foofybabykitten

I feel a little bad that you're going to do some cleaning but here I am in the nursery getting ready to play with some toys, but I let myself relax, reminding myself that you told me to play. I fish out a pile of blocks decorated with various letters in bright fun colors, and a spinney wheel adorned with various animal pictures and a cord to pull. I pull the cord curiously and the arrow in the middle of the wheel starts to spin, eventually landing on the kitty picture. *Meow!* I startle for a moment before giggling, both at myself for jumping, and at the toy; I clap my hands happily and shimmy my legs causing my diapers to crinkle loudly, before pulling the cord again. *Moo!* "Moo!" I copy the toy in my best childish tone and laugh adorably as I start building a tower out of the blocks, knocking it back down after every animal sound without fail.

I blush at your fawning, but I still smile happily and pivot my torso left and right cutely, before I skip over to the toy chest and plop onto my knees, preparing to open it and look for something to play with.

I'm a little nervous letting you take a photo with me dressed how I am considering the circumstances we met under, but I don't stop you and look into the camera and give my best paci smile I can muster. "Teese!" I announce at 1, and hug Momo securely.

And you would be right, I look absolutely adorable with my new braided twintails, resting on my shoulders and settling around my chest, while my bangs frame my face perfectly. "I wuv dem Mommy." I say while holding a braid in each hand and smiling at you around my paci.

As the bristles of the brush run through my hair, scratching my scalp ever so slightly I melt into a figurative puddle of bliss. The quiet melody you hum has me incredibly relaxed, I close my eyes and savor this moment humming along with you absentmindedly as you tame my bed head into my usual silky straight style. "Can you braid my hair Mommy?" I ask airily, still somewhat lost in the gentle pleasure you've been administering.

I wiggle my hips a bit at your pat, creating a cacophony of crinkles to radiate from my bottom, before smiling and giggling at you around my pacifier. I look at myself in the mirror and notice the rather sizable bulge on my front, and though it's quite obvious to me, it isn't so big that a random person would be able to notice it unless they were staring between my legs, or at my butt I suppose. I continue to pose in the mirror, actually enjoying my reflection for once, I adorably admire my childish appearance.

I hug Momo close as you get to work, absentmindedly watching you throughout the process. You wipe me thoroughly with cool scented baby wipes and powder my entire diaper area with an excess of scented baby powder, before you lift my bottom off the table by my knees to lay a rather thin plain white adult diaper under me to my confusion, however I let you continue as you tape me up securely. I'm about to sit up when I feel you doing something to my diaper, when I look back to you I witness you tearing the outer layer of my diaper the full length between my legs, and grab another pink princess diaper which you proceed to tape over the torn one. The bulk of my double diaper is impossible to ignore as I sit up with your help, I can't help but giggle as I shift around on my butt savoring the feeling as I crinkle babyishly; I scoot my feet down onto the floor and stand waiting for you to snap my onesie shut over my pampers, and to help me put on my shortalls, all while I hug Momo and suck my paci adorably.

I look up at you pleadingly for a few seconds before nodding in acquiesce sadly, I stand up a little bow legged as my diaper sags heavily, it would seem I peed some time during the show and a lot too, my diaper is straining against the snaps at my crotch. When you get up to lead me to the nursery I and reach my hand out to be held while looking up at you adorably.

I absentmindedly suckle as I keep my eyes focused on the T.V. something about how lion cubs are raised. You pet my hair as we cuddle in companionable silence, my bottle getting emptier and emptier as the time passes, and eventually I find myself only sucking air through the bulb.

I get up as well, before plopping down on the couch with a squish and snapping my onesie closed, I consider going back to the nursery to get my shortalls but I figure you'll be changing me soon so I don't bother, and turn the T.V. on to animal planet while I wait for you to make the tea my pacifier back in my mouth.

We just sit there on the floor holding each other quietly, as we reflect on our own pain, soothing one another with our presence. I compose myself with one last sniffle and tell you, "I'll try to put my sad thoughts behind me today, it's a happy day after all. I don't want to ruin it for myself, or for you, by being sad all the time." I rub the trail of tears from my eyes, and though they're still a little red and puffy, the light shining within is strong and fierce.

"Be-Because everyone I love l-leaves me e-eventually." I don't elaborate further as I quietly cry in your arms, my emotions are bigger than usual in little space.

(I didn't intend it to be sad, but I can see how I was a bit misleading, and well it would definitely make sense for Alice to get sad here. I was trying to be like a child worried about what their parent was scheming next. >.<) I except the hug with gusto and ask in a fragile voice between my sniffles, "You won't leave me too, will you Mommy?"

I notice that your assault has halted and decide to venture a peak outside my cocoon. I sheepishly lift the covers and see you dead (playing) on the ground. "Mama?" I probe softly. You don't respond at all so I crawl out from under the blanket and call again a bit more worried, "Mama?" You still don't respond so I scoot my butt off the couch, and crawl over to you on my hands and knees, and shake your shoulder, "Mama!?" I call having forgotten completely about the tickle monster.

I scream in a high pitch, at your surprise attack, I wiggle and writhe trying desperately to get away, but even with all my effort I can only make it to the arm of the couch, where I grab a folded blanket and hide under it in an attempt to hide from the tickle monster.

As you carry me out of the nursery in a bouncy manner I make silly faces at you the whole way to the kitchen, crossing my eyes, looking in two directions at once, giving myself piggy nose; all while giggling cutely at the faces you make back at me.

I squeal loudly and giggle "Mooooommy!" I exclaim in a high pitch voice, happy to see you and happy from tickles. When you stop I just happily continue to giggle, very much like a real infant because I'm just so happy, and I reach up to you with grabby hands on my back while cheering, "Uppie! Uppie!"

I wiggle my legs happily while laughing squeakily at your squeeze. "Huwwy back, don' wet da potty monstew eat you!" I lisp with a big innocent smile. While you're taking care of business in the bathroom, I play with Bunbun in the crib, shaking her a little to hear that crisp jingle and hugging and kissing her. While lying on my back with my feet kicking in the air I playfully giggle with my poofy diaper on display, my onesie, being unsnapped has ridden up my body and my pale flat tummy is on display in all it's beautiful, soft, and smooth glory. This is how you find me when you eventually return, and it's obvious I'm very very little right now.

I giggle adorably at the mental image of you peeing your pants, before letting your breast go so you can get up; I pop my paci back between my lips. "You can go pee pee in my diapy!" I chirp sweetly before giggling hysterically at myself.

I latch on and suckle as I revel in your warmth, there's nothing more comfortable than being curled up in bed sucking Mommy's breast; the only thing I can see is the soft skin of your breast and your hair that hangs at the edges of my vision, the only thing I can smell is your sweat calming scent of last nights peachy body wash mixed with a hint of your natural body odor, the only thing I can feel is your comfortable body heat and the tips of your fingers as they run through my hair, the only thing I can hear is your soft hums accompanying the pulse of your heart as I lean my head on your chest, and the only thing I can taste is your familiar flavor as I suckle your nipple rhythmically in absolute bliss.

I snuggle up under the covers with you and Bunbun, softly suckling my paci as I quietly enjoy the safety of your embrace inside my crib. As the time passes and I'm cuddled into your chest, tracing circles on your breast for a while before I look up at you and lisp adorably around my pacifier. "Can I has suckies Mommy?" My eyes radiate pleading as I stare into yours.

My crying has petered out a bit and I'm left sniffling occasionally, "I'm sorry it's just, you brought up some bad memories." I try to explain softly, before wiping my eyes.

I stay in your arms as you coax me down from my fit, I know it was just a game and I shouldn't have got so emotional. "I'm sorry, I know it was just a game, I'm so stupid, I shouldn't have reacted so badly." I ramble, muffled in your hug.

I nod my head, "A-Asp-Asparagus." before diving into your arms and bawling my eyes out.

"Uh, I um, I didn't" I sputter trying to think of something, anything to get me out of trouble but nothing is coming to mind, my mind is racing, there's something I definitely do not like about this situation; I know it's just a game but for some reason this is really effecting me, your tone during this kind of scene is usually firm and dominant, but your current angry voice is really scaring me. Your final comment, how you're disappointing and I'm not the way you raised me to be, really strikes home and I cry, trying to stutter out the safe word through my tears as I curl up on the floor.