be mean” said Gwen and I could hear Kaylee chuckeling to herself “Kaylees not wrong you look to cute in pink” said Rose “There are other colors besides pink just give me some spray cans and I can fix this mess” both Amazons chuckled then Rose pulled out the rest of the protective gear “Rose do I have to wear it I know how to ride a scooter without hurting myself” its not like it's hard to figure out anyway “I maybe out voted on you using this thing…” she held up the scooter again “But I can at least make sure you are safer” I looked at Rose and knew there was no doubt about this so I relented and Rose started covering me in protective gear until it came to my left wrist to which I insisted I put it on so Rose wouldn't find her watch under the sleeve. Having been fully decked out in safety gear I now feel like a tank starting with the helmet next was some shoulder pads I have know idea why I needed them, then the elbow guards and the hand glove things that had some hard plastic thing in the center of my palms and lastly the all important knee pads “I feel like a tank now” I said in a light hearted tone “I bet you do and you even have a soft landing if you fall on your back side” smiled Rose “Why would I…” I cut myself off as it came to me “Oh right the diaper” we all had a quick chuckle then Rose handed me the scooter and gave me a quick crash course on how to use it, here's my simplified version for you “You push with your leg to move, step here to use the brake and turn the handle to turn left or right but not both at the same time” Rose over complicated the whole process of course but finally we were on the move and with the rolling of the scooter I could keep up with the Amazons with little effort for the first time it was great and I made sure to ride in front and behind whenever I wanted to change just because I could, I hadn't done this in years and despite it all I was having a great time I don't know if it was the fact that I was outside again after being cooped up inside for so long or the exercise itself but I bet I looked like the adult child the Amazons saw me as “You wouldn't be having fun now would you” asked Rose with her smile “Don't know what your talking about” I returned and shot past the Amazons and Kaylee, it was hard to keep the smile from my face as the warm breeze ran though my hair it really was great to be outside again. “I’m going round the block” I said after a while and speed past the slow walkers “Don't be to long” I heard Rose call as I raced on rounding the corner and down a lane way and in no time crossed two more blocks before finding a oversized kids park, I really have to stop calling everything oversized I guess it's normal sized here “Wow” there were half a dozen Amazons and probably twice as many humans or Littles if you prefer. I rolled along looking at the park when I felt the scooter come to a violent stop and I was thrown over the handlebars and fell to the pavement with a thump “AWW f… that hurt” I held onto my left wrist which felt like it was broken yes I have broken it before so I know what it feels like, immediately I heard footsteps running over to me “Are you alright?” asked a male voice, I tentatively let go of my wrist and looked at it the sleeve was torn to ribbons but I saw something that was far worse to me than the pain of my wrist, the glass in the watch Rose had given me was smashed with scratches over the remaining metal face “No” I whispered in a soft voice “It's ok dear you just had a tumble it's a good thing your Amazon got you these pretty protection…” “It's broken” I whispered and I felt my eyes start to tear up, I don't know if it is from the pain I was in or from seeing the watch, the shadow of the Amazon covered me “May I see it?” he asked and I turned to see the male Amazon with his short cut brown hair, a few stubbles of beard starting to show and the deepest brown eyes I had ever seen, he seemed vaguely familiar but I couldn't place where “It's broken” I said again and I felt the trembling in my voice, gently he took my wrist “Would you mind if I took a look at it? I might be able to fix it” he asked again and this time the voice registered so I nodded slowly, he unclipped the clasp and examined it before holding it out of my eye site for a moment then slipped the watch back on my wrist, there it was looking good as new the glass was intact and the scratches had vanished, the only difference was the watch now had a lite red tint surrounding the glass “Wow thank you” I said and tried to wipe a tear from my eye “Not a problem at all” he said smiling “I’m glad I can help now are you hurt anywhere?” I moved my wrist slowly and felt only a dull ache but not the pain of any thing broken and started to move more of my body “I don't think so other than a few scrapes” “That's good to hear” he said and helped me back to my feet “How did you fix the watch?” I asked now very curious, he smiled again and squeezed each side of the watch face then turned slightly and right before my eyes I saw the watch face grow smaller, he turned the other way and it started to grow in size “How the…” I was completely stunned “Adaptive materials” the man smiled again “Now I think we had better find your mommy or daddy they will be worried” “Oh… I can find them… I wasn't supposed to be here” I murdered and he chuckled “Thank you for your honesty… hmm if I let you find them do you promise to tell them what happened?” I looked up in complete surprise not believing my luck and quickly held my non wrist hand behind my back and crossed my fingers, thinking back on this it seems childish but in the moment it felt like the right thing to do “I promise I will tell them about the crash” I said aloud and to myself I thought but not about the watch “Hmm ok then” and he gave em a quick brush off to get some of the dust and dirt off my overalls and shirt “Now I want you to pay more attention to where you're going next time ok” I nodded “Definitely, thank you for helping me…” I stopped because I just realised i didn't know this person's name “You can call me Dave” “Ok thank you Dave” “You are very welcome little one” “Do you… do you live around here?” he waited a moment before replying “I don't but I do like to come here after work to walk around the park” I smiled “I might see you again then” “You just might” “Ok I… better go” I stammered and grabbed the scooter “Sure make sure to watch where you're going” “Yep” I said and pushed off with the scooter rolling away, what the hell was wrong with me, I felt my warm cheek and knew what was happening it was the same thing that happened to me when I met my boyfriend. I finally made my way back to Rose and the moment she saw me she ran over to me and checked me all over especially where the clothing was ripped “Emy are you alright what happened?” she asked in a rush “I’m fine it was just a little fall I have so much protective gear on I don't think it's possible to get injured” This of course was a lie seeing how I had a few scraps here and there which did ach a little but not much “This is why I didn't want you riding this thing you could have gotten seriously hurt” she squeezed me in a hug “Ow Rose I think you are hurting me more than the fall” I wheezed and she released me “It's safe to use right Gwen?” I looked up to Gwen and saw she had a worried face “Maybe Rose was right…” well this didn't sound good for me “Maybe you are too young to use the scooter” “No don't bail on me now” I whined “Look I’m fine no damage” again not true but she was leaving my side here, she was obviously unconvinced “Im sorry but I’m with Rose on this one now” I looked back at Rose and there was no doubt she was happy to hear that it was now two to one in her favour “Rose please” I whined “No I’m sorry you aren't ready yet” and just like that Rose took the scooter off me and walked back over to the stroller, I was upset no I was bordering on anger, how could she do this to me just because I had a stupid little fall sure I have scrapes but they will heal in a couple of days the scooter was the one thing I finally enjoyed about this world it was control it was my freedom to go where I wanted and Rose just took it away “Emy are you hoping on?” I hadn't even noticed that the Amazons had walked over to me but I now saw that they had attached the scooter to the baby stroller some how “You can ride it home” said Rose, this isn't riding this more like being dragged around but I grudgingly stepped onto the scooter and the Amazons resumed their walking. They took a different route than I did but eventually the four of us ended up at the park that I had fallen at “Is this the park you have been trying to take me to for the last week?” I asked Rose “It sure is” replied Rose, through the ride I had calmed myself down thankfully I think I was sounding normal, logically I had only just gotten the scooter so it's not like I’m now missing out on much and who knows I might get to use it again some time “Emy” “Huh?” Both the Amazons laughed “Were you off with the fairies again?” asked Rose “Something like that” I replied “Well I asked if you wanted to go play” I looked over at the playground and as far as I could remember I don't think that I had ever been on anything like it before well apart from the swings “EMY COME AND PLAY WITH ME!!!” called Kaylee from the jungle gym “Mmm fine” I mumbled and hopped of the scooter “Wait a moment” I turned back to Rose “You might want to take off these silly” Rose unclipped the helmet and other protective gear “There now go have fun” said Rose with a smile and I walked over to Kaylee without another word. While walking over to Kaylee I was looking all over for that nice man I met Dave but he was nowhere in site I wonder if he went home “Hurry Emy I want to play.” I followed Kaylee around for at least an hour seriously how does she have so much energy to do such childish things but finally it was time to go back to Roses place with the two Amazons asking me how I liked the park and of course me giving non answers that it was alright and yes I would like to go back some time but I would prefer to go back using the scooter on my own again not that I told the Amazons this it would just get my hackles up again both of us didn't need that, getting the protective gear back on was a bit of a sad point when we were leaving because I didn't think that I needed it if I was just going to be dragged along again “Here we are” announced Rose as we pulled up in front of the house “Home again” “My home away from home” chuckled Gwen “But you haven't been here that much” I said to her “Doesn't mean I can't invite myself over more in the future” stage whispered Gwen and she gave me a quick pat on my head, we went back inside and the moment Kaylee was out of the stroller she was back to her drawing but with a little less gusto good to see that she doesn't have an infinite supply of energy “Hey Gwen could I talk to you for a second” I asked out of nowhere “Sure hun what's up?” I wave for her to follow me I didn't want Rose to over hear this conversation queue evil laugh “So” Gwen shut the door “Do you have a way of talking to Wendy?” I asked, instantly a smile came to Gwens face “I think you can see what I was going to ask” I said with a smirk “Emy I think you and I are going to get on quite nicely.” For the next half hour Rose took to the sewing machine trying to fix my torn clothes after she had cleaned up my scrapes which had well and truly scabbed over on those few that had actually drawn blood and now Gwen was playing a game of monopoly with Kaylee and myself when there was a knock at the door “Are you expecting someone?” asked Gwen “Not that I know of” replied Rose with a puzzled look, she left her chair and went off to the door, Gwen and I tried to hide our smiling faces “What's going on mummy?” asked Kaylee “Just wait dear you will see” then we heard the door open “Wendy how did you…” came Roses stunned voice “Gwen said you could use a house guest or two” seconds later Rose reentered the living room with Wendy and Abby in one arm in tow, out of site of Wendy Rose glared at both Gwen and myself our grinning faces doing nothing to diminish it one little bit “And she also reminded me that I owed you a drink” the glared doubled at Gwen our grins getting bigger “So I brought these” Wendy held up a six pack with her free hand like the one I had seen Becca with last week “ABBY!!!” squealed Kaylee “KAYKAY!!!” called back Abby and the little was set down allowing them to run to each other “Come see my drawings” said Kalee and she dragged Abby over to the coffee table with Gwen and myself, now I think it is time for my fantastic acting skills to shine, I immediately put on a horrified face and like the attentive care taker that Rose seemed to be noticed straight away “Emy whats wrong?” “I think I had an accident” I whispered even though this wasn't true just mentioning it brought the warmth to my cheek probably giving it that extra bit of realism, time for Gwen to chip in “Oh Emy I had better get you cleaned up since Rose has a guest” she recited it as if she was reading it from a sheet, there is no way Gwen was going to be an actor “And I bet that Kaylee needs a change too” “No mummy I’m…” she was cut off “Come on Kaylee bear lets get you all nice and clean” said Gwen as she scooped the girl into her arms “Let's make it a round dozen, Abby did you want to follow your friends?” Gwen held out her hand to the girl and Abby took it without question “Gwen I can't…” started Rose “Don't worry we won't be long unless the girls want to do something after the changes” Gwen rushed out of the living room with Abby, Kaylee and myself leaving Rose and Wendy alone. “That was excellent” I cheered when we got into my room “What's happening?” Asked Abby timidly I turned to see Kaylee nodding in Gwen's arms “Abby dear does your mummy talk about Rose?” Asked Gwen as she set down Kaylee and took a seat on the floor, Abby nodded “I think mummy likes her” this just reassured me that I was doing the right thing “Do you want your mummy to be happy?” Gwen asked the Little “Of course” “Then trust me that leaving Rose and your mummy together is a good thing” the girl looked thoughtful “Ok” she said slowly “I still don't understand mummy” said Kaylee lightly pushing Gwen's shoulder “I'll tell you later Kaylee bear now does anyone need a real diaper change?” I could feel the need for the toilet growing but I didn't want Gwen seeing down there it's bad enough that Rose does “No” came out of the three of us wearing diapers. “Do you know what that was all about?” asked Wendy “I have a suspicion and I think that we won't see them again for a while” sighed Rose, one of Wendy's eyebrows raised “Drinks you say” said Rose more happily and the two Amazons opened a bottle each.

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This is why people shouldn't work 7 days a week you go to post an update on Monday or Wednesday at the latest and suddenly you find out its Friday ?, sorry everyone. @Jayme Never forget the mindset of a little is if at first you don't succeed lie and manipulate till you get your way ? I'm not saying that's whats happening its just based on my own experience with a lg. *** Second Arc “I am Emy” Part 09 The deal I looked at the watch Rose had given me on that first day and sighed “Tick… tick… tick…” I mumbled to myself with each movement of the second hand, I was bored it had been a week since the party and Kaylee's offer had been stuck in my head, I don't think she had even heard my reply before she was asleep could she really get me home when even Rose could or is that Rose wouldn't? I only had her word to go on that she couldn't take me home after all and what person believes their captor even if they seemed nice enough. It's official I was depressed for a number of reasons first because Rose and I found out pretty quickly that the bed wetting was here to stay so Rose and I had to make a deal that I wear the diapers to bed but I can still choose my undergarments during the day with comando not being an acceptable option… I tried. Second reason for this melancholy mood was there isn't anything to do here sure Rose had suggested hundreds of things but it was all way to childish or embarrassing, she really can't see me as an equal maybe it's because of the hight thing… so I have spent the last week doing nothing but laying around the house because of this Rose has started to call me kitten because she says I’m acting more like a cat than a Little and I stupidly mewed back once just to relieve this boredom so now I’m a kitten… sigh. On the plus side I have tried my new found freedom twice both times not making it past the stupid letterbox… I wonder why she even has it, I’ve never seen any mail… back on track, both times Rose watched me from the step of the front door but she didn't stop me or tell me to come back so yay for that I suppose. I heard Roses footsteps approaching and I quickly covered the watch with the longsleeve shirt Rose had made me actually she had been a very busy woman and made a full dozen different outfits, I don't know why I was hiding the watch but Rose hasn't asked for it back so maybe she forgot I had it “Here you go” Rose handed me a small bowl of Little Mac and my sippy cup, she still didn't trust me with glass “Thanks Rose” I know I should be grateful that she was doing all this for me but it was really starting to get on my nerves, from the moment I could walk I have always thought of myself as independent now I’m not much better than a pet… a cat “What are you watching today?” asked Rose “I don't know” I said changing the channel for the hundredth time, Rose took a seat next to me and watched as I kept changing channel after channel the food not slowing me much at all “How much longer?” I asked, Rose looked at her replacement watch and answered “They should be here in another ten minutes” Replied Rose, we had been waiting for Gwen and Kaylee to arrive, it will be the first time we had seen them since the party and I was ready to talk to Kaylee again and see if she really could get me home I really don't want to get my hopes up again for nothing. “How about now?” I asked again “Soon” replied Rose in the same voice she had used the very first time, we only had to wait a few more seconds before I saw the red car pull up in the driveway “How long now?” this time it was Rose asking and she grinned at me “Now” I replied, Rose and I walked to the front door and greeted the two guests “Tea Gwen?” asked Rose after the normal pleasantries “That would be lovely” replied Gwen as she placed Kaylee onto the floor next to me “Emma why don't you show Kaylee your Room” said Rose as she walked into the kitchen with Gwen “Kay” I sighed and I felt something slam into me almost knocking me to the floor, it was Kaylee hugging me from the back “EMY!!!” squealed Kaylee “IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN” ‘Um yea it's good to see you too” I replied in a much softer voice, this girl was way to excitable but if she can get me home… “IT'S BEEN FOREVER” “Quieter voice I’m right here and it's only been a week” “I know but it feels longer” she replied and finally let go of me. We walked to my room with Kaylee telling me every stupid thing she had been doing since we last saw each other “Now Kaylee…” I started as I closed the door of the room “Hmm…” she was looking around the room rather than looking at me “I wanted to talk to you about your deal from last time” she turned to face me “This is a nice room but it needs more toys and a crib” Rose had modified the bed slightly so it didn't look as much like a stupid kids bed but that's beside the point “So you can't do it?” I was sure of this from the start but I felt my hopes die a little more any way “You haven't been holding up your part by the looks of it” Kaylees voice had changed from her cutesy voice to something more conversational “You went to sleep before we could make the deal” I shot back “Oh… that's right I did too” she giggled, I sighed and said “I wanted to talk to you about it before making the deal” “What did you want to talk about, let Rose look after you the way she wants for three months, if you still want to go home after that I’ll help you” I looked at her unbelievably “It's the getting me home I don't get” “Simple I get you home” this girl… “How?” I asked “I have my ways” Kaylee said proudly “I want proof it can be done” Kaylee laughed at me “And… and how am I going to prove it” she doubled over laughing “It's not that funny” I said waiting for her to settle down “Look you are going to have to trust me that I can get you home” the thing was that I didn't trust her but did I really have any other option at this point “So… so what exactly would I have to do?” I asked “Whatever Rose wants” she said simply “But she wants me to wear diapers and call her mommy and… and…” this wasn't appealing “Then do it, Amazons know what's best for Littles, what are you wearing right now?” asked Kaylee, I have no doubt that if I hadn't been wearing my pants overalls Kaylee would have just looked to see “Um… a pull up” I replied slowly “Why aren't you wearing a diaper?” she asked now looking truly puzzled “Because Rose lets me choose what I wear” I replied “Well that's got to change and there's no telling Rose about our deal” I felt my cheeks get warm, something that hasn't happened for a couple of days now “You want me to wear a diaper?” I asked thinking that the pull up might as well be a diaper “Yep” “But… but aren't pull ups diapers?” “You said that Rose wants you in a diaper so into a diaper you go if you want this deal” I groaned “Do we have a deal?” asked Kaylee extending her little finger, how childish “I do what Rose wants for three months after that you take me home” I said to clarify the deal “And Rose never knows” added Kaylee “Right…” I thought over it one last time “Three months” I said aloud “Three months” echoed Kaylee “And I don't want to be drugged” “That's up to you but they help” I thought about it for the last time looking for something I’ve missed but nothing came to mind soI held out my pinky finger, we locked fingers and shook the deal being made and my imprisonment was now going to get a lot weirder wasn't there something about cruel and unusual punishment… “So first thing how are you going to get Rose to diaper you?” asked Kaylee “I’ll just get her to when I need to use the bathroom again” I said not really wanting to talk about my bathroom habits with this girl “Do you need to go now?” she asked looking down at my crotch “Maybe” I replied and turned slightly “Then let it out and wait for Rose to check you” my cheeks were getting warmer, how could she talk about all this so casually “That will be worse she will think I had an accident and force me back into diapers” “Even better” replied Kaylee “From now on if you feel the need just let it go your mommy will take care of it” “But… but I normally tell Rose when I need to… you know” “Nah ah Rose is mommy now” this is already to much… again and I thought it was bad enough when I first woke up here, three months is going to be hell “Do I have to call… Rose mommy straight away she will know something is up if I do” “Hmmm…” Kaylee thought about it for a moment then answered “Your right ok but you will have to start calling aunty Rose mommy by the next time we see each other” well at least there's a little wiggle room with some of this weirdness “You said you had to go now didn't you?” asked Kaylee after a moment “I do” I sighed knowing where this was going “Well go” said Kaylee like it was just that easy, I have gotten used to going in the pull ups over the last couple of days but I still wanted a bit of privacy “Could you give me a little privacy or something” “Why?” she asked “Because I can't go with you watching me” I said I would think that would be obvious “Your going to have to get used to that it's your new norm” I frowned “What are you my coach?” “Your coach” she said like she was trying out the words “I like it, yep I am your coach to living properly” the old cutesy voice returned in that sentence “You are messed up in the head” I muttered under my breath and closed my eyes “GO GO GO YOU CAN DO IT!” she cheered “That really doesn't help” “But cheerleaders always help” I turned from her and concentrated on trying to pee while Kaylee watched, seriously how do guys pee with others watching in public toilets, it took some time but finally the deed was done “Are you done?” asked Kaylee as I turned back to her “Yes” I replied slowly and started walking to the door “Where are you going?” asked Kaylee “To get Rose to change me” I said “TOOOOOT!!!” I turned to look at the girl “What the…?” “I don't have a whistle so toot” she giggled “From now on you can't tell Aunty Rose when you need a change” oh right she had said that earlier “So… what do I do to tell her I need a change?” I asked already wanting to be out of this wet pull up “Nothing, your mommy will know when to change you” I looked at her she could not be serious I have a mouth and am able to speak why not tell Rose it's just gross and unhygienic to be walking around like this right? Suddenly there was a knock at the door “Girls are you alright in there?” came Gwen's voice “Yes mommy Emy and I are just playing” called back Kaylee “Ok well when your finished come on out we have some good news for the two of you” “Ok mommy” this time listening for it I heard the footsteps of the two Amazons retreating “You could have told your… um… Mommy that I need a change” I said trying to get out of this sooner than later “Your mommy will know when to change you” she said simply and my mind started to wonder what the Amazons would have in store this time “Do you have dolls?” “Where did that come from?” I asked “I thought we could play with some dolls” replied Kaylee “Wouldn't you rather see what the Amaz… our mommys want” “Mommy told us to come out when we are finished playing and we haven't even started playing yet just talked about boring grown up stuff” I think I was starting to get it now Kaylee used the two voices like a split personality I wonder if that's a side effect of the drugs, a cutsey voice for her babyish things and a normal voice for everything else “Dolls?” she asked again “Um I think there's some in the box over there” I said pointing at the toy box with my stupid nickname on it. Kaylee played with the dolls for a bit and of course tried to get me to join her but after the seventh no she finally relented and stood back up “Your no fun I’m going to see what mommy wanted” “Ro… mommy never told me to play with you just show you my room” I said smirking then walked up the step ladder by the door and turned the door handle to let the sulking Kaylee out “There you are how was your play time?” asked Rose as we walked into the kitchen “Emy wont play with me” whined Kaylee, you little twit “Kaylee bear we talked about this Emma is new and might not want to play with you straight away” said Gwen as she picked Kaylee up and onto her knee “But… but… I want a playmate” and I saw the corners of her eyes start to water dam she's a good little actress “Well you might have more opportunities to play soon” said Gwen and Kaylee wiped her eyes with her hand “Did you want to tell them Rose?” Asked Gwen looking over at Rose “Sure, Emma did you want to come over here” I pushed myself off the doorway and walked over to Rose and she lifted me onto the kitchen island bench, I saw the brief pause as Rose set me down and i thought she must have realised that I had wet the pull up but nope “In a couple of days I will be starting work at the School Gwen works at” said Rose with her usual smile “So you have been a jobless bum, I thought so” I said before I could think how that would go down, Rose sighed and pushed one of her pocket pacifiers into my mouth and Kaylee giggled “In essence yes I haven't had a job since I moved here” “When did you move?” I asked around the paci “A couple of days before you came to live with me actually” replied Rose, with how lived in the house seemed I had thought that Rose had lived here for years before I woke up here “So are you the new janitor” I asked with a smirk, Rose knew me well enough by now to know that wasn't a smart ass remark and just my way of asking what her new job is “I will be teaching classes miss smarty pants beside I’m already your janitor” she replied with her own smirk “Gwen was kind enough to give me the good news in person” said Rose, I must be missing something because now of this explained why Kaylee and I would be seeing more of each other “So Emma this means you get to go to daycare with Kaylee” I spat out the paci the moment the words registered in my brain “Fuck no I’m not going to daycare especially like this I can just stay here or with you” Rose sighed and picked up the paci “Emma I can't let you stay here on your own or bring you to work with me” “WHY NOT!” I shot back I could tell vaguely that I was making Gwen and Kaylee uncomfortable “I’ll stay with Gwen” I tried “Gwen and I will be working similar hours” “Becca then” anything was better than going to the Amazon equivalent of day care despite what they think I am not a baby “Becca also has a job” Rose said calmly “Someone else… anyone else” I was frantically racking my brain for some way out and then I heard it, Kaylee cleared her throat and said “Emy it's ok remember I was telling you about it earlier” I was about to snap at the girl about how she hadn’t said any such thing but realised she was talking about our deal… Rose had to have final say in my life for the next three months or there was a good chance I wasn't getting home, I closed my eyes, clenched my fists and breathed “I’m sorry Rose” I said slowly and opened my eyes to see a shocked look on her face, it was clear that she thought I was going to go into full on meltdown which I probably would have if it wasn't for my self interest taking president “I didn't realise it was the same day care…” I gritted my teeth at the word daycare “That Kaylee went to” I said continuing Kaylees lie “Oh my silly Little” said Rose as she hugged me “So emotional over the weirdest things” breath just breath “Sorry Rose” I managed to say like I truly regretted what I had done “It's ok but I think you might need this” and she held up the paci again, I wonder if she thought about forcing it into my mouth to shut me up I wondered as she placed the paci into my now slightly opened mouth. With the horrible news out of the way the Amazons retreated into the living room with Kaylee and myself in tow, a couple of colouring books and crayons were laid out on the coffee table and Kaylee went to work on them immediately I sat down on the floor resting my back against one of the sofas listening to the two Amazons talking about what Rose was likely going to need for her new job and some of the things she should expect, while listening I was also thinking about half a dozen other things firstly how to get Rose to notice that I had a wet pull up without Kaylee realising that I did anything, secondly some way to get out of going to the stupid daycare this time with Rose thinking it was her idea, I groaned in resignation and Rose looked over at me “What's up Em?” “Nothing” I groaned again and rested my head on my arm “Do you need to use the potty” asked Rose, her stupidly infantile way of asking me if I need to use the bathroom “No” I answered honestly “Have you had an accident?” “What no” I sputtered honestly “It's ok if you have hun, just let me know and I’ll get you all nice and clean” yeah and into a full blown diaper I thought, Kaylee had stopped her colouring and was now noticably listening to the conversation “Emma” said Rose “Yes” I replied not looking at her “Come here please” I looked back at her for a second this probably was the best way of letting Rose know I was wet without telling her, I stood up and walked over to Rose where she quickly lifted me onto the couch and without warning reached her hand down the back of my overalls and pull up to feel how wet it was, as much as I wanted Rose to know that I was wet so she would change me I immediately felt my cheeks glow with warmth from the invasion “Oh Emma” said Rose and she scooped me up and stood up “I’ll be back shortly Gwen” Gwen nodded and I was carried off something that Rose had been quite good at respecting since we had been at Gwen's place but just this once I didn't mind as much. “OK Emma what's going on” asked Rose as she laid me on the changing table in my room, the door was closed so along with my room being the furthest from the living room I was quite sure that none of our conversations could be over heard but just in case “Nothing” I replied “Nothing really are you going to stick with that” I looked away from her, is she a freaking mind reader “You hate being in any sort of padding that isn't dry” “Actually I hate the dry ones too” I added and she smiled but continued on “Then I find you in your wet pull up denying it, if you had an accident you can tell me” yea then you would shove me into a diaper but still that's not the reason “Is it because you didn't want me to put you back into a diaper” seriously are you reading my mind I thought at her “Well?” she asked, well at least she isn't a mind reader “Is it because you didn't want to tell me while Gwen and Kaylee are here?” I thought about this for a moment but I didn't want to lie to her “It wasn't an accident” I mumbled “Emma please don't lie to me we have had an understanding for the past week, you let me know when you need to go so I know it's not an accident and I let you wear what you want within reason” I looked away from her, I couldn't lie to her but i couldn't tell her the truth either or could I… maybe part of it “Kaylee and I were talking…” I started, from the corner of my eye I could see that this wasn't news to her “I mean of course we were talking but she told me some of the things that her and Gwen do” this isnt a complete lie “Don't tell me your starting to want this life too” said Rose with a smirk “No, no… it's just…” shit dug myself into a hole here “Emy there is nothing wrong with letting me do these things for you, I want you to be happy” ok this might be a deeper hole than I expected “I know how independent you are and that's great but if you have someone in your life that enjoys doing the hard things for you then there is nothing wrong with letting them help you” I guess this is basically what Kaylee wanted anyway for Rose to have the final say for the next couple of months I guess it's time for some good bad acting on my part “It's not like that…” I said with my shaky voice but my words were cut off as I felt Rose embrace me once more “It's ok Emy I will never let anything bad happen to you” Emy… so I’m now Emy… but the joy in Roses voice I don't understand why “Why…” I choked out and tried again “Why do you want to do everything?” “Because I love you and want you to be happy” Rose had pushed slightly away and I could see the corners of her eyes starting to well up, she thought that I was finally willingly letting her baby me because I want her to but I'm not it's just another manipulation, I’ve turned into one of the girls that I hated from school manipulating the emotions of anyone to get what they want… but Rose is getting what she wants so I’m not bad for using her right? Then again maybe that's the excuse the bad girls make... “It's ok I will take care of everything” said Rose after I hadn't said anything for a while and she hugged me one last time before wiping her eyes and changing me from the wet pull up to one of the diapers I had been wearing at night.

Well I think its ready so heres the next part, I might rewrite it one day because I'm not completely happy with it but it will do for now *** Part 8 When life gives you puddles Even though it wasn't really that far to the living room I could swear it was a mile or more away but I made it there with my own feet I wasn't carried like a baby “It's in there” I said pointing to the pile of stuffed animals in the play pen, Rose bent down and pulled the pull up out of the pile “At least it's dry” smirked Rose “Of course it is” those stupid comments still get to me “Do I have to wear it?” I asked, Rose looked to her sister “What do you think Gwen this is your house” Gwen looked down at me “Hmmm… as long as there isn't any accident it's fine with me” “Yes” I hissed and Rose smirked at me “Ok then, if you change your mind I'll leave your pull up here” said Rose patting the pull-up by the playpen, I nodded to show I understood “Ok then Gwen shall we continue” “Sure thing” both Amazons walked away and I was left in the room with Kaylee “Why aren't you wearing protection?” Asked Kaylee, I rolled my eyes but after hearing a little more about Kaylee I had resolved to try and be a bit nicer to her “Because I don't need them” I said in the kindest voice I could manage “But your a Little” as if that meant anything “Do all littles here wear… ummm protection?” I asked genuinely curious, the girl looked lost in thought for a moment “Ummm not that I can think of…” “Really none?” I asked “Maybe the little at the sweet shop” it was hard to believe that there was only one human in this world that didn't wear diapers, Kaylee shrugged and got her game “Can we play?” “Ok then show me what to do.” Kaylee and I played her board game for the next half hour till there was a knock at the door and I was introduced to a new Amazon “Emma this is Mark and Samantha” I stared up at the male Amazon for a moment then held out my hand to shake, he looked shocked but smiled and enclosed my hand in his and shook it gently “It's good to meet you Emma, Rose has told us so much about you” I felt my cheeks grow warm because I could guess what she had been telling him “Not to much I hope” I returned trying to hide my embarrassment “You are so cute can I get a hug?” asked Samantha as she bent down to my level, this was to far and I shook my head “Shes still a touch shy” said Rose, Sam smiled “I understand maybe next time” I shyly nodded. After meeting the first group I had given up meeting the Amazons in person and hid behind the couch I know it's not a very grown up thing to do but you try meeting someone over three times your height. So far there were now three other humans or as the Amazons like to call us Littles, Martin, Abby, and Steph, each of them acted like Kaylee as if they were children, I wonder if they had been drugged too? “I WIN!!!” Cheered Kaylee, the other four had been playing a game of snakes and ladders, being a four player game and not wanting to play I decided to watch them “I hope that I'm not disturbing you Littles” came a voice from the door, we all turned to see Megan one of the Amazon's who had came with Martin “Not at all aunty Megan I just won” beamed Kaylee “Did you all have fun at least?” asked Megan as she walked over to the group of littles “I would have had more fun if I had of won” muttered Martin “Oh Martin don't be like that” replied Megan and without warning she put her hand down the back of his pants “Someone needs a change anyway, sorry everyone Martin needs to come with me for a minute or two” I honestly could not believe that the Amazon had just checked his diaper like a baby and he didn't seem to think anything of it “But mommy I want to keep playing I know I can win the next one” “Don't worry Martin you will be back with your friends in no time” replied Megan as she lifted the guy up and carried him out of the room. Strangely the others didn't start up another game or do anything really for about a minute till one by one they got up started creeping through the door “Come on” whispered Kaylee she motioned for me to follow them, curious as to what the girls were up to I followed. We had walked down the hallway and stopped at the last doorway and the girls were peeking inside “What are we doing?” I asked in a whisper “Sshhhh” hissed the girls, now this was feeling more like my last escape attempt but without the following Amazon. Curious now I poked my head around the corner to see Martin with his legs in the air getting a diaper change, I nearly gagged at what I saw and retreated back to the living room, he was a grown man getting a diaper change like a child why on Earth… or where ever this place is would they want to see that? The girls returned a couple of minutes later in the same sneaking fashion that they had left in “Why did you leave? it was just getting to the good part” asked Kaylee “Why would you want to see that?” I shot back “Because hes a boy dah” I blinked a couple of times trying to think about how this made any kind of sense “You sound like the kind of boys that peaked on the girls getting changed back in my world” Abby, Steph and Kaylee looked at me like I was the crazy one “Why would boys do that? they are always so proper” asked Abby “Because they are pervs that's why” I had a guy try to sneak a peek up my skirt the first time I wore one to school and he got a black eye for it, the girls looked at each other for a moment then Kaylee piped up “Oh I get it she's from a different dimension than us, mummy was telling me last night that things about our worlds may be a bit different” “Ohhh” said both the other two at the same time “So where you come from boys try to peek at girls right?” asked Kaylee, I nodded “Where we are from…” she gestured to Abby and Steph “We like to get a peek at the boys” “why“ I asked really not understanding why they would do that, Kaylee shrugged with a little guilty look on her face “They are boys if they didn't want us to look they shouldn't strut around like they want us to look” the other two nodded their agreement, this is to strange but I was given time to think about it because of another knock at the door “Wheres little Emy?” came the voice from the other side of the door, dredd shot through my body, I had only heard that voice only once but I didn't know if I liked her or not. Rebecca opened the door and peeked her head into the living room “AUNTY BECCA!!!” squealed Kaylee and she dashed over to the Amazon and hugged her leg “Kaylee-wayley have you been good?” asked Becca “Nah ah” “Good girl” said Becca tussling the girls hair “So where's your mummy and everyone else?” asked Becca “Mommys outside, come I’ll take you” Kaylee took hold of Becca's hand and started pulling her out the door. “MOMMY AUNTY BECCA’S HERE!!!” shouted Kaylee “Fantastic everyone's here” replied Gwen “Kaylee bear can you go get your friends… oh there they are” Kaylee giggled “Silly mommy” and she giggled harder, I rolled my eyes how could a grown woman behave like this, could she still be drugged? “There you are Emma” boomed a voice from over at the barbeque “Come say hello I didn't get to see you when I came in” boomed the voice again, I really should have just stayed inside. I walked through the small group of Amazons and up to the one who called me, it looked like Rose had been talking to the woman “Emma this is Wendy” said Rose introducing Wendy “Feel free to call me Wen” said Wen holding out her hand, I put my hand in hers and shoock it “Your right she does shake hands I guess I owe you a drink” laughed Wen to Rose “Righto I had better get this meat onto the plates then we can eat!” The Amazon's that were inside brought out food and drinks for all, after the Amazon's food was prepared a smaller table and chairs were placed right beside the Amazon's table but only three chairs “Emma what would you like to eat?” Asked Rose, I looked away from the small table and chairs to look at Rose “I can't even see what there is” I said with a shrug, Rose smiled that smile she does when she thinks I say something silly “Beef or chicken?” she asked again “Oh umm chicken I guess” a couple of the nearer Amazons looked at me like they were waiting for me to say something else “Emma don't forget your manners” said Rose as if she had told me this hundreds of times already and chosen not to use them anyway “Umm please” I finished, Rose nodded and the onlookers went back to what they were doing “Take a seat dear and I’ll bring over your food” I nodded and took a seat at the smaller table, I was quickly joined by Kaylee and Abby “Where's the other two?” I asked no one in particular “Getting their meal silly billy” replied Kaylee and she pointed up to the Amazons, just when I thought I had seen the limit of this worlds weirdness they ratchet it up another notch, there was an empty Amazon seat next to be but the one after that there was one of the Amazon women with one of her breasts hanging out and Martin was there sucking on it, I opened my mouth to say something when I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned to see Kaylee shaking her head “Talk later” said Abby in a hushed voice, I raised an eyebrow wondering why but was cut off as three plates were placed on the table all three had all there food cut to less than a mouthful a bite, some childish forks were also placed beside the plates along with sippy cups full of some liquid “Eat up girls” said Gwen smiling and she took her own seat at the Amazons table, I looked over at the formally empty Amazon seat and saw Rose there watching me then a flick of her eyes to martin on Megan and back to me again almost like she was asking “aren't you going to ask about that” I mouthed “we are talking about that later” and she seemed to understand because she smiled and stood up “I would like to thank you all for coming to help Gwen and myself celebrate Emma coming to live with me…” “Not by choice” I muttered under my breath only loud enough for Kaylee and Abby to hear me and they both giggled “Our world probably wouldn't be her first choice but I think she will come to like it here if given the chance...” she and all the Amazons looked at me, I shrugged “I’m glad you could all be here so Emma can see that though we may be bigger than her in height we are not monsters…” she grinned at me and i remembered the first day we met where I called her a giant “Anyway that's enough from me the food is getting cold everyone dig in” there was a few claps and everyone started eating. Like all of the food I had had here it was lovely to have it alone is almost a reason to stay and it turned out that even some of their drinks were just as nice, Kaylee shared hers with me and it was a lovely sweet mango tasting thing, the plates were taken away when we were finished then came the fun part of Rose cleaning my face with a face washer to the laughter of the other Amazons and the giggles of the Littles “I didn't get anything on my face” I protested as she wiped “I know” she replied with a laugh, meaning she was doing that to mess with me I would have to think of a way to get back at her for this. Steph and Martin were returned to us and we were told to go play while the Amazons cleaned up, the four of them dragged me to there toy castle in the backyard, when we stepped inside the door I was surprised at just how well the inside was decorated from the outside I would have thought that it came from a bargain shop back home but looking inside it looked as if no expense was spared from the real rock looking walls to the ornately carved furniture “Impressive” I remarked as we walked in “Isn't it” beamed Kaylee “Stephs daddy made it for me didn't he” said Kaylee looking at steph “Yep right after he made mine” steph replied, right in the center of the castle room there was a round wooden table and ontop there was a tea set much like the one that Gwen and Kaylee had given me “Would you like some tea princess Emy?” asked Kaylee using her cutesy voice that annoyed me “Umm no thanks I’m still full from lunch” I replied but the others took their seats around the table “Umm I thought we were going to talk about…” “We will talk about that later” said Kaylee cutting me off and ever so slightly raise her head, I looked above her and saw a black dot on the ceiling “There's always someone watching” remarked Kaylee “Tea?” she offered again “Sure” I replied slowly and took a seat next to Abby, Kaylee pretended to pour me a cup of tea and the tea party began, great. It was only a couple of minutes into the tea party till I felt something odd “I think Martin should be king he's the only boy here” said Abby “But I want to be queen” Steph said stomping her foot, the two of them glared at each other till there was a drip, drip, drip sound and the flow of the liquid speed up till I realised it was coming from me! “Emys leaking” snickered Steph as I ran out of the castle and into the nearby garden bed, what the hell is happening to me, I tried to stop it but nothing happened I just couldn't stop it “No, no, no” I cried and felt the tears coming to my eyes and I let them flow just like my other fluids. I don't know how long I squated there sobbing but I eventually heard two voices “She's over here aunty Rose” “Thank you dear” it was the voices of Kaylee and Rose, I heard the rustling of the plants then I saw her, it couldn't be anyone but Rose “ROSE!” I cried and ran to her “Oh Emy dear” without hesitation she embraced me “It.. it happened a… again” I hiccuped “It's ok we can fix you up” she said patting my back “Is this… is this going to happen all the time?” there was a clear pause between my question and Roses reply “No it shouldn't be happening yet” replied Rose, I cried harder at hearing that and I was lifted up and carried back into the house. Rose sat me down on a soft plastic mat on something tall “Why is this happening Rose” I sobbed once more “I don't know sweety” she brought her head down to my level and asked “What did you eat at lunch?” “Just what you gave me” I mumbled “Did anyone give you another drink then?” “Kaylee let me try h… hers” I hiccupped “Oh my silly little” Rose hugged me again “Kaylee had something in her drink to make her use the bathroom uncontrollably” “So… so it wasn't my fault?” I asked my spirits perking up “That's right after tonight you should be back to your normal control” she let me go and tousled my hair and showed me her smile it was reassuring to see “What should I do in the meantime?” I asked wiping the last of the tears from my eyes “I’m afraid the only thing I suggest is to wear a diaper” “What about my pull up” I asked “I’m afraid those aren't made for the sort of wettings you will be experiencing” my spirits sank again but at least I could blame the wetting on some drug rather than my own body failing me “Ok” I whispered “That's my girl, lay down and I’ll make this quick and painless” it turns out that I had been sitting on Kaylees diaper changing table and in my tears I didn't see it, true to her word Rose was quick in removing my now wet skirt, cleaning me with wipes and diapering me up after the powder “Thank you Rose” I said softly as she unbuckled me from the change table “Your welcome dear, I’m sure you wont like this idea but try to drink more water it'll flush the drug from your system quicker and I’m sorry for this happening to you” I couldn't look her in the eyes but I managed a “Thank you and it's not your fault, I did this to myself” Rose kissed my head then picked me up and was about to put me on the ground but I stopped her “Please wait” “Whats wrong?” asked Rose “Could I… stay with you for now” “Of course you can stay with me, did you want me to put you down?” I shook my head and cuddled closer to her chest, unless Rose is truly manipulative in ways that I don't know she has been a rock for me in this world. Rose carried me back outside where the other Amazons were sitting at the table again eating nibbley looking things, even though I continuously knew that there was nothing covering the diaper I just didn't care after all Rose wouldn't let them mock me right? “It's alright she just had some of Kaylees juice at lunch” said Rose to the group as she sat down “Oh sweety I’m sorry, I should have told Kaylee not to share her drinks” said Gwen and she stroked my hair “It's ok” I replied with a yawn and snuggled into the crook of Roses arm “I think someone's sleepy” cood Rebecca “Have a sleep you’ll feel much better when you wake up” I closed my eyes and nodded my agreement “Mummy, mummy…” that was clearly Kaylees voice “Is Emy betters now?” “Emma will be alright but she needs a nap so you go play with your friends for a bit longer and you can join her soon” replied Gwen “Oks mummy” her footsteps pattered off and I listened to the Amazons chatting about things that I really didn't care about till I drifted off to sleep. I opened my eyes to a semi dark room, it was clearly still daylight shining outside but the curtains were doing a good job of stopping the light from going through, I pushed myself from the soft material beneath me and looked around to see Kaylee sleeping beside me with a pacifier in her mouth and her day clothes were clearly swapped for a pink unicorn sleeper, I removed the part of the sheet off myself and looked down at the diaper hugging my waist, there was no doubt in my mind that it was wet “It wasn't my fault, it wasn't my fault” I muttered under my breath and stopped thinking about it “Time to find Rose” I pushed myself up and walked over to the door that had been left open a crack, more than enough for me to pull open and slip out without waking Kaylee. “Hello sleepy head” called Rose as I made my way into the living room “Hey Rose” I gave her a quick smile and walked over to where she was laying on the couch “Howed you sleep?” she asked “It was nice but I‘m wet” I said matter of fact “Would you like a change?” asked Rose “Yes please” I replied “I’ll be right back” said Rose to Gwen who was on the sofa reading a paperback book “Completely understand” replied Gwen with a wave “Ok then lets get you changed” said Rose as she pushed herself up from the couch and I followed her into what must have been Gwen's room. “So everyone's gone?” I asked as Rose lifted me up onto the towel that was covering the bed “Yep the ones with littles left a couple of hours ago and the others left half hour or so ago” Rose replied as she pulled the changing supplies from somewhere, I looked down and realised that the diaper currently hugging my hips were covered in colourful blocks, they were clearly different to the ones that Rose had for me back at her place “You seem to be taking the diapers well this time” said Rose as she untapped the front, I shrugged in reply “I guess it's because I need them but it's not my fault just like how a person with a broken leg needs crutches to get around, it's only temporary” Rose had a thoughtful look on her face then it must clicked “Oh right crutches” I frowned did Rose really not know what crutchers are? “Well it's very mature of you” I felt the cold touch of the wipe on my skin “Do you have any other plans for the day?” I asked “I was thinking of staying here for dinner and we shall see after that” I nodded my understanding and Rose removed the wet diaper from under me and replaced it with the fresh new one “Whats for dinner?” I asked, Rose grinned at me “You aren't hungry already are you?” “Just making conversation” Rose sprinkeled the powder over my nether regions and taped up the new diaper with the same blocks design as the last one “Why does Kaylee have different diapers than you got for me?” I asked from nowhere, Rose looked puzzled for a second then answered “Do you prefer those more?” Rose smirked “Huh… oh no it's just another random question” I felt the flush to my cheeks, I was barley thinking before asking, I swear there was something else in that drink that Kaylee gave me to mellow me out or something because the things that seemed so bad before were now just… meh. Rose finished the change and I walked back into the living room with her “Would you mind if I turned on the TV?” asked Rose to Gwen “Be my guest” grinned Gwen and I heard the double meaning somewhere in the back of my mind “Would you like to continue watching Sailor Little?” I shrugged not really caring either way “Sailor Little I haven't seen that since you and I were kids” exclaimed Gwen “I know” chuckled Rose “Emma and I have been watching it recently, haven't we Em?” I nodded again and Rose turned it on, I started to sit down on the floor to watch but I saw Rose laying there on the couch with so much room and the day was starting to feel colder especially without pants or at least something covering my legs “Are you waiting for an invitation?” asked Rose, I must have been staring at her to long “I don't want to…” I was cut off as Rose brought me closer with one hand then picked me up and I was laid next to her, I was right she was warmer to lay against. A full episode had past and shortly after we all heard a crash then the sound of running footsteps “MOMMY, MOMMY, MOMMY!!!” screamed Kaylee as she barged her way through the door and tripping on one of her socks, twit I just had to think it one last time “EMY’S GONE” she screamed then let out an “Owy” Gwen was at her side in a instant “Are you ok Kaylee bear?” she asked the Little, the Little nodded and was helped up “Well I’m not telling you anything tattle tale” I said deadpan, Kaylee looked up at me and smiled then just as suddenly frowned “I’m not a tattle tale” she grumbled, the two Amazons and myself burst out laughing, Kaylee bobbed her head from side to side then admitted “Maybe sometimes” and she smiled too. It was quickly found that Kaylee too had a wet diaper and was changed, I’m not surprised if she had that same stupid drink I had a mouthful of “ALL CLEAN” cheered Kaylee as she was carried back into the living room, the four of us had all just taken our seats when there was a knock at the door “Really every time I sit down” grumbled Gwen as she got back up and opened the door, moments later I saw the grinning face of Rebecca staring at me “Hello again chief” what the? “Chief?” I questioned “Miss… Chief… mischief” Everyone else started laughing, I only frowned not seeing how that was funny “Rose told me earlier today about some of the things you have been getting upto so I think it's a fitting name what do you think chief?” I could see that everyone else in the room was smiling and on the border of laughter again “Anyway I brought refreshment for the rest of us” Rebecca raised up a six pack of bottles “I’ll pass not really a beer drinker” I said and the Amazons chuckled “What?” I questioned “It's not for you silly but I’ll make you something special so you don't miss out” I frowned then remembered that I wasn't considered an adult here of course they weren't going to let me have beer or whatever their equivalent is “ME TOO!” cried Kaylee “I WANT A SPECIAL DRINK TOO MOMMY” “Kaylee bear modulate your voice please” said Gwen softly “Sowy mommy, may I please have a special drink too?” “Thats better and yes you may” I could only think as long as she doesnt share the drink with me. All the Amazons were cracking up while watching Sailor Little, I think the beers were helping them “I can't believe you are watching this” laughed Becca “Emma seems to like it” Laughed back Rose “Oh no it's all you” I shot back “Well whoever gave me a good laugh” said Becca and she stood up “Gwen did you want me to start dinner?” “Thanks that would be lovely” replied Gwen “Rose would you like to join me?” Asked Becca “Sure” Rose replied and I was lightly picked up and placed on the floor “Rude I was using you as my heater” the Amazon's chuckled at my words “I'm sure Gwen will do just as well” smirked Rose, I looked over at her “That's right come and take a seat with your aunty Gwen” said Gwen as she patted the seat next to her, this wasn't as appealing to me “Go on” Rose said again and I grudgingly walked over to and sat next to Gwen, Kaylee eyed me suspiciously for a moment then hugged Gwen and stated “My mommy” I rolled my eyes at her while Rose and Becca chuckled their way out the door. I stayed for the starting of the next episode then pushed myself off the chair “What's wrong dear?” asked Gwen “Nothing I just want to see Rose” I replied without looking back and followed Rose into the Kitchen, it wasn't long before I heard the voices of Rose and Becca talking “Are you going to get that drink with Wen?” Becca asked Rose “I don't think I should Emma has only just came to live with me besides it's just a drink nothing more” “Right” said Becca in a tone that said she thought there was way more to it than just a drink “What's that supposed to mean?” asked Rose “Come on you know she's had her eyes on you since you moved here” “Wen and I are just friends” stated Rose, so Rose wasn't going to date because she is looking after me… “Rose” I said rounding the corner and both heads turned to me “I thought that might be your crinkly bum” said Rose with a smile “I don't crinkle” I murmured and walked closer “You don't have to stop dating on my account” I said this time with confidence “You don't have to worry about that Emma” I didn't know why I wanted Rose to date but something in me was telling me that it was a good thing and if Rose was into other women so what “Well are you going to turn down a free drink?” I asked and I heard a snigger come from Becca even though she was busily chopping something with her back to us “She's right are you going to turn down a free drink?” asked Becca “It's just a drink” said Rose again “Why do I get the feeling I’m being ganged up on here” Becca and I looked at each other for a moment and as if we had planned it said in unison “We couldn't gang up on you” both of us smirked and it occured to me that this is a great way to mess with Rose for when she cleaned me up for no reason earlier. The whole matter was quickly abandoned and I ended up watching Becca and Rose reheat some of the leftover food from lunch. “Are you sure it's safe to eat?” I asked Rose for the fourth time, we had all gathered at the table and were now eating dinner “Yes Emma it's safe for you to eat, besides it couldn't get much worse right?” I could tell that the question was starting to get on Roses nerve but I could think of other bodily functions that I really didn't want to lose control of “Mmm… ok” I said and started to eat but made sure to watch Kaylee so I didn't get anything of her food or drink. It turns out that these diapers can hold a lot because by the time I was getting tired again it was really starting to feel like a warm pillow down there between my legs “I think it's time for you to go to bed” said Rose after I finished yawning “Yea your probably right” I sighed and wondered where I was going to be sleeping “But before that I think we need to get you changed” “Definitely” I replied sedately and Rose lifted me up with her, even though I said earlier that I wanted to walk more I really didn't feel like walking to where ever I was going to be sleeping tonight “Say goodnight to everyone” said Rose, I rested my head on Roses shoulder and mumbled a quick “Goodnight everyone” then rested my eyes. I was in that lovely limbo state of mind just on the tipping point to sleep when I heard Roses voice talking through the haze “...you have liked the day even with the little incident” “Tis goo” I managed to mumble back with the vague recollection that something was happening down my lower half but it no longer mattered as sleep took me fully. “Shh… we don't want to wake Emy” “But I’m not tired” whined the voice of Kaylee, I opened one eye to see the the lighted doorway with an Amazon and a little in their arms “Mmm awake” I mumbled “Kaylee I told you not to wake her” I could now tell it was the voice of Gwen, without warning a light flicked on and I squeezed my eyes shut “Sowy mummy” the Little mumbled “Let's just get you ready then into bed” it took a while but I eventually reopened my eyes and saw Kaylee on the changing table by the door clearly having a diaper change “I’m sorry for waking you Emma dear” said Gwen “It's fine” I said waving it off and readjusted myself trying to find a more comfortable position when I took a closer look at where I was there was no doubt that I was in another crib though this one must be Kaylee’s. It didn't take long before Gwen finished with Kaylee and she was lowered into the crib with me and tucked in, I hadn't really paid that much attention before but there was more than enough room for the both of us “Ok girls I’ll let you go to sleep, again sorry for waking you” again I waved it off “Sleep well you two” said Gwen and she flicked off the light “Goodnight mummy” mumbled Kaylee as she snuggled into the pillow, the door closed and I left once more in the dark. Now that I was awake again I felt awake and didn't feel like going back to sleep just yet “Kaylee?” “Mmm” replied the girl “Can we talk for a bit?” I heard the rustling of the sheets and guessed that she was now looking in my direction “What did you want to talk about?” came Kaylee’s soft voice “Why do you call Gwen mummy, she isnt is she?” for all I knew Kaylee is an Amazon child and not a human, Kaylees reply took so long that I was begining to think she had fallen asleep already “Here mommy isn't a word for the person that gave birth to you its a term of love, it means the person in your life that loves you enough to change your dirty diapers with a smile, the one who cares enough to carry you around because your tired and makes you smile when you are sad” I thought about this it was strangely deep coming from someone I originally thought was a twit “Do you believe in God?” asked Kaylee out of nowhere “I’ve never really thought about it” I replied honestly “In my old world I was one of the very few people that do believe in God and tried to go to church every sunday, there they taught us that the devil will never win because the lord uses the devils plans for his own to bring good, I’m guessing that you see this world like a prison at the moment I know I sure did in the beginning but just remember to look out for God’s beauty in this world” I frowned and wanted to tell her that she was full of shit, that there wasn't any beauty in this “How could there be anything good about this” I shot a little more aggressive than I meant to “Give it time” yawned Kaylee she seemed not to have heard the tone “Was there anything else?” Asked Kaylee, I pulled my head out of the train of thought it was starting to run away with “um yes… what was your world like?” This question had been nagging at me throughout the day “Wait no you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to” I said now remembering what Rose had said about it “Don't worry” yawned Kaylee “I guess the biggest thing I could tell you is that it was as technology advanced as this one maybe more so…” these words struck me dumb, if she came from a more advanced place why would she want to stay here? “But it was way over the top politically correct to the point where if you said something that offended someone you could be fined, jailed or even exercuted” I pushed myself up and stared at Kaylee's black outline “They would kill you for saying something someone didn't like?” I asked in disbelief “Sadly yes I tried to help return it back to the old days where you could say almost anything without anything bad happening” “Were you…” I just had to ask but Kaylee cut me off “Yes they were going to kill me” I was speechless and wanted to ask what she had done to warrant it but again Kaylee chimed in first “But it's ok mummy saved me before anything happened” I could tell she was smiling but this all just didn't sit right “Didn't your mummy save you?” she asked “The last thing I remember before waking up in this world was studying for a test I had “Hmm… maybe you haven't gotten all your memories back yet” and she yawned again, I wanted to ask her what she meant but she was either quick on her feet or my brain is getting slow because she beat me again “Was there anything else you wanted to talk about?” she asked now sounding board “What did you mean I might not have all my memories?” I asked “Oh that nothing nothing sometimes the short term memories before being brought here are all messed up if your not ready…” she yawned again “Look I’m getting really sleepy…” so much for not being sleepy like she told Gwen “so I’ll make you this deal, stay here with Rose, my mummy and me for I don't know three months and see what life the Amazons can offer if you do and still don't want it after that I’ll get you home.”

@SGTbaby I try to remain two chapters ahead of what I post form that I only have 3 or 4 more things to happen before we can get into her past lifes story ? @Nicole Kolibri I'm sorry to see you go but I under stand that its not everyone's type of story, I like cute things so that what I write about and will be adding in the darker stuff very reluctantly but that's probably going to be almost its own story, I wish you all the best in finding a story that you love ❤️ @CDfm Thank you very much for your support, if work hadn't picked up in a big way you would have been able to read another chapter Sunday night but I got lazy ? but I just finished part 10 before coming on here and will start cleaning up part 8 and hopefully post it tomorrow.

Time for another part *** Part 7 The not so great escape “Em… Em… wake up” I felt someone shaking me “Mmm… it's not time yet” I mumbled “The sun is shining and it's time to get ready” I opened my eyes to see Roses smiling face “That's a scary way to be woken” I mumbled “Well that's not very nice” “huh? oh no I meant to see a giants face right next to your own” Rose laughed “Well I suppose it could be a bit scary if your not used to it” “Yep” I said while stretching and pushed myself up “So how'd you do this morning?” asked Rose “Huh?” then it dawned on me and I felt around the dry bed “I think I'm dry” I replied and threw off the covers “I'm glad the bedding is fine but how's the diaper?” does she really have to embarrass me this early in the morning, I felt the diaper and it was dry “all dry” I said proudly “see just a one off thing” “I guess so” replied Rose “what time is it?” I asked before looking down at my wrist to check the watch face “eight o'clock” we both said together “what do you think is it time for breakfast?” “sounds good” I replied and gave a final stretch before holding out my arms for Rose to pick me up. “Porridge or toast?” asked Rose “hmm… do you have sugar for the porage?” I asked back “I do but I don't know why you would want to make porridge sweet, it's fine how it is” “porridge please, it's too bland without sugar” I replied, Rose set to work and before I knew it two bowls and a sippy cup was placed In front of me “yey sugar, but I suppose coffee would be a better wake me up” I said happily and proceeded to pour spoonful after spoonful onto the porridge “Is there enough porridge to go with your sugar?” “haha that was a sad joke back in my world and it's no better here, I like sweet things so sue me” I said pouring the eighth spoonful of sugar “if you keep that up your going to get chubby” Rose remarked and took a drink from her mug “I burn it off with farm wor… hmm you might be right” I looked down at the bowl, how was I going to burn that off with the life of a baby in my near future “umm… swap” I said giving her a cheesy smile “not a chance” laughed Rose and took a bite of her own. I ended up eating the porridge as is somewhat reluctantly and I could tell Rose enjoyed watching me take every grudging bite. After finishing Rose brought me into the bathroom “Do you need to go before we get you ready?” asked Rose, it took me a second to think about what she was meaning “Umm… yes” I replied “I guess you want a bit of privacy” “How did you guess?” I asked sarcastically “Ok let me know when you're done” Rose set me down on the floor and left the room making sure the door was closed. I think I must have learned from yesterday because I only had to squat down, close my eyes and relax for a minute or so before I felt the stream start and be absorbed into the padding “Rose this is still gross” I called and Rose walked back in “I hope you don't expect me to get used to this” “I think you might have too if your staying” replied Rose. Rose again tried to bathe me but I had a little more privacy this time and washed myself, I was then taken to my room in a big fluffy towel and set down on the floor “Which today?” Asked Rose holding up the diaper and pull up “Pull up” I replied, it still embarrassed me even to say the word diaper “Here you go” I blinked at her, Rose held the pull-up to me “Ummm… ok but why?” I asked taking it “I thought you might like to do this yourself” she replied “Then why did you do it yesterday?” I asked “I wanted to help” shrugged Rose “Ok…” I quickly pulled up the garment under the towel “Now I told you last night that your outfit would be ready for today so here it is” said Rose holding out a pile of clothes to me “I hope you like them” I took the clothes from her and examined them, on top there was a skirt with flowers over it, a pink T-shirt, a denim jacket and some boots, now I could swear that I had seen an fake farm girl wearing something like this before oh well at least the boots are good “What do you think?” asked Rose “Umm… they wouldn't be very practical on a real farm” I looked up at Roses hurt face “But they are nice I guess” I said trying to make her feel a bit better “I found an image of someone from your world wearing this and thought it would make you feel more at home “Pants Rose, jeans and a T-shirt thats all I really need and maybe a bra” I added as an afterthought “Oh but that's not cute” I could swear there was a slight whine in her voice “I don't need cute things, I’m happy with function” Rose rolled her eyes and turned her back on me “You had better get changed so we can work on your hair” I looked down at the clothes again, gritted my teeth and pulled on the clothes “There you look so cute” “Please don't Rose” I said shaking my head it really was bad enough that she had me wearing these stupid things and Rose picked me and the towel up. Back in the bathroom Rose dried my hair and put it into a ponytail after a lengthy debate “If you put my hair in pigtails I swear I will cut my hair off” I didn't know how but I knew Rose liked my long hair for some reason “But it's just two pony tails instead of one” replied Rose “And it's childish” we argued back and forth till we had settled on the ponytail though I think she was trying to punish me because she tied my hair back with a tie that had two fake flowers on it, darn her. “With me all sorted out I was sat in the baby prison while I watched Rose shuffling about changing clothes, doing her makeup and grabbing various items “Ok I think we are ready to go” said Rose as she picked me up, I stared at her, I didn't realise how… plain Rose was till I saw her with makeup on she looked stunning now “You look nice” I said as she carried me to the car “Thank you sweetie you look lovely yourself” “Umm... thanks, why are you getting so dressed up for a party?” I asked “You have to look your best for events” replied Rose as she placed me into the car seat, all the parties I had been to where usually just casual clothes maybe this was just an Amazon thing. We drove on the highway for a good half hour (thank you Roses watch) before we pulled into the driveway of a brick house, during the ride it occured to me that this was going to be the first time I was going to meet people that I might have to get to know, Rebecka was out of the blue after all, so I was suddenly becoming very self conscious especially with what was hiding under my skirt “Please let me take off the pull up” I asked Rose as she opened the door, Rose chuckled “I don't think Gwen would like you going commando especially if you had an accident” “I wont I promise” I hissed, Rose looked at me “Whats wrong?” she asked, I spent a few seconds trying to put my thoughts into words “I’m going to be meeting new people and don't want them thinking I’m a baby” I replied “There is nothing wrong with needing protection and besides Becca saw you in your diaper and she loved you” “I don't need them” I hissed back at her “Yesterday morning” two simple words brought back that embarrassing memory “Please” I tried once more not admitting anything “Nope” she said and picked me up out of the car seat and carried me over to the front door, with a couple of knocks and a few seconds wait the door opened to reveal an Amazon that I could tell straight away had to be Rose's sister “Rose welcome come on in” “Thank you Gwen” yep called it “So this is little Emy” I glared at the woman “Please don't call me that my name is Emma” Gwens eyebrows raised and I found my mouth covered by a hand “Please forgive her Gwen she's still learning” Gwen waved her sister away and held a hand to me “I’m sorry Emma, it's a pleasure to meet you” I took three of her fingers and shook her hand “Thank you and it's good to meet you to” I replied to her “She's quite mature” said Gwent to Rose and they exchanged looks “I bet your looking forward to meeting Kaylee aren't you” I must have pressed myself into Rose or something because both Amazons started laughing “Yep still shy” “Aren't they all” laughed Rose “I’m not shy I just don't want to meet new people like this” I stated “You have nothing to worry about dear” said Gwen “Kaylee dear come and meet Emma” within a moment I saw a head poke around the corner then a body running into the arms of Gwen, raised to my own height was a woman in her early twenties wearing a princess costume and curly pigtails and the real kicked there was no missing that thick diaper she had on under the dress “Hello Emma are you my new friend?” asked Kaylee in a strangely high voice, I blinked a couple of times trying to get her words right in my head “Um… maybe” I replied, frankly she already annoyed me “I’m sure the two of you will be good friends in no time” said Rose as she bumped me up and down a couple of times “Lets let these two get to know each other while you help me set up” said Gwen and she set Kaylee back on the ground “As long as you have a play pen this one tries to escape” replied Rose and she bumped me again ‘Oh good thing I left it set up in the lounge” I was carried around the corner into the lounge and there was another almost identical baby prison set up like the one back at Roses place “Rose please not the baby prison” I whined and the two Amazons chuckled “It's not a baby prison and you will be fine, we will be back soon to check on you” Gwen bent down to look at Kaylee “Now Kaylee bear no matter what you are not to let your new friend out of the playpen understand?” “Yes mummy” Replied Kaylee “That's my good girl” said Gwen and she kissed the top of Kaylees head “Does she need help mummy?” asked Kaylee “Yes Emma is new to our world so she will need a friend” “Ok mummy” Kaylee beamed at Gwen, I was starting to get a little worried now “Be good Emma” said Rose to me “Like I could be any other way” I shot back, Both Amazons Chuckled as they left the room “What do you need set up…” Rose's voice trailed off as she followed Gwen out of the room “So can you get me out of here?” I asked Kaylee “Nah ah” she replied shaking her head “Mommy said not to let you out” “Are you really going to do what an Amazon tells you?” “Yah ha” she nodded, I face palmed and groaned “Why do you call her mummy anyway? She isn't really your mother right?” “Mommy saved me and knows everything and loves me thats why shes my mommy” “Oh fuck me, she doesn't know everything no one does” Kaylee looked at me “You said a naughty word I’m telling your mummy” “What?” my heart started to race “If your meaning Rose don't tell her” “But you said a naughty word” she said and turned to walk away “WAIT!” I shouted and she turned to look at me again “Can't this be our little secret?” I asked not even knowing why I didn't want Rose to know what I had said “Why?” she asked back “Because I could get you something you want” this twit probably wouldn't want anything hard to get anyway, Kaylee looked like she was thinking hard “Ok but I want your piece of cake later” I blinked at her “You want my cake? Um... sure” “Yey” she cheered and clapped “Cakey for me” she sung, ok so this girl had an annoying voice, was a tattletale and a twit yea I don't think we are going to be friends. After Kaylee had finished doing her song and dance she sat down in front of the playpen “Why don't you call aunty Rose mommy?” “Isn't that obvious she isnt my mother” I replied “But she is your mummy” she said it like she was telling me the sky is blue, an undeniable fact “Are you brainwashed?” “I don't think so mummy just washes my hair” again I face palmed, I get the feeling I’m going to have a handprint on my face by the end of the day “Your mummy carries you, takes care of you, feeds you, changes your diapees and loves you right?” hearing this came from a twit really got me thinking “I can see it on your face your her baby so she's your mommy” “Your right” I mumbled, I turned away from the twit and removed the pull up and stuffed it under a pile of stuffed animals “What are you doing?” Asked Kaylee “Nothing, why don't you go play” “Ok” she said brightly and skipped off that's right skipped. Now that the twit had gone I looked at all the toys in the pen with me “I think I can escape with these” I said to myself after removing my thumb nail from my mouth, I collapsed the drawing esale and placed it against the corner of the pens bars, lastly I took a snake plushy from the pile and cleared a path “Deep breath it worked yesterday” I inhaled and ran up the painting esale, jumped and through the tail of the snake around the top bar, to bad this isn't a action movie because I completely missed the snakes stupid tail and crashed to the floor “DAM IT” I cursed, I’m glad there's carpet to land on, I pushed myself back up and took another run “YES!” I cheered as I grabbed the tail and pulled myself up and over the pens wall “That was so cool” I spun to see Kaylee standing in the doorway holding a board game, crap why did she come back “Do it again” she dropped the board game and ran over to me “again , again” she said shaking me “What.. ah… no it's a one time show” I stammered, her face fell and she truly looked disappointed “What have you brought?” I asked trying to distract her from remembering that I wasn't supposed to be out of the baby prison “It's a game I thought we could play” her happy smile was back, gee that girl can flick between emotions quickly “Do you want to play?” she asked timidly “I would…” I replied slowly “But I’m doing something else at the moment” her disappointed face returned “Can I play too?” “I’m not playing a game” “Then what are you doing?” this girl is infuriating “I’m… umm… ok you're right I’m playing a game” “I want to play too” she cheered “Ok, ok but you have to keep it down” I said covering her mouth with my hand “Why?” came her muffled voice “Because… we are playing spy” “Ooooooh I haven't played that before what do I do?” “First you must be quite can you do that?” Kaylee nodded her head “Second you must do as I say when I say” “Why?” I mustn't throttle her, I mustn't throttle her “Because that's how it's played” “Got it” “Ok lastly take off your shoes” “But mummy takes off my shoes” I rolled my eyes at the girl, I just wanted them for my get away “Well you can take them off this time” I said trying not to let my annoyance show in my voice “How?” I looked down at her shoes expecting to see laces or at the very least some velcro straps but there was nothing, it was like she was wearing a thick pair of socks “Just pull them off” I said “But they don't come off like that” this girl is really getting on my nerves “Give me your foot” I said bending down, she stuck out her foot and I tried to pull off the shoe but it wouldn't budge “What the heck is this?” “It's my shoe silly” she giggled, I rolled my eyes again and gave it one last tug before giving up “Fine skip that… now's the part where you must be very quite got it” Kaylee mimed zipping up her lips and throwing away the key “Good now follow me” before escaping I wanted to do a little recon. The two of us creeped along the walls till we heard the voices of the Amazons “Isn't it hard to see her like this and not have her call you mommy?” came Gwen's voice “Maybe a little but I want her to be comfortable with me first so if she isn't ready to call me mommy then she isn't ready there's no rush” came Roses voice, why would Rose want me to call her mommy, I shook my head and continued to listen “Remember when I first got Kaylee she fought me tooth and nail all the way then a few hipnotics and now she's the perfect little” I looked at Kaylee and she beamed at me as if she didn't hear the fact that her mind had been tampered with “I don't want to mess with her mind you know what she's been through” came Roses voice, yea I’ve been through a fuck ton of crazy these last couple of days, though it was very good to hear that Rose didn't want to mess with my head like the twit behind me… or maybe that's the reason why she's a twit, a sudden sense of dread and sadness washed over me for the poor girl, she was is just as much a vicom as I was if not more “We have had our tears and tantrums but I do think we are getting closer” Rose continued “Well if you change your mind I still have some of the foods and songs Kaylee likes her little regresser biscuits when it's the two of us” “That's so cute” Rose sounded like she was saying that a newborn kitten is cute not messing with someone's head, the Amazons are insane and I have to get away “Speaking of Kaylee I haven't heard her for a while I wonder where she is” I started to walk off and motioned for Kaylee to follow me “KAYLEE!” came Gwen's voice “Where are you dear?” “I’m right here mommy” came Kaylees voice from behind me “What are you up to monkey” chuckled Gwen and she rounded the corner to see Kaylee and myself standing there “Ah Rose you might want to come here” said Gwen “Shhh mommy we are playing spy” giggled Kaylee “Whats up?” asked Rose rounding the corner also to see me standing there like a statue, shit “Em…” Rose looked speechless “How did you…” I turned and bolted before Rose could finish “Emma wait” called Rose but I didn't look back just kept running till I found the first open door, the moment I was in I forced the door close and looked around all to aware of how fast my heart was beating in my chest, there were no open windows in the bedroom or a second exit sadly but there was an open wardrobe, I quickly ran over and closed myself in. It didn't take long for the sound of the bedroom door to open and close again “Emma I know your in here please come out” came Roses voice, I waited in the dark trying to control my breathing “Emma this isn't an order just a request for you to come out” there was no anger in her voice, I waited in the dark till I had my breathing under control then called out “Why not just force me to” I heard Rose sigh “How much did you hear?” she asked “Enough to know that you and Gwen have abused Kaylee” I called back and I heard Rose sit down on the other side of the wardrobe door “I told you right from the start that some Amazons do drug their littles but Gwen and I choose not to force it” “I heard her saying that she gives Kaylee little regresser biscuits and I can guess what that is from the name alone that's not even to mention the hypnotics” I shot back snidely, there was a short pause from Rose “When littles come to our world they can be understandably upset…” “Upset this is like a fucking nightmare…” “Please let me finish before you pass judgement on us” I managed to hold my tongue but spat out a “Go on” “Littles can be upset about being taken from there world but we try to help give them a better and happier life here but some littles just can't or won't let go of the past that stops them from living that carefree happy life and so they need a little help yes sometimes with hypnotics and certain foods but we do this to help them and some littles see that we are trying to help and even ask for this help, Kaylee asked for Gwens help” I listened to her while biting my thumbs nail “Kaylee came to us from a hard life in her own world, her body had been abused not just by others but by herself, she had so many mental insecurities that would drive a person insane but when she came here and realised what we wanted to offer her she asked for it, for us to help her live her happy life the way she was meant to” “I didn't have a bad life back home and you took me away from it” I shot back “You…” Rose cut herself off and started again “Were you truly happy there? Working on the farm before and after school, a job on the weekends and a boyfriend who seemed to be getting more distant each day” I had not told Rose about my boyfriend how much exactly did she know about me “I was” I said defiantly even though this wasn't completely true “Then… then I’m sorry” Rose said in an almost whisper “I’m sorry I can't offer you a happier life here” was she trying to reverse psychology me or something so I would say that I wanted to stay or something “I can't take you back and I don't think I could let you escape that would just destroy me to think that you would be out in this world that's out to get you, I just want to keep you safe” “Have you messed with me at all?” I asked thinking about what I had heard Rose say to Gwen “I promise you that I have not drugged you or hypnotized you” most of the fight was leaving me after all just like the first day I was trapped in a room with no exit well actually this time it was a wardrobe “How can I be sure?” I asked “Do you like your diapers?” she asked back “God no” “Do you like the babyish clothes I’ve put you in?” “Most certainly not” “Do you still want to get back home?” “Most definitely” “Then I think it's safe to say your mind is yours” I blinked thinking about that, it made a strange kind of sense, I pushed open the door and stepped out to see Rose sitting there cross legged “I won't lie that there are some Amazons that drug and abuse littles for the fun of it but Gwen and myself are not one of them have a good talk with Kaylee today” said Rose, I frowned at her and Rose took a deep breath in “I am going to try something that might break my heart...” Rose took another deep breath and said “I am going to let you have free wandering, if you run away I will be beside myself with worry and I hope you wont…” it was clear that Rose was rambling “Just let me have a bit of freedom this is a good start” a tear came to Roses eye “Please don't run away” I turned from Rose I’ve never been good with these emotional things “I make no promises just like last time but I suppose… I can stay for now” “Oh thank you thank you” she said and opened her arms “Could I please have a hug” I groaned but walked into her arms which closed around me “For a supposed grown up you are quite emotional” she chuckled and squeezed me tighter “I think we all can be sometimes” I felt her hand pat my bottom and my stomach sunk “Emma…” it seemed to be one of the few rules that Rose had to live with her littles wear padding and don't swear “Yes?” I asked knowing what she was going to ask “Where is your pull up?” “It's there” I bluffed and I felt the back of my skirt lift “Ah huh want to try again?” “Your seeing things” I tried she released me from her embrace and shook her head “It's something Kaylee said while I was in the baby prison about how your my… my…” it was strangely hard to say a single word I had been using all my life “Mommy and it all made me feel so babyish” “Ok… so where is it now?” she asked “Under the stuffed toys” I said a little embarrassed, Rose laughed “It's not that funny” I huffed “Sorry it's just funny that you would prefer to go commando than wear a pull up” I blushed but smirked too “I guess it is a bit funny” “Shall we go see Gwen and Kaylee now” “I suppose so” I sighed and felt Rose start to lift me up “Wait, wait” I shot out and I felt Rose stop “What's wrong?” asked Rose “I think I want to walk more” Rose looked shocked but let go of me “Ok if that's what you want” replied Rose and she let me walk infront of her to the door, I looked up at the door handle and swore under my breath, Rose chuckled and opened the door to reveal two eavesdroppers both with their ears to what would have been the door “Umm this isn't what it looks like” said Gwen with a nervous laugh “No it's much worse, we are still playing spy” giggled Kaylee and I laughed right along with her, just what I needed.

@Nicole Kolibri Not at all its already been planned out theres just a bit more polishing to do then actually get to that point in the story ? @Baby Billy I have also read those stories and given it a lot of thought before even starting this story so their may be a reason

Well I didn't make it for Wednesday but Sunday is just as good right? anyway here's the next part *** Part 6 Aftermath of the loss I opened my eyes to the light streaming through the curtin “I lost” I murmured and pushed myself up, the sun wasn't the morning sun that I was used to rising with no this was more like the mid afternoon sun “What the…” I looked down at the sheets it couldn't be, I through off the sheets and to my horror I saw the wet circle “How the fuck” I whispered to myself and poked my crotch to feel a very wet pull up under the equally wet denim overalls “This can't be happening, this can't be happening” I had not wet the bed since I was… I don't know it was way too far back to remember and now this... Rose is going to kill me when she finds out “I have to hide the sheets… wait where the hell am I going to hide them” I scratched my head trying to think of something... anything “shit , shit, shit” I bit my thumb nail to think then looked up when I heard the door creak open “Double shit” I cried and threw the sheets back over myself while laying back down “Did I hear that your awake?” came Rose's voice, I remained still and silent “I think I did” Even though I couldn't hear her steps I knew that she was coming closer “It's probably better you wake up now anyway, you shouldn't sleep the day away” Without warning the sheets started to be pulled away “NO!” I shouted and grabbed the sheets “A good afternoon to you too” said Rose puzzled “Err… yeah… good morning” I replied trying to calm my nervous voice “Wait afternoon?” so I was right, it wasn't morning “That's right, you slept right through the morning and into the afternoon sleepy head” she started to pull the sheets off again and I held them in place “It's time to get up Emma” “I… umm… don't want to get up just yet” “But your sleeping the day...“ “I think I’m getting sick” I cut in, Rose looked at me then placed a hand across my forehead “You don't feel warm” she said after a bit “But I feel… sick” I fake coughed to try and sell it, Rose gave me a funny look “Well we better get these sheets off you” I quickly pulled them higher to cover my nose Ah… no thats alright it think they are helping” I said “Emma?” “Hmmmm?” Why don't you want me to remove the sheets?” “I… ah… no I'm…” I was tripping over my words “Fine fuck it” I said and through off the sheets to show her the wet patch “Oh Emma is that all, theres no need to worry about accidents why do you think I put you in diapers anyway” I blushed and looked away “your going to put me back in them aren't you?” I asked quietly, Rose thought for a moment then answered “Well you did sleep for a long time… how about we overlook this little accident this time but if you have another then it's back to diapers” I looked up at Rose and was strangely grateful “Thank you” I murmured “Don't worry about it, let's just get you cleaned up but first…” Rose pulled something out of her pocket and showed it to me, it was the stupid pacifier “Great” I sighed and let her push it into my mouth, I pulled it out and looked at it “Come on put it back in or I’m going to have to soap your mouth” “Right sorry but is this a different flavor?” I asked and placed the paci back in my mouth “It sure is” said Rose as she lifted me out of the crib “I thought you might be needing a few different flavors seeing as how much you use them “Grape... I like it” I said around the paci then Rose rested me on her hip and I felt the cold pee leaking down her side “Ah Wose I tink I’m leaking on you” “Don't worry about it, I’ll clean myself after we get you all cleaned up” and she booped my nose, just like last time it made me smile, she was being so nice about this… accident I don't even think my own mother would be this nice. Rose carried me into the bathroom, set me down in the tub then tried to unclip the overalls when I lightly slapped her hands away “I can undress myself” she smiled down at me “Of course you can sweety” I waited for her to leave or at least look away but she wasn't moving “A little pwivacy please” dam this pacifier was messing with my words, Rose chuckled but covered her eyes with her hands “Let me know when your ready” just to check that she couldn't see me I quickly flipped her the bird, no response good, I unclipped the overalls and kicked them to the end of the tub ditto to the shirt and looked down at the soaked pull up wondering what to do with it “Hmm…” “Do you need some help with that?” “THE FUCK” I spat the paci out and covered myself “ROSE WHAT THE HELL, A LITTLE PRIVACY” Rose grinned and covered her eyes again “I just thought you might need some help” “I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU I DON'T NEED HELP WITH THIS” I shouted back “All the same I better see that paci back in your mouth when I uncover my eyes” I grumbled and walked over to the stupid paci “That was your fault” I mumbled under my breath and put the thing back in my mouth then got a maybe not so smart idea. I pulled the pull up off and threw it at the end of the bathtub, as it hit it near exploded “Oh no” I shrunk in on myself as I felt Rose’s glare “And what do you think you are doing?” It was clear she wasn't happy, the paci fell from my mouth “I… I just wanted to… to give you a scare, I didn't think it would explode like that” I spluttered she just shook her head, stood up and walked out the door, this was somehow worse than if she had yelled at me, as if cleaning it up could make the whole event disappear I started collecting all the spongy crystals the whole time thinking how gross they were. Rose walked back in the door holding a plastic bag “I collected all the pieces… and… and... I’m sorry” I said softly, she gave me a small smile “I know you are” she covered her hand with the bag and with one scoop she collected the contents of the pull up “Your lucky it landed in the tub or I would be really mad” “I’m sorry” I mumbled again “Cheer up if you promise you are not going to do anything like that again then I’m not mad… and I can see your tushy” it took a second to register “You wha…” I quickly squated and covered myself “I’m sorry it won't happen again” I rushed out and in a few moments I felt cloth cover me “Thank you Rose” I pulled the towel around myself and stood back up “Your welcome sweety, I get the feeling you are going to make my life interesting” the corner on my mouth pricked up for a moment “Yea maybe” she tousled my hair then presented me with something, I looked closer and saw a new paci, I groaned inwardly but knew I deserved this one and placed it in my own mouth without protest “Good girl” I was expecting a similar plain flavorless one like what she normally gives me but this one… this was a lovely sweet strawberry flavour only chocolate could top this. Rose cleaned the tub where I had made a mess then let the bath start to fill for real “So can… can I wash myself?” I asked already knowing the answer, I looked up to see Rose shaking her head “But if its privacy you want I can do this…” Rose poured something from a bottle into the water and bubbles spread quickly across the tub, I smiled and in one quick motion through the towel onto the side of the tub and dipped myself under the water “Ahhhhh” I let out as I wiped the water and bubbles from my face “Dats nice” and laid my back against the tub. Rose let the water run for a little bit longer then turned it off and watched me, I sucked on the pacifier then closed my eyes, I really needed a bath and I think I am starting to like the paci especially the flavoured ones, how strange. I was starting to get lost in my own thoughts when Rose’s voice broke my train of thought “Have you forgotten why you are here?” I opened my eyes, looked up at Roses smile and pulled out the paci “I can't even remember the last time I had a bath” I gave her a smile of my own and then proceed to wash myself with Rose trying to “help” every step of the way. Now that I was clean and mostly dry Rose had wrapped me in a towel and carried me into my room “How are you feeling now?” She asked as she laid me down on the changing table “Much better in the cleanliness department” “That's good, we will just get you dressed and we can go eat breakfast” Rose brought up two items, one in each hand “Which one?” I looked away, one was the pink diaper and the other was a pull up type from yesterday, both gave me some embarrassment what an impossible choice “Come on which do you want today?” asked Rose again, after last night I really didn't think that Rose would let me go without some sort of padding “You choose, you won the bet after all” “I could choose but I want to know which you would prefer” “Neither” I mumbled, Rose nodded once “I’m sure but after last night's accident do you think that's a good idea” I hated to admit it but she was right… for the night at least “That one” I said pointing blind “Ok let's get you dressed” Rose pulled open the towel and of course I covered myself “Your too cute” chuckled Rose and I felt something running up my leg, I looked down to see Rose sliding the pullup up my legs, I cheered inwardly, no diaper today “Bum up please” I lifted up and it was slid in place “Now I’m afraid that I only have the dresses and onesies till I make you some more clothes, I cringed “Dress please” I never thought I would be asking to wear a dress, I sat up and Rose slid the dress over my head “At least it's not pink” I said looking down at the yellow thing “Hmm… I think I have one of those” grinned Rose “Please no” I replied with a mock worried face, Rose chuckled “Don't worry I wouldn't do that to you” Rose picked me up and set me on the floor “Are you right in here while I get cleaned up?” I looked at the wet patches on her shirt, most of that had to be from the bath water right? “Ah... yes I should be fine” “That's my girl” she bent down and kissed the top of my head “Yuck” I said and rubbed my head as she walked out of the room. I watched Rose leave and stared at the door… the open door… I could escape. I tiptoed to the door frame and looked around “Good she's not there” I whispered to myself and carefully walked past the door frame upto the first turn in the hallway, I poked my head around the corner and still didn't see Rose. I reached the front door relatively quickly and looked up at the door handle “Hmmmm…” thinking about it now I might be Able to reach it with a little run up, I poked my head around the corner to look into Roses room and this time saw her removing the damp shirt, turning back I took a deep breath and ran full pelt at the door *THUMP My foot hit the door allowing me to thrust myself up just enough to grab the handle “Yes” I hissed and started swinging side to side, on the fifth swing the handle clicked and swung open “EMILY!” cried Rose I didn't even have to look back to know she was running after me. I made it into the glorious sunlight and halfway to the road before I was caught and embraced from behind, moments seemed to drag on as I felt her shaking “Please… please don't go out here on your… your own again” she turned me to face her “I don't know what I would do if something happened to you” I looked away not wanting to see her and it's not because I felt guilty, she's holding me here against my will after all… “Stay with me and I can keep you safe” “Is that an order?” I asked softly “What… no why do you ask?” “You won the bet” I murmured, I may have a foul mouth at times but I honour my debts “I really don't want to force you to do anything, I'm hoping that you will trust me to have your best intentions in mind when I do or say something” I was thinking about this when I saw a… um I think a car flash past on the road, we didn't travel that fast in the car before surely “We had better get back inside you barely have a shirt on” I looked at the shirt dangling from her arm, she chased after me before getting fully dressed. When Rose realised that she wasn't wearing a shirt she rushed us back inside quick smart and sat me on her bed after closing the door while she finished getting dressed, I have the feeling she doesn't trust me as much now “Are you hungry?” Asked Rose brightly “Errrr… yes” she now sounded as if I hadn't tried to escape not more than five minutes ago “Well let's get something to eat” Rose lifted me onto her hip and carried me to the high chair in the kitchen “Are you a toast or cereal girl?” she asked after I was strapped in “Cereal” I replied and Rose went to work around the kitchen. I was about to break the silence that had been growing through our meal when Rose finally spoke “So why did you try to run away?” “Because you never told me not too” I joked “Funny but really I want to know” “Come on Rose you know why, your nice enough I guess but this isn't home or how I saw my life turning out for that matter” Rose looked a little hurt, how could she be hurt surely she should have known “Why didn't you try to escape yesterday, you probably could have lost me for a while at the store” I sighed “Yea I probably should have tried but I stupidly thought that if I won the bet I could get you to take me home” a smirk came to her face “I love you but I don't have that kind of money” “So even if I had won I would still lose, craaaaap” I slumped and waited for Rose to push the stupid paci in my mouth but it never came “So are you going to try escaping again?” Asked Rose “Probably” I murmured back not seeing any point in lying and shoveled the last spoonful of cereal into my mouth “At least your honest” Rose gave a quick smile “Got any plans for the next attempt?” She asked “Are you serious?” I shot back “Sure why not” she replied, I just groaned “Not really that one was more out of opportunity” I pushed the bowl to her and she took it and her own plate to the sink. Not a lot changed from yesterday evening, Rose returned to making some more clothes for me and I was placed in the baby prison or if you prefer the playpen. I tried to play with the Lego like last time but I really wasn't in the mood after both escape plans failed when I was like this back home it meant I went out on the quad bike or a day in front of the TV What's the point in having a TV if you don't use it?” I asked Rose, she stopped what she was doing and looked down to me “Who says I don't use it?” “The whole time I’ve been here you haven't turned it on” “It's mostly for guests, I don't really like them” she said and started up the sewing machine again “Could I watch it?” I asked “I am a guest after all” she stopped the machine and smirked at me “I suppose you are…” Rose looked like she was thinking about it “The little channel shouldn't be too bad… ok” Rose stood up and walked over to my prison “Now if I let you sit on the couch to watch will you try to escape?” I gave her a mock hurt look “I’m hurt you would even think such a thing of me” she raised an eyebrow at me “Back in my world if you put someone in front of the television they become a useless sack of potatoes I was no different” Rose still looked at me “I promise I won't try to escape while watching TV” I finally said with my hand raised “Scouts honour… though I wasn't in the scouts so I wonder if that counts….” I trailed off, Rose finally looked satisfied and plucked me out of the prison to set me on the couch “Thing on” said Rose and the TV turned itself on to what looked like a menu page “New user, Little, parental controls on” she continued then looked to me “Say your name” I must have been a little slow on the uptake because I was still trying to figure out whar Rose was doing “Um… Emma” I finally said “Hello Emma” came a males voice “What would you like to watch?” asked the same voice “Rose what's going on? Where's the channels?” I asked “I made you a user so you can watch what you would like, now the TV can help you find things you might like to watch later, there are still channels but it would take you too long to search for something you might like” she sounded like she was putting air quotes around “TV” I wonder if they have another name here “Cool so it's sort of like Netflix” she gave me that smile “I’m afraid I don't know what that is but I’m sure you can figure this out, now just one last thing...” Rose grabbed the edge of the couch and dragged it round 45 degrees “There now I can watch you” I rolled my eyes and laid down “Do you have cartoons?” I asked the TV and immediately tiles appeared on the screen, covers for shows that I had never even heard of “That one” I said pointing to the one I wanted to start with and the entire screen changed to the opening credits “See I knew you would figure it out” said Rose and she went back to the sewing desk. I had flicked through a dozen or so of different show till I stumbled upon something that brought back some old memories “If there's someone in need I will be there, weather they be Amazon or Little” The girl proclaimed in her glamourfied sailor costume, I had been watching this show for the last couple of minutes and couldn't help thinking that it looked a lot like the show Sailor moon from back home and no I didn't watch it my brother did and it was on before my own shows. The show went through a couple small fight scenes to save the captured Little and onto a heartfelt lesson for the Amazon about how they need to keep an eye on their Little, I was going to change to the next show when it showed the lady flying through the air then into a house window, she landed in the crib and with some corny “magical” affects the Amazon became a Little in the crib “What the…?” Rose looked at the TV “Whats up?” she asked “That Amazon became a human” I wasn't going to say little “Can I become an Amazon?” I asked, Rose chuckled at me “That's Sailor Little you know it's not real right?” I felt my cheeks get warm “Well how am I supposed to know what's possible in this world, that could be a normal thing” I shot back “I’m afraid not, it's just an old cartoon how did it go...” Rose thought for a moment “By day a normal Little, by night the saving Amazon or something like that” I frowned at her “So how is she supposed to be able to turn from one to the other” Rose thought about it again “I think she saved the life of a magical Amazon but she had to disobey her loving Amazon to do so” “That's just stupid” I grumbled “And yet you haven't changed the show like all the others, how about we watch it together” “Do what you want it's your place” I said and returned my attention to the TV, Rose sat down next to me and we started the show from the very start. We ended up binge watching the show right to lunch when Rose left for the kitchen and came back with some sandwiches for us both “How could you like this? It's so corny” I asked before a bite “I used to watch it when I was a little girl, I haven't watched it for years and years” “I can see why” I chuckled and started pointing out all the corniest bits, we both pointed out and laughed at some of the sillyer points of the show right through dinner. We watched another couple of episodes till I started to yawn “I don't know how you can be tired with how long you slept” “Yea I don't know either but I think it's time for me to go to bed” “Not going to fight it tonight?” asked Rose with a smirk “I have no problems admitting that I need sleep, yesterday was just for the bet” “I’m glad, how grown up” “Yea well I am a grown up back in my world” I huffed “I know” she replied tussling my hair “But before you go to bed I think I should tell you a bit about tomorrow” I straightened my hair then looked up at her “What about tomorrow?” I asked “We will be going to Gwen's home for a party, your party in fact” “What why my party?” “To welcome you of course” “Rose do we have to I really don't want to go out like this” I gestured to the overalls and made sure to point out the crotch area a little more “Don't worry your new outfit should be ready by morning” “Rose please I really don't feel comfortable going out like this” I whined “You went out yesterday fine” “I thought I would be getting the he… um… heck out of dodge and didn't give a…” she smiled at me knowing what I was going to say “Rebecka will be there” my eyebrows raised, I did want to get to know her now that I was staying a bit longer “Fine but I reserve the right to complain more about it tomorrow” I yawned “Very well, how's your diaper?” I looked away from her “It's not a diaper” I murmured “Ok how's your pull up?” she tried again “None of your beeswax” I replied “Wet huh” I shook my head vigorously “Not even close” “Your not going to say something like I bet I could hold it for all tonight and tomorrow” I probably wouldn't have said that long but I was going to make a stupid remark like that but like I would admit it “No why would I do that I’ve learned my lesson from yesterday” I lied “That's good but if you need to do your business I suggest you do it now or you might have a repeat of this morning” “Don't remind me of this morning” I shuddered at the thought “What did you put something in that chocolate milk to make me… wet myself” I near whispered the last two words “I promise you I have not spiked your drinks” “What about the food?” “Or the food” I studied her face trying to look for a tell of some sort but didn't see anything “I suppose I will have to take your word for it” “ I guess you will now what's it going to be are you going to bed as you are?” “I’ll try to go” I murmured and pushed myself off the couch “Where are you going?” “To get at least a little bit of privacy” I replied and walked behind the couch, I squatted down and pushed but nothing was coming out, it wasn't anything like last time, do I have to be busting before I can use these stupid things “Are you done yet?” asked Rose peeking her head over the couch, I don't know why but I covered myself “Rose privacy please” “Ok, ok” and the head retreated, I tried to relaxing this time and after a full minute a few dribbles escaped “How about now?” asked Rose and the head was back “ROSE!” I groaned “I just got it started” “I was starting to wonder how you held so much in that little body” she chuckled and retreated, I closed my eyes again and managed to get the flow going once more “Done” I sighed in relief and looked down to remember where all the liquide was “Grossssss… Rose I really need a change” in a moment Rose rounded the couch and lifted me onto her hip squishing the wet padding closer to me “Good girl” she cooed “It's disgusting” I grumbled and tried not to think about it. Rose placed me on the changing table in my room and effortlessley removed the overalls and shirt, I wanted the soaked garment gone so bad that I could put up with the invasion of my privacy and let her tear away the pull up and gently wipe my private area, well I suppose it's not so private to her now… “Which do you want tonight?” asked Rose holding up another pullup in one hand and one of the pink diapers in the other, I really wanted to complain or say neither but the memory of waking up wet this morning was enough to push that back, I shakaly pointed at the diaper and looked away “Good girl” Rose said again, how patronising. Rose diapered me and helped me into some PJ’s that she must have made today “What's with all the hearts?” I asked “They make you look so cute besides these are pants” she was right, Rose had made me a plane blue sleeve top and a pair of blue pants with hearts covering them, I shrugged and yawned I might have actually worn these to bed back home anyway “Now just too more things” said Rose as she set me down in the crib “What's that” I asked “I’ll be back with them” Replied Rose and she left the room, I smirked when I saw her close the door. Rose returned with the bear from the other crib and a bottle with brown stuff in it “Here we go” Rose placed the bear next to me and brought the covers up “Umm… thank you I guess” then Rose handed me the bottle “I figured you didn't get your chocolate milk last night so you can have one now” “Oh cool thanks” I took the bottle and with no regret started sucking the milk “Oh that's nice” I said after the first mouthful even though it came out much slower than I would have liked “I’m glad you like it, did you want me to continue reading Alice?” asked Rose “Yes please” I replied and continued sucking the bottle, Rose grabbed the book and sat down next to the crib “Chapter three A Caucus-Race and a Long Tale. They were indeed a queer-looking party that assembled on the bank…” there was something strangely mesmerising about listening to Rose read as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

@Nicole Kolibri Thank you ?, Sadly I do have it going darker but that wont be for a while, I'm much more fond of the gentler side it was just needed at the start. @Josiesol1 If your meaning kinder things I couldn't agree more.

@SGTbaby I'm Glad your liking it so far, thanks @CDfm If you even do find the similar story please let me know I would love to read it Thank you @YourFNF I have been trying to to show that the Amazons just have a different perspective about how the world should work, it doesn't necessarily make them good or bad I actually got the idea for that from a cat I helped rescue, she was scared hurt and all alone I did not and do not blame her for biting my fingers just because I'm sure that she didnt know that I was only trying to help her, now she come over to get a head scratch each time I see her Now I had better submit another part its almost been a month since the last one ? I'll try to submit another one on Wednesday if I get the time *** Part 5 Survive the night Rose had visited a couple more stores before heading back to the car, buckling my ass into the stupid car seat once more and heading back home “I think it's about time for lunch what do you think?” asked Rose as she walked through the door with me in one arm and a bag in the other “Is it really only lunch?” I asked around the paci, Rose sat the bag on the kitchen bench then placed me in the high chair “It sure is” answered Rose as she place some items away “Now because you weren't on your best behaviour I don't think you have earned a hot chocolate…” “NO…” the paci flew out of my mouth as I shouted cutting her off then remembered what Rose liked to hear “I mean please can I have some?” a smile came to Rose “If you had let me finish I was going to say that you were much better behaved than most littles first outings and for that I think you do deserve this” Rose pulled out a box “Little’s mac n cheese” I read aloud “Umm… thanks but I’ll pass, I didn't like that stuff even back home” Rose’s smile dropped a little “Try it anyway you never know you might like it” said Rose opening the box “You sound just like my…” I cut myself off not wanting to finish what I was going to say especially after what Rose had told me in the store, no matter what she does Rose is not my mum. At the thought of my mum I felt the tears starting and I tried to rub them away so Rose wouldn't see but she did “Oh sweety what's wrong?” asked Rose and she rushed over to my side “Nothing… I have something in my eye” I whimpered “It was the outing wasn't it I knew it I shouldn't have taken you out yet you weren't ready…” “It's not that its… its… I... “ I racked my brain for something quick “I need to use the bathroom” I lied “Oh honey you had me so worried” and she hugged me “You know you are wearing a diaper right?” she asked in a way that she actually thought I might not know “I’m not a baby” I said rubbing my eyes, stop crying you can cry when you get home, I had to keep telling myself this “I know your not a baby” Rose let go of me and looked into my eyes “If you use your diaper now and when we get you changed you can show me how big you are by wearing your big girl underwear” my hopes rose upon hearing that “Really you got some?” I asked “I sure did” And Rose went back over to the kitchen bench and rummaged around the bag till she pulled out a of pack pull ups, my heart sank again, seriously if this is what she thinks big underwear is makes me wonder what she wears “Well what do you think?” she asked with a smile “Not what I expected” I muttered to myself “What was that?” “I said thank you” she beamed at me “I just knew that would perk you up now am I going to have a messy diaper to change soon?” I grimaced not even wanting to think about that “I know you don't like it hun but it's perfectly normal” Rose tussled my hair and went back over to her cooking. Constantly looking at the watch Rose had given me told me that not much time passed but it felt like hours, I was starting to yawn “Here we go” said Rose placing a bowl of normal sized Mac n Cheese “Could I please get a fork?” “Not after last night, I’ll feed you this time” “What but I didn't choke this morning” “This morning I was watching you very closely, this time I will be eating my own lunch too” I thought about this for a moment “So am I supposed to use my hands to eat?” I asked addressing the thought “Of course not, I'll feed you” she replied revealing a fork, I groaned “Rose please can't you just let me feed myself I promise I will go slow this time” Rose closed her eyes in thought and for a moment I thought I might just get my way “Emma are you trying to be a big girl?” This question really through me “What?” “Are you trying to show me how grown up you are?” “Umm… if it means I can feed myself then… yes” “Back in your dimension did all adults eat with forks or spoons?” “No… what are you getting at?” I asked now thoroughly confused “I'm trying to tell you that just because you are not eating with a fork or someone else feeds you does not make you any less of an adult, acting like a child makes you less of an adult” I thought about this for a long time and Rose waited for me “But adults can still request and… and… argue for things they want” “You are quite right and in this case I am denying your request for a fork so that I may show you how much I care about you by doing a trivial task for you” I both hated and admired this woman at that moment she had spoken you me as an adult and made a logical argument that I couldn't think of a proper argument for and made to sound logical that she treats me like a child in this case, oh logical argument how I love you… and hate you now “Are you trying to be big?” Rose asked again bringing my mind back to her, I hesitated before answering “Yes I am grown up” “And does me feeding you take any of your grown up status from you?” “No… just a bit of my pride” I murmured the last bit to myself” “How very grown up of you” she smiled “Now open up for the airplane” I rolled my eyes and opened my mouth for her, the spoon entered and I tasted the deliciousness of the cheese hit my tongue, this was soooo much better than any Mac n cheese I had ever tasted back home “Sorry I couldn't help myself” chuckled Rose. Rose continued to feed me up till the point that i know she missed my mouth on purpose and I ended up with Mac n cheese down my front “I think someone's a messy eater” sung Rose “someone missed my mouth” I sung right back to her and wiped my cheek with the back of my sleeve “Please don't use your sleeve” moaned Rose and she left me for the kitchen sink “What I'm saving it for later” I said jokingly and Rose returned with a face washer “That good was it” and Rose started to rub my face, I kicked and squealed in protest but it was no good “Not… really” I replied through her cleaning “Well if you do want more later you can just let me know” and she gently took my hand and cleaned off the Mac from my sleeve and chest “Perv” I grumbled as she rubbed the mac and cheese off my chest “Oh hush they are barely bumps” and Rose went back to the sink “Compared to a giant maybe” I looked down at my chest, are they smaller than normal? No surely not “Now I think you should wear this” Rose produced a bib, I groaned “If you didn't miss my mouth we would be fine” Rose placed the bib around my neck “Well this is just in case you want to save more for later” she smiled “No need you just take it away from me” I grined back, the bib did annoy me but Roses argument kept coming back to me, adults do sometimes wear bibs or napkins when eating. Rose finished feeding me then started on her own meal, as I was watching her eat my stomach groaned but not from hunger it was getting time for the moment I was dreading since I first asked Rose if I could use the toilet “I think someone's still Hungry” I looked up at her and blushed “ah no I'm good thanks” “oh so that means…” she trailed off and but a knowing smirk came to her face “NO IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK” I shouted at her and I tried pulling myself out of the high chair once more “ok, ok” she said waving her fork at me but she still had that smirk “gah” I through up my hands “fine it is what you think please let me use the toilet just this once” the smirk left her face for a look of sadness “no even if I wanted to hold you over the toilet while you did your business you would just want it again the next time you might as well get it over with and I can change you straight away into your big girl underwear” this was probably all true but the whole thought disgusted me. Even with my body telling me it wanted to let go my subconscious mind seemed to override it and so nothing happened “I can't…. please Rose” I begged, Rose sighed, unstrapped me and lifted me out of the high chair “maybe you will need to go later” and she carried me back into the playpen. Time can be cruel sometimes like now, I spent what felt like an hour pacing back and forth in the playpen but in actually was only ten minutes before I checked to see that Rose had her back to me before I squatted down and with one great push I felt mess push against the back of the diaper and spread out and to make matters worse my bladder decided to join in the emptying. I squatted in complete shock for a minute until the smell hit me and I gagged, Rose turned to look at me “there don't you feel better now?” “no” I sobbed “I feel disgusting and gross” Rose came over to the play pen and opened her arms “come here and we will get you all changed, without hesitation I ran into her open arms and was carried off to the changing table… with her having squished the mess. True to her word Rose laid me on the changing table, placed the strap across my chest, unsnapped my clothing, peeled down the diaper and proceed to clean me with wipes, because of my shame and disgust I covered my eyes with one arm and could feel my nails digging into my palm on the other hand, in no time I felt something sliding up my legs and I lifted my arm enough to see that it was one of the pull ups Rose had bought this morning, with one quick motion Rose lifted my bum and slid the pull up into place “There we go” Rose unstrapped me and lifted me up so my head was resting on her breast “That's better isn't it?” she asked “Ah ha” I murmured with a sniffle and Rose started walking back to the lounge room “Now I do have a condition for you wearing your big girl underwear and that is that you tell me each time you need to go or I will think you had an accident and need to put you back into your diapers, can you do that for me?” “Ah ha” I murmured again not paying attention, I was still reliving my disgust of a couple of minutes ago, how could I have done that “Emma please look at me” “Ah ha” I felt my chin being lifted and I was brought back to myself and found myself looking into Rose’s eyes “You didn't do anything wrong” she said in a firm voice, I pulled my head away from her hand and looked down at the floor and in a soft voice said “I haven't had an accident like that since I was… one, I guess I am just a baby now” and with the same firm voice Rose said “You did not have an accident you told me that you needed to go and you used your diaper like a big girl and that is why you get to wear your big girl pants” “It's just another diaper” I wanted to yell but it came out in the same quiet voice “They are not, do you know how many littles wear what you have earned?” I could see where she was going with this “Thousands or none at all” I said knowing that the answer was going to be wrong “Wrong there aren't many, all the littles I know need thick diapers because they cant hold anything for even a second” even though I knew this was coming or at least something like it hearing her words did actually give me a bit of comfort “How come I can hold it?” I asked “Because you are my special little and I will never let anything happen to you” and she booped my nose, a smile broke out on my face and I pushed away her finger “You know I don't like that” I said but couldn't remove the smile from my face “I think you secretly love me doing it” she replied and returned the smile… and another boop to the nose “Now because your such a big girl I have a surprise for you” “Oh what is it?” “You just wait in here and give me a minute and I will show you” Rose lowered me into the playpen once more and returned to her sewing desk, I looked down at my legs and saw the completely white pull up and just had to check “Can I…” I put my fingers down the waistband and pulled down “Yes” I said excitedly, the pull up came down with ease, this I could remove myself now I just had to find a toilet I could use… wait what am I saying I’m leaving tomorrow when I win the bet “I saw that” I looked up at Rose and felt my cheeks get slightly warm “I was just checking” I said and pulled it back up “Ah ha” replied Rose with a grin “If I catch you taking that off on your own I will have to put you back in diapers” “Yes ma’am” I Replied and gave her a quick salute, she laughed and returned to the table. It only took a couple of minutes for Rose to turn back to me holding something in her hand “Are you ready?” she asked and I looked up to her “Ta dah!” Rose revealed a pair of denim overalls if it wasn't for the three pink hearts on the front I would say that they were perfect “wow “ I exclaimed, pants that had legs “Did you want to try them on?” I nodded vigorously, Rose smiled and came over to the pen, laid the overalls on the top bar and before I knew why she had done that I felt the bottom of my dress being lifted up, I quickly pushed it back down “Rose!” I hissed, Rose’s hands backed off “What's wrong?” “Modesty” I said “Come now I have just changed you out of a diaper I think I have seen everything” my cheeks went warm again “I can get dressed by myself if you don't mind” “Oh… ah… ok” Rose handed me the overalls and a yellow shirt then continued to watch me “Can I please get a bit of privacy?” “Oh” she giggled but turned around nonetheless, I quickly pulled off the blue dress and stepped into the overalls, pulled on the shirt then after clipping the clasps inplace I looked back up to Rose “All done” Rose turned to see me “Not to bad if I do say so myself, how does it fit?” asked Rose “seems to fit well” I replied and turned this way and that but there was something strange about the seams of the pants, I felt around them and found velcro going from the bottom of one leg up and around the crotchless and back down to the other leg bottom, I looked up at Rose puzzled then it came to me, it was so she could change a diaper without removing all my clothes “pay that no mind you might not ever need that” said Rose “that's right I wont” I said proudly and Rose hugged me. “Rose kept up with the sewing machine for another three hours according to the watch before she picked me up from behind and she carried me over to the couch “are you thirsty” she asked as she sat on the couch and sat me next to her “a bit” I replied and Rose pulled a full bottle from her jackets pocket “there is no way I can drink all that” it was as big as a two liter of soda back home, Rose chuckled “I never said you had to drink the whole thing just nurse it” I shrugged and placed the teat into my mouth “you know I thought you wouldn't be happy about it being in a bottle” I shrugged again, since I knew I was leaving tomorrow I thought I would indulge her “I suppose I'm just getting used to this cra… ah… stuff” I eyed Rose to see if she would get out the paci but she remained still “that's good to hear” she smiled “because I don't do these things to embarrass you, I do have reasons for what I do” “I know” I replied after another mouth full. I was watching Rose from the couch for a couple of minutes when I noticed her right hand kept flicking to the left every minute or so “Hey Rose what's with your hand?” She looked down at her hand then a smile came to her face “Oh that I'm reading” I frowned in confusion and looked at the TV “There's nothing there to read” Rose took off her glasses and held them In front of my eyes, even with them much to big for my head I could see the book like text through the lenses “Why do you have words on the inside of your glasses?” I asked still confused about the flicking, Rose placed the glasses nose rest onto mine even though it didn't fit “Try moving your hand like I did” said Rose still smiling, I did and the text moved aside just like when I used a tablet back home “What… how...” i flicked my hand again and the next page appeared “How does this work, they look like normal reading glasses” Rose took the glasses back “I do not have the slightest idea” she laughed “Do you know how your computers work?” “Err… magic” she smirked at my nonsense answer “Exactly it suffices that Amazons made it” “Hmmmm… so the glasses are like your version of a Kindle?” I asked, Rose looked confused “I'm sorry I don't know what a Kindle is” I thought about it for a moment “Ummm… it's like an electronic book reader and you can add and remove books when you want” “In that case no it's not like a Kindle The Glass can do much more than read books” Rose made some motions through the air which reminded me abit of a person using a tablet, then placed the… umm… The Glass back onto my face “Wow” I gasped, right In front of me there was a chess board with all the pieces just floating there “Take the board with both hands and place it between us” “But it's not really there is it” I looked up to see her smiling again “You tell me” I frowned but stretched out to grab the board and my hands went straight through the image “My hand went straight through is this virtual reality?” “It's more like Augmented reality now try again and move your hands as if you are holding the board” this is too strange, I held out for the board again but this time instead of passing my hand through I 'grabbed’ the board and to my amazement it followed my hands as if I was really holding a physical chess board “That is so cool” I exclaimed as I set the chess set on the couch, Rose removed the glasses from me once more “Can we play a game?” I asked, I really wanted to keep playing with The Glass “I'm afraid I don't have a little sized pair of The Glass…” “No one gave you a pair for me in the baby shower why they are so cool” I said interrupting her “Adopted Littles don't need a pair of The Glass, most wouldn't even know about them, I give you way more freedom than I have seen any other Amazon give an adopted Little” I had to wonder if she was telling the truth… oh well hopefully I will never have to find out. I watched Rose it looked like she had given up on reading and was now typing “You look like a mime” Rose turned to me with that smile and laughed “It must look funny when you can't see what I'm doing” “Just a bit” I replied “Well I'm writing in my diary” “You keep a diary?” You are like an old lady” Rose put on a mock hurt face “You should never call a woman old” “Oh please you sew and keep a diary what else could I say” “Perhaps that I'm old fashioned and I didn't hear you complaining when I made what you are now wearing” “Fair point I apologize” “Thank you, apology accepted” I left the silence a bit longer than I would have liked before I got the courage to ask “What are you writing about? Wait no I shouldn't have...” “I'm writing about our day so far” “Oh… um… has it been a good day?” “It has been great” Rose replied without hesitation, she finished typing a couple more words then stood up “I think it's about time for dinner what do you think?” I looked down at the watch “A bit early isn't it” but then again I was feeling hungry for some reason then it hit me, the thing I couldn't think of earlier this morning “Shit” I exclaimed “what's wrong” asked Rose sounding worried “The days are longer here aren't they?” Rose visibly relaxed “yes the days are longer here than what you are used to I think I told you that yesterday” Rose said as she fished in her pocket and pulled out the paci and pushed it into my mouth “what did I… oh right” I sucked it once and thankfully Rose didn't inflate the stupid thing “how long have I been awake my time?” I asked now feeling the yawns come back “ah just let me… ah yes here it is… twenty two hours” I was stunned “shit” Rose sighed and inflated the paci once, it's no wonder I'm tired and hungry I just thought it was the different foods making me feel sluggishly, how the fuck am I going to win this bet now. Rose sat me in the high chair and I watched her cooking while trying to stop myself yawning, why is it that when you find out it's late the body suddenly remembered that it's tired “still awake over there?” asked Rose “your loving this aren't you” I shot back “I think someone's grumpy” it was true but still “you cheated” I said “how so?” asked Rose “you didn't remind me about the longer days when we made the bet” I huffed “it's not my fault you didn't remember” “but you could have…” I yawned and continued “reminded me” “I thought I was making a bet with an adult that would remember all the information needed for our bet” said Rose adding something to the pot on the stove “but you see me as a kid so you took advantage of my lack of knowledge and… and…” I couldn't think straight, the train of thought was gone “I think you trailed off at the end there are you still with me?” Rose asked and turned to see me covering another yawn with my hand “this bites” “I could put your paci back in if your going to be like that” “what I can't say bite now?” I asked maybe a little more angeraly than I was intending “it was how you said it grumpy head” “mer mer mer” I mocked “wow you are in a bad mood” it was true I hadn't felt this tired for a very long time and I could see my chances of getting back home slipping away “here try this” Rose held up a spoon of what looked like liquefied mashed potato “what is it?” I asked “are you back to not trusting the food I give you?” wait when had I started to trust what she gave me, I thought back to my last few meals and yes I hadn't gotten her to try them first, Rose dipped a finger into the whitish stuff and licked it off her finger “see it's safe” I groaned and let my head flop onto the highchairs tray table “Em what's wrong?” there was genuine concern in her voice “I can't do this” I murmured “can't do what?” “this” I said again ”how am I going to win our bet now” I whispered to myself there was silence like Rose was thinking “it probably doesn't mean much... but you have lasted much longer than I thought you would, maybe eating will give you some energy“ I looked up at her “And why would you want me to get…” I yawned then finished “More energy” “Would it make you happy to win our bet?” I tried to think about where she was going with this but I was to tired “Yes” “Then I’ll help you if I can” “You could just let me win” I murmured “Now would that be fun?” asked Rose “Or would you prefer to win on your own merit?” “Both” she laughed “Here you still need to eat something” I turned to see the spoon waiting again “Fine” I lifted myself back up and let Rose feed me the whitish stuff “Is that potato soup?” I asked fairly confident that it was “Aren't you clever, yes it's potato soup is this where you tell me you don't like it” I shook my head “No it's fine” “Oh good because it's almost done” Rose returned to her cooking. We ate dinner in silence then we retired back to the lounge room, I was sat on the couch trying to think of a way to stay awake when the memory of the last time I had been this tired came back to me, it was during one of the relay for life events in which I stayed up most of the day and night to jog around a running track to keep our teams batten moving for twenty four hours what if I tried that again yes that might keep me awake again “Rose do you have a treadmill?” Rose looked at me through those glasses she must have been reading “Not that I know of why?” “I was hoping to use it to stay…” those stupid yawns again “Awake” I finished “Well I don't have a treadmill but if you promise to stay in my eye sight I’m fine with letting you run around the lounge” even though this was sort of my idea just hearing it from another person made me want to say no and go to sleep “That would be nice” Rose smiled and lifted me down to the carpeted floor “Remember stay where I can see you” I nodded my head and started walking from wall to wall gradually picking up speed to a jog. “Your starting to look tired there” commented Rose as she watched me turn for the umtingth time “Still… going… strong…” I panted it was a big fat lie, it hadn't even been 10 minutes and I was buggered and this baffled me because back home I could keep this pace up for an hour or so before getting tired “well I think it's time for a drink” said Rose and she stood up, I touched the wall again then chased after her, I had to take four steps for every one of hers “Would you like a drink?” asked Rose as she flicked on the kettle “No thank you” I replied and continued to circle the island table “Not even a hot chocolate?” My mind was saying no but my taste buds were screaming yes “Errr… yes... please” I came to a stop at Roses leg and nearly dropped as my legs turned to jelly “I think you need a rest” I felt Roses hands lifting me up to her hip and would have been able to see the top of the table if it wasn't for me resting my head against Rose and resting my eyes “Your not falling asleep there are you?” I shook myself and replied “No… no just resting my eyes” “That's good I thought you might have been giving up” said Rose as she added things to the one mug and my sippy cup, I tried watching but my eyes were at the point that they were closing on their own. Rose sat me down on the couch again beside her and took a sip of her drink “Rose?” “Yes dear?” “What are you going to do with me if you win our bet?” I asked more to keep myself awake than for any desire to know “I will protect you, love you and give you all the happiness I can” “That sounds… weird” I yawned not really paying any attention anymore “How would you like to continue reading some more of Alice” “Sure” I murmured and rested my head on Roses lap and let my eyes close, I heard rustling from the coffee table then felt the gentle hand of Rose stroking my long hair “CHAPTER Two The Pool of Tears Curiouser and curiouser! cried Alice she was so much surprised, that for the moment she quite forgot how to speak good English” listening to Roses soothing voice made it all the harder to reopen my eyes but I managed one last look at the watch before my eyes closed for the final time that night, eight twenty huh and let my mind slow down for sleep. Rose stopped reading as she heard the soft snoring of the little girl whos head was resting on her lap “You fought so hard” Rose stroked the girls hair one last time then gently picked up the sleeping girl watching as the untouched sippy cup rolled onto the floor and carried her to the bed room and tucked her into the crib making sure that her teddy was there to be with her “Oh Emy you are like my own Alice chasing an impossible thing and that's why I love you” Rose kissed the sleeping girl on the head then turned out the lights.

Finally I have another part ready ? I don't know about anyone else here but I don't get a lot of free time to read so I convert most of the stories on here to audio form with a text to speak program and listen to them during work so if anyone else wanted them here's a Google drive link to my stories https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QJ8zq2JIyX3HSO6chDXc00QrC9XCYXDn Now for the story * * * Part 4 Outings As strange as it sounds it was my sense of smell that woke me in the morning that smell of bacon even with the beam of light coming through the curtain it was that smell that woke me my family are vegetarian so bacon was a bit of a treat for me so having the smell wake me was one of the better ways I could think of to wake up too. I opened my eyes and inhaled deeply then looked around to find that I was back in the crib in Rose’s room, I quickly through off the covers and stood up and as I dreaded I needed to use the bathroom, I poked the front of the still dry diaper nope I can hold it “ROSE!” I called out and in moments I saw an eye looking through the crack in the door “Oh good your awake breakfast is almost ready” she said as she came over to me “Your going to pick me up aren't you” I mumbled “Well it is quicker and I don't want anything to burn” I rolled my eyes and held my arms up to her in no time I was out of the crib and on her hip “So your dry I see” I felt my cheeks get warm “Of course it is I don't need these diapers you just put me in them” “Hmm… I must have imagined that wet diaper I changed yesterday then” That stupid memory of waking up and no longer being in a wet diaper came back to me and now my suspicions were confirmed “Can we not talk about this” “Ok ok we don't have to talk about your wet diapers if you don't want to” I looked up to her smirking face and glared at her “But you know that's nothing to be embarrassed about here no one will think any less of you” “I’m not embarrassed I just don't want to talk about it” I said crossing my arms “Your cheeks tell a different story” she said poking one of my cheeks with a finger, I pushed it away and we stopped in the kitchen I looked at the high chair and before I knew it Rose lifted me up and I was in the high chair and the tray table was in place “Is this really necessary” I asked “I don't want you wandering off while I get everything ready” she replied grabbing a couple of plates and placing food on them “I hope your hungry” said Rose and she placed the two plates on the table closest to me then dragged the table over, I looked over at the plates and saw the largest slices of bacon I had ever seen, cooked pineapple slices, french toast and pancakes “Dam do you eat like this every morning?” I asked “Not every morning no this is a special morning and I didn't know what you like” I took another sniff of the bacon and could easily imagine myself drooling “It all smells great to me” “Well let's start with the toast” she said and pulled out a smaller plate, placed a piece of toast on it and cut it up into small pieces, my heart dropped a little when I saw that but the memory of choking wasn't pleasant so I let it be. Rose placed the plate in front of me “Could I please have a fork?” I asked, she looked at me strangely but went back to the cabinets and pulled out a fork for my size and handed it to me “You can use your hands if you want” she said as she picked up one of her pieces of toast and took a bite “I was brought up to use table manners even if I am in a high chair” I replied and cut a piece of my already cut pieces of toast, picked it up with my fork and placed it in my mouth, the moment it touched my tongue I thought I had died and gone to heaven, it was so good and so fluffy “I see you enjoyed that here try the pineapple” Rose held a small piece of pineapple to my mouth between her fingers I briefly considered biting her by “accident” but I didn't think I was going anywhere in this high chair. I ate the offered fruit and it was juicy in just the way I loved it “Is all the food this good here or is it your cooking?” I asked Roses face lit up like the sun “I am told that littles do seem to like our sweet foods but I can cook when I want to” and she pulled off a small piece of the choc chip pancake and offered that to me. We finished eating in mostly companionable silence with Rose hand feeding me more than I would like “Your a messy eater” said Rose as she ran a damp cloth over my face “Hey your the one that missed my mouth” I replied while trying to push her away, we were both grinning at each other. As she lifted me out of the high chair I was made all to aware of my need to pee “I saw that” said Rose “Saw what?’ I tried playing dumb “Someone needs to pee” she replied with a pat to my diapered butt, I was placed on the couch in the lounge “Now when an Amazon gets a little it's customary for the friends and family to give them gifts” said Rose “What like a baby shower?” “Exactly like a baby shower” I face palmed literally even though she has told me that Amazons treat humans like babies it still surprised me every time she did something to baby me or at least make me feel babish case in point the baby shower “So some of these gifts are for you but I think most will be for me to help take care of you” I just rolled my eyes “Don't roll your eye” she said with a smile “Rose I can look after myself just tell me a bit more about this world” she looked at me funny “So your staying now? No more plans of escaping?” of course I am thinking of ways to escape but like I would tell you I thought to myself “Well I’m here I might as well see a new world” I replied to her “that's very good of you now let's see what you got shall we” she said with a huge smile and she handed me a gift wrapped box that was wider than me, I took it wondering what it was “that's from my sister and her little” I looked up at Rose “you have a sister?” I asked “of course I do you silly little” she replied and tapped me on the nose with a finger, her calling me a little was just another reminder of this world “you will meet them soon” she continued, my heart sank it was bad enough that this… Amazon was seeing me in a diaper but I didn't want another one to see me like this “when will I be meeting them?” I asked a little scared of the answer “when your ready now come on I want to see what they got you” I looked down at the gift in my lap it had slipped my mind with that little scare, I found a week point and began to cleanly pull off the tape “don't worry about that just rip the wrapping” I was never the sort of person that just ripped the wrapping partly because someone took the time to wrap it that nicely and partly to annoy my brother's at Christmas when they would tear through half of their Christmas presents before I got through one. I looked up grinned at her and proceeded to slowly peel off the tape, I could see in her face that the slowness was getting to her, just as I thought she was going to say something else I tore the side and with it the top just to put her out of her misery. It was a tea set, a beautiful looking China tea set back home this would have cost me a months pay “oh I told her not to get the tea set it was too much” I lifted the cover to reveal four tea cups, one saucer, some plates and a note written in crayon, Rose lifted the note up and read it aloud “we can't wait to have a tea party, Kayley… that's my sister's little” “a tea party, how old is she?” I asked dreading the answer “thirteen months” she answered “Bull shit” I replied and she gave me the warning look “sorry” I quickly said and she seemed to let it be “how old is she really?” I asked again “in this world she is considered to be a thirteen months old in your world I think she is… let me see… twenty six” “what then how old am I?” I asked “on your adoption papers it says you are eleven months” “how does that work?” “I believe that is in comparison to an Amazon child” well that hit me like a rock how smart are these Amazon's, I shock my head and left that train of thought for later. I picked up one of the tea cups and looked at it, the flowery art work was a wonder in itself, I went to put it back and at the last moment the cup slipped out of my hand and bounced off the couch and onto the floor. My eyes were closed and I waited for the sound of smashing China but it didn't come, I opened my eyes to see Rose bending down and picking up the cup “It's a good thing these are little proof” she said returning the cup to the collection “Wh… how… why isn't it broken?” I finally managed to ask “Its little proof” Rose replied like that explained everything “But how? It's a ceramic isn't it?” she chuckled at me “It only looks ceramic it's actually made of a material much tougher which is one of the reasons it's a little pricey” I just stared at her then asked “How much stronger?” “Its stronger let's leave it at that” Rose continued to hand me some presents and even opened some herself, she ended up with a pink playpen for me which if I could I would have thrown out the window, Something that looked like a teddy bear sleeping bag and a crapton of diapers which was another thing for the window and a stroller which strangely I didn't think was to bad. For me I was also given a plushy unicorn cat, some colouring books with a large box of crayons, up next was a large gift which had a pop up play tent with what looked like costumes and lastly a collapsible scooter which I thought would be great to make an escape with but as soon as Rose saw it she took it from me “I’m sorry little one this is much to grown up for you and Gwen knew that” “No please let me have it I… I like it and want to play with it” it sounded stupid but what else could I say “I’m sorry Emma I don't want you to get hurt” and she leaned into me and gave me a hug, I had one last trick to try, after she let me go I looked into her eye and tried to make myself as adorable as possible and she laughed at me “oh no that's not going to work on me” I continued to look into her eyes and brought my hands together like I was praying “Put those eyes away I can't.. I shouldn't…” she sat there pondering it for a moment then continued “If I let you ride it will you stop looking at me like that?” I nodded vigorously “Ok but under very strict supervision got it and you don't fight fairly” I smiled up at her “Your like six times my size I’ve gotta use everything I have” I said cheering myself on the inside “Well don't think you have won just yet” she said and started creeping closer to me I started to get worried and she pounced, her fingers started tickelling me mercilessly. I kicked and screamed with laughter until I felt some pee escape my face became instantly warm “What's wrong?” asked Rose “I need to use the bathroom” I answered “Just use your diaper silly I will change you later” “Your a fucking pervert you know that right” she sighed and pulled something out of her pocket “And you have a dirty mouth, we’re like two peas in a pod wouldn’t you say” and she pushed the pacifier into my mouth with one pump, I just pulled it out “Seriously can't you just let me use your toilet” Rose let out a sigh “I don't think you will be able to use it, I’ll show you” she said and lifted me up with her. As we were walking or rather as I was being carried along I couldn't help thinking how quickly I had gotten used to being carried everywhere now I was never a lazy person but I had to admit it was nice not having to walk everywhere in this giant place. Rose opened the door to reveal the bathroom and in the corner was a toilet big enough for me to swim in… well I exaggerate greatly but it was much larger than I was used to “Could I try?” I asked trying to think of how I was going to do just that “Do you have any idea how?” she asked looking down at me “Well I could… sit on the front and lean over I guess” “Sorry little one I don't want you falling in” I groan then went with the last option that was still better than using this stupid diaper “Could you… hold me over the toilet?” she actually laughed at me “I don't think I could hold you there long enough I’m afraid your stuck” I groaned “Could I at least get a little privacy?” Rose stood there thinking then finally answered “Just this once don't think it will happen every time” Rose took us into my room and placed me down on the foam play mats then turned around. I tried to go there but having Rose in my vision didn't help nor did the fact that I knew that I was going to wet a diaper “Could you.. um please wait out of the room” Rose turn back to me “Is my little shy” I felt the heat on my cheeks “Fuck off” I knew that was the wrong thing to say the moment the words left my lips “EMMA!” shouted Rose and she looked cross “I sorry, I’m sorry I… I… I just don't like this whole situation” I said and started to cry “Is… is it… to much… to… to ask for a toilet” I managed to say through my sobs “Oh dear come here” said Rose pulling me into her embrace, I tried pulling away a couple of times then gave up and buried my head in her chest and sobbed. We sat there for a couple of seconds till the floodgates opened, I couldn't hold it any more and started to wet myself uncontrollably with that my tears came heavier “That's right my little one let it all out” Rose said patting my diaper. I felt like I was peeing out a river but it finally came to an end and I felt the last dribbles escape and my crying eased “I’m… I’m sorry about that I don't know why I did that” I hiccuped “It's alright my little Emy some times we all just need a cry and I think you have earned it with everything you have been through” I looked up to her and gave a small smile “And I’m sure you feel better now not having to hold that in” she continued and I shoved her pushing me out of her embrace, I turned from her and crossed my arms “Yes” I mumbled “I don't think I heard that” said Rose and I just knew she was smiling I could hear it in her voice “Fine yes I feel better now… could you… could you change me now” I almost whispered the last bit not wanting to be heard asking for a diaper change yet also wanting out of the wet thing “I’m sorry I didn't catch that last part you'll need to speak up” I slowly turned back to her and asked again in a slightly louder voice “Can you please change me” this was so embarrassing “Of course” Rose replied with a smile and lifted me to her hip which squished the padding to my privates, grosssssss. Rose laid me on a plastic mat on the changing table and placed a strap over my stomach “I'm not going to roll off” I said looking at her “I know you won't sweety its just to make sure” replied Rose as she placed a diaper and two other objects beside me, what do we have here I started to read the labels Little Powder and Little… what the fuck “Little Wipes?” I questioned not wanting to think of the meaning “To make you all nice and clean” replied Rose and she reached down to unsnap the crotch of the onise I was wearing “wait, wait your not going to…” Rose cut me off “Yep I’m going to make my little one all nice and clean” I felt that darn heat return to my face and this was starting to sound like a worse idea every moment “So let me get this straight your going to wipe my…” I trailed off “Can't you just take off this diaper and let me be” “I’m sorry but you might have a leak” I groaned at that “Could I put the new one on myself?” “And if you put it on wrong?” she asked “I wont I promise” Rose started to rummage through the draw and pulled out a pacifier “Don't worry I have changed other littles plenty of times” and she pushed the pacifier in between my lips, I started to pull it out when Rose spoke again “If you take that out before your change is finished I’ll have to pump it up like yesterday” just the memory made my mouth ach and I left it in place, Rose Bent over and peeled off the tapes of the diaper, as she started to pull the front away my hands shot down and covered my privates “There's no need to be shy my sweet little I've already seen everything the last time I changed you” I groaned but didn't take my hands away “Please don't look” I murmured around the pacifier “That might make it hard to change you” she said chuckling “Now come on move your hands” I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to move my hands I truly did but my modest upbringing wouldn't let me “I hope I don't have to restrain you for your changes” “Restrain?” I asked and opened my eyes to see Rose lift up a fluffy blue velcro wrist cuff that had a cord running out of my site I shut my eyes again and shook my head “Please just move my hands” it pained me to say it and I expected to feel the cuffs on my wrist but in a moment I felt a gentle hand take mine and bring them up to my chest “Do me a favour and hold onto Mr bear for me” I felt fuzzy material being placed between my chest and arms, the moment Rose let go of my hands I seized the bear as if he could protect me from this embarrassment. Without my interference Rose was actually very quick, she wiped me down quickly but somehow gently at the same time “There we go all done” said Rose and she patted my diapered crotch, I opened my eyes and looked down at the new diaper hugging my hips “Princesses?” I questioned around the pacifier “Because your my little princess” she replied “Don't you prefer these over the plane white one's” I thought about it for a bit then answered “If I'm being honest I would prefer to be out of these all together, when can we get the pull ups?” I asked “Don't you like the diapers Gwen and Kaylee got you?” Asked Rose chuckling a little “Not really” I groaned for the small victory “If your good we might be able to make a quick trip to the store tonight I don't want to overload you on a better note what are we going to do today?” I pulled the pacifier out “If you're the one that seems determined to treat me like a baby then shouldn't you have something planned” Rose actually looked a little guilty and she took her time thinking about this one “I… wasn't meaning to to treat you younger than a toddler... wow the books were right the instinct is hard to overcome” I grinned “Well you could make it up to me by taking me out of this diaper” “Not a chance bub” “Crap, why not?” she gave me the evil eye again “You know why, now come on let's get you dressed.” It was terrible Rose had nothing but dresses, onesies I ended up with a blue thing that ended just above my knees I was thankful that I wasn't going outside one good wind and everyone would see the stupid diaper “Don't you have anything normal?” I asked as she set me down on the couch “Depends what you call normal” “Well pants would be a good start” I replied gesturing to her pants, she looked down “I think mine are too big for you” I face palmed “No shit they are to big” Rose shook her head and pulled the pacifier out of her pocket and pushed it into my mouth “Do you just carry that thing around in your pocket?” I asked spitting out the pacifier, she picked it up and attached a plastic chain to one end and clipped the other to my chest “Sadly yes just for you” she said and booped my nose “Please don't” I said pushing away her hand “It's so childish” “But you look so cute” I rolled my eyes I was never one for looking cute opping for function “Can we get back on topic please” “And what would that be?” she asked with a smile “Pants” I said as if it should be obvious “Do you know why you are wearing a dress?” “Because you put me in it” she laughed “Well yes but besides that” I tried to think of a reason that would make sense and came up empty “Nope I got nothing” she raised an eyebrow at me then without warning flicked up my dress, I instinctually forced it back down covering my dia.... “Crap its for the diaper isn't it” “You got the nail on the head and as a reward I’ll forgive that bad word just this once” I looked up at her and saw she was thinking “If my little wants pants I think I might be able to do something about it” my ears picked up “Really?” “Of course I’m just going to need…” and she walked off behind the couch, I stood up and pulled my head over the top to see Rose rummaging through the gifts we had opened “Ah here it is” it was the box for the playpen “And how exactly is that going to help?” I asked “It will keep you safely in eye site while I work” “Rose I’m fine here just turn on the TV or something” it didn't seem to matter what I said Rose quickly set up the playpen and placed my ass in it. After some trying in vain I found that if I jumped I could just reach the top bar of the playpen after another couple minutes of fruitless escape attempts Rose was finally satisfied and left through a door in the corner of the room I hadn't seen before. Rose came back into the room a couple of minutes later carrying a couple rolls of fabrics and what looked like a fishing tackle box “Give me a hand with these would you” Rose chuckled to herself “Ha ha you think your so funny” I replied sarcastically “I have my moments” Rose placed the rolls onto the table next to me “Why do you have all that?” I asked “I know it's old fashioned but one of my hobbies has always been sewing” a snort of laughter escaped my lips, she turned to glare at me “Hey even back home sewing was starting to die off and here you are living in a technologically superior place and you like to sew” “Everyone needs a hobby” she said with a hint of sadness, I felt a bit bad for what I had said and just sat there in silence for a couple of minutes watching Rose work but of course that faded as my boredom grew “What are you doing?” I asked as she was checking her materials “I'm going to make you some clothes” I was stunned she was serious about the pants I was strangely grateful “ah… thank you… is it going to take long?” she looked down at me “Hmm… probably why?” “Well there's nothing to really do in here” “Oh you're right I’m so sorry let me get you some things” Rose got up from the chair and left the room only to return a few minutes later with the box of legos in her arms “Here we go this should give you something to play with” Rose said as she placed the box in the playpen with me “Lego’s?” I asked “I haven't played with these since I was an actual kid” I grew up with three older brothers so of course I played with Legos “Well this should give you some fond memories then shouldn't it” “I suppose so” I sighed and Rose returned back to her table, I tried watching but with the table up much higher than my eye site it was impossible to see much and so out of boredom I actually started looking into the box of Legos and sadly… making things with them. We each carried on with our own projects for quite some time with Rose looking over at me every now and again but it wasn't till I yawned that she spoke up “Are you getting sleepy?” she asked “No it's just a random yawn” I replied yawning again “Its ok if you want to have a nap littles…” I might have taken her up on a nap but hearing her calling me little was what made up my mind “I don't need a nap I’ve well and truly outgrown that” “I don't know someone's sounding cranky” “ I don't need a nap I bet I could stay up all night if need be” I said with annoyance in my voice “A bet you say... I will take that bet” “What?” I was confused “I bet that you will fall asleep at least once before nine pm” “Ha to easy to stay awake till then” I said with absolute confidence “Well how about we make it interesting then let's see if you sleep before nine then I win and you do what I tell you with no fuss for three days” I grinned at her “And when I win?” “Let's see… we will do what you want for three days” “Ha the first thing I’m going to do is get you to remove this stupid diaper” I said poking my crotch “Don't get ahead of yourself little one you haven't won yet do we have a deal” Rose held out her pinky finger to me like a child's promise “To easy” I said and linked my pinky with hers and we shook “Deal“ we said in unison, I looked back at my little Lego city particularly the building I wanted to be the clock tower “Hey how am I going to know what the time is up I haven't seen a single clock in this place” “Hmm that is a good point here you can borrow this” Rose played with her wrist for a moment then produced a watch “Hold out your hand” I brought my hand up to her to take the watch from her but she bent down and strapped it onto my wrist “How the…” the watch fit perfectly but that was impossible my wrist was surely smaller than Rose’s, I looked up to her to see her smiling “It's better not to think about it now can you tell time?” she asked “Of course I can” I shot back and looked at the clock face, strangely it was analog “Crap” I said softly I was used to digital time not this stupid analog stuff “I take it you don't know how to tell the time” said Rose smiling “If you had a digital watch instead of this ancient thing” I replied in a huff “Well here when the little hand is pointing at the nine and the big hand is pointing at the twelve its…” “Its nine o’clock” I said beating her to the finish “See I know how to read it” I said while crossing my arms “Of course you did sweety” replied Rose with a smile and straightened back up “Well I don't know about you but I think it's time for a coffee” “Yuk” I nearly gagged just at the thought and Rose laughed “Littles” she said shaking her head “Would you like a apple juice or something?” she asked I thought about it for a minute “I would love a hot chocolate if you have it” “Hmm… I don't normally keep chocolate but I’ll see what I can do” “Thanks” I replied and Rose left the room leaving me to go back to the lego’s. It took a couple of minutes but Rose re-entered the room holding a white mug in one hand and a freaking sippy cup in the other “Seriously Rose what's with the sippy cup” “I don't want you spilling it over my floor” replied Rose with a shrug and handed me the sippy cup and went back to her chair. The moment I took the cup I could tell it wasn't warm “Hey what's in this?” I asked raising up the cup “Sorry I didn't have any hot chocolate so you have apple juice instead” I rolled my eyes at her “So you get a warm drink in a normal cup and I get this cold drink in a baby cup” Rose held out her large mug “Would you like to share mine” I shivered at the thought “Ah… no I’m good with my apple juice” she chuckled and returned to the sewing machine. Now I know what your thinking “there is no way she is going to drink from the sippy cup” well normally you would be right and I did hold off for quite some time but in the end I got thirsty and drank from it really the only bad thing I could say about it was that I couldn't drink as fast as I normally would. My Lego city had long since been destroyed and turned into as many vehicles as I could build when Rose spoke up “Oh shoot” I looked up at Rose “Whats up” I asked looking up from my Lego car “It looks like I’m all out of some of the things I need” “Can you finish without them?” I asked “I could... “ she said slowly “But it would mean you couldn't remove them” well that didn't sound appealing “How do you feel about a trip to the store” asked Rose “I wasn't planning on taking you out of the house till at least tomorrow but there are a few things we need” I thought about it and it really didn't sound appealing given that I was in a dress and worse a diaper which I’m sure everyone would be able to tell “Could you take me out of this diaper before we go” I asked already knowing the answer “Afraid not what if you had an accident in public neither of us would like that” I felt my face get warm and I looked away “It wouldn't happen” I mumbled but I don't think Rose heard me “How about this if you be a good little I’ll get you a treat” “Like what?” I asked curiously “Well we could start with getting you some hot chocolate mix” this did sound tempting “And if you are really good I’ll let you pick something out” this wasn’t as appealing but it would be nice to see this world before I get Rose to take me back home that's right I have finally thought of how to get Rose to take me home the bet, that's right that little bet Rose and I made I just wanted out of the stupid diaper but when I was making my Lego city it occured to me why not just get Rose to take me home... hey I never said I was smart, now just to stay awake till nine… wait isn't there something I’m missing… um… hmm… well if it was important it will come back to me “Emma… Emma hey are you still with me” Rose was Waving her hand in front of my face “yea I'm still here” I replied “ oh good where did you go?” “ oh you know just thinking” “ok... did you want to go? We can pick up those pullups for you” she said the last part like she thought it was actually a temptation for me “Hmm… ok as long as we are quick” I replied “That's my girl I’ll get ready then we can go” Rose was saying as she left me. Rose was back in twenty minutes with her hair done up and a handbag on one side and lifted me up onto the other hip “Did it really take you that long to do your hair?” I asked “Not at all my silly little I was setting up your car seat” “Ah fuck not a car seat” Rose sighed and this time I knew what it ment “It's probably better like this anyway” said Rose as she fished out the pacifier from her bag and clipped it to my shirt “Amazons expect littles to be seen and not heard” she finished as she placed the paci in my mouth “I’m sorry Rose I didn't mean to” I said around the paci “I know you didn't“ replied Rose smiling down at me. As Rose walked into the garage and I saw the car my first thought wasn't how similar the car looked to the ones back home no it was more relating to my feet “I’m not weawing any shoes” I said around the paci, Rose looked down at me “Of course your not silly, do you expect to be walking” I thought about this for a second then pulled out the paci “Well I suppose I’m just used to walking when out and about” “Well for this outing at least I don't want you out of my sight even if that means I have to carry you” she smiled, I sighed and shook my head “Strange world” I murmured “You will get used to it” laughed Rose and she placed me into the car seat and strapped me in. I had been looking out the window watching all the buildings go by for a while when I saw that Rose was turning into what looked like a normal mall parking lot, Rose parked, stopped the engine and looked over at me “Ok Emma are you ready?” asked Rose and I nodded “Ok then please try and stay silent not everyone is as accepting of littles the way I am” Rose came over to my side of the car and lifted me out of the car seat in onto her hip and we headed for the large building. As we got closer to the main doors Rose pulled me up to her chest and covered my head with a hand “What's wrong?” I asked around the pacifier “Nothing this is just another way to carry littles” even though I hadn't known Rose long it was plain as day that she was lying to me so I tried pushing away her hand with no luck of course, after three more attempts to look around her hand I gave up and looked out the other side. It was strange if I didn't know better I would have said that I was back home, the shops looked like any old storefront the only real differences were the advertisements and some of the items for sale. We entered a crafts store and Rose started pulling out a shopping cart when I noticed the baby carrier on it “No, no, no” I hissed at Rose “I’m not a baby” Rose brought my head closer to her and spoke quietly enough that I think I was the only one to hear her “If you make a fuss we won't be able to get your hot chocolate” I would almost think this woman knew me in a past life or something because that was one of the few things to say to get me into a stupid baby trolly without a fuss “Hmm… ok” “that's my girl” she replied and laid me down in the carrier, it was surprisingly comfy with a very mild warmth running up my back, this was the sort of comfort that made me want to fall a… Don't go to sleep! I screamed in my head and slapped myself, as I was winding up for the third slap Rose caught my hand I looked up and saw her worried face “What's wrong Emy?” I pulled the pacifier out “This carrier is making me sleepy and I’m not losing our bet” I replied with a huff, Roses face instantly changed to a smile “Oh that” I glared at her and the warmth I was laying on faded away “Is that better?” she asked I put the pacifier back in and nodded, well it seemed like Rose wasn't going to resort to underhanded means to win, this bet is as good as mine. The carrier had high enough sides that after Rose had strapped me in I couldn't see anything and before you think that I’m just letting Rose do whatever she wants with me you would be wrong, yes I nearly started shouting at her about how I didn't need to be locked but two words from her eased my argument… hot chocolate yep I had forgotten so quickly but I remember now. I was pushed along as Rose walked up and down the isles occasionally adding things to the trolly, while I couldn't see much I quickly learned that this wasn't just a crafts store “Look what i found” sung Rose and she lifted up a purple container that had “Littles Drinking Chocolate” printed on it, a smile instantly came to my face “Now I just have to make sure...” she trailed off reading the back of the tin “Ah yep here we go, you will be fine with this” If it was made for Littles… dammit they have me thinking of myself as a little now shake it off… if it was made for humans then why wouldn't it be fine for me to have? “Rose…” I began to say but Rose cut me off with a tap to the pacifier inflating it once “Remember seen and not heard” she said just loud enough for me to hear, I crossed my arms in displeasure and Rose smiled down at me “It won't be for long” that didn't make me feel any better but I let it be… for now. I wasn't sure if Rose had meant that she would deflate the pacifier or that the shopping wouldn't take long and it turned out that it was both, a minute or so after inflating the pacifier she deflated it and we continued rolling down the isles with Rose continuing to add things from time to time, before I knew it we had rolled up to the checkout “Hia Rose who’s the cutie?” came a females voice “Hey Rebecca, this is Emy my new little” the cart stopped and I just knew what was coming next “Bring the cutie pie here so I can get a better look” said Rebecca in a sing song voice, I rolled my head to the side and without even thinking of our bet I pretended to be asleep. Footsteps came over beside me and a shadow came over my face “Oh I think shes asleep” Rebecca near whispered and I heard Rose step closer “Sadly I don't think she is look at that little chest” I suddenly became conscious of the fact that I was breathing almost as fast as my heart was beating “Why sadly? I have a real time getting my neighbours little Brad to have a nap” “We have a little bet going don't we Emy” I opened my eyes, looked up at Rose and nodded “Oh so cute!” squealed Rebecca and she wrapped her arms around me, having a giant coming at me scared the crap out of me, I shrieked and through up my hands to protect myself “Please don't scare my little Beca” laughed Rose and Rebecca let go of me “She wouldn't be scared of her aunty Beca” she said poking out her tongue at Rose, Rose just sighed and shook her head “I have to wonder if you were a little in a past life” I could now see that Rebecca was wearing what was clearly a store uniform “Maybe that's why littles like me so much” pondered Rebecca “I don't know, from what I hear Brad tries to run away from you” “Yea but he runs away from all Amazons, just look at Emy though we have just met and I’m sure we are already good friends aren't we little Emy?” she asked looking at me, I spat out the pacifier “YOU SCARED THE FUCKING CRAP OUT OF ME!” “Oh dear” exclaimed Rebecca and Rose covered her face with a hand “I’m sorry about that Becca she's still new” strangely Becca didn't seem bothered just leaned in and sniffed the air around me, the moment I realized what she was doing I felt my cheeks get warm again “Nope I think your still clean little Emy” I heard a slap and looked at Rose she had face palmed Rose had actually face palmed maybe this Rebecca would be interesting to know if we were back in my home world “Right I forgot for a moment how immature you are” and both women smiled at each other, Rose placed the paci back in my mouth “I think we had better pay for these items the other registers are starting to fill up” “That's probably a good idea” said Rebecca and she returned behind the counter, Rose wheeled me past without even removing anything “Will that be on your account Rose?” asked Rebecca “Yes” answered Rose “Your all set, be sure to bring little Emy round for a visit soon and if you need a little sitter you know who to call” “We will try but that reminds me…” Rose trailed off and leaned into Rebecca and in a whisper that I could only just make out said “you are invited to Emy's you know what I'll send you the details tonight” “Oh this is going to be fun” squealed Rebecca in delight “I'll see you soon little Emy” called Rebecca as I was wheeled out of the store. “So what was that about?” I asked pulling the paci out temporarily “Oh did someone eavesdrop on mummy” my eyebrows raised “Mummy?” I questioned “Oh sorry a slip of the tongue” Rose answered with a quirky laugh, I frowned at her “When you have someone as small as you are” she nodded to me as we rolled along “To long after you can start to think of yourself as a mummy or daddy without meaning to, I am sorry Emma” if Rose hadn't used my preferred name I probably would have called bullshit but we were in public and thought it probably wouldn't end nicely for me seeing how I am strapped into this carrier.

Lol SGTbaby between work and all this Christmas stuff its been hard to find the time to review what I have written (sooooo many spelling errors) but here is the next part Part 3 Emotions --Rose-- She sat there listening to her Little crying her heart out, listening to her made the Amazons heart ache with pain knowing that she would be able to help the poor dear but not wanting to scare her she kept her silent pain and waited to be asked. --Emma-- The tears dried up and I looked to the window again it was no good I couldn't escape and it didn't seem like I was dreaming and I had no idea what to do now. The sun continued to move across the sky all the while the need to pee was getting harder to hold “hey giant you still there?” I called with the sense of dejavu “yes dear I’m still here” “I don't suppose you have a toilet my size do you?” I could already guess the answer but still had to ask “I’m afraid not that's one of the reasons your wearing a diaper, don't worry I wont think any less of you for using it” I shivered in revulsion “fuck no that's just gross” I shouted back “please don't swear in my house and it's up to you if you use them but its a normal thing here for littles to use their diapers” I found myself biting on my thumb nail a habit I haven't done since I was really young I pulled it out and stood up to start pacing “shit, shit, shit” “I can hear that” damn the giant had good hearing. I held on for another fifteen minutes doing every stupid thing I could think of to hold on crossing my legs, pressing down on the diaper but that grossed me out and stopped that quickly, I even tried sitting on my head for a bit but then it happened as I was doing the classical pee dance that some children make, the floodgates opened and I felt the diaper getting warmer and expanding “oh shit stop, stop, stop” I couldn't help it my body just wouldn't stop till every drop came out, the lack of control and helplessness brought the tears back “are you alright in there?” I heard the giant ask “NO I’M NOT OK I’M IN A FUCKING DIAPER, I HAVE JUST PISSED MYSELF AND I’M TRAPPED IN A GIANTS BEDROOM I’M SO VERY FAR FROM ALRIGHT” I screamed at her and broke down to cry again “just let me go home I haven't done anything to you” I murmured in my sobs “may I come in?” I heard the giant ask something but couldn't make any sense of it and continued to cry those gut wrenching sobs. I felt hands grab me and held me close to her giant body I flailed kicked and punched in the attempt to get away but to be honest it was a weak effort and I simply cried into her chest. I awoke to the same semi dark room, I was in the crib again and there was something in my mouth I reached for it, it was a pacifier despite the urge to throw it away I placed it next to the edge of the crib and pushed myself up I groaned and reached down to confirm my suspicion yep it was the diaper but at least it wasn't wet somehow this made it better, I brought my legs up and crossed them something I liked to do when I wanted to think but something on the other side of the crib caught my eye it was a teddy bear with two glassy eyes, a stitched nose and a tartan body “who are you?” the sheer strangeness of seeing the bear made me bring him close to get a better look “why are you here” I laughed at myself “better yet why am I here” and I sighed “well I guess if Rose wanted to eat me she has more than had a chance “I guess she’s alright” and the memory of the last time I was awake washed over me bringing some of the sadness back but also the embrace of Rose, and I shook my head to clear the memory “should I see if she will help me get back home” I looked into the bears eyes and I sighed “it's to bad you can't talk I could use a friend right now” the door cracked open and I saw an eye looking at me “I think we have an observer ted” I said to the bear then stood up “I’m awake” I said and the door opened fully to reveal Rose “may I come in” she asked without stepping past the border, I smiled “sure its your place after all” she smiled to and came over to the crib “I see you have found your new friend” I moved the bear a bit further away with a foot “I’m to old for bears but yes I found the bear” her smile returned “well he will always be there if you want him” “thanks but I’m good, look before you do whatever you are going to do with me I want to know something” she looked at me for a moment then sat down on the floor so she was slightly looking up at me “ask away and I will try to answer what I can” I took a seat to so we were at eye level “before when I… I bit you why did you do what I asked, from what you have told me it seems like you Amazons can and do whatever you want with littles I mean you even asked to enter your room I just don't understand” that smile returned “why do you think you are here?” “nah ah don't do that no answering a question with a question” “Please indulge me” I groaned and relented “Before my ah… crying I would have said to be eaten or tortured but you have had plenty of chances for that so far” “Would you believe that I brought you here to be happy?” “To be happy? You took me away from my friends, my family and a boyfriend to be happy in a diaper?” she laughed “When you put it like that it does sound hard to believe doesn't it” “So why then?” “I have told you I want you to be happy” “So that's an honest answer?” “Yes I just want you to be as happy as you can and that means you need to feel safe if me asking you for permission to enter my own room makes you feel safe then so be it but I do not want you to be drugged or altered to be happy” my hairs stood up at that last statement “What do you mean altered?” “I’m sorry Emma but that is a question for another time just know I will never let it happen to you” “Ok… that brings me back to why do you want me to be happy?” “It's hard to explain but let me try it like this, have you ever seen a mother or farther with a child and wondered what they get out of being a parent besides the continuation of the littles ah sorry human species, they raise and teach the child so they can have a happy life and in doing so they share in that child's joys and fears” I thought about it for a while “So… emotions are your drug?” I was asking seriously but she burst out laughing “No I’m sorry I probably didn't explain it very well” I frowned and tried again “Amazons can't feel anything unless they have a little” she just shook her head with that smile “How about we just stick with your first answer it will do for now” “Crap I’m living with a druggy” it was my attempt at light hearted humor but she frowned at me “This is the last time I am going to ask you not to use naughty words in my home if I hear it again I’ll have to punish you” oh it was about that again wait what “What you will punish me what happened to only wanting me to be happy?” “Every society needs boundaries in order to function and that comes over the happiness of an individual” “But only you could hear it and it's not like its a bad word per say” “I’m sorry but its a bad habit that I do not like in my home please respect that” I nodded I could respect that but it was going to be hard to stop I had better find a way home soon or I might get myself into a bit of trouble “Now if you don't have any other questions I think it's about time for dinner don't you?” there were still plenty of things I wanted to ask but I was hungry “Wait dinner? How long did I sleep like eight hours?”again that condescending smile well maybe it wasn't condescending but right now if felt like it was “The days are longer here so it was more like fourteen hours” my jaw dropped “Fourteen hours no wonder I was hungry” “I’m afraid so, getting used to the time change might be a little hard at first so if you need to sleep during the day don't hesitate” “Just because you have me in a crib and diaper doesn't mean I’m a baby I just must be sick or something” “I’m sure you're right” she said with that annoying smile of hers “now may I carry you into the kitchen? it would be a long walk for you” I thought about it and as much as I hated the idea of being carried like some dumb baby my need for food and see more of the house won out “Fine“ I said slowly and she lowered the rails on the crib “I’m going to pick you up now are you ready?” my heart started racing but I nodded and her strong arms picked me up with ease and held me against her chest with my head on her shoulder. She walked us out of her room into what looked like a lounge room that had a collection of wrapped boxes before I could get a good look we were in a hallway then the kitchen “your going to hate this but I’m sorry its the only thing I have for now” she gently lifted me off her and into what looked like a high chair “your fucking joking right” she sat me down then looked at me with a look that went something like did you really just use a word I asked you not too “shit sorry” I just couldn't help myself, she shook her head and strapped me in and left the room “where are you going I called after her” oh shit she was getting something to punish me I just knew it. She returned with something in her hand “oh crap” and I closed my eyes bracing myself for… I didn't know what but for something and something sweet entered my mouth I opened my eyes and Rose was looking in the fridge, I pulled the thing out of my mouth and looked at it, it was another pacifier “ah Rose not to bitch about your punishment style or nothing but how is this a punishment?” the teat of the pacifier was coated in something sweet after all, Rose came back over to me and took back the pacifier “it’s not” she said and pushed it back into my mouth then touched the shield and the teat of the pacifier expanded in my mouth “shit” I said around the pacifier and she touched the shield again only for the teat to expand a second time “the fuck…” she smiled and shook her head “your a bit of a slow learner aren't you” and she touched the shield again this time I couldn't speak I just crossed my arms to show my disapproval “oh don't pout I could wash your mouth out with soap if you would prefer” I shook my head and uncrossed my arms “I didn't think so” and she clipped the plastic chain of the pacifier to my shirt and went back to the fridge, I tried pulling the pacifier out again but it was no good “which do you prefer chicken or beef?” she asked holding up the largest chicken breast I had ever seen in one hand and what looked like mince in the other strangely enough my first thought was how do you keep meat good in the fridge but I suppose that was a question for another time, I pointed to the chicken thankfully I wasn't a vegetarian girl or those choices would have sucked “sounds good” and she place the mince back in the fridge “do you like curry’s?” I shook my head “not even mild ones” I thought about it for minute then wiggled my hand “ok how about I make a very mild curry?” I rolled my head back and forth to show I was thinking about it then nodded my agreement, she went to preparing the food “since we are going to be living together I thought we should have some ground rules and we can build from there” she turned to face me rolling my eyes she merely smirked at me “every place needs order to survive” I just raised my hand and made the talkie gesture “keep that up and I’ll put those hands in mittens so you can't use those fingers” I stopped it but glared at her “first rule I think you have found the hard way no cursing please” I mimed laughing at her “second you are free to roam the house but if a door is locked please do not attempt to enter” like there was anything I could do about it anyway but it did get me wondering what she was hiding “third… hmm I think we will have to make the rest as we go on” I just sighed and shook my head. She hadn't said anything for quite some time when she turned to me with a spoon “since its our first day together I’m going to remove that pacifier if you can promise to not swear again” I grimaced and shook my head, she touched the shield and I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth “what do you mean no?” she asked “I mean I can't promise that... they are my go to words” I replied and rubbed my mouth “I really ha… don't like that thing” she smiled “see you can manage it” I shrugged “now here taste this” I just looked at it “come on I think I have earned a little bit of trust by now” “I don't have much trust for a giant that keeps me like a pet I thought and continued to look at it “fine” and she took the first part of the spoon full of rice “happy” I shrugged and took hold of the large spoon to guide it to my mouth and took a bite “I think that will do” it had the mildest hint of curry it was actually quite nice all things considered “wonderful I’ll serve it up” Rose made short work of plating everything, she surprised the hell out of me by bringing out a plastic tray that clipped to the high chair I was in “seriously?” “I’m sorry but it's the only chair I currently have in your size” “this is degrading as…” I caught myself not out of respect for her rules but because I came up with an idea while she was cooking it wasn't a smart plan not even a good plan but it was the best I could come up with so far and for that I needed to make her like me, rose placed a plate full of curry in front of me surprisingly it was the right size, Rose picked up the spoon that was to small for her and scooped a small amount of the curry off my plate and held it to me, fuck me “Rose thank you for your help and all but may I try feeding myself?” she thought about it for a moment then handed the spoon to me “please take small bites” I nodded and took a bite, chewed and swallowed “wow this is fantastic” I said, Rose visibly relaxed a bit and had a mouthful from her own plate “Rose there's something I wanted to ask you” I prepared the next spoonful and like I had done hundreds of times before I placed the food in my mouth and began to ask my question “do you think…” my throat tightened and I knew that I was choking, the spoon dropped to the tray and I held my throat almost immediately I felt slaps on my back and I coughed up the rice “thank you” I wheezed “I told you to go slow now I’m feeding you” I groaned inwardly but I could salvage this “yeah you're probably right” I said letting her feed me a few bites before I tried again “do you think you could help me get home?” she looked at me “you are home honey” this pissed me off but I held it in check “I mean back to my world, I cant even eat properly in this world” “I’m afraid I can't do that sweety” “WHY NOT” I screamed “YOU ARE HOLDING ME AGAINST MY WILL, I WANT TO GO BACK HOME” I swiped the plate onto the floor where it clattered, Rose sighed “please calm down EmmaI just…” “NO I WANT TO GO HOME JUST LET ME LEAVE I HATE YOU!” it was obvious that hurt her but she took it well “I know that you may hate me but I love you” “LIKE A FUCKING PET I’M SURE YOU DO” “maybe you need another nap” “I DON'T NEED A FUCKING NAP I NEED TO GO HOME” she didn't reply just unbuckled me from the chair and picked me up I kicked and punched for all I could and she placed a hand over my arms so of course I bit her and didn't let go, Rose winced but didn't let go either, my mouth was flooded with a metallic taste and I realised that I had drawn blood, I couldn't keep biting her with that taste and I let go she continued to walk calmly to the room. We entered the room and she laid me in the crib “LET ME GO LET ME GO” I continued to scream “I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU LET ME GO” Rose picked up the bear and looked at it “did you know I made him for you so that even when I’m not with you you would know that I still loved you” and she placed the bear next to me I immediately took it and through the bear to the other side of the room “I DON'T NEED YOUR STUPID BEAR OR YOUR LOVE JUST LET ME GO HOME” Rose calmly walked over and picked up the bear and placed him at the other end of the crib and draped the blanket over me but I through it off, Rose closed the curtain and walked over to the doorway “you may not think so but I do love you” she said and closed the door “FUCK YOU” I screamed back at her. I continued to kick and scream for what felt like hours until I couldn't continue my throat hurt from the screaming and my legs hurt from kicking the bars so I did the only thing I could do I sat down on my padded ass and rubbed my feet. I was laying down facing the wall when the door to the room finally opened “are you hungry?” came Rose's voice “go away” I said softly “don't be like that, I am quite aware that littles have a hard time controlling their emotions sometimes and don't hold it against you” “please leave me alone” I heard a plate being set down on the dresser and footsteps came over to the crib “come on you only had a few bites just come and eat then I’ll let you be again” I turned to face her “no thank you please leave me alone” and I turned back to face the wall, I heard Rose sigh then felt her arms lift me up, I didn't fight her it was clear to me now that I was powerless to do anything against her. She walked back over to the dresser and picked up the plate and sat down on the chair, she adjusted me so I was sitting on her lap but restting in her arms, the plate was placed on her other leg and she scooped up a small portion and held it close to my mouth “please eat I don't want to force you” I looked at the spoon for a moment then opened my mouth to accept the food “thank you” she said and was sat like that her feeding me for a couple of minutes when she spoke again “I may not be able to help you get home…” my temper started to flare again “but that doesnt mean I won't try and help you feel more comfortable here” my temper eased a bit and took another bite of curry it really was good “could I lose the diapers and get some normal clothes?” I asked softly, this may be a prison but that didn't mean it couldn't be a nicer prison “I see no problem with you having some clothes similar to your birth world but the diapers…” she trailed off and I looked up at her “ah… well… would you meet me halfway and try pull ups for a little while?” I took a few moments to think it through, well from what I had seen from little kids the pull ups were at least thinner than diapers and surely anything had to be thinner than these stupid diapers, I let out a sigh then said “sure why not” “thank you Emma it's just till we see if you can hold it” this both annoyed and embarrassed me at the same time I was toilet trained when I was like three the fact she thought I wasn't was a bit insulting but it did get me out of these diapers “how about the crib?” I asked “Do you want a bed like mine?” I looked over at her bed and shuttered “ah yea but more my size I think it would be a pain to get into bed if it was that sized” she smiled down at me “finnish your curry and then I have something I want to show you.” I finished eating and Rose carried me on her hip through the house but I didn't pay much attention to my surroundings I was too focused on her hand, it was now covered in a bandage and I had no guilt over it no matter how nice she was being I still wanted to escape I would just have to be smarter about it. Rose opened the door and I saw a sky blue room with a small bed, a full sized dresser, toys galore and crap a diaper changing table “so I was thinking this could be your room if you wanted” I gave it another look over then looked up at Rose who was looking down at me “is the changing table necessary?” I asked, she chuckled just until I go out and get you some pull ups” Rose closed the door and set me down on the floor “take a look around” she said and sat down with her legs crossed “if there's anything you don't like just let me know and we shall see what we can do” again I looked at the changing table “that's the first thing to go” Rose laughed at me “ok, ok I think we can move it” in the corner there was a collection of puzzle mats, childish but I didn't see any problem with them then my eyes fell on it, the last of the days light fell onto the toy box like the heavens were trying to reveal it to me. I couldn't believe what I was seeing and walked over to the toy box and ran my hand over the lid apart from it being bigger than I remember there was no doubt “it's my… its my toy box from when I was a kid” I looked back at Rose and for a split second I could swear there was worry on her face but the smile was there before I could give it a second thought “are you sure?” she asked, I traced the foam letters that had spelt my mum’s nickname for me “Emy” I said “It was what my mum used to call me” and I opened up the lid to see inside, in one corner there was some dolls and a plastic tea set while on the other side was a tub of legos, while there was no doubt the toy chest was mine its contents were not “why do you have this?” I asked and turned to face her “Emma dear this might look like your toy box but it isn't yours, your grandmother er ah my mum brought it for you” “but the name on the front?” “Yeah well she likes cute names for littles” Now that bore some thought Rose must have known my name before I first woke up here. I grimaced and dropped the lid “good it was a terrible name any way” and I walked over to look at the books on the bookshelf. In the bookshelf I noticed a couple of books that I knew and a lot that I didn't, I pulled out the first book on the shelf and looked at it “Alice's adventures in wonderland” “Have you read it?” asked Rose “I was always meaning to but never had the time between school, friends and a weekend job” I was about to place the book back when Rose stopped me “How would you feel if I read it to you?” I thought about it for a minute “Sure why not I’ve always wanted to know how the original book compares to all the other versions” Rose moved over to me and I handed her the book “Did you want to read it in here or the lounge?” “There's nothing wrong with here” she smiled at me “I hope theres nothing wrong with your room” she put a little extra emphasis on the ‘your’ part “Why don't you curl up in your bed and I’ll read” she indicated to the crib “Why it's not like I’m going to fall asleep” “I just thought you might be more comfortable in bed, here at least let me...” she stood up and pulled the sheets and blanket off the crib and laid them on the floor next to it, she sat back on the ground with her back resting against the wall “Come sit by me I won't bite” I couldn't help myself and grinned at her “Yea thats my thing” she chuckled and patted the bedding, I came over and sat on the sheets and placed the pillow against the wall to join Rose “Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll Chapter 1 Down the Rabbit Hole Alice was beginning to get very tired of sitting by her sister on the bank…” Rose continued to read but I didn't notice as I slowly slipped down the wall and laid onto the sheets and rested my eyes while listening to Roses reading, before I knew it Rose's voice faded out and I was asleep.

Thank you SGTbaby and Jayme for your comments. thedman I think I see what you mean thank you for the suggestion I almost wish I hadn't written the next hand full of parts.

let me start out buy saying that this is my first posted work anywhere so I hope its not to cringe worthy and keep in mind that my writing can be very inconsistent. Warning swear words ahead First Arc “I am Emma” Part 1 Great start Absurd things flashed through my mind, complete blackness, a surgical room, giant sized hands hovering over me, giant faces looking down at me and lastly a giant women's face looking down at me with tears in her eyes, all of this time blurred in my memory until I finally awoke. My eyes crept open to see a room that was partly lit by the morning sun but there was a couple of things off about the room it was huge and everything in it was way oversized then there was large wooden bars In front of me, the large bed and dresser alone were odd, I pushed against the soft thing I was laying on to get a better look at the room “if I didn't know better I would think that I was in a crib for a giant baby but then again there was the large bed but how could that be it's just silly I must be dreaming” I shook my head in the hope of shaking off the dream “nope” I said and went to pinch myself only to notice what I was wearing it was a onsie that I had seen on baby's a hundred times and was that… “am I wearing a diaper” I softly screamed to myself and patted my crotch yep no doubt it was a diaper and I may not be an expert on the subject but I was quite sure it was wet “this is some crazy dream and I am going to wake up now” I said then slapped myself the only thing that happened was the sound of a person being startled awake, I looked over to where the sound came from and I saw a giant sitting in an oversized chair “oh shit” I said clamping my hand over my mouth then it spoke “your awake” my mind was racing “I have seriously got to dreaming a giant is talking to me” I tried slapping myself again, the giant immediately rushed over to my side “please don't hurt yourself little one” my back hit the wall and a light popped on, in the light I could see that the giants face was distinctly feminine “ok I don't think I’m dreaming” I muttered to myself and the face smiled down at me “no little one you aren't dreaming” my heart started racing with my head “where am I if I’m not dreaming?” “I think that's a question for later” and she smiled down at me “Lay back down and we can talk later for now just rest” I definitely looked up at her “no, I want to know where I am” the giant let out a sigh “please little one I promise we will talk more...” “you want to eat me” as soon as the thought ran through my head it escaped my mouth, the giant started laughing “no I have no intentions of eating you” she chuckled and reached out to me, I tried to move really I did but my body just wouldn't respond “don't worry your safe with me” and her hand lifted me up with ease. The giant sat on the chair that she was sleeping on before I finally came to myself and tried wiggling out of the giants grip “please hold still” her hand rested on my chest and held me against her with ease then I did something I later regretted, opening my mouth I bit her hand, having been freed momentarily I jumped out of her lap and crashed to the floor. Part 2 The lay of the land It was the heartbeat I felt first the strong heart beating rapidly against my ear. The crys came next “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry please be alright, please come back to me” then the warm drops fell on my face waking me up again, I pushed at the giant again this time thankfully we were on the ground and I managed to run under the large bed “I’m so sorry” came the giants voice again, the pain returned then and my head felt like it was to going burst “LEAVE ME ALONE” I shouted as I saw her face looking at me “please let me hel…” “JUST LEAVE ME ALONE” I shouted again and the face retreated “please…” “GO” I screamed and I heard the door close “fucking real dream” I held my head trying to ease the pain. After some time I let go of my head and looked at my hands they were wet “are these tears? No the giant is trying to trick me” I looked up as I heard footsteps getting louder and the door opened a crack, something was slid inside and the door closed again “I’ve left some pain medicine for you” the voice was still sobbing I couldn't help myself and peaked my head out and saw a large plastic cup with some purple liquid in the bottom of it “please drink some it will take the pain away” “I’m not falling for it” I shouted back “its poison or something” and the pain returned “I’ll try some first if it makes you feel better” the pounding in my head was making me really want to believe this giant woman “open the door slowly and show me” I called, the door opened again enough for her arm to squeeze through and I could see that she was on her knees, she lifted the cup to her lips and tilted her head back slightly then returned the cup to the floor, another tear started falling down her cheek till she brushed it away “close the door” I said and the door closed again. “This has to be a bad idea” I thought “just try it she had some so it can't be to bad” I shook my head “great now I’m not even of one mind” with one last look around I darted for the cup and dragged it back under the bed. Looking into the cup the liquid had indeed gone down that settled it I picked up the cup and tipped the liquid into my mouth, the moment I first swallowed all the pains of my body eased into the background until it was completely gone “that's some good meds” I murmured to myself “now for the next problem I looked down at my attire and unsnapped the crotch to reveal the white diaper and started pulling at the tapes “what the F they won't move fine then I’ll try...” I pushed down on the waistband trying to take it off that way no dice I couldn't even rip the damn thing “fine that can wait” venturing out again I climbed the sheets onto the bed and over to the window. After ten minutes of pushing, lifting and eventually hitting it the window would not move, I turned around in defeat and scanned the room for something to use but beside the things that I couldn't lift everything was soft and unusable to break the window. After an hour of searching the room and coming up empty I collapsed next to the door with the nice cool wall against my back “damn I’m not getting out of this without going through the giant” I shook my head then shouted “hey giant are you still there?” a moment of silence then “I’m still here and please don't call me giant my name is Rose” came the voice from the other side “good for you giant” I called back “this isn't going very well for our first day” I could hear the sadness in her voice, I sighed to myself and thought about how I bit her “I’m Emma” “for Emily?” she asked “yeah but I prefer Emma” the silence returned “I really am sorry” I couldn't help but shake my head “don't be sorry jumping away from you wasn't the smartest idea on my part… umm... sorry for biting you” “thank you Emma” it was oddly surreal talking to a giant that was on the other side of the wall knowing that she could easily open the door and probably capture me yet she stayed there all this time, my stomach growled then alerting me to how hungry I was, a chuckle came from the other side of the door “I can hear that would you like something to eat?” I laughed “if you have something to eat I wont say no” “ok just stay there I’ll be right back” and I heard footsteps going down what I assumed was a hallway, I looked up at the door handle smiled to myself and shook my head “the giant leaves and I wouldn't even be able to open the damn door” I thought to myself. The footsteps returned “may I open the door?” she asked I immediately got to my feet and walked closer to the bed “ok but slowly” it did, the door slowly opened and I could see Rose’s face “I’m sorry its the best I can do on short notice” she said and a large bowl was pushed through the gap, I looked over at it “is that…” “baby food” she finished “yeah” I just sighed “well now I’m sure you can't fatten me up with that” Rose smiled “don't worry there's plenty of time for that” I snorted with a short laugh but I hadn't known her long enough to know if she was joking or not “eat up” I looked up at her “you first” again she smiled and dipped a finger in the bowl, brought it to her mouth and sucked on it, immediately she began gagging and I was sure that she had done something to it “I am really sorry that is disgusting” I stared at her for a moment more than motioned for her to close the door. The door was closed and I dragged the bowl back to the bed and picked up the plastic spoon it was bigger than I was used to but there was no doubt that it was made for a child “please eat slowly” I don't know why but that comment really dug at my nerves “just because you are larger than me and put me in this stupid get up doesn't mean I’m a baby” I shouted, I looked down at the bowl again and had a small bite it wasn't great but I didn't see why she made that face it was just a bit sweet “I’m sorry litt… er Emma” I groaned “when am I going to wake up” “theres somethings that I should probably tell you while you eat” she told me how I wasnt on earth, I wasn't even in the same dimension that I was born in I wanted to tell her that she was full of it so I did “your full of shit inter dimensional travel is just a thing in books and movies” She chuckled “we are a bit smarter” and she went on to tell me that her race the Amazon’s invented it quite some time ago one of the first things they found was that most of the multiverse was inhabited by Littles in other words me and the other humans though I could somewhat understand why they call us littles, littles were then taken from their worlds and “adopted” by Amazons this was originally done to try and make the littles lives better and to fill then need to care for something that most Amazons had but soon it had become a status symbol to have a Little as a pet in some countries thankfully we were not currently in one, then she told me that it was quickly known that littles even though able to live in their own worlds it turned out that we choked on food easily hence the baby food like I was going to choke of some damn food, our bladders seemed to get worse the longer we stayed in this dimension and here I was hoping that they had just drugged me for a long time explaining waking up in a wet diaper, before taking the last spoon fulls she told me that Amazons didn't have that many children in their world which seemed odd to me since they have that need to care for thing and Littles took that place as their permanent babies, I cracked up laughing when she slid an oversized phone under the door with a picture on one of her friends littles it was a grown woman in a way to childish dress with a diaper clearly poking out underneath then I stopped when my brain caught up she was going to do this to me “no way I am no ones baby apart from my boyfriends we just met last month I have to get back to him he's probably wondering where I am” the last of my words trailed off “Emma what's the last thing you remember?” I thought about it “I was studying for my year twelve midterms I went to sleep and woke up here why?” “curiosity” now that was a lie “this has been a strange way of us meeting” I laughed “I’m surprised that there isn't some parenting book for this” I put as much scorn into the word parenting as I could and I heard her clear her throat “well most Amazons drug there littles at first so the little cant speak or walk” the thought that Amazons drugged littles sent a shiver down my spine but if she wasn't lying then she had done something special for me and look how that turned out “I bet your regretting it now” I said and knocked my head against the wall I had my back against “this is so fucked up” and buried my head in my hands.